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En Plein Air
Levi Ackerman
5.7k Words
Summary: A mysterious raven haired painter seeks solace in your flower laden patio and glasses of whiskey when he finds his hidden job turns awry. This is my submission for @kentopedia's valentine's collab event, Love Through The Ages. I urge you to go check out the rest of the fics as they are written and posted! (It tried to link it but it won't work for some reason!) This takes place during the late 1800's in the impressionism era in France. This has always been a favorite era of mine, specifically for the art that debuted around this time. Monet's pieces are my absolute favorite, specifically the water lily series and I think everyone should see it. I listened to Gregory Alan Isakov for the better part of writing this, so if you'd like to listen to some folk music as you read (I think the music is very fitting to the vibe of the fic), my three favorites are Empty Northern Hemisphere, If I Go I'm Goin, and Dandelion Wine.
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Impressionism. The art movement taking the world by storm along with the budding history and developments of the new age, especially had caught your eye. Vehicles, new necessities; water and electricity even being brought to the lower class, such as yourself would be labelled, though you had not yet been fortunate enough to have them in your own home as of yet.
But specifically, what most caught your eye was the art of the raven haired man sitting across the bar from you, occupying a table all by his lonesome as you polish glasses and watch his nimble hands paint, leaned over a decently sized canvas. 2.5x3.5 meters in size if you had to guess. The tall whiskey on the rocks he ordered earlier tucked to the edge of the table as to not disrupt his painting should it be spilled.
His jacket was discarded neatly across the back of the chair placed next to him, his hat forgotten along with his whiskey glass. You realized you had been polishing the same glass for the last few minutes as you stared, when another patron had come to the bar top to order.
Once you served them, your mind forgot the glasses and silverware that needed polishing to end the evening in favor of staring at the man located across from you once more. You noticed many more details of him as he was the lone subject of your attention now. His eyes had not yet met yours as his concentration must have been so deep.
You noticed the paint layered over his fingertips, vibrants and dulls covering the pale of his skin. The painting looked to be outdoors, and, if you didn't know any better, you would say yourself the painting looked finished, but the last three hours of refinery to detail he had done since the sun went down proved to you otherwise.
He suddenly looked up, his gaze meeting the whiskey glass he had long ignored. His paint covered finger tips grazed the top as he picked the glass up and took a long drag from it, smearing different colors along the rim of the glass, something you didn't think you would mind polishing off later in turn of seeing the finished product.
His eyes met yours as he set the glass into the same wet ring the table now adorned from the glass. You retreated your gaze to that of his drink, the ice now mostly melted, and glass now almost empty. Your staring could technically be deduced to the state of his drink, as you were the bartender, but you were wiser to know he would most likely not believe that statement.
He cleared his throat loudly, pushing his chair back and carefully paraded around his adopted work space as to not knock into it. He brought the glass up to your bar, placing it in front of your empty hands, steely gaze now meeting your own, at a much closer distance than you realized you'd be comfortable admiring him from.
The silence between the two of you was heavy as he did not say a word, the gramophone's music filtering through the space instead, something you had been lucky to receive as a gift from one of your more wealthy, regular patrons, saying he had already gotten a new model. Your gaze met the glass once more and you noticed it was now empty, a feat you didn't seem to notice as he made his way to the bar. He must have finished it off.
"Would you like another sir?" you asked, reluctantly meeting his rigid gaze once again. His head swiveled to the table he had occupied as a group of patrons walked past, eyeing the painting that sat atop it from a respectful distance, carefully critiquing it. His head turned back to you with a nod.
"Yes please." he responded, his gaze turning back to the table. You nodded in affirmation and turned to grab the whiskey he had requested earlier in the evening. You turned back to him as you poured, hoping you may engage in some small talk to find more detail into his character.
"Your eyes will be strained painting in the dim light you know?" you stated, eyes concentrated on the pour you gave him. You set the bottle down into it's rightful place and scooped some fresh ice into the cup, placing it back in front of him before meeting his gaze once more, looking for a response.
He stared for a few seconds before responding.
"Better light than my shitty apartment and I only get light in the studio during the day. This was a last resort to finishing by tomorrow." he replied bluntly, but softly, eyes grazing down your frame to give a once over before meeting yours again.
"Hmm. What's tomorrow?" you asked, leaning a cheek against your palm atop the bar in front of him, happy the plan for idle conversation had worked in your favor. His gaze met the table once again before turning back to you.
" A gallery. Not a large one by any means, although I wish to be represented in one someday." he responded, shrugging his shoulders as he sipped from the new glass.
"May I see what you are working on up close?" you asked. His eyes grazed your features once again as you sat atop your palm, taking another sip from your own glass the wealthy patron had bought you earlier in the evening.
"I'd rather you see it when it is finished." he responded. You hummed in response.
"When will that be?" you asked and he pondered the question.
"Depends on if you'll kick me out when you close or let me stay." he responded. It was your turn now to ponder his statement and you nodded, removing yourself from atop your palm and turning to eye the clock hung over the top of the bar, surprised to see the hands nearing closing time.
"I don't think that would be a problem." you responded with a soft smile. He nodded, standing to make his way back to the table. He sat and placed the glass in it's same dark ring as to not make another stain atop the wood, then plucked a fine tip paint brush off the top of his palette, beginning his work once again.
You stared a bit longer than needed, something you hoped he was oblivious to, before picking up the glasses once again and polishing them off.
As you finished your closing duties, the last of the noisy patrons leaving the bar, you poured yourself another tall glass of floral gin, with a dash of floral bitters and tonic. Your nose wrinkled at the burn of the alcohol, strong but smooth in flavor with a flowery lavender aftertaste.
As you finished wiping the bar top down and half of your earlier poured drink along with the task, the final on your list of duties now done, you eyed the raven head man's table, taking note of the empty glass next to him. You grabbed a fresh, icy glass and poured another out for him, bringing it along with your own drink to join him at the table.
You set the glasses down carefully, plucking up the empty glass placed next to him and replacing it with the fresh one. You carefully pulled a chair out next to him and watched him as he painted many more fine details across the span of the canvas.
