envy

francis • 27 • nothing to show for it {vent account}

[powerburial]

nothing better than killing yourself at the end of a stressful day

[rebelculture]

[yourbodyrots]

[weltenwellen]

Hanif Abdurraqib, The Crown Ain't Worth Much

[faggotdraws]

Don't want to weep for you, I don't want to know I'm blind and tortured, the white horses flow The memories fire, the rhythms fall slow

Mojo Pin - Jeff Buckley

[macabrevampire]

i think avoiding everything is going to save me for real this time

[alprazolxm]

[fairydata]

negative thought spaghetti ❕

[interdimentional]

[n0vvva]

[romanceyourdemons]

in the club begging strangers for forgiveness and proving incapable of articulating what for when asked

[post-traumatic-slaughter]

[abnormall]

[6ftaboveground]

[paper-wounds]

[seraphcry]

“it sounds like you have ptsd” no shut up bat attack 🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇

[seraphcry]

[seraphcry]

anyway latest update. spent 11 years dodging a ptsd diagnosis only for my latest paperwork from my psychiatrist come through with c-ptsd features hidden in the diagnosis list. i evidently didn’t dodge well enough el oh el

[holohedral]

i am not well understood. which is also my fault