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tarosek on ao3 • she/her • adult

[tarosek]

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Hi! I'm Taro, or Tarosek—she/her. I write fic and think too much about my lil guys :P

For convenience, you can find my ao3 here! I write for a smattering of different fandoms but you'll see me most in the N2N/Hadestown/SoC spheres currently!!

Feel free to send me asks! I don't bite most of the time!

Tags:

[future-muse]

Been working on a long project for a while (that will take me several more years) can't wait till i can show u guys some of it

[tattoosforpigeons]

Orpheus always turns around because, yes, you would too if you literally crawled through the underworld to get Eurydice back; BUT! Also because people don’t come back from the dead and storytelling is and always has been a way to process emotions.

Orpheus and Eurydice are the exploration of grief so strong you’d go to hell and back to save the person you lost and the gutting realization that it doesn’t matter how hard you try, people don’t come back from death

[pete-da-cat]

oh my god the toy car in the blood I'm sobbing

[blueisconfused]

me, laughably far from locking in: i’m about to lock in so hard guys. you aren’t ready for this it’s gonna get crazy in here

[lilac-fairyy]

10 people i'd like to get to know ⋆˚࿔ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆

thank you for tagging me @coolchickblog ❤︎⁠

- last song: my all - mariah carey

- currently watching: the OC

- current obsession: leopard print, big sunglasses, david lynch, and 90s rock (love love love temple of the dog)

- currently reading: jackie: public, private, secret by j. randy taraborrelli

- currently working on: organizing my space and getting back into girlblogging

- currently wearing: university t-shirt and plaid pj shorts

- last google search: adult ballet classes near me

- favorite flower: can't choose between roses, lilies, and peonies

⋆˚࿔ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ tags: @blushribbon @cinnamqn3 @bowwiees @betsyflores @chicach3rryc0lalime @bambidolli777x @lipglossandlacee @whimsyyangel @dolly-lina @petal-purre

[chicach3rryc0lalime]

10 people i’d like to get to know ❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

ty for tagging me @lilac-fairyy

last song: brand new city - mitski

currently watching: pretty little liars

current obsession: autumn, mlp: magic princess game, bianca1207, drawing

currently reading: my year of rest & relaxation (still😞)

currently working on: decorating my room & drawing + journaling more frequently

currently wearing: pajamas😛

last google search: i’ll pass

favorite flower: lily of the valley, cherry blossoms, & tulips 🌷

❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ tags: @fawnsbabydoll @stargirl6969 @sparklingsonderingdeer @buttonlace @strongbabydoll999 @epiclittlel6dy @kqvsn15 @l1ttle-lady6ug @perpetuaqtpie @prettyp1nkmushr0oms

[strongbabydoll999]

thank u Sara I love you 🩷🩷🩷🩷 @chicach3rryc0lalime

10 people I'd like to get to know

last song: mariners apartment complex - lanita

currently watching: ginny & georgia (rewatch)

current obsession: vibe curation, scarface, writing

currently reading: the bell jar (still 😀), blind willow sleeping woman (by murakami)

currently working on: not letting the voices kill me and my novel

currently wearing: pajamas im not going anywhere 🥲

last google search: rumi poet

fave flower: gladioli, lotuses, water lilies, tulips, roses

@sparklingsonderingdeer @salvatore----girl @springfairey @gogeturlobotomia @worstangelalive @sincereleedoll @sincerelycrescent @annikalately @mayjailerjumpropequeen @maithaofthezora

[salvatore----girl]

Tysm @strongbabydoll999 <3333

Ten ppl I'd like to get to know 🪷🏹🎼💗🌙🪽

● last song - Nina, pretty ballerina- ABBA

● currently watching - heartstopper (rewatch)

● current obsession - Priscilla, girlblogging, the virgin suicides

● currently reading- the virgin suicides

● currently working on - my novel ♡♡♡

● currently wearing - a ugly red jumper and pink shorts

● last Google search- ao3 .....

