relistening to wolf 359 is funny bc i always start out attempting to do it casually. like oh maybe i’ll listen to an episode or two! but the sleeper agent in me activates and suddenly it’s 48 hr wolf 359 lockdown
My name is Saja. I’m a wife, a mother, and a woman who once believed her story would be simple. I thought my days would be filled with watching my daughter grow — from her first smile to her first steps — surrounded by the small joys of everyday life.
But life had other plans.
War has returned to our home. Again.
And once again, we find ourselves living under skies that never seem to rest.
There was a moment — a fragile, breathless moment — when the bombs paused and the world seemed to remember us. It gave us hope. We thought maybe, just maybe, we could start to rebuild. But now, we are back in the dark — hiding, holding on, praying.
I’m writing this not as someone seeking pity, but as a mother who has no other choice but to speak.
Imagine holding your baby in the middle of the night, not because she cried, but because the world outside roared too loud for either of you to sleep. Imagine whispering bedtime stories not to lull her into dreams, but to keep the fear from settling into her tiny bones.
This is my life.
This is my daughter’s life.
And even now — especially now — I believe in softness. I believe in kindness.
Because when everything else is taken from you, hope becomes the most valuable thing you have.
Why I’m Reaching Out
Our home has been damaged. Our lives changed. But through it all, my daughter wakes up every morning with a smile. She reaches for me with trust, with love, with faith that I will keep her safe.
That’s why I keep going.
I’ve launched a campaign to ask for help — not because it’s easy, but because silence is no longer an option. I am asking for support not just for me, but for my baby, and for the quiet strength of so many mothers like me who are fighting, every single day, to hold their families together.
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My name is Saja. I am a wife, a mother to a precious 8-month-old girl, and I am writing this in a moment that I wish I didn’t have to live t
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From My Heart to Yours
Maybe our lives are worlds apart. Maybe you’ve never lived through war.
But if you’ve ever held a child and wished the world could be better for them — then you understand more than you know.
I don’t want my daughter to grow up thinking the world turned away.
Please, if you’ve read this far — thank you.
Thank you for seeing us. Thank you for caring.
We are still here. Still hoping. Still holding on to every kind act like it’s a lifeline.
So I’ve been re-listening to malevolent and idk if I’m forgetting something but I’m like 75% sure that the lighter that is this whole big thing is actually a lighter that Arthur and John picked up from Kellins “house”.
I’ve got this headcanon that has been rattling around in my head for a while. I feel like Jon and Sasha went to school or uni together, or something like that.
Cause if Sasha used to work in artifact storage, whereas Jon and Tim in research. I always wondered how he would have known her well enough to request her. Even if he’s just heard about her (as Gertrude might have seeing as she was hoping that she would be the next archivist) whenever we get a smidgen of Jon and Sasha interacting it’s very friendly. More than Jon and Tim imo. Even then, I genuinely doubt there’s that much communication or collaboration between the departments. Seeing as Jon seemed to have never heard of Martin. And other than the one fluff episode, no one in any other department has even been mentioned. (Especially with the worm infestation, if you were friends with your co workers wouldn’t you talk to them about that sort of thing?)
But all of that has always bugged me. Because why would Jon specifically request Sasha if he barely knew her? It’s not like Tim was the only coworker he ever interacted with. Hence, they must have known each other outside of the institute.
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