Notes: Hello!!!! Let's have it with some soft concepts of city Bucky dating Yori's neighbor!!!! Warning for possible FATWS spoilers!
Bucky meets her for the first time on a random Thursday as he’s picking up Yori for their usual lunch at the restaurant down the block.
It’s a chance encounter—as quick as the way she slips under his arm when he opens the building’s door. She was late for class, he learns later, but Bucky still hears the rushed thank you before it closes. He barely has any time to catch a glance at her except for the colorful hair that easily stands out against the somber colors of the old-looking lobby.
By the second time it happens, she’s arriving and Bucky’s leaving. He leaves Yori back at his apartment late afternoon, a stomach full of Japanese food, and opens the door to find her. Extended hand and all, surprise takes her features for a second before it twists in recognition, an almost guilty smile curving her lips. Bucky moves his hand higher as he holds the door, she looks at him in clear amusement before slipping under his arm with a giggle.
When he risks a glance back before the door closes behind him, he’s lucky enough to catch her wave.
The third time, she’s not in a hurry.
Yori is locking up his apartment while Bucky broods by his side, back against the gray-ish walls while hearing complaints about disrespectful neighbors. The old man sees her first and his face melts to delight as he greets her with warm eyes. It surprises Bucky a little—his friend isn’t the most friendly guy in the world, and there he stands in good humor while she affectionately kisses his cheek hello.
She asks him about the noises upstairs, to which he replies it’s been toned down in the past few days. He asks if anybody has bothered her, to which she replies he’s been doing a great job scaring any creeps away.
It’s only when Bucky pushes away from the spot that both their gazes find him.
On that day, Bucky learns her name, that she’s new to the building and helped Yori deal with the noisy neighbors upstairs with a lawsuit threat, though she’s just recently picked back her law school classes. Also, that Yori is truly willing to set him up with any girl they both happen to know.
The next week, Bucky finds Yori in the alley next to the building, running his mouth on a punk who put trash in his can. Despite the aggravation of having to rescue a friend from picking fights in alleyways nearly eighty years later, Bucky still keeps a curious eye to the door as they make the walk to the restaurant. Despite feeling way more nervous than eager about it, Yori finally finds him a date.
The next week and the next week and the next week and the next week. Bucky’s got his own shit to deal with. A fucker that owns up to Steve’s shield. A group of sensitive rebels. The works.
A month later, Bucky bumps into her in the lobby for a fourth time. It’s late night, there’s glitter on her face and a plastic crown atop her head. A different hair color that still looks vivid to contrast the nighttime. She smiles at him when he holds the door, but stops right under his arm when noticing the red rimmed eyes. The drunk excitement in her eyes instantly shift to confusion. Bucky steps out, offers a little nod and closes the door, thinking that’s probably his last time doing that.
Except—it really isn’t.
For weeks, she doesn’t see him picking Yori at their usual time. When she gets home from class late in the afternoon, she doesn’t bump into him by the door. Yori, for most days, looks heartbreakingly dejected, even when she drops by to hand him a batch of homemade biscuits.
So, the fifth time, she meets him rather than he meets her.
Bucky doesn’t resist a walk in the neighborhood after checking up on Yori. Still heavy hearted with the sight of his friend alone in the restaurant, he barely registers when she silently steps to walk by his side. As she greets him with a tentative but sweet hello, Bucky doesn’t fail to note the worry in her voice. It’s the first time they really talk, both of them taking their time to reach the old little brick building.
When she asks if he’s okay, Bucky knows that she’s seen him on TV during the GRC lockdown.
When she asks if he and Yori are okay, Bucky knows that she’s noticed something about the unusual friendship.
As he opens the door, she slips under his arm. A grin plays on Bucky’s lips when her laugh echoes through the lobby. Just as he’s about to close it, she pulls it back open. Then—a kiss pressed to his cheek, and a promise to see him again tomorrow. The lip gloss stain lingers on his skin all the way back home.
The next day, she drags him to an ice-cream shop instead of leading home.
The next, it’s a weekend. They spent the Saturday night in a pizzeria near his place. On Sunday, he texts her for the first time.
The first official date, she takes him to an antiques fair in Manhattan. Bucky comes back with a handful of records and lipstick stains on his neck. The first time he picks her up from school, she kisses him breathless outside the building. She has a new color to her hair, Bucky has his vibranium arm out for the summer, and they sure make an unusual sight to bystanders. The first visit to his apartment, she ends up staying for a night. Bucky feels a tug in his heart the next morning, waking up to her cuddling the white, stray cat that occasionally pays him a visit.
A few months in, Yori still remains uncharted territory between them.
He avoids her place entirely. He’s never asked if mentions him. He doesn’t even know if Yori knows.
One day, she pleads good enough that Bucky finally caves.
