* DYING / FLAME .

said this town is dead but she's alive gonna take her chances in the big city lights ! & it's so quiet there there's a f i r e there out of her control lying on the fourth floor & it's a crying shame she can't feel the flame maybe this love is b o r n ( one she hasn't found before ) .

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i’ll be on my personal until my final project is over (may 1st) or on d/scord gaybor#3841 and my indies (im me for those links) if any1 wants to plot or somethin for when i come back

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itsmatco:

“what’s so important that you need the money right this second?” he questioned without much thought, only really processing it after saying it. “never mind, it’s not my business.” mateo raised his hands as a way to wave off his question. “no, i didn’t mean…” he paused, nose crinkling as he shook his head, “like… things you own that you don’t necessarily need. like jewelry or… electronics. could get a good wad of cash for that.”

there’s a non-committal shrug of her shoulders. it wasn’t really any of his business and she wasn’t one to announce every single detail of her life to people she didn’t know well. bella knows too well of people using information for their own gain and she isn’t going to let it happen again. “hm.’ there’s a hand on her chin in thought. it wasn’t a bad idea. “maybe. i’d have to go digging around ince most of my stuff is like the clothes i came with. maybe ms. mckinley has stuff she doesn’t use anymore.”

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itsmatco

“easiest way is to get a job.” mateo stated, a light laugh leaving his mouth. “that or you could like… sell drugs? kidding.” he raised his brows as he smirk formed over his dry lips. “if you’ve got a ton of shit, you can try selling some of it?”

“and you have to go through application, interview, orientation. i need the money now.” a frown appears on her face. what the hell was this kid talking about? “yeah, that’d be great if i actually HAD any drugs to sell. any other ideas?”

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“what’s an easy way to make money?” bella knows she could get a JOB like a normal person, but the fact is that she isn’t the working 9 to 5 type. “i need cash & the amount i need is more than enough to make ms. mckinley wanna have a heart attack.” 

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hi friends i’ve been on my indies for the most part & i’m signed in there on my phone so if yall want it, lmk & i’ll give u the urls and i also have discord too. anyways i’m actually going to be doing some writing so prepare for some opens and reply to them bc i’m bored as hell

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who wanna cause some drama with miss bella mckinley fam

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ALRIGHT YAWL what do we think of this psd?? too dark or nah?

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yall how this gif look??

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sotallulah:

        the  girls  quiet  for  a  moment  &  she  decides  to  chew  on  her  food  for  a  while  before  responding.  it  was  a  personal  subject,  but  she  didn’t  want  bella  to  worry.  ❛  we  d-don’t  eat  fo-four course  meals.  we’re  lucky  enough  to  h-have  some  breakfast  food  in  the  fridge,  but  other  than  that  it’s  just  eating  from  the  dollar  menu’s  at  m-mcdonald’s.  ❜  she  states,  deciding  that  the  best  option  for  her  was  to  just  be  honest.  ❛  it’s  a  nice  offer,  but  m-my  family  doesn’t  want  to  owe  anyone  anything.  it’s  easier  if  you  just  don’t.  ❜

“‘m offering. you guys don’t have to OWE me anything.” call it what you want, bella knows what that’s like. waking up and being hungry, yet only having a certain number of things in the fridge or having to pawn some off your friends at school. the brunettes never spoken about the foster homes where the parent figure didn’t care, about how she’d always be the one to sneakily eat off others plates until they just gave the whole thing to her. “i just want to help y’all out. i’ve been there, i know what it’s like.”