The style vaguely reminded you of art you had seen in the papers from Claude Monet, an artist you had come to revere for his Nympheas series he had started not long ago. In favor of capturing the vibrancy of life, dark sharp lines were now replaced with colors, vibrant and dull to show the shadows, light, and depth of life in more fine and true toned detail. It also replaced the stuffiness of painting in studios with that of painting outdoors. En plein air they called it. It became a style you rather wished you owned a piece of, specifically that of Monet's work, though it was far too pricey and that dream would remain just so.
It made you feel free, a dream you wished could become a reality, to live in a home atop a pond of water lilies. Only you were not wealthy; your dresses and occupation told others that much, no matter how hard you could try to front that you were. Although you were the owner of a small bar tucked into the middle upper class estate, you were by no means seen as a respectable business owner to many of the wealthy that came to drink the afternoons and evenings away.
The clink of a glass hitting the table brought you back to reality, his eyes meeting yours as he dusted his fingers across a paint smeared cloth. You eyed the piece, wondering if it had been finished. Your eyes met his steely greys.
"Is it finished?" you asked. He nodded, continuing to wipe his fingers. an unlit cigarette sat between his lips, hindering him from responding to the question vocally. You leaned over the table even more, admiring the small details of the piece, attempting to eye the separate brush strokes.
"I'm assuming this won't be varnished correct?" you asked. His hand obscured his face, cupping around the end of the cigarette as he lit it with a match, waving the match around a couple of times to snuffle the flame out before setting it atop the table. He took a long drag, leaning back into the chair.
"You've done your reading haven't you?" he asked, blowing the cloud of smoke away from your direction. You nodded.
"I'm keen to this up and coming style and seeing where it goes," you started, eyes raking the other side of the canvas as you leaned over farther to catch a better glance at the details, "I find the switch up intriguing and rather more beautiful than works of the past." you responded, continuing to eye the painting.
A large garden bed of French lavender swaying in the breeze caught your eyes before moving onto other flowering plants adorning the canvas. It seemed to be of a farmers market, though you noted the lack of people on the canvas. Handmade dresses fluttered in the wind hung to the side of stalls, and you eyed one you thought may look rather good on yourself.
You spent a long while admiring the work and you both sipped your drinks in comfortable silence. You were sure it was well past midnight at this point, but you couldn't find it in yourself to care. You finally looked away from the canvas.
"It's beautiful. I may have to find where this market is to see it in person." you told him. Your eyes met the paint tubes littering the table, something you had failed to notice before. Maybe he's a bit wealthier than you are, being able to afford the new storage units for paint.
"You've gotten your paint in tubes. Quite hard to find around here." you noted aloud, meeting his eyes. He nodded, finishing his drink off.
"My uncle got them for me on a trip out of town. One of his customers was nice enough to give him a hefty discount, though I'm not sure I'll ever hear the end of returning the favor to him." he responded.
You pointed a finger to his drink and he shook his head. You opted to finish your own and stand, grabbing the discarded glasses and making your way behind the bar to wash them as he began to pack his supplies up. You made your way to the gramophone and halted the current shellac record that played, placing it into it's designated envelope and back to it's alphabetical bin.
You met him back at the table before grabbing your belongings, ready to also make your way home. He adjusted his jacket into prim and proper place after putting it on.
"I haven't paid for my drinks." he stated. You shrugged in response.
"Guess you'll have to come back and see me then."
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You realized, rather irritated, the next morning, that you had never gotten his name. In favor of the spring day the farmer's almanac predicted would be warmer than the previous early spring season, you opted to open the outdoor patio of the bar for the day rather than the inside, which you would possibly open in the absence of the sun later in the evening. You now admired the flowers littering the small yard in a new light since seeing the mysterious man's painting. Maybe you could add even more flowers, specifically the French lavender that jumped out to your gaze in his painting.
Your morning went smoothly, your cup of coffee being replaced with that of the drinks a regular had bought you. He drank on absinthe, a flavor he had brought home from the military, something that had become quite popular, though you didn't admire the flavor the same way many other patrons had. You refused to drink it.
In the later afternoon, a warm breeze enveloped the patio and your eyes piqued at the raven haired man you had met the previous evening as he walked through the gate. He carried he same painting supplies he hauled last night, gaze wandering for a table that was open. Currently they had all been occupied and his eyes met your own as he made his way to the empty barstool in front of you. He looped his bag across the rung of the back of the chair, placing his jacket and hat across it before sitting atop the chair. You were rather glad you had worn a nicer dress in favor of seeing him again.
"The usual?" you asked, grabbing a glass to make the drink anyways. He nodded.
"Not quite sure I've been here enough for you to be asking me that question." he responded. You poured into the glass and scooped up the ice, placing the glass in front of him. He took a long sip from the glass, eyeing the drink sitting atop your work space. Your cheeks felt warm and you were sure they were rosy, the tip of your nose tingling at the slight buzz of the gin running through your veins.
"How was the gallery?" you asked. He shrugged, messing with the buttons of his white shirt as he unbuttoned the top two at his collar and the cuffs at his wrists, rolling them up a couple of times.
"I got quite the offer on one of my paintings. I'll be meeting the gentleman here later today." he responded.
"I'm glad I could convince you to come back, let alone bring others with you." you responded wittily, taking a sip of your drink. Your gaze wandered over his raven locks of hair, noticing the cigarette tucked behind his ear. His bangs fell into his eyes, probably due soon for a haircut, but you rather liked the longer hair on him.
He began to dig out supplies from the bag, canvas ditched for a sketchbook in lieu of the considerably smaller workplace he could now work with.
You continued your work as he began his, hastily making drinks as more patrons poured in. You thought you may let him know of an open table lest he'd want to move, but you'd rather he stayed closer, and he was so endowed in his work. You thought it better not to interrupt him unless you brought a new drink along with you.
As the afternoon slowed and patrons rolled in at a lesser frequency, you stood in front of him, taking a break from the drinks you had earlier in the afternoon once your wealthy regular left, in exchange for water. You tried to catch a glimpse of what he worked on, sketching out lines across the pad with graphite rather than any paint as of yet.
Another man made his way next to him, setting his own jacket and hat atop the back of the adjacent chair, and it was only now you got a glimpse of the work as he set the book down to shake hands with the new man. Your eyes scanned the page, a drawing resembling the flowers of your patio across the page. You felt a warmness trickle inside your chest as you looked back up, asking the other man what he would like to drink on after refilling the raven haired man's glass. Another whiskey, but neat this time.