It’s a late Friday night when they walk down the familiar hall, Bucky’s arm around her frame as she steps to unlock the apartment between giggles over his lame remarks. Funny enough, Yori’s door makes a little annoying noise when it opens, and the sound immediately makes him tense as it breaks the silence. Reaching for his hand with a reassuring squeeze, she turns to greet the old man with a good night.
Yori stares for what it feels like a decade.
And then starts running his mouth over kids these days getting home late, how the city is unsafe at this time, things they shouldn’t be doing when alone and still unmarried.
When they’re in bed a few hours later, she assures that his friend will eventually come around. Her confidence suddenly makes Bucky understand her part in things. It also lets know that she knows about him, and if the way she kisses him after is any indication, that she also simply knows him.
Bucky sees Yori for a second time a week later, just as he’s leaving her apartment. The little annoying noise startles him again and the old man steps out with several trash bags in hand. Heart beating against his throat, Bucky reaches out to relieve a few off him. Yori lets him. In silence, they make the way downstairs and to the alley, until he’s offering a nod that Bucky doesn’t know how to respond.
A third time when she knocks at his door with a new batch of biscuits, Yori immediately rushing both of them into his apartment because he’s got a gift for her. She holds back a smile as the man pushes a box against Bucky’s chest, complaining under his breath about chivalry.
Around the sixth time, they’re both back at the restaurant again.
Hours later, Bucky is pushing the building’s door open—Yori steps in with a grunt, she slips under his arm after a quick smooch to his lips, and Bucky follows them with a chuckle.
Notes: Hello!!!! Let's have it with some soft concepts of city Bucky dating Yori's neighbor!!!! Warning for possible FATWS spoilers!
Bucky meets her for the first time on a random Thursday as he’s picking up Yori for their usual lunch at the restaurant down the block.
It’s a chance encounter—as quick as the way she slips under his arm when he opens the building’s door. She was late for class, he learns later, but Bucky still hears the rushed thank you before it closes. He barely has any time to catch a glance at her except for the colorful hair that easily stands out against the somber colors of the old-looking lobby.
By the second time it happens, she’s arriving and Bucky’s leaving. He leaves Yori back at his apartment late afternoon, a stomach full of Japanese food, and opens the door to find her. Extended hand and all, surprise takes her features for a second before it twists in recognition, an almost guilty smile curving her lips. Bucky moves his hand higher as he holds the door, she looks at him in clear amusement before slipping under his arm with a giggle.
When he risks a glance back before the door closes behind him, he’s lucky enough to catch her wave.
The third time, she’s not in a hurry.
Yori is locking up his apartment while Bucky broods by his side, back against the gray-ish walls while hearing complaints about disrespectful neighbors. The old man sees her first and his face melts to delight as he greets her with warm eyes. It surprises Bucky a little—his friend isn’t the most friendly guy in the world, and there he stands in good humor while she affectionately kisses his cheek hello.
She asks him about the noises upstairs, to which he replies it’s been toned down in the past few days. He asks if anybody has bothered her, to which she replies he’s been doing a great job scaring any creeps away.
It’s only when Bucky pushes away from the spot that both their gazes find him.
On that day, Bucky learns her name, that she’s new to the building and helped Yori deal with the noisy neighbors upstairs with a lawsuit threat, though she’s just recently picked back her law school classes. Also, that Yori is truly willing to set him up with any girl they both happen to know.
The next week, Bucky finds Yori in the alley next to the building, running his mouth on a punk who put trash in his can. Despite the aggravation of having to rescue a friend from picking fights in alleyways nearly eighty years later, Bucky still keeps a curious eye to the door as they make the walk to the restaurant. Despite feeling way more nervous than eager about it, Yori finally finds him a date.
The next week and the next week and the next week and the next week. Bucky’s got his own shit to deal with. A fucker that owns up to Steve’s shield. A group of sensitive rebels. The works.
A month later, Bucky bumps into her in the lobby for a fourth time. It’s late night, there’s glitter on her face and a plastic crown atop her head. A different hair color that still looks vivid to contrast the nighttime. She smiles at him when he holds the door, but stops right under his arm when noticing the red rimmed eyes. The drunk excitement in her eyes instantly shift to confusion. Bucky steps out, offers a little nod and closes the door, thinking that’s probably his last time doing that.
Except—it really isn’t.
For weeks, she doesn’t see him picking Yori at their usual time. When she gets home from class late in the afternoon, she doesn’t bump into him by the door. Yori, for most days, looks heartbreakingly dejected, even when she drops by to hand him a batch of homemade biscuits.
So, the fifth time, she meets him rather than he meets her.
Bucky doesn’t resist a walk in the neighborhood after checking up on Yori. Still heavy hearted with the sight of his friend alone in the restaurant, he barely registers when she silently steps to walk by his side. As she greets him with a tentative but sweet hello, Bucky doesn’t fail to note the worry in her voice. It’s the first time they really talk, both of them taking their time to reach the old little brick building.
When she asks if he’s okay, Bucky knows that she’s seen him on TV during the GRC lockdown.