● fave flower - Lillie's, Daisies, tulips ♡♡♡

@dr3amerlove @paranoiddollie @cruelgirll @frizzycurls @g0rgelle-fatale @michellebelle00 @hanboncinnabon @holymolyitssam @rubyrubieruby @rayainterrupted111 @chicdeliciousweetart @maneaterc

[g0rgelle-fatale]

Thank you so much @salvatore----girl 🩷🪽

10 people I’d like to get to know

•last song: off to the races- Lana Del Rey

•currently watching: rewatching Gilmore Girls

•current obsession: One Direction, Micheal Jackson, Priscilla and Elvis

•currently reading: re-reading the dirt

•currently working on: an oil painting of Elvis, a baby doll dress (I haven’t even designed it yet help)

•currently wearing: ADORABLE denim shorts, a red top and a silver studded belt

•last Google search: Victoria secret jobs (🫩)

•fave flower: roses, babies breath, tulips

Tags: @coraxoxo @unicmagicalkunt @angel4ever333 @dolli33 @cinnamonbunny111 @girl-blogging-angel-xoxo @epiclittlel6dy @hellokittylipbalm @brunettebombshellsworld @bunnymaysblog

[girl-blogging-angel-xoxo]

10 people id like to know! (I accidentally went a little over sorry 😭) thanks for the tag!!

• last song: sympathy for the devil by Radiohead

• currently watching: supernatural (first watch) and it has consumed my whole being

• current obsession: Sam Winchester 😭 I love that man

• currently reading: pucking wild by Emily Rath

• currently working on: writing poetry and a book! (+fanfic ofc)

•currently wearing: a black and pink supernatural top with my pink spiderman/hello kitty fluffy pants

• supernatural cc sims 4 (im trying to make their universe 😭)

•fav flower: wisteria and iris’

tags!: @luvlymayas @applepieandcupcakess @orbleton @lovelycurlygirl @ellie-the-sunshinescribbler @cherryontopdotcom @turkishwh0re @dishwashingmisandrist @myiconislizzygrant @ladysydneyevamarie @inarticulatedoll @tianna-yay @nellsnorm @lovergirl-3-3-3

[myiconislizzygrant]

thanks for tagging me @sincereleedoll & @girl-blogging-angel-xoxo !!

last song: guns and roses by lana

currently watching: grease and the outsiders!! (for the second time)

current obsession: johnny cade + ponyboy curtis i love my boys :( , lizzy grant, and every single one of my pinterest boards <3

currently reading: a JFK biography

currently working on: a johnnyboy fanfic on ao3!!

currently wearing: white sweater, black shorts, flip flops, and black glasses

last google search: ocd test woahhhhh

favorite flower: probably rosesss

@chuu-chuu-train @urluvlyparis @strawb3rry-eat3r @justacheeser @jfklamb @hummingkittiz @ch3rryscentdbby @millie42 @manicuredrot @fawnnbeauty @epiclittlel6dy @dolledbunnytail

[chuu-chuu-train]

thx for the tag!!

last song: around you - loona

currently watching: skins

current obsession: zelda (botw and totk)

currently reading: the goldfinch

currently working on: some shitty sidlink painting

currently wearing: heart locket, pink floral print shirt, yuri/yaoi bracelet (peak i know), polka dot skirt, white tights, mary janes

last google search: cast of luca (i recognized albertos voice and wasn't didn't know from where)

favorite flower: adahlia

tags: @rigatoniorsomething @xxxlasombramidnightxxx @nxtglow @helovesmyheartshapedsunglasses13 @kwatzaya @sillyguyz4ever

[nxtglow]

ty for the tag!!

last song: forever now - green day

currently watching: uhhh nothing rn but i gotta finish watching my name and bridgerton s2 (i skipped it when rewatching🥹)

current obsession: franchaela my lesbians

currently reading: toa the dark prophecy

currently working on: my unfinished school projects + studying for the 4 tests I'll have to do tomorrow

currently wearing: black shirt + my school uniform pants

last google search: trials of apollo books bc i only knew the names in my native language and i forgot which one i was reading😭

favorite flower: idk i like peonies but im not sure they're my favorite i used to have a favorite but i forgot

no pressure tags: @whatsupenchiladas @cordybiceps @glenniferrhee @shipmxnr + open tags so feel free to hop in if you see this!!