His sketchpad then sat closed atop the bar for quite long as they conversed over the painting the man would be purchasing. You eavesdropped on their conversation, noting the painting being purchased would be the one he spent the better part of the day working on the previous evening.
You felt excitement for your newfound 'regular', dare you call him, when you heard the monetary value placed on the work by the other man, and in the raven man's expression, you found an honest surprise to what the wealthy man would pay for the fine art as they shook hands on the price, a celebration found in lieu of another drink.
As the evening sun faded into the starry sky, you lit the lanterns adorning your patio, painting it down to a bright orange and yellow haze.
"I'd like to tab out, and I insist you put Levi Ackerman's drinks on my own tab." the wealthy man insisted. You eyed the raven haired man, his gaze one of annoyance, in lieu of hearing his name for the first time before nodding. You told the man the total and he made his way out of the bar with his new piece, after leaving a hefty tip.
"It's a beautiful piece, I'm not surprised it was sold so quickly, Mr. Ackerman." you told him, testing his name on your tongue as you poured him a new drink.
"Just Levi please." he responded, taking a long sip of the fresh drink after you had placed it in front of him.
"Okay Just Levi, what are you sketching out now?" you asked. His eyes met yours in warning at the joke, shaking his head as he opened the closed sketchbook back up. Your eyes raked over it, as you found it the same as the last time you snuck a glance at it. He picked the graphite back up, beginning his work on it once more.
You noted the graphite smeared across the meat of his left hand, something you thought must have interfered with his work quite often. For sitting at the bar for the afternoon and evening, the depiction of the space you created was accurate in it's fullest across the page, the lanterns now being added in one by one.
You fell into the same routine as the previous night, Levi worked on his art as you closed your bar down, continuing to pour him drinks every so often. You poured one out for yourself, in search for a buzz from the alcohol again to warm yourself up in the colder breeze the night had brought in.
You finished your duties and your drink, pouring another as you made your way to the seat next to him, watching him as he leaned over the sketch and placed carefully calculated, soft smudges across it with oil pastels now, bringing the page to life with color. You noted the dull fingerprints of the pastels atop his glass, something you again wouldn't mind to polish away. You rather liked the lack of people in his paintings, you noted, as you found the depictions of the wealthy often polluted what you thought the nature of the paintings to be about; what they meant to you personally. Freedom.
He finished off the drink after half an hour, along with he sketch, and you grabbed the glasses, yours long empty and your body warm, as you washed the glasses under the warm water and set them atop a shelf to dry in the evening breeze.
You found the page torn out of the sketchbook when your eyes met his figure again, edges neat and crisp, sat atop the bar. He dug a glass frame out of the bag, placing the painting carefully into it. He then pushed the frame towards you across the bar top, and you picked it up with a sense of delicacy, careful to not mess with the pastels sat behind the glass. Your eyes roamed from the sketch to that of your patio a few times, noting the details even you would have failed to notice.
"Yet another beautiful piece of work. I'm quite honored you'd choose a place of my creation to bring to life." you commented, sliding the frame back to him carefully.
"You keep it. I insist. And let me pay that tab." he responded, fishing out cash from his pocket. You shook your head, taking the painting and placing it in a nook below the gin shelf so you may eye it more often in lieu of when you would be pouring your own favored drink to enjoy after long evenings.
"This is more than enough payment. I insist. So long as you let me enjoy your paintings, you can drink for free in my establishment." you responded. He left with a curt nod.
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One day passed, then two. Three days became a week before you saw him again. You began to worry, and even felt a bit disappointed at the absence of your newfound favorite patron. A rather solemn look adorned his pretty features the next time you saw him walk through he gates of your patio, and you rather thought that he could be a painting himself as he walked to and sat across from you at the bar top right before closing that evening. You noted the lack of paint supplies and the angry red color under his fingernails and the blistering red of scrubbed hands in the lantern's orange light as he set his palms atop the bar.
"I hope that's paint under your nails Levi." you told him, your gaze leaving his hands as your brow creased in worry, turning to grab the whiskey bottle that sat abandoned the past week and pouring it into a glass. You heard a mutter of curses leave his lips and you set the cold glass in front of him. He took quite a long while before nestling the glass in between his hands and taking a sip from it.
You opted to try his drink of choice for the evening, abandoning your own in lieu of trying a new flavor on your tongue, your eyes still grazing over the oil pastel depiction of your patio every time you made a drink in his absence. The new type of burn made your nose scrunch involuntarily, a much stronger alcohol percentage invading your taste buds.
You turned to him once again as the notes of smoky wood and caramel smoothed over your taste buds, the strong alcohol leaving a rather pleasant flavor behind. You could see why he enjoyed the drink, especially colder.
You sat in a rather comfortable silence, and after he finished the first of what you assumed to be many drinks quickly, he let out a rather exasperated sigh, throwing his head back and leaned far back against the barstool, his arms folding across his eyes. You continued to sip at your own drink, grabbing the bottle next to you to pour into his empty glass, scooping the ice into it. His posture didn't change.
"Want to talk about it?" you asked, voice struggling as you took a sip of the strong whiskey, realizing he hadn't said a word to you in the half hour he had been there and you rather longed for the sound of his deep voice again.
It took him a long while to sit up before shaking his head. You nodded in response.
"I thought I'd have to revoke my offer if you didn't come back to see me you know." you joked lightheartedly, his gaze finally meeting your own, excitement fluttered in your chest as he inhaled to speak to you for the first time in a week.
"How have things been around here? Any trouble?" he asked. You shook your head in response to the rather random question, taking note of the lilt of edge in his voice.
"Just the regular drunk hooligans and their usual shenanigans on occasion. I'm far used to it by now." you responded, taking a sip of the drink. He reached into the chest pocket of his already buttoned down white shirt, grabbing the case of cigarettes and matches from it, lighting one up. He took a drag from it, blowing it away from you, eyes meeting your own once more.
"I'm glad to hear so. Seems to be trouble everywhere else." he responded.
"My offer still stands. Don't you know bartenders aren't only good at keeping bars but also secrets?" you asked with a worried smile, polishing away at a glass you'd forgotten previously to keep your hands occupied. His gaze met over both his shoulders, you assumed to confirm the lack of bodies besides the two of you within the vicinity before freely speaking of his absence the last week.
"Being an artist doesn't make much money you know, unless you're well known, which I am not." he said, pausing to sip at his drink, and you nodded in following attention of what he would explain. His tone became significantly quieter as he spoke next.