When she asks if he and Yori are okay, Bucky knows that she’s noticed something about the unusual friendship.
As he opens the door, she slips under his arm. A grin plays on Bucky’s lips when her laugh echoes through the lobby. Just as he’s about to close it, she pulls it back open. Then—a kiss pressed to his cheek, and a promise to see him again tomorrow. The lip gloss stain lingers on his skin all the way back home.
The next day, she drags him to an ice-cream shop instead of leading home.
The next, it’s a weekend. They spent the Saturday night in a pizzeria near his place. On Sunday, he texts her for the first time.
The first official date, she takes him to an antiques fair in Manhattan. Bucky comes back with a handful of records and lipstick stains on his neck. The first time he picks her up from school, she kisses him breathless outside the building. She has a new color to her hair, Bucky has his vibranium arm out for the summer, and they sure make an unusual sight to bystanders. The first visit to his apartment, she ends up staying for a night. Bucky feels a tug in his heart the next morning, waking up to her cuddling the white, stray cat that occasionally pays him a visit.
A few months in, Yori still remains uncharted territory between them.
He avoids her place entirely. He’s never asked if mentions him. He doesn’t even know if Yori knows.
One day, she pleads good enough that Bucky finally caves.
It’s a late Friday night when they walk down the familiar hall, Bucky’s arm around her frame as she steps to unlock the apartment between giggles over his lame remarks. Funny enough, Yori’s door makes a little annoying noise when it opens, and the sound immediately makes him tense as it breaks the silence. Reaching for his hand with a reassuring squeeze, she turns to greet the old man with a good night.
Yori stares for what it feels like a decade.
And then starts running his mouth over kids these days getting home late, how the city is unsafe at this time, things they shouldn’t be doing when alone and still unmarried.
When they’re in bed a few hours later, she assures that his friend will eventually come around. Her confidence suddenly makes Bucky understand her part in things. It also lets know that she knows about him, and if the way she kisses him after is any indication, that she also simply knows him.
Bucky sees Yori for a second time a week later, just as he’s leaving her apartment. The little annoying noise startles him again and the old man steps out with several trash bags in hand. Heart beating against his throat, Bucky reaches out to relieve a few off him. Yori lets him. In silence, they make the way downstairs and to the alley, until he’s offering a nod that Bucky doesn’t know how to respond.
A third time when she knocks at his door with a new batch of biscuits, Yori immediately rushing both of them into his apartment because he’s got a gift for her. She holds back a smile as the man pushes a box against Bucky’s chest, complaining under his breath about chivalry.
Around the sixth time, they’re both back at the restaurant again.
Hours later, Bucky is pushing the building’s door open—Yori steps in with a grunt, she slips under his arm after a quick smooch to his lips, and Bucky follows them with a chuckle.
small places was so incredibly amazing and sweet it gave me goose bumps
I DON'T KNOW WHEN YOU SENT THIS BECAUSE I'VE BEEN AWAY FOR LIKE 2 YEARS (IT FEELS LIKE) BUT THANK YOU! Coming back to read this is the best feeling! ❤❤
If your request aren’t open please just ignore this.  can you write a one shot where bucky’s assassin gf or s/o is constantly sneaking onto his mission, to spend time with him
I have been away from Tumblr for such a long time that I don't even know when exactly you sent this. I'll tell you that this might be a thing coming soon. 👀👀 Don't give up on me! LMAO
Summary: Don’t they say that after a storm, there’s always calm?
Genre: Romance/fluff
Rating: T
Warnings: Swearings, mental health issues
3,809 words
Notes: Here we are with a new piece after all these months! The songs we got for this one are The Moon by The Swell Season and Cellar Door by Angus & Julia Stone. Hope you guys enjoy it! Feedback always welcomed! <3
The small studio stays right in the heart of Brooklyn, surrounded by themed bars, bright restaurants and a crowd of millennials that makes him cringe every once in a while.
It’s a shoebox.
A bed that fights for space with a small couch, a kitchen that can be sized by two of his steps alone and a cramped bathroom with a bathtub that he honestly can’t fit in. But be as it may, Bucky has never been in a more comfortable, warm and welcoming atmosphere.
A bed with polka-dotted, fluffy blankets, a couch with bright colored and quirky pillows, a kitchen with a line of gifted succulents by the counter and a bathroom with filled shelves of sweet smelling products.
Pictures on the walls, sketches and love notes hung to the fridge, shared clothes thrown over in little corners.
Everything is so lively and familiar—it feels like home outside of his home.
The four walls of your little studio have been witnesses to so much. Whispered love confessions, frantic murmurs of comfort, quiet pleads in between moans, anger filled little lies, and the list can only go on.
Right so, my dinner’s gone cold now, but I got so distracted by this delightful fic you’ve poured from your clever brain.