[whatsupenchiladas]

thank u for the tag

last song: heat lighting by mitski

currently watching: sherlock and brigerton

current obssesion: valgrace (its worse guys)

currently reading: wrath of the triple goddess

currently working on: staying with my shit together and not to keep thinking about my problems (or I'll probably have a burnout or lots anxiety attacks).... and, yeah, school projects

currently wearing: pjs and socks

last google search: undertale soul quiz (o really want to know even though i've never played the game and don't know anything about it)

favorite flower: no idea

@circesnymph57 @the-yaoi-princess @sharks-are-better-than-people @starfaringmagpie @oeleruathechronicallyillasshole @googoopoop @redghostnicco @iamthe-veil-thatyou-pierced @totallynotluna @dossquared @lesbeanfailure @unicornskittlesblog @wearingpants

[sharks-are-better-than-people]

thanks for the tag :3

last song: bottom by mccafferty

currently watching: rewatching 'arcane' + am almost finished 'everything now'

current obsession: my OCs + project hail mary + riordanverse + art

currently reading: mark of athena (3rd heroes of olympus book) + sharks of the world: a complete guide (600 pages with details of all the shark species currently discovered, they update it every 7 years or so so that it's up to date)

currently working on: improving my singing, guitar and art skills + making a twins at the carousel stop-start animation of my OCs

currently wearing: pyjamas (plaid green trousers and a grey long sleeved top)

last google search: *insert the name of where i'm going on a residential (i'm not doxxing myself)*

favorite flower: thistle, dandelion or sunflower

no pressure tags: @acreatureinyourwalls @duckwithdeviousintent @forever-eternally-raven @musiicpix3l @potted-plant-official + whoever wants to join (i'm bad at remembering usernames, sorry!)

[lovesymboldudee]

casually joins because,,, yeagh,,,

last song: cool by morris day & the time

currently watching: friends

current obsession: parliament funkadelic my belovedddd,,,,

currently reading: I don't read much but the last book I finished was the perks of being a wallflower

currently working on: learning how to make kandi, improving my mental health, etc

currently wearing: pink tank top and shorts that I've had for Ever

last google search: "what do bootsy's eyes look like" (💀)

favorite flower: lavender!!!!!!!!

npt : @heartattackinblackdye @l0calanimall0ver + open tags ^_^

[givemeafuckingjoint]

Last song: Rose Red (OUATIS ver) by The Mechanisms

Currently watching: a lot of fucking YouTube videos

Current obsession: The Mechanisms, Leviathan Trilogy, my wife

Currently reading: last book I read was Lackadaisy volume 2

Currently working on: sleep, drawing, not being a depressed pos

Wearing: Hadestown shirt and briefs

Last google search: how to add a second proxy in pluralkit

Favorite flower: daylilies

Npt: @wheezecheese @the-lotus-files @the-diary-of-a-moody-teenager +open

[the-lotus-files]

last song: Night changes by One Direction

Currently watching: Arcane (again)

Current obsession: Six of crows

Currently working on : Fixing my ability to sleep, learning about wolves, and drawing

Wearing: Gloves, sweatpants, t-shirt and flannel

last google search: No clue my history doesn't save and I forgot

Favorite flowers: None (I'm boring)