"My uncle works for the mafia, and unfortunately I have to help him. I owe him the debt of removing me from the deepest depths of society. No, I owe him my life, as much as I hate to say so. No favors that I repay him would ever be enough." he continued, ashing the forgotten cigarette before taking another drag from it.
You nodded, processing the information as you took another sip of your drink, the ice steadily melting. You wondered if that was all of the information he would allow you to know of the subject or if he would continue on. You eyed his hands once more, the redness of his skin waned, but remained underneath his fingernails. You ran a cloth under warm water as he continued to sip at his drink, grabbing at the brim of the glass in his particular way. You wrung the steaming towel out and placed your arms across the bar top, pointing towards his unoccupied hand. You couldn't help but to think the red was placed there earlier in the day, and after attempting to harshly scrub it away, he wanted to seek solace in your establishment and your presence.
"May I?" you asked, your eyes staring strongly into his own, the question coming out as more of a demand rather than a request for permission. His gaze softened and he nodded, placing his drink down on the bar top, the fingers of his right hand staying wrapped around it.
You gently wiped around top of his left hand, lightly rubbing into the creases of his fingers and knuckles before gently turning his palm over and doing the same, making sure to wipe over every millimeter of the skin on both sides before turning his hand over once more and beginning on his fingernails. His glass sat empty in your concentration and he reached for your own, something you didn't mind as you rubbed his cuticles clean.
You pulled the towel taught around your thumb nail, running it underneath his own nails to remove the angry rusty red. Once you finished his left hand, you ran the towel under the warm water once again, cleaning it of it's dirt now, setting your palm onto the bar in demand of his other hand without a word.
He placed his palm carefully onto yours and sipped at your drink carefully as he watched you clean his right hand. As you began on his upper forearms, you felt his muscles untaut across your palm and he visibly relaxed in your peripherals, a sigh leaving his lips. You felt your own shoulders relax as well.
"I like these hands more when they're covered in paint and pastels, not in danger Levi." you nearly whispered, finishing up underneath his nails. You placed the towel under the water once again, cleaning it thoroughly and tossing it onto the back of the bar after folding it up.
He brought his hand back to him, wrapping it around the glass in his other hand as he examined his now clean fingers. His bangs covered his steely grays as he pondered a response to your statement.
"I hope one day that's all you'll have to see them do." he responded quietly in return. You poured a short glass of the whiskey for yourself this time, topping his own off as well, reveling in the intimate environment the two of you had blossomed in the first of his visits.
For, in technicality, the third day of knowing him, you already felt quite a hearty connection to him, even more so than your more frequent bar guests. If anything had happened to him and he didn't come to the bar anymore, so suddenly, you'd be quite upset, on an even deeper level than you'd felt the past week.
"I hope I get to know you long enough to see that happen." you said, used to the burn of your drink now, your eyes meeting his own. You stared into his eyes, finishing the drink and placing the glass down. You stepped atop the milk crate at your feet and placed your elbows atop the bar, hands intertwining with the collar of his shirt as you pulled his face much closer to your own. His gaze penetrated your own as you took over the solemn conversation, noses nearly touching, your eyes flitting down to his lips and all around his visage, taking in his sharp features, dark long eyelashes, and plump lightly chapped lips before tracking back to his eyes.
You noted they were more of a slate grey, the flecks of blue you hadn't noticed before much more pertinent in the close proximity you'd brought about. The color reminded you much of the hydrangeas nestled in the back corner of your now peacefully quiet patio, peaceful, though your heart was thrumming harder than you think it ever had. His palms lay wrapped around your forearms in anticipation.
The color of his eyes dwindled away as they closed and his lips captured your own, the chapping of them brushing roughly against the edges of your lips. You captured his bottom lip between your own in an attempt to soften it against the petroleum across your own lips.
Your hands brushed the briary undercut he donned and his palms brushed over your shoulder blades with a squeeze as he pushed harder into the kiss you had initiated. You could taste the smokiness of his cigarette, homogenous to the smokiness and burnt caramel of the whiskey you had shared earlier in the evening, and you hoped he could taste the same on you.
Your intimacy was broken up by the loud thunder rumbling off in the distance, the breeze picking up strongly, something you failed to notice in your already lovesick state. You broke apart from him, chest heaving, staring into the slate of his eyes that reminded you oh so much of your hydrangeas you had moved closer to the front of your patio earlier in the week.
His palms lay wrapped around your forearms once again, yours in much of a similar manner. You smiled deeply at him and noticed for the first time that he returned the sentiment back to you. You sat in a more than comfortable silence as the pace of your breathing returned to normal, the searing warmth of his palms a comfort to your skin in the late cold breeze. The coarse thunder boomed once more, a streak of bright white light painting the sky and his eyes, before quickly disappearing into the covered stars.
"I need you to always come back. Please. You're my new favorite regular you know." you told him breathily. He nodded in response to the sentiment, gaze following behind you. Your eyes met the path his own followed, staring into the painting he had made for you the week before.
"Who would I tell my darkest secrets to if I didn't? And who would clean my conscience figuratively and literally when I've found myself in trouble?" he said in response, slate greys flitting back to you.
"I'll always be here, whiskey glass in hand, whenever you need it you know. I'm not going anywhere." you whispered. He nodded, rubbing his palm up and down the expanse of your now exposed forearms, your sleeves rolled up earlier to clean dishwares.
The both of you gathered your belongings, ready to fare out the storm brewing as he insisted he walk you home. He pointed out the colors of the dull night, bringing it to life in the now drenched city estate. You turned back to look at your closed down bar, and the flowers of your patio that much needed the rain thundering down from the sky.
And you found yourself more alive than you'd ever felt, standing in the rain, looking upon the result of your life's works in peace and harmony.
The landscape now bloomed in vibrants and pastels in your wake, no longer dull and forgotten. Your world flooded with a new sense of colored hues as you gazed upon your flowers, in a deeper sense of detail than before; and you found that raven colored black he brought about earlier in the week was not the absence of all the colors you had previously thought it was, but rather kin to the mix of the many hues littered about in the bottom of the raven artist's bag and across his canvases.