There is such a wonderful sense of normalcy and domesticity to your Bucky that is really comforting. There are so many lines I wanted to pull out, but I figure it best to focus on the few:
Discarded containers of take-out on the coffee table, and maybe a carton of Ben & Jerry’s forgotten around after a fight over the last spoon. Netflix midway through a random episode of Stranger Things because yeah, Bucky has a growing crush on Winona Ryder. Peace fills up every fiber of his being, and looking down to the sight before him, things can’t feel more right.
Oh my god, this is perfect. Bucky is DEFINITELY Wino forever – the Edward to Winona’s Kim. I adore how you created this little world of familiarity for him. It feels messy yet simple as all relationships have the capacity to be, but it feels so Bucky – so right.
The touch feels nice as your index finger brush over a particular spot near his collarbone. Though he’s observed every single detail of the marks in several occasions, more than enough to make him very familiar with its designs, he immediately takes your hand with his own. Wrapped fingers together, you guide him through his little stick figure.
Okay, OKAY I’M TOTALLY CALM. The way you created this new perspective, this new, almost child-like innocence about his arm is GENIUS, I cannot believe I haven’t come across it before. Given Bucky’s unique experiences and how lacking those moments of normalcy and wonder he’s allowed to have, the symbolism you’ve created here is brilliant. You’ve painted this utterly simple, utterly vivid rendition of seeing his arm in this whole new way – I’m sorry, I just can’t get over it!
I love how you’ve framed their whole relationship, their life through days. Mondays, straight through to Sundays – the ups and downs and everything in between, the little glimpses of the life of ease that someone like Bucky so utterly deserves. Your sentences flow so beautifully and with such ease that is truly fitting as you take us through their lives. I love this – from your song inspiration (I. LOVE. A&JS) to the way you’ve crafted this small space that becomes so much more. It feels like a simple sunrise on a lazy Sunday morning – seemingly ordinary, but always such a thrill.
Summary: Don’t they say that after a storm, there’s always calm?
Genre: Romance/fluff
Rating: T
Warnings: Swearings, mental health issues
3,809 words
Notes: Here we are with a new piece after all these months! The songs we got for this one are The Moon by The Swell Season and Cellar Door by Angus & Julia Stone. Hope you guys enjoy it! Feedback always welcomed! <3
The small studio stays right in the heart of Brooklyn, surrounded by themed bars, bright restaurants and a crowd of millennials that makes him cringe every once in a while.
It’s a shoebox.
A bed that fights for space with a small couch, a kitchen that can be sized by two of his steps alone and a cramped bathroom with a bathtub that he honestly can’t fit in. But be as it may, Bucky has never been in a more comfortable, warm and welcoming atmosphere.
A bed with polka-dotted, fluffy blankets, a couch with bright colored and quirky pillows, a kitchen with a line of gifted succulents by the counter and a bathroom with filled shelves of sweet smelling products.
Pictures on the walls, sketches and love notes hung to the fridge, shared clothes thrown over in little corners.
Everything is so lively and familiar—it feels like home outside of his home.
The four walls of your little studio have been witnesses to so much. Whispered love confessions, frantic murmurs of comfort, quiet pleads in between moans, anger filled little lies, and the list can only go on.
I used to live in a shoebox with my boyfriend. We were so poor and so in love (still are). God I never want to go back, but this makes me so nostalgic!
I love how this isn’t perfect, they live in a dollhouse, they’re tired, they cry, they have brownie deadlines in the middle of the night… But they make it perfect, they make it work.
Now, I’ve never had to bake pastries at 3am, and we’re absolutely not perfect, but we go so well together.
Thank you for this, this reminded me of my own perfect, little happily ever after 💕
Even though we’ve been engaged for at least 9 years and still haven’t made any wedding plans 😂
I am so touched by your sweet comment that I had to reblog! And I'm so happy that you're living your happily ever after! Hoping everyone can find a love like yours and wishing you guys a lifetime of happiness! ❤❤❤❤
Summary: Don’t they say that after a storm, there’s always calm?
Genre: Romance/fluff
Rating: T
Warnings: Swearings, mental health issues
3,809 words
Notes: Here we are with a new piece after all these months! The songs we got for this one are The Moon by The Swell Season and Cellar Door by Angus & Julia Stone. Hope you guys enjoy it! Feedback always welcomed! <3
The small studio stays right in the heart of Brooklyn, surrounded by themed bars, bright restaurants and a crowd of millennials that makes him cringe every once in a while.
It’s a shoebox.
A bed that fights for space with a small couch, a kitchen that can be sized by two of his steps alone and a cramped bathroom with a bathtub that he honestly can’t fit in. But be as it may, Bucky has never been in a more comfortable, warm and welcoming atmosphere.
A bed with polka-dotted, fluffy blankets, a couch with bright colored and quirky pillows, a kitchen with a line of gifted succulents by the counter and a bathroom with filled shelves of sweet smelling products.
Pictures on the walls, sketches and love notes hung to the fridge, shared clothes thrown over in little corners.
Everything is so lively and familiar—it feels like home outside of his home.