@kaiissillyingmeowmeow

@kassia244

@dont-let-me-kms

@coffee--spill

@astro1343556

@spark-the-angel-dragon

@th3deadmanwalking

[spark-the-angel-dragon]

bleed- amotti

watching - uh idk nothing really

Obsession- a Roblox shooter

Currently working on- physical/mental health

Wearing- shorts and my blanket lol

Last google search- oil change kit

Uhhh @cr1ms0n-gh0st114 @th3deadmanwalking @sixfootraven @kassia244 @ajolteonnamedsparky @icarus-the-dragon @in-the-forge @velvet-dragonfly @leafwing-life @starling-is-trying @dragonprincessactual @collectivemusings and open tags

[velvet-dragonfly]

last song: Fly through the fire -Christina perri and Tui T Sutherland

currently watching: nothin much

current obsession: deer, starfleshcore, deer cryptids

currently reading: nothing surprisingly (I’ve been traveling too much

currently working on: designing deer cryptids for my oc lore

currently wearing: pajamas

last google search: tumblr (bc i use the web)

favorite flower: dahlias, irises, bluebells, spider Lilies, nightshade (sometimes… love hate relationship)

@carn3lian-claws @galactic-credentials @1dabean1 @zeldafloof @kipper7 @whitestreamrct2 @th3deadmanwalking @halogen-awawawa @bee-in-spaceee @corvid-crimes-007

[halogen-awawawa]

ooooh, ty for the tag!!!!!

Last song- Just Existing by daysofmay

Currently watching- chernobyl, clarkson’s farm, spider-noir

Current obsession- DREDGE.

Currently reading- uhhhh, does an illustrated guide to bushcraft count? (also lots of fanfic)

Currently working on- dredge fish paintings, Halloween costume

Currently wearing- pjs

last google search- dredge all aberrations

fav flower- brugmansia vulcanicola! I also rlly like snapdragons and sunflowers and honeysuckles

@fallen-media @cgsdraws @charlattecafe @rawrdragonblah @th3-h13r0phant @whitestreamrct2 @krismas15 @hero-of-eating-rocks @marbled-pulse @wynndexandformaldyhyde @alterhuman36

[fallen-media]

Thanks for the tag Halo!

Last song: Blow My Brain Out by Tikkle Me

Currently Watching: nothing

Current obsession; tloz

Currently reading: various fanfics.

Currently working on: master sword

Currently wearing; tank top and shorts

Last google search: archiveofourown

Fav flower: Aqua and Seth iykyk

Tagging:

@athena010507 @akitosmitosisfather @a-field-of-dead-and-dying @shoeshavesouls @sarcasticsummerchild @sam-hyperfixates-a-lot @sallyisveryloopy @sk1nek0 @nevertellmetheodds07 @quickdeathwritessometimes

[quickdeathwritessometimes]

thank you for the tag!! Last song: These Strange Times by Fleetwood Mac Currently watching: again, nothing Current obession: batman! currently reading: nothing right now currently working on: embroidery! currently wearing: blue flannel and ink-stained jorts last google search: "is savant derogatory" (context: was watching a video about an autistic character ((mel king from the pitt)) and heard the phrase "idiot savant" but only heard the "savant" part of it. "idiot savant" is derogatory and should not be used.) fav flower: calla lilies no pressure tags: @infinity-77 @lanawinterscigarettes @of-apollo @arichronistic

[infinity-77]

Thanks for the taggggg!

Currently watching: iron lung

current obsession: khandi

Currently reading: rereading tmr again lol

currently working on: training for my 1500m swim

currently wearing: navy blue cargo sweatpants and a tan tank top

last google search: When does mw4 come out?

fave flower: daisies

@kugisakinobaradesu @alwan-suhailav-gazagz @sidequest-official @mrsmp28 @arichronistic @sylveonsweety-official @paleteriaorion57 @teyaisaroace @orienteddreamerrr @unspeakablearchives @naoyasbunny NO PRESSUREEEEE!