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Please let me know what you think! I think this is by far one of my favorite pieces I have written. I wanted to add more, but I felt it would ruin where it leaves off, so maybe a part two will be due at some point if requested. I wrote this last night after a pretty scary time; my college campus had an active shooter and our whole campus was kind of shook for the better part of an hour (no one was injured!), but writing definitely helped to calm me down, so I am glad I made an entry for this! This is lightly edited as I don't have much time before class, so please excuse any mistakes!
It's actually so tragic if Stratt really did pack a St. Christopher medal for Grace. A medal representing protection and safe travels through a long journey that Grace is never expected to make it back from.
as a writer you will have a specific deck of vocab words you like using a lot and when you read other peoples' work you will see a very clear spread of different vocab words on their end. this is why you need to read, to collect other writers' words like it's a card game
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When It Rains It Pours
Tyler Owens x Reader
9.8k words
Summary: You felt the five stages of grief at once: misplaced anger at Tyler for not letting you in on what exactly you would be doing, sadness at the reality og what really killed your brother, happiness that the tornado was becoming smaller as it inched away, denial that you were actually alive, and the acceptance that this was going to be the next four months of your life. There's some small truth to this fic. My town was hit by an EF4 with no warning. My brother is alive lol but his apartment did get leveled. Make sure you are tornado safe if your area is prone to them besties! This is lowkey dramatic as hell but fuck it we ball. Maybe a part two coming for this at some point and if it's requested enough! This has been in my drafts for two years (since the movie was in theaters…)
You remembered the day you finally chose your field of study as crystal clearly as the pieces of hail that battered your windshield.
Your alma mater was settled smack dab in the middle of a small town in Tennessee. It was a regular day, the old talk of bad weather brewing up for the evening wasn't something uncommon. The regular weather programs and news channels geared up to broadcast through the entire night as per usual.
Though talk of bad weather and the weather events in general was quite common where you lived, you were still scared shitless every time. That night, there was no warning. The news channels said it was safe for the town to retire for the evening, that the storms to the West had slowed substantially.
But not for you.
Eight minutes of warning for those at the end of the path, not a second for those at the beginning of it.
You sat in your bedroom, every muscle in your body tensed, every hackle you had raised, as you had every time a drop of rain splashed the ground. Your roommate sat in her room, either asleep or aimlessly scrolling through her phone, used to your "overdramatic" reactions to the weather. You had lived through plenty of tornadoes, fortunate enough to only go through insane straight line winds, though your eyes had seen the tornadoes jumping over the valley you called home for a few years. Fascinating yet terrifying.
You thought your reaction was justified, considering the amount of tornadoes that had already been confirmed to touch down that night in the supercell that was heading your direction. Your only hope was that it would die down by the time it reached your small, but ever growing city. Any time a new warning was called in a surrounding town, you would fight with your trembling hands to pick up your phone and dial whichever friend, even their parents, that lived in that city and tell them to get to safety, no matter how much annoyance came from the other side of the line about awakening them.
You ended up saving the lives of a friend's parents in a city virtually non-existent on a map about 45 minutes away from your home, your call received only two minutes before they were hit directly, a tree falling onto their house, but thanks to you and your "over dramatics", they were safe.
Your heart in your throat, the sirens sounded in your own city. You didn't want to move, your body frozen and tense from fear, but alas, you wrangled your dog into your bathroom along with your drowsy roommate who had fallen asleep during her doom scrolling on her cellphone, a TikTok video playing on repeat atop her chest. You brought your thickest comforter along with you and a camping lantern you had acquired after your last camping trip in case the power decided to go out.
You had decided you were safe to sit outside of the bathtub for now, although the newscaster spouted that the tornado had touched the ground and increased exponentially in strength as it continued it's barrage around the middle section of the state, and it was headed right for you, your college, and the hospital. No warning besides the sirens sounding outside, you were thankful chasers were out to confirm or you'd have not even gotten sirens. The news said you'd been safe to sleep. You wrangled your roommate and dog into the tub, grabbing your dorm-like mattress and throwing it overtop your small group.
You heard hail begin to torment the roof, the power beginning to flicker in and out. Your breathing became erratic, your roommate's anxiety developing from your own. She trusted you, sure, but the only reason she did is because you were so terrified of bad weather that you were so over weather prepared. Your grip tightened on her shirt sleeve and your dog's collar. No matter how prepared you truly were, you never felt that you would ever have enough information stored in your brain about bad weather phenomena.
Along with the power, your weather broadcast turned dark. Your dog was just as unsettled as you were, waiting for the inevitable hit, but after what felt like hours of sitting in your bathroom, the power returned, the torment of hail and rain settled, and your broadcast began again, telling you the tornado had changed paths, although that information would end up scarring you more.
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You learned later that morning after no sleep at all, that your brother's apartment had been leveled to the cement foundation. No call, no anything, no account of what had happened until you had seen it with your own eyes. The rest of your family probably hadn't even awoken yet. You had joined your undergrad sustainability club in relief efforts, helping to assess the damage and search for belongings, pets, people,
Your brother...
Your club director, her son one of your brother's best friends, looked at you with a sense of guilt she didn't deserve to bear as she told you to take a break from the relief efforts. You nodded with the beginnings of teary eyes, finding a place of solace where you could be somewhat alone, choosing to rummage through what remained of your brother's apartment and belongings.
The larger pieces of the building had been excavated already, the smaller pieces crunching under your hiking boots as you walked further into the rubble. The sun beat down, conflicting with the March air chill, despite the opposing weather pattern that had happened not even five hours before. Your tears turned cold as they slipped through your lashes.
You kept your eyes to the ground, kicking aside pieces of rubble in search of any of your brother's belongings. An EF4 they had quickly graded it. The true rating would come later, and possibly worsen. His things could be miles away. You heard the crunching of boots along the rubble in front of you, your eyes tearing from the ground to the figure in front of you, his steps halted as soon as you made eye contact.
Your gaze tore from his to the ground as you tripped over a piece of larger cement foundation that had yet to be cleared, your knees and palms hitting a pile of glass and rubble hard as you fell, what used to be a mirror.
His pace quickened as he made his way to you, a water bottle was placed next to you and another cracked open. You didn't look up as you readjusted yourself to squat in a relatively glass free spot. A calloused grasp took hold of both your wrists and he doused them in water. You watched the light pink stream drip into the hems of your grey sweatshirt sleeves. He placed a cloth onto your palms, pressing into a particularly deep cut. Your ears were ringing, but still registered his gravelly voice telling someone to grab a first aid kit. The barometric pressure often made your ears ring.