The four walls of your little studio have been witnesses to so much. Whispered love confessions, frantic murmurs of comfort, quiet pleads in between moans, anger filled little lies, and the list can only go on.
Summary: Don’t they say that after a storm, there’s always calm?
Genre: Romance/fluff
Rating: T
Warnings: Swearings, mental health issues
3,809 words
Notes: Here we are with a new piece after all these months! The songs we got for this one are The Moon by The Swell Season and Cellar Door by Angus & Julia Stone. Hope you guys enjoy it! Feedback always welcomed! <3
The small studio stays right in the heart of Brooklyn, surrounded by themed bars, bright restaurants and a crowd of millennials that makes him cringe every once in a while.
It’s a shoebox.
A bed that fights for space with a small couch, a kitchen that can be sized by two of his steps alone and a cramped bathroom with a bathtub that he honestly can’t fit in. But be as it may, Bucky has never been in a more comfortable, warm and welcoming atmosphere.
A bed with polka-dotted, fluffy blankets, a couch with bright colored and quirky pillows, a kitchen with a line of gifted succulents by the counter and a bathroom with filled shelves of sweet smelling products.
Pictures on the walls, sketches and love notes hung to the fridge, shared clothes thrown over in little corners.
Everything is so lively and familiar—it feels like home outside of his home.
The four walls of your little studio have been witnesses to so much. Whispered love confessions, frantic murmurs of comfort, quiet pleads in between moans, anger filled little lies, and the list can only go on.
There’s a Friday night.
Discarded containers of take-out on the coffee table, and maybe a carton of Ben & Jerry’s forgotten around after a fight over the last spoon. Netflix midway through a random episode of Stranger Things because yeah, Bucky has a growing crush on Winona Ryder. Peace fills up every fiber of his being, and looking down to the sight before him, things can’t feel more right.
“Your heart is beating so fast.” You mumble quietly, chin leaning up to rest upon his chest. A flesh arm tightens around your frame, and a lazy grin grows on your lips. “Are you nervous being around me, Bucky?”
The lightness laced to your voice is familiar, a tone he’s heard many, many times within the warmth of a shared trustfulness.
A smile curls up his lips. Even then, the sound never fails to make Bucky content and happy.
“I’m always nervous around you, baby.” He jokes, a gentle kiss pressing to your temple that earns a happy hum from your chest. “You’re way out of my league.”
Bucky’s smile widens with a muffled whine of protest, and his vibranium hand reaches out to push a strand of hair away from your eyes when you shift on the way-too-small couch. With your face still buried to his chest, there’s no space left between both of you. The fluffy hem of your socks tickles his legs and the skin of his tummy rise up in shivers under your fingers.
Meanwhile, Erica Sinclair goes off about capitalism on TV.
Despite the length of your relationship, a small part of him still gets surprised over moments like this.
Soft fingertips reaching out to his marred left shoulder, a light touch to trace the harsh and old outlines of his scars, by now the only ugly looking, physical reminder of a time of his life that’s best left behind to be buried and forgotten.
With a little giggle escaping from your mouth, Bucky halts his thoughts to focus.
“You’re cute.” You wink playfully, biting your lower lip to hold back another laugh. His cheeks instantly flush a little under the fairy lights of your walls. “This little scar here looks like a stick figure.”
The touch feels nice as your index finger brush over a particular spot near his collarbone. Though he’s observed every single detail of the marks in several occasions, more than enough to make him very familiar with its designs, he immediately takes your hand with his own. Wrapped fingers together, you guide him through his little stick figure.
It’s a little joke, he knows, but Bucky still grins as you make him trace the funny lines of a quirky drawing to his own skin.
And when you tip his chin with your thumb a moment later? Warmth radiating from your body pressed up to his? And lips sweetly meeting his own?
That’s his peace.
There’s a Wednesday morning.
After arriving from a mission, sore muscles and half-healed scabs, Bucky just couldn’t see himself going back to the apartment he shares with Sam—especially after a two week long mission, taking in everything that his partner had to say. And trust, Sam Wilson has a lot of things to say.
To top of it all, he’s missed you.
Missed your laugh and your kisses and your touch. The way you tuck his hair behind his ears, the plush of your lips to the base of his neck. Your cuddles and your warmth and your care. Two long, painstaking slow weeks.
The place is warm as he steps in, slits of moonlight escaping through your blinds. Coming home to you feels right, takes off an edge from his heart, as if everything is right in the world again.
Only silence as Bucky slips under the blankets.
Bleary eyes barely taking him in.
And a happy but tired hum before a familiar frame cuddles to his side.
Sleep welcomes him right in.
Any person that lives in New York can easily list a series of upsides and downsides to coexisting in a studio apartment this small. An upsidde is that you can see and hear everything and the downside is that you can see and hear everything.