[paleteriaorion57]

Thank you @infinity-77 for the tag! <3

Last Song: Dizziful Bliss by Lemon Demon

Currently Watching: None

Current Obsession: Vocaloid and Papa Louie

Currently Reading: None (planning to read Shadow Reaper by Lynette Noni)

Currently Working On: Too much stuff to count

Currently Wearing: Anime tee and leggings

Last Search: Does Lemon Demon have a song with the lyrics everybody likes you

Fav Flower: Bluebell

Tagging: @korilovestreble @muddaisy @zcalene @excavatedskull @bigleongoatwata @harmlessplant Not forcing anyone, just wanted to hop onto this!

[korilovestreble]

thanks for le tag bruh

Last song: I don't know

Currently Watching: My dad driving us home (sorry I don't watch any series 🥹)

Current obssesion:

TREBLE

Currently reading: my phone

Currently working on: a drawing for cat

Currently wearing: uuhm le shirt 👔 but without tie and long sleeves and black jeans

Last search: Treble papa louie

Fav Flower: that one

cham okmil

I tag @zcalene @watercat72 @papasscooperiaitsfreakinggoated @lavylilac

[watercat72]

thanks for the tag!

currently watching: Sailor moon (OG)

last song: Hey Ya! by OutKast

current obsession: Papa Louie, pokemon, and sailor moon

currently reading: the sailor moon manga (do we see a pattern on my fav anime?)

currently working on: stupid math online school

currently wearing: middle school graduation tee and shorts

last search: “what is the worst sleeping position you can be in” the answer was your stomach, by the way.

fav flower: none. I’m not too much of a gardener type of guy.

I tag: @cheesepizzafish @firebird64dd @sana345r @videogameabortion

[videogameabortion]

what the SHIT. why am i in this WHY AM I HERE!!!!!!!!! thank you

last song - flay my skin by crustsox

currently watching - nothing ive finished everything ive watched. my favorite movie though is project hail mary

current obsession - mathony b sneffary. Mathonyyy......... I love uouu..... ugly freak.... compile gentoo with me mathony.....

currently reading - linux for dummies all in one. deadass

currently working on - animation. drawing. Fun! Happy!

currently wearing - a madoka magica shirt and jeans with bracelets a pocket chain and a carabiner that has my blade and an arch linux bootable usb

last search - artful die of death. i was drawing him

fav flower - lavender

uhhh i pickkkk. @feralrabbitboy @oddpossumcreature

[feralrabbitboy]

ouuu hello hehehehe ty for the tag

last song - don't remind me (car seat headrest. obviously)

currently watching - not watching any shows but ive been getting more pretentious with movies. last thing i watched was 12 angry men which was really good

current obsession - car seat headrest album joe's story!!!!!

currently reading - nothing...

currently working on - joe/trait fanfiction that i published to ao3...... it's my current pride and joy

currently wearing - blue checkered boxers and white socks. also two chains i guess

last search - kaixo how to pronounce (which is hello in basque, a language i dont speak)

fav flower - uhmm idk man i like forget-me-nots go my faggot tags @wormsinmousetraps @beachweek idk who else im scared i just picked people id throw rocks at

[wormsinmousetraps]

i love having rocks thrown at me 🫶🫶

last song - white teeth teens by lorde

currently watching - house and community,,, i love abed man

current obsession - idk homestuck?? csh?? nothing really atm

currently working on - first part of a comic i plan on releasing next year yayyy

currently wearing - blue tank and grey shorts

last search - jeopardy answer format (im doing a crossword)

fav flower - hyacinths or chaconias

taggots : @loveandobsession648 @hayleyw1lliams @the-colors-of-venus @tori-toledo @sixfootraven @spiderpuppy67 + open tagsss (sorry if i forgot you i still love yall)

[hayleyw1lliams]

Ty 4 the tag 😙

Last song - xo by fall out boy

Currently watching - supernatural (started season three!!)