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sotallulah:

        tallulah  was  happily  engorging  her  plate  of  food  when  bella’s  statement  causes  her  to  get  choked  up.  the  girl  instantly  shakes  her  head  in  hopes  of  brushing  it  off,  ❛  oh—  no.  i  m-mean  we  have  food  !  it’s  just  not  this  kind  of  food,  ya’  k-know  ?  ❜  she  implies  before  looking  down  at  her  plate.  it  was  just  her  sister  &  her  sibilings  &  so  eating  big  meals  definitely  wasn’t  on  the  menu  every  night.  ❛  y-you  really  don’t  bella.  i’m  fi-fine,  really  !  ❜

she tries to push the twinge of uncertainty of talluluah’s down with a sip of her drink, but it’s still there. it’s not like she means to PRY; but sometimes, she can’t help but feel bad. “what do you mean?’ bella’s confused, maybe even a bit frazzled by the other girls insistence. she just wanted to help. it wasn’t that much of a problem besides he fact that she’d have to walk to wherever her friend was each day. “are you sure? i don’t mind, really.”

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i’m in a photoshop mood so if anyone wants some typa social media edit of our characters..let a gal know

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so i have class / tutoring in a bit, but i have breaks in between so if you want a starter from these heathens like this and i’ll im u for who thank !

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sotallulah:

       ❛  i  guess  you’ve  g-got  a  po-point.  ❜  the  girl  smiles  &  then  waits  for  the  other  to  get  the  rest  of  her  food.  once  she  notices  that  the  the  girl  was  done  tallulah  then  makes  her  way  back  to  their  table  &  sits  down.  she  waits  for  the  other  to  join  her  &  smiles  before  digging  into  her  meal,  ❛  i  haven’t  b-been  this  hungry  in  a  long  time,  i  should  e-eat  better  lunches.  ❜

she grabs the rest of her food and follows tallulah back to the tab, sliding into the chair on the opposite side of her friend. “really?” she tried not to sound too surprised. bella hadn’t really thought of asking if she needed things, mostly food or otherwise. she’s heard whispers about the family; but not wanting to loose her newfound friend, she never asked. it almost made her feel a bit guilty. “i can buy or bring you lunches if you want.”

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sotallulah:

       ❛  that’s  weird—  people  s-should  come  for  the  chinese.  there  is  already  millions  of  places  wi-with  french  fries.  ❜  the  girl  said  truthfully  as  she  continued  to  look  around  &  now  was  studying  her  food  more  than  usual  ❛  plus,  the  fr-french  fries  here  don’t  look  that  appetizing.  ❜

“i mean...” bella pauses her train of thought to pick up some more food and place it on her plate. “some people don’t like it. but i agree, sometimes. but other times i come just for the american food.” she shrugs and turns to face the other brunette. “some of it looks better than other places, so i think that may be why."

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sotallulah:

       ❛  that’s  t-true.  i’m  sure  food  is  sitting  out  for  a  l-long  time  at  many  different  places,  but  at  a  bu-buffet  you’re  lucky  enough  to  actually  see  it.  ❜  she  implies  before  gazing  over  the  choices  &  she  goes  for  some  rice  noodles.  tallulah  keeps  looking  &  turns  to  face  the  girl  for  a  moment,  ❛  isn’t  it  we-weird  that  chinese  buffets  always  h-have  american  food  too  ?  ❜

“yeah, and that way you can get the stuff that doesn’t look completely disgusting.” bella laughs, moving away to pick out some items of her own. eyebrows raise at the question before her head shakes. “naw, not really. some people don’t even come here for the chinese. a lot of times they just get french fries or whatever and call it a day.”

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sotallulah:

       ❛  i  mean—  i’ll  eat  just  a-about  anything.  ❜  the  girl  says  before  walking  up  to  the  register.  she  then  waits  for  the  two  to  be  seated  &  order  their  drinks  before  standing  back  up  to  walk  around  the  buffet  to  choose  from  the  plethora  of  items.  ❛  chicken  nuggets  are  nice,  but  we– we  want  the  r-real  food  !  ❜  lu  says  joyously  before  grabbing  onto  a  plate  &  handing  it  over  the  the  girl.

"you're not alone in that department." bella laughs at her comment and how true it was to the both of them. she waits for a moment as they’re waiting to be seated, along with drinks and then stands to look at the options. “i know, i know.” she playfully rolls her eyes at the other girls words. "most of this is good. sometimes the stuff is sitting around for a while and it gets gross, but i think that happens everywhere."