White numbers cover up your face on the screen of his phone as it marks 3:36AM. The shuffling and clashing in the kitchen isn’t unusual except for the late hour. Barely four hours of sleep later, and Bucky’s watching a pajama-clad you pour chocolate into a bowl through squinted, heavy eyes.
“Think I need to put you on a sleep schedule.” He murmurs. The sound is low but enough to make you jump on the spot, turn around with a scowl that makes him chuckle. “Come back to bed.”
The tense features of your face melt into a mix of worry and dejection.
“I can’t!” You cry, hands coming up to cover your face in frustration, words all muffled. “I promised I’d bake brownies for the book fair but I was so tired and I meant to take a nap while waiting for you but I just slept and now I woke you up!”
It takes two steps until Bucky has your frame into his arms, a perfect fit that rises butterflies in your stomach after the two, very long weeks. With vibranium fingertips brushing along your cheeks in a gentle caress, every negative feeling slips away.
“You were waiting for me?” Bucky pulls back a little, enough to see you pout through a nod. A loving smile grows easily to his mouth right before a gentle kiss to your lips. “I love you.”
Brownies are made in record time with two sets of wandering hands.
And are successfully sold out by two excellent sellers.
There’s a Monday afternoon.
Clouds are looming over the city. Cold, bitter winds singing loud enough outside. The first few signs of fall can be spotted by a quick walk in the neighborhood by now, trees turning into different shades of brown as pumpkin orange starts to pop everywhere.
Back to a few hours earlier, Bucky begrudgingly kisses you goodbye at the cramped doorstep, fixing your heart-shaped earmuffs with a wish of a good day at school. No paperwork or assignments under his name for a change, the place shelters him from any unexpected Avenger responsability, and he’s more than glad to wait home for you.
Separated dirty clothes, clean dishes back to the cupboards, made-up bed with fresh sheets, organized books and trinkets and papers for the small study table.
Homecoming isn’t as comforting.
Between quiet sniffles, red-rimmed teary eyes and angry huffs of frustration with the addition of a warm tea cup, Bucky cuddles you up to his lap until peace has settled again.
“You gonna tell me who I’m killing tonight?” He jokes half-heartedly, chest a little bit lighter as you giggle quietly, offering a slap to his arm. “Just say the word and I’ll do it.”
A single look from you and his heart swells with affection, the feelings hidden behind the simple act never failing to leave him speechless, wondering if there’s another shoe to drop.
There’s always another shoe to drop in his life.
“You don’t do that anymore, remember?” You say softly, a smart smile playing on your lips that’s followed by a tired, but now content sigh. “I’m okay, promise. Just a bad morning in school that wasn’t expected.”
Hands brought closer together and a kiss pressed to your knuckles by his lips.
Bad days take no excuse.
“Okay, doll.” Bucky frowns, eyes squinted in pretend suspicion as he smirks. “You really sure though? I can call Sam.”
“I’m sure, goober.” You roll your eyes through a laugh, instantly leaning closer until his lips are brushing to your own. “It’s all better now with you.”
Seventy years of a missed life, most of which he’s spent nearly under seven feet underground, locked up like an animal and abused for selfish power. Ruthless damage to every inch of his being, every sliver of hope taken from him without permission for decades. Now, eight years after a seeming never ending storm, Bucky finds reason in all of this.
It feels good to know that she’s with him too.
And if the day ends up to both of you curled up in the back booth of the diner down the street, ordering a late night breakfast with pancakes and eggs and bacon, then it’s a good day after all.
There’s a Thursday night.
The day has been slow in the apartment given your day-off from school. Silence and a few movies on Netflix are your companions, except for the visit of your friendly neighborhood stray cat, Alpine, who climbs up to your windowsill every day without fail. Bucky is usually the one who feeds him, and mostly the one who’s unofficially adopted the kitten.
A pause here for a quick, improvised meal between homework, another pause there for a bath under glittery bath bombs.
Being away from him is normal.
His missions can last to mere hours to unexpected months. Living within the job is basically the norm, all with recruits training, team meetings and securing duties. Your classes are demanding, both physically and mentally. It never ends and never leaves you, always something to be started or done back home.
Either way, anxiousness never leaves you in a week like this.
Nearing a certain date on the calendar, Bucky’s plagued by restless nights.
It feels like a sore spot in his body, one he knows all about it but still can’t help but be upset at, poking and prodding around as a way to remember it. Despite knowing his best-friend way too well, Steve’s choice wasn’t one taken lightly back then.
The reasoning is fair and understandable but it doesn’t lessen the bitterness of a brief meeting after a six year long disappearance.
Not much can be done by now, but two years after Steve’s official death, Bucky still plays what ifs in his head.
After gentle coaxing in between kisses in the night before and encouraging hugs and squeezes in the morning after, Bucky spends the whole day back at the compound, a scheduled therapy session set to the calendar of his phone.
When sunlight falls to a sheet of night stars, familiar but heavy steps sound like music to your ears.
A random song playing through your laptop and slow beats welcome Bucky home.