Current obsession - reading emo yaoi about men who are 40 💔

Currently working on - bedazzling my sketchbook cover and drawing

Currently wearing - PYJAMAS IM A LAZY CHUD 🙏

Last search - connections the New York Times game

Fav flower - idk I like most flowers 🥺 my favessss are probably lilies or lupins or forget me nots

@averys-a-loser @stabbythebosscat @loveandobsession648 @vampirekittykat13 @sh3epishwolves @veryprettyodd @slzzpy-peachez @localnoname @ghostflower99 @getagripcole @runningfromdragonflies @planetxpluto

+open!!

[sh3epishwolves]

yayyyy!! tag game!!

last song - all i wanted by paramore

currently watching - heartstopper movie😓 plz dont judge i just wanted to see how it ended bc that was my shit in middle school

current obsession - eating chocolate while crying to ryden edits on my phone

currently working on - literally nothing (EDIT: IM CURRENTLY WORKING ON GETTING THAT ONE PANIC! MAGAZINE FROM BARNES AND NOBLE)

currently wearing- pajamas too because i just woke up

last search- when is the world cup final

fav flower- white tiger lily

tags (open/optional)- @capetown-devotee @ddcfreaxx @frankieslj @lawsluvaffair @m1ndfuck3d4ndt0uchst4rv3d @ryroventlove @strangedarlinggg @time3dance @yaoimaxxer48

[strangedarlinggg]

hiii thanks for the tag!

last song- after the last midtown show by tai

currently watching- lovely complex🥹

current obsession- bunch of friends😸😸

currently working on- a ryden genderbend fic

currently wearing- a strokes t shirt and some shorts

last search- the academy is concerts 2026

fav flower- stargazer lilies

tags (not forcing) @thedivineamber @beebosexybutt @iluvstrawberriessomuch @popisoluver @myunhealthybandobsession @ihatetoast

[iluvstrawberriessomuch]

thankyou for the tag!!

last song- walz (better than fine) by fiona apple

currently watching- buffy the vampire slayer and doctor who

current obsession- bunch of friends 😋

currently working on- making a film of my summer and gifts for my friends

currently wearing- stripy pink&brown shirt and shorts and wallace and gromit socks

last search- list of supermarket chains in the united kingdom

fav flower- droopy ones like fuschias or wisteria

tags, optional ofc 💗 @pearldiver09 @strawberrydiequiriiiiiii @bennett9 @dessasink @cybrbat @ziggyzoomer @ximenasbrokencd ok bubye :P

[bennett9]

tysm for the tag!! 💗

last song: big news day- annabelle dinda

currently watching: the summer hikaru died

current obsession: bunch of friends!!!

currently working on: writing songs & articles for my writing blog and doing art fight

currently wearing: brown coat, jeans, wool socks

last search: youtube to mp4 converter

fav flower: daffodil

TAGS (completely optional) @kittercritter @coymixx @ur-fav-disapointment @umm0lly @absoluteconfusionanddespair

ok yay bye 🎉🎉

[ur-fav-disapointment]

thanks for the tag!!!

last song: hey brendon - ayesha erotica

currently watching: attack on titan (i am like 20 episodes from finishing :D)

current obsession(s): bunch of friends, falsettos

currently working on: like 2 million bof fics

currently wearing: grey t-shirt, blue jeans, and socks

last search: emma nolan/joy kwon ao3

fav flower: bellflowers

TAGS (sorry if you’ve already been tagged): @vamposcs @gallatrick @nightlyaftertoons @hanboncinnabon @averyareyoudoneyet

[averyareyoudoneyet]

AH TYSM FOR THE TAG

last song: you make loving fun - fleetwood mac

currently watching: ER (im on season 3 episode 13 i think)

current obsession(s): BUNCH OF FRIENDSSS oh and fleetwood mac

currently working on: a lot of bof fics

currently wearing: my snoopy pj set

last search: stevie nicks and lindsey buckingham relationship timeline

fav flower: pink tulips

ah ok so so sorry if youve been tagged already @holymultiverse @defectiv3duck @salmonfissh @airsdoodle

