idk you can stay and read or leave

eu sou livre

[bdzero]

English is funny, look:

Fuck you: to make love

Fuck with you: joking

Are you sure you guys couldn’t find any better expression than that?

[tiktoks-for-dead-pope]

[bdzero]

Eu confesso que às vezes não compreendo os cursos da vida. Será que eu deveria tentar mesmo isso? Será que é isso? Porque sempre que eu tento esse caminho, aparecem obstáculos maiores.

[bdzero]

I can't move forward if you keep pushing me backwards

~ bdzero

[bdzero]

Perfeito.

Eu sei que nunca fui a namorada perfeita, nem nunca tive um relacionamento perfeito. Sei que não existem maneiras de fazerem as coisas saírem perfeitas, mas com você... Bem, com você é tudo além. É mais do que perfeito.

Te vejo assim tão lindo, eu sempre lembro você chegando de branco. Usando uma bermuda e aquele seu sapatênis. Óculos de grau, cabelo cacheado. Que sorriso estonteante. Que abraço apertado. Que homem quente. Sim, entenda como bem quiser.

A gente se segura pra vontade mas quando sai, sai com gosto. Eu gosto de você!

[bdzero]

That's funny how I couldn't ever imagine me and you being friends. Maybe something else someday.

[bdzero]

Knowing about you just made me do what I wanted to. I don't see a reason for stalking if you don't come and talk to me about unsolved issues.

[bdzero]

I have been observing some facts about people and such. There's something going on where many of them enjoy now more than ever, at least it seems like it, which is the fact of being alone.

Also, nowadays, you can't let anyone join your life.

[bdzero]

Oh, how I love the sound of the wind in the middle of the night. I have forgotten about that for a while.

[florescentlcvesickness]

[bdzero]

[shisasan]

Virginia Woolf, A Room of One’s Own [originally published 1929]

[missinyouiskillingme]

The worst feeling is when someone makes you feel special, then suddenly leaves you hanging and you have to act like you don't care at all.

[crxmes]

@crxmes

[bdzero]

My little diary

Starting just now.

I'm doing nothing, dudes. Nothing.

I can't think of nothing to do so far. I'll still look for jobs anyway. But it feels akward. There are so many things I wanna do.

[bdzero]

Platonic love doesn't seem so bad right now. I can have anyone I want without they actually knowing about it.

[bdzero]

Suddenly I feel far from this feeling. But will it last for so long?