It takes a single look at you until he’s sighing relieved, hauling your frame up to his arms in the middle of the small kitchen, where you both barely fit in during busy mornings with shoulder bumps and mumbled but playful complaints.
Sure it has been a pretty nostalgic day but nothing beats being right there.
“You smell good.” Bucky says, an almost shy mumble against your hair, his arms gently tightening around you. “Peach?”
The easy but definitely familiar guess makes you smile instantly. Heat rises on your cheeks, your chin rests on his chest as your eyes look for his own, very blue, very alive compared to a few hours back. Golden detailed fingertips brush your cheeks and a content hum escapes from your lips instantly.
“That bathbomb you gave me, remember?” You smile, voice sounding small and equally as shy until Bucky tips down, his lips meeting your own in a featherlike kiss that makes you sigh. “How are you feeling?”
Bucky smiles, crinkles forming in the corners of his eyes and then, the smooth sway starts. Finding rhythm with the slow beats still playing background, you can’t help but feel your chest lighter. In that moment, neither of you need to share words to know, he doesn’t need to tell you about his session for the feelings to sink.
Despite any doubt and above any insecurity, being right there feels just right.
It’s not his day and age. For a long time, he was nothing but a misplaced piece of the universe. Then without his best-friend, just an unknown face for the team to swallow.
Not anymore.
There was a time of misplacement and sure, he no longer has Steve on a back-up call but life has given him good things. Good people. Sam and Wanda. Love. You. And in that moment, after a long day of reflection, Bucky just feels thankful above any odd feeling.
“Feelin’ great.” He muses. It’s genuine and it makes your smile widen upon his accent slip, only cut short by Bucky’s lips briefly meeting yours again. “Thank you.”
Background music switching to an upbeat song and the shared slow, careful sway doesn’t change.
“What for?” You frown, wide eyes flicking between confusion and amusement through a quiet, huffed laugh. A beat until you look up through your eyelashes, and a sheepish shrug. “I haven’t done anything.”
Bucky bites back the reply—you’ve done everything and more, you’re everything—words for another time, other plans, a day with a better start. After all, he’s not going anywhere.
This is his place now.
And in the end of the day, that’s all it matters.
There’s a Saturday afternoon.
An array of long dresses and skirts mix-up with button-ups and printed ties on the bed, make-up and skin products all over the cabinet. The sun slowly lies down to a soft hue of orange that paints the bedroom space, and the off-beat singing coming from the bathroom makes you smile every now and then.
A coat of lipstick to the lips, mascara to the eyelashes. A well-placed hair pin to the side of your hair. Out of the bathroom Bucky gets, black suit and tie in place, not a wrinkle on sight to the white button-up shirt. The singing turns to a faint humming.
Short hair, trimmed beard. His blue eyes are alight. Positively beaming.
It’s just a few hours to go until the big event starts—Mr. and Mrs. Wilson anniversary, which they’re celebrating with one big ceremony to renew their vows with their children present. Bucky, much to Sam’s feigned dismay and Darlene Wilson’s stubborness, is now considered one of them.
In the very few opportunities you got to meet Darlene, she was nothing short of sweet to you and incredibly motherly to your boyfriend. Not much is needed to see how happy Bucky is to be participating in their day, and you can’t help but beam right back at him.
“Looking so handsome!” You grin, watching through the mirror as Bucky sits on the bed, shiny black shoes set on the floor. His lips are holding back a smirk. “I mean it, Bucky! This hair? I’m marrying you.”
At the words, Bucky looks up.
Between the Blip, his missions, your classes and whatnot, neither of you ever discussed the possibilities of a long-term future.
Have you both thought about it, though? Absolutely.
“You’re gonna get me in trouble.” Bucky sighs. Quickly settling into his shoes, a crooked smile curves up his mouth as he stands up, gentle fingers around your satin clad waist. “You’re so beautiful. I’m a lucky bastard, aren’t I?”
It feels like your brain instantly turns to mush over his words, and your tongue stumbles to find proper words to reply his sudden sweet outburst. Heat spreads through your neck and cheeks as you lean back against his chest, feeling Bucky’s arms wrap you completely with such warmth like home is supposed to feel.
Watching your reflections through the mirror, you can’t help but think how comforting the situation is, even if it can look silly to anybody else. How comforting is to see you with him, the changes, the little quirks that remain the same after a straight up mess.
How funny is it that you want to turn your little comment into reality?
How funny is it that Bucky wants that moment of certainty to freeze?
“You’ve got to help me with something.” You break the silence, smiling shyly before reaching out to the small jewelry box sitting on your make-up cabinet. A silver necklace with a studded little star is pulled out. “Please?”
Smart fingers wrap the necklace around your neck with ease, the touch of vibranium rising shivers to your skin as Bucky closes it with a little kiss pressed between your shoulder blades.