After five or so minutes, you'd been patched up to the best of his abilities, the thick denim of your overalls protecting your knees from cuts, but not bruises. You were helped to your feet, reassuring words you didn't quite catch being whispered into your ears.
Your teary gaze finally met his own as he shoved a water bottle into your torn up hands. He must have been from your college you thought. No words exchanged between the two of you were registered, he only smiled with a nod before turning away and met back with his relief group.
'What could you do for the well being of others and the environment?' You thought.
Human biometeorology. How do the weather patterns affect others? Is there a way the human body can sense what is coming before it happens?
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Five years later, you sat in your big city apartment, safely stowed away in the north, where it was colder, but not near as prone to severe weather. Your half dead laptop sat in front of you, an email you had received the day before opened as you reread the terms of the project scholarship. One of your graduate program professors had recommended you to study along with a team of storm chasers and people with varying differences in degrees of meteorology experience.
Why they were interested in biometeorology being a part of their project was a wonder to you. It was a relatively small field of study still gaining traction. A "pseudoscience". Many people didn't believe it was a real field of study. You didn't want to agree to the project, and you sure as hell didn't want to dive right into tornado alley during prime tornado season. The only temptation to join the venture was the promise that if you did, you would pass the class with a perfect score, a hefty scholarship, and a published study under your name to boost the field's credibility.
After another week of debating, and a trick meeting thanks to your professor, whom you were supposed to meet with to discuss graduation and NOT the project you very much so opposed, you were promptly voluntold to go.
So, two weeks before the semester was set to start, your schedule was rearranged to fit the project, classes online, and time allotted for the project thrown in, you found yourself in the airport, boarding your flight to the eye of tornado alley.
When you landed, an affiliate of the university of Oklahoma's meteorology program was there to pick you up, taking you to your residence for the next four months. Once you settled everything you could bring with you to the best of your abilities, you searched what was around you on your phone. This had been quite a nice get up so far, despite your fear of the place overall, the university arranged for a truck they had kindly rented for you (although you were sure you'd later see it in your tuition costs), a vehicle strong enough for you to later be driving through storms, a thought you pushed aside in favor of finding the closest bar to you.
There was one around the corner from you, and a beer, maybe even a pitcher if they were cheap, sounded far too enticing to pass up after the day you had endured. You'd put on a pair of sturdy jeans and a tank top in favor of the warm and windy weather, letting your hair down for the day after the headache your tight ponytail had given you. It was notably warmer in Oklahoma. You headed out the door and hopped into the driver's seat of your new ride, pondering a name for the vehicle as you made the short drive to the bar.
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You pulled into the parking lot, parking the car along a set of tire tracks previously embedded into the once wet dirt, now dried up. You pushed the door of your truck open, jumping down. The air carried a warm breeze, and you looked into the sky, the stars more clear than you'd seen them in years. You made your way up the wooden steps of the bar's entrance, a gentleman pushing the door open to the best of his drunken abilities, nodding to you in greeting as you made your way inside.
You took in what was in front of you, comparing it to the small bars you frequented underage in your undergraduate. Pool tables, dart boards, arcade machines, a jukebox, and just what you were looking for; the bar top.
You hopped up into one of the barstools, eyeing the neon signs above the liquor bottles. The special for the evening was, in a lucky turn of events, a five dollar pitcher of beer, four if you were a student. You dug through your pockets in search of your wallet, pulling your state ID and fresh Oklahoma university ID out of it. You ordered a pitcher and went ahead and paid for it, pouring your first drink into the frost bitten glass set in front of you. You turned on the barstool to face the rest of the bar, sipping off the foam from the top of the ice cold beer. Your pour hadn't been the most exquisite, but you couldn't find it in you to care as you watched the locals do what they did best on a Friday night.
A figure made itself known as it plopped heavily into the barstool next to you, loudly ordering another of what you assumed was already many pitchers of beer into the evening. Your gaze made its way to him, although you found his gaze already pierced your own once he spouted what he had liked to the bartender. Sizing you up.
"Well you ain't from around here now are ya darlin'?" he asked after a short pause, a cocky smile gracing his features as he all but tried to tip his hat in greeting to you. Before you could sputter out an answer after cleansing your palate from the beer, he spoke once more.
"I have a tip for the foam you know." he said, pointing to your beer glass, pouring his own beer into his newly frosted glass, then swiping his pinky finger along the side of his nose. Your eyes followed his finger to his glass. He placed the tip of it along the top of the cloud of foam and you watched it fizz away quickly, revealing a spot to access the beer from underneath.
You shrugged lightly before trying the same thing along your own nose, wiping the side of it twice for good measure before floating your finger on the foam remaining in your own glass. A small section fizzed away and your beer was in sight. Your eyes widened lightly in disbelief that something that stupid would work. Your gaze met his once again and he smiled, yet again tipping his hat once more before rejoining his group with the new beer pitcher.
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The next morning you awoke, sleepily putting on clothes you didn't care too much for in the case that you got dirty, a semblance of an outfit containing your favorite denim overalls and a tank top. After hastily running through a modified version of your usual morning routine, you finished with a coffee in a to-go cup and made your way to the address texted to you after leaving the university of Oklahoma, where you would meet those you'd be working with over the coming months.
You listened to the local radio on the way, talks of the weather possibly turning awry later bringing back the all too familiar prickling feeling of anxiety that had already been thrumming through your veins. You swallowed the lump in your throat as you pulled into a parking lot littered with vehicles prepared to chase the coming severe weather, some seemingly already at work, maps spread across hoods and multitudes of devices being double and triple checked. There's no last minute checks when a tornado is headed right for you after all.
You jumped from your truck, closing the door, the gazes of a few meeting your figure as you walked towards them. You quickly introduced yourself to those who were listening, the first two you'd met named Lily, a girl that flew drones capable of scanning tornados and storms, and Boone, a boy that recorded everything encountered about the weather for later review.
You're met with a small group of people that Lily and Boone dubbed their team, your eyes raking across the figure of the man you had met the night prior, now seemingly sober.
"Well hello stranger." he said, along with his now familiar greeting involving the tipping of his hat, a coffee cup stowed in his other hand.