[airsdoodle]

omigod yay i love these things

last song- cigarette smoke by olivia rodrigo (😭)

currently watching- well i finished rewatching next to normal like twenty minuites ago (again) (i sobbed my guts out) (i love that musical so much) so like that i guessess

current obsessions - next to normal, leviticus, yspsfagsil, and the fact that i go to theatre camp tomorrow (!!!)

currently working on - packing for camp (i leave tommorow and am a notorious overpacker) also painting my backpack because i paint everything oops

currently wearing - dance studio pants and my sports bra ✌️ oh yea

last search - vulcan neck pinch (dont ask ok)

fav flower - RED CARNATION OMIGOD

ook yippe i really love doing those

@itsian4 @oddandalarmingsexualfeelings @darlingxxdeer @wishbonesnclovers @anotherlonelydancer @monk3y-f33t @ariaxuwr @pete-da-cat @spongydust @imkindasleepdeprived @lauren-does-stuff @scribbledstars16

aa bai <3

[wishbonesnclovers]

yayay i love these, thanks for tagging me <3

last song: "belong to someone" from the lost boys (it's my current on-repeat song, i'm literally listening to it as i write this lol)

currently watching: nothing much honestly, though i did rewatch hamilton a little while ago if that counts

current obsessions: next to normal, hadestown, bunch of friends (also my fic idea if that counts)

currently working on: said n2n fic, summer homework (😔)

currently wearing: my pajamas (😭), some shirt i got from a competition + gray shorts

last search: how does generalized anxiety manifest in teens (it's for fic research ok)

fav flower: baby's breath and pink hibiscus

@i-love-multiple-ppl @akarie23 @rose-gm-2910 @torturedshowgirldpt @missmoonlight1997 @rotatingcrustacean @felixisalwayztweaking @amasiuspalace + whoever else

[akarie23]

Thank you for the tag <33333

-Last song: BATTER UP (remix) - Babymonster

-Currently watching: the umbrella academy, the unlisted (I’m watching this one with my brother)

-Current obsession: SoC

-Currently reading: Five Survive

-Currently working on: nothing in particular just some random sketches in my notebook and such

-Currently wearing: pajama shorts and an oversized tshirt

-Last goggle search: somebody you hate chords

-Favorite flower: forget me nots, cherry blossoms, red lilies

@tarosek @tatertootsblog @ionlywishtorot @oddandalarmingsexualfeelings @darlingxxdeer @gabeofcrows @halfseaweed @katie-mcgrathfan @blacksheep426 

[tarosek]

thanks for the tag!

last song: aftershocks from n2n

currently watching: nothing tbh?? i'll probably rewatch a couple scenes of shadow & bone for research purposes later tho

current obsession: still ping ponging between n2n and soc lmfao

currently reading: mrs. dalloway by virginia woolf

currently working on: well i have an outline for a fic open but i SHOULD have the assignment due at 5pm tomorrow open and i. don't. but i should be working on that oops

currently wearing: uhhh sleeveless green top with red and black roses printed on it, red-orange shorts (closest color match i could find lol), a black headband with red flowers and gold stems/leaves, gold dangly earrings with green flowers on em

last google search: "snap speech tag synonym" LMAO

favorite flower: red roses but not the hybrid tea rose varieties you see sold in flower shops all the time; think some of the brighter red floribunda types (there IS a difference i swear)

tagging: @pisghettio, @just-a-queergoblin, @lyre6, @likeananticurse, @blueisconfused

[a-mythologynerd]

Okay I love how in Letters from Ketterdam: A Darker Shore that you can tell when Kaz realizes the letters are being intercepted. Like the previous letter is so much more vulnerable? The whole section about the farm and wanting Inej to come visit it? And after this we are on Club Cumulus paper and there’s a less sentimental, less effusive, more to the point and typical Kaz flippantness to the remaining letters. We were robbed by the Merchant Council and their interceptions.

