Rabies

22 Female BPD Mostly just here to whine and look at cats.

[best-of-memes]

[body5000-deactivated20180929]

im 12 years old sitting on my bed reading it’s midnight it’s summer my window is open the crickets are very loud but very soothing my room smells dusty and warm and no one else exists. im 12 years old. the feeling never goes away.

[jeopardylesbian]

“how do u sleep so much?” depression

“omg why do you stay up so late” depression

“how do you still manage to get everything done?” anxiety 

[litany-of-excuses-deactivated20]

Friendly reminder to check you’re not holding tension in your body. Let your shoulders drop, unclench your hands and jaw. Take a deep breath. Much better.

[redporcelaineyes-blog]

[truecrimeguru]

John Wayne Gacy as Pogo The Clown taken in the 1970’s.

[arcaneloquence]

Things you can say in response to literally anything, when you have nothing else to say:

As the prophecy foretold.

But at what cost?

So let it be written; so let it be done.

So…it has come to this.

That’s just what he/she/they would’ve said.

Is this why fate brought us together?

And thus, I die.

…just like in my dream…

Be that as it may, still may it be as it may be.

There is no escape from destiny.

Wise words by wise men write wise deeds in wise pen.

In this economy?

…and then the wolves came.

[flyingpurplepizzaeater]

when you go from a bad situation into a better one you may collapse exhausted and unsure what to do and full of grief, you may need time to regain the ability to do things as yourself or motivated by anything other than terror, you may need time to process or mourn or fall apart in ways you could not before, and people may use this as proof that the old situation was better for you, proof that you need to go back, and it is not proof that it was better for you or proof that you need to go back

[hipster-and-thoughts]

[heavenhillgirl]

[dissociativedarling]

therapist: do you remember much of this week?

me: 

[stardustpills-deactivated201707]

im always a slut for death and suffering

[ulibeanzz]

exhausting

[duhpendent]

i can’t help this awful e n e r g y

[bbybthry-blog]

Me: *develops new interest*

Me: please dont let this be just another thing you cling to for some sense of identity please dont let this be just another thing you cling to for some sense of identity please dont let this be just another thing you cling to for some sense of identity

[r3ditum]

[bbybthry-blog]

someone: *says something positive about me*

me: *remembers that time someone sarcastically complimented me, 12 years ago*

me: ...

Me: I gotta go