"Hello again. Thanks for the tip by the way." you responded, brushing your finger along your nose, his infectious smile lifting the corners of your own lips in response.
"You two know each other already?" Boone asked, eyeing the two of you. You let him respond.
"Well, I never caught her name, but she was at the bar last night." he responded to his friend. You nodded in response, remembering to offer your name, which he did in return.
"Tyler. Tyler Owens, though I'm sure you're already familiar." he said with a small laugh. What was he, some sort of celebrity?
Your eyebrows scrunched in confusion and a short laugh escaped Boone's lips as Tyler's face fell into an expression that most likely mirrored your own. Lily explained what exactly they did to you, their channel, donations, and you better understood why you should probably know who 'The Tornado Wrangler' was already. As if the shirt he was oh too happy to bring out didn't solidify the point for you.
You also took the opportunity to explain exactly what you were there for to them.
"I essentially monitor the impact of weather phenomena and it's correlation to the health of the human body and sometimes the environment and livestock when it calls for it." you explained. They all looked puzzled, the same thought crossing your mind again. Why in the hell were you here?
"I know this doesn't seem like something my expertise would likely be involved in, trust me, I'm just as confused as you all are as to why I'm here. My professor told me I had to." you said. They all nodded in response, a few shrugs littered across your gaze.
"Well all branches of meteorology are welcome to study with us." Tyler offered, shaking your hand. "Welcome aboard city girl."
You could only roll your eyes in response, a dry chuckle puffing past your lips.
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You helped with set up, as all your work would be field work once you actually arrived at your destination. You attempted to piece together what storm chasing had to do with your field and concluded you'd have to email your professor to find out her thoughts. The only thing you could draw up was the anxiety you personally felt in any storm. You're brought back to your original purpose too. Could the anxiety the body feels in lieu of a storm have anything to do with a natural warning system?
It had been pre-determined you would ride with Tyler, the most experienced and scholarly (you found that one hard to believe) out of them all, rather than driving your own truck into the storm the first go around or two, something you were very thankful for. Your thankfulness dried up when you remembered you had forgotten that first ride along would be in that moment.
Music chattered quietly over the radio as he drove, and you eyed the darkening storm clouds looming out of the passenger window, still pondering over what use you could be. What tests did you need to do in the field? What equipment that you have could survive the severity of a tornado if it had to face it, especially if it's rated higher than an EF1-EF2? You'd imagine all of it? Would you be able to properly place the equipment where you need it when faced with a tornado without help, or would your crippling fear prevent you from doing so? Your fist clenched atop your thigh.
"What equipment you got in that bag back there?" Tyler asked, his hand reaching to turn the loud music you found yourself enjoying to background noise.
"That's for you and me to find out later. I'm not sure what I could set up if I'm being honest. Like I said, I'm really not even sure why I'm here. I wanna talk to my professor first before jumping into things." you responded with a light shrug, continuing your sight seeing out of the window, the storm clouds growing darker and the wind stronger.
He nodded in response, the same cocky smile gracing his features once again, as he turned the music back up, to possibly the loudest volume it could reach. His smile proved infectious once more as the corners of your own lips went up. You could only shake your head.
The music was once again turned down to more of a background level, barely audible, as his team spoke with him over the radio, updating him on the specs of the storm you were all headed into, when the tornado would come down if it did. Your hackles raised and you straightened in the passenger seat when you found that would be in under ten minutes. Your breath quickened.
His gaze met your panicked one and nodded in reassurance.
"You ready city girl?" he asked, the same wild smile gracing his features.
"Guess I don't really have a choice do I?" you asked, your mouth going dry. You faced ahead, the rain beginning to pound his truck's windshield. Thunder cracked, the rain turning into pea sized, then golf ball sized hail shortly as soon as it started.
He was advised by a team member to go off-road, onto a mud track and he sharply turned to do so. Your gaze met the rear view mirror and you watched as the rest of the vanguard followed with the exception of the van collecting data from the instruments yourself and the team placed. Your heart was racing and your anxiety grew exponentially.
But nothing could ever compare to what you felt watching the cloud funnel down to the ground.
Your breathing quickened in pace once more and you reached for anything you could grasp to pull yourself up tall in your seat. You turned to face Tyler, his expression now a complete 180 from your own, and faced forward again quickly, watching as the tornado made contact with the ground and began to tear the dirt to shreds. The wind shook the windows of the truck, though you tried and failed to reassure yourself that the truck was built to withstand it.
His gaze softened as he became aware of your panicked state when your eyes finally met.
"What's wrong darlin'?" he asked, his eyebrows scrunching in concern, his hand reaching towards your own, white knuckling the middle console.
"I haven't seen a tornado in a while, that's all. I've never chased one. This is my first time." you responded.
"Nothing's gonna happen to you darlin'. I'll make damn sure of it." he responded. His hand remained over your own as he looked back forward, though your grasp on the middle console remained. His words were reassuring, but if something happened to him, you were fucked. Thank goodness you didn't drive or you'd probably already be dead.
His hand went back to the steering wheel over some particularly rough terrain and soon enough, the truck screeched to a halt, pulling your body forward out of your seat with it, the seatbelt slamming you back down hard.
"Put your harness on." he instructed and you didn't hesitate to do so. His hands worked to flip a series of switches and you felt the car's augers drill down into the terrain shortly after. Maybe you should have watched a video or two of theirs, because why the hell were you stopped in the direct path of a tornado?
You looked in the mirror to eye the vanguard once more, but found they were no longer behind you. It was just you and Tyler in his damned truck.
Your breathing quickened again, you were sure it was the coming on of a panic attack, far worse than your usual reaction to the bad weather years ago at home, and the same concerned expression faced you once again, only his hand hovered over a small red button on a custom console, rather than reaching for your own.
"It'll be alright I promise. I bring plenty of people new to storm chasing out." he reassured you, though the thought was there, it didn't really do much of anything to calm your nerves. The tornado was right in front of you. You were gonna die. What the fuck did you get yourself into? What were you doing? You never should have come out here. Fuck the scholarship. Fuck the publication.
You closed your eyes as the tornado hit, the strong winds thrashing the truck on its suspension. You only opened your eyes to view Tyler as he finally pressed the button he had held his thumb on top of, and red flares lit up the darkness around you. You turned every direction you could to witness whatever chain of events happened next.