[floweringophelias]

the apollo and calliope headcanon of them both leaving orpheus before he even remembers them is so evil i love it

[whydatewhenyoucanhyperfixate]

nina zenik is honestly the most iconic character in the entire grishaverse and she is not talked about enough. she’s gorgeous and she knows it. she literally controls the dead. she is one of the only characters in fiction who actively doesn’t deny herself pleasure. she loves so strongly and is so passionate. she’s in touch with her emotions. she is everything. i love her so much.

[tarosek]

summon all your strength au

well i wrote summon all your strength hoping it would get the au to stop haunting my brain as it had been the previous two days but then i wrote it and now i can't stop thinking about it MORE so i fear the plan backfired

ANYWAY here's my current plight, right, bc there IS a big ol plot in there that ties in with the n2n canon that i could outline p quickly—the problem is that i super cannot commit to the amount of work a canon rewrite style fic would take and i don't like leaving things unfinished if i can help it so if i WERE to write more for the au, it'd probably be more like. a series of key scenes written out without the "connective tissue" so to speak, and i don't know if that would be too difficult to follow on its own or if it would be useful for me to like. tumblr post explain the bare bones of the entire au on top of a couple key scenes posted on ao3?

dunno how much of my ao3 audience also follows me on tumblr but like. that's the best i got LOL please lmk if this is at all desired as i stare at my draft doc deliberating what scenes i could write to once again maybe hopefully satiate the voice screaming at me to write more of it instead of my writing assignment due tomorrow

[fantastic-nonsense]

I'm still mad about all the people comparing Kaz Brekker to the Darkling when his very obvious SAB trilogy character foil is Nikolai btw

[action-and-echo]

Nikolai and Kaz:

- Both the second of two sons, out of place in taking up the mantle of the first.

- Both stand out because of their wit. They’re both strategic thinkers, but lean into jokes, wordplay, as much as their unique, quick thinking.

- Both like to invent things. Creative thinkers. Dramatic people…theatre kids.

- Both are coded/admitted to have PTSD largely because of how and in what condition they lost a brother.

- Contrast: an actual bastard who must feign legitimacy for survival in his sphere versus a man presumably born under wedlock in a stable home who feigns being a bastard for survival in his sphere.

- Contrast: the very top (royalty) versus the very bottom (homeless -> criminal) of societal hierarchy.

- Both really can’t shake desire for a Suli woman they work with who has made clear she can kill him if he gives her a reason to. Made said woman legally or metaphorically a Queen and meant it.

- Dogs.

[lyralows]

Shhh another contrast- (not my idea, found it on a reddit thread awhile back) ps love this breakdown.

One is rumored to have claws for fingers, stained with blood, and is supposedly a demon.

And the other actually is.

[do-not-u-dare]

do you ever just start a post and then

[samtf]

reblog to give a strawberry to the person you reblogged this from

[storm-of-feathers]

tumblr is great bc its like a diary where I can take other peoples diary entries and glue them into my own diary

[fella-lovin-fella]

i hate it when people mistake "etymology" with "entomology." like, i know where they coming from but it still bugs me

[thelightcomingthroughthewindow]

Podfic is the ultimate portmanteau btw

[an0neemouse]

Hey writers. I hate to break it to you, but sometimes the thing holding you back from writing isn't some profound piece of advice you have yet to hear. Sometimes the thing holding you back is you. Give yourself freedom to rest when you need it, but if you want to be a writer, you have to write. That means getting rid of the distractions, letting yourself get a little bored, and doing the actual writing.

There is a certain level of discipline required. I'm not saying the goal yourself 500 words a day, but I'm saying that if you want to write, you have to write, and you have to make an effort to write. You may have to carve out time to write and then be disciplined about using that time for writing.