[werenotreallystrangers]

Your body usually knows first

[bbyaquarius]

What am I holding onto?

If I set down the thing I’m holding onto — the memory, the person, the expectation, the version of myself — what part of me feels afraid, and what does that fear believe will happen?

A part of me feels afraid because I'm nervous I won't find anyone like them. I've been grieving a 3-month old relationship over the past 5 months. It'll be 6 months in May and all I can sit and think about is the " woulda, coulda, shoulda". It's okay, Megan. You have taken the time to learn from your mistakes and walked away from the individuals involved. I am trying to find my pea(ie)ce in it all. I don't want to feel like I am drowning in my own thoughts anymore. I haven't had the time to write it out. I've been consumed with work, emotions, and overall handling of my own things.

I can sit here and think about you. Think about how I miss you, the idea of you. I am still hoping you are ok, and maybe one day we will find each other. Or maybe in another lifetime. As always, I don't want to sit too long; I have sat too long in these feelings. They have consumed me as you did when we first started hanging out. I miss your laugh, the way you held my hand. The way yo9u looked at me, the way yo9u admired me, the way you complimented every good thing about me. I do want to give my thanks to you for loving the side of me I showed you. It wasn't fully me, and it showed me that even with a mask, anyone can love anything.

[bbyaquarius]

I have never met a yapper like myself and now I see why I should stfu

[dafancyuhinspiration]

[yms1]

i want people to unknow me

[reginasphalanges]

The Office 4.01 Fun Run

[ashberrrry]

me???? tired???? sleepy???? yes constantly

[bbyaquarius]

Everyday reminds me of you.

[icaseybaybee]

[latinamamiix]

tell me how much of a good girl I am

[californiababylon]

[pmamtraveller]

by Jena Jun

[jakarimalotara]

[unusual-suspects]

x

[remanence-of-love]

[dailycatsblog]

[bbyangelbambi]