After what felt like an hour but had to be less than a minute, the tornado finally passed the truck, your breathing remaining erratic. Soon after, the vanguard radioed in, ensuring everyone's safety first and foremost, and Tyler confirmed your own. You felt the five stages of grief at once, misplaced anger at Tyler for not letting you in on what exactly you would be doing, sadness at the reality of what really killed your brother, happiness that the tornado was becoming smaller as it inched away, denial that you were actually alive, and the acceptance that this was going to be the next four months of your life.
You hastily ripped your harness off once your brain ensured the tornado was far away enough to safely enter the outdoors, your wide eyes meeting Tyler's, his gaze turning to concern once again, realizing your next moves, his hands already reached to unbuckle his own harness. You wrenched the door of the truck open as wide as it would go, practically falling out of it.
Your feet barely had a chance to hit the ground before your knees did. You placed your shaking hands on the side of the truck to keep yourself from completely hitting the ground, your forehead resting between them atop the cool metal as you attempted to catch your breath, tears pooling in your eyes, turning your gaze of the scratched red paint cloudy.
You could hear the hasty rustling of Tyler struggling to finally undo his own harness and pushing his own squeaky door open, quick footsteps making their way around the front of the truck to the passenger side. A large hand soon met the spot between your shoulder blades, the other coming to your shoulder. You heaved in whatever air you could get into your lungs, your entire body shaking. Gosh this was embarrassing. He's never gonna want to work with you again. Maybe the city girl jokes were warranted. You managed a small dry laugh at the thought.
Instead, you were surprised to soon find his lips pressed into your hair, attempting to garner your attention. Maybe he isn't all cocky smile and hat tipping.
"Just breathe. Look at me. Breathe in and out with me. Follow me." he muttered quietly. Okay. You pushed your thoughts of him aside, removing your buried gaze from the truck's paint, wiping harshly at your eyes with the heels of your palms, before facing him. You followed his slow, exaggerated breathing, his hands enveloping the tops of your shoulders, squeezing hard in reassurance, holding you steady.
"I'm okay. I'm sorry." you repeated monotonously between short breaths, your apology ignored along with the tornado you really should be chasing right now. Your eyes ripped from his to view the tornado now in the far distance.
"You're alright. Let's focus on you right now." he assured. You remembered your grounding techniques, hopefully the beginnings of your rapid fire thoughts clearing up.
5 things you could see: the tornado you again, really should be chasing right now, the scratched red paint of his truck, the melting hail littered at your feet, the torn up patches of grass, a small piece of debris a few feet away from you, and Tyler. Yeah, Tyler was there. You were both alive and there.
4 things you could feel: the wetness of the dirt soaking into your jeans, the warm breeze brushing past you, the cool metal of the truck, and Tyler's hands on your shoulders.
3 things you could hear: the tornado's roaring growing further away, the voices of his team chattering on the radio of the truck, Tyler's own breathing you were supposed to be following along with.
2 things you could smell: the rain, Tyler's cologne carried in the breeze.
1 thing you could taste: the remnants of the coffee you had all but forgotten.
You shook the thought away, your breathing had slowed considerably, a small smile pulling at the corners of your lips in reassurance that you truly were fine. You'd have to put some power in your shaky voice and not only reassure him, but more so reassure yourself that you really wanted to do this.
"I'm good, I'm good. Let's go wrangle this fucking tornado before it's gone." you told him, sniffling the remains of your tears away, huffing a last short breath out. His smile widened along with your own, a last squeeze to your shoulders before pulling you to your feet. His gaze roamed your figure up and down one last time before you made your way back to your respective seats in the vehicle. You buckled up and he undid his augers and reset his gadgets and control panel to once again, drive into the storm. You shook the remaining nerves out with exaggeration, shaking your wrists with a noisy sigh and pulled a laugh out of Tyler in response.
You found yourself slightly more excited this time, now that you really knew what you were in for. You'd just sat inside the tornado you were currently chasing, how could it possibly get any worse?
That seemed to be enough reassurance to yourself as you really took in the tornado you drove towards to its fullest. You straightened in the seat once more, not quite on edge this time, but to really view what you were headed for. Time to study. Time to find out what you came here for.
You soon caught up to the tornado, bouncing over the already torn up terrain in an attempt to get in front of it. What would be put to the test this time?
"Your turn city girl. I've done my tests. This time around, you do yours!" he shouted over the winds. You nodded, reaching to the backseat for your bag, unearthing your laptop from it. You opened it, pulling up your data on the area, typing with shaky hands. You pulled up a model, the Rayman model, although outdated, it could prove useful to your studies. It's what you have. This tornado had to be what, an EF2?
You eyed around his truck for whatever devices measured the altitude, the approximate latitude and longitude of where you were, the date and time. Now you needed a person to model after.
"How tall are you?" you shouted over the wind.
"What? Why do you need that?" he asked, puffing out a short laugh.
"Just answer the question!" you responded with a breathy laugh.
"Six feet on the dot." he responded, facing forward with a shake of his head.
"Are you lying?" you asked, patronizingly. You were quite sure he could be taller than 'six feet on the dot'.
You continued to get his weight and age, entering his stats into the model. Now came the hard part, trying to devise the meteorology part of this. You supposed the best readings about tornado impact would come from closest to the tornado.
Tyler once again slammed the brakes of the truck to a stop and you once again undid your harness. He did the same next to you and drilled the augers into the ground. You yanked your duffel bag out of the truck and plopped it to the ground, digging through it for equipment that you thought might survive the winds of an EF2.
You handed equipment to Tyler, instructing him how to set it up and find the best way to keep the equipment safe and secure for not only successful readings but to not find them half a mile from your current location in multiple pieces.
Once you were satisfied with your arrangement, you hauled ass back to the truck, securing yourself into your harness. You'd keep your eyes open this time, and truly watch the monster that killed your brother and exactly how it works.
Tyler's hand met yours once again as the tornado neared, squeezing in reassurance and excitement.
"You alright with this city girl?" he shouted.
The wind rushed, debris slamming the truck, but not doing any severe damage. You were safe. Tyler wouldn't put you in danger. He's done this plenty of times. Your eyes opened.
The swarm around you was like nothing you had ever seen before. Your eyes widened in amazement as you attempted to see what the eye of the tornado looked like out of the windshield and passenger side window.
"This is- Wow!" you shouted. The excitement was more overwhelming than any