There’s that little moment of silence again until a sigh escapes from his lips, a beat of hesitancy rushing through his body before he’s fishing for the black box in his pocket. A box he’s been carrying for way too long now, just waiting for its buyer to build up the damn courage because that’s all it takes.
I mean it, Bucky! I’m marrying you.
“I’ve got something else for you to wear tonight.” Bucky says. Heart pounding violently through his chest, so much he thinks you might hear it, but voice sounding as light as ever under your curious eyes. “I—I’ve had it for a long time now. And I know it might not be the perfect moment but you just said you’d marry me.”
Turning around to face him, your mouth immediately falls open. Chest to chest, your eyes searching for his. And ss Bucky lifts the little velvet box and flips it open so, so easily with his metal thumb, your choked, disbelieved laugh fills the room.
The ring is beautiful.
No fancy stones, just a simple, silver band formed to wrap around a finger with its two ends meeting together on the top.
Both of you kept meeting each other over and over through accords, battles and sudden disappearances.
It’s meaningful enough to make your heart beat faster.
“You can’t be serious. Are you?” You ask dumbly, a silly smile soon growing on your lips as Bucky gives a playful glare. “You are. Holy shit, Bucky!”
“You aren’t sayin’ yes, baby doll.” Bucky jokes, starting to feel jittery with nerves despite a small grin. Under the anxiety and accent slip, he’s just loving to see how positively astonished you look. “I’m sweating under this suit and it won’t be good for—”
Red lips crash upon his in a rush, your fingers fisting the lapels of his suit so hard that Bucky almost stumbles on his feet, making him pull your body flush against his own. He’s sure your fingers are wrinkling his jacket just as much as his metal ones are wrinkling the delicate fabric of your dress. And your make-up, thank God, you’re wearing the smudge-proof lipstick.
There’s no time to breathe between quick, several pecks and a gasped but definitely excited reply.
“I am saying yes!”
There’s another Satuday afternoon.
A pair of booted feet walks through the tight hallway of the shoebox apartment, laughter completely filling the place as a pair of heeled feet bumps the wall in a funny noise.
The white sandals are a perfect match for the white mini dress, its hem flowing over very familiar thighs, showing a little too much because the position—or general space really, isn’t the best. Turns out that despite your skepticism, Bucky can carry you in bridal style through the cramped space. Even though, you can easily spot a stain in the back of his blazer because of a knocked vase.
It doesn’t really matter.
As Bucky puts you down, your heels are kicked off and you immediately reach out to the memory board on the wall, pinning up a marriage certificate like it’s the simplest thing in the world.
When you turn around, Bucky is sitting by the edge of the bed just like one week ago, but now sans apprehension of an insecure man.
“We’re married!”
The gleeful tone of your words make him smile right away, pulling you closer with a gentle tug until you’re standing between his legs. Towering over him, your hands cup both of Bucky’s cheeks, thumbs brushing over the sharp, stubbly cheekbones. Your heart swells in your chest, happiness and love and calmness, because everything about the day really had been simple.
A city hall wedding with Sam, Wanda and Sam’s parents as witnesses, exactly a week after their own second wedding. Very simple and easy, as the decision of marrying each other had been.
“You’re officially a Barnes.” Bucky grins, hands brushing down the back of your thighs. Gentle fingertips under the hem of your dress, he silently urges you to sit on his lap. “Told ya, got me in trouble.”
“You say that as if you didn’t want to marry me.” You scoff playfully, wrapping your arms around his neck as settling down over him. “You can’t fool me. I totally noticed you were nervous back there.”
Not bothering to deny your words, Bucky shrugs. Even though he was nervous, it doesn’t really matter. Wrapped up in each other, surrounded by the quietness of the apartment, all he cares about is you.
A little kiss pressed to your neck.
“Well, you’d be nervous too if you were marryin’ the prettiest girl in the world.”
A laugh and a little kiss pressed to his nose.
“Well, I was nervous marrying the prettiest boy in the world.”
And then—Bucky’s lips are meeting yours in a soft kiss that swallows a sigh, hands steady and gentle around your waist as he dips down to the bed under your body. It feels like you’re both back at the ceremony again, high on your love and completely unaware of everything that isn’t each other. And he kisses you once, twice, three, four times.
Just enough to ground him, to remind him that this is what his life came to.
Don’t they say that after a storm, there’s always calm?
Yeah, well. This little shoebox apartment in the heart of Brooklyn.
Were you still planning on writing a sequel to trust and promises?
YES! Some parts are already written so as soon as I finish the piece I'm currently working on (and am almost done with despite my procrastination) I'll get back to it to continue!
OMG I ALLOST STARTED CRYING because I couldn’t find you (you changed your icon and that’s usually how I just go from blog to blog) and I thought you deleted but WHEW you didn’t HI I MISSED YOU WECOME BACK
NOOO, I’m sorry I scared you! My heart is melting that you care this much about lil’ old me. <3 THANK YOU FOR THE WARM WELCOME! I MISSED YOU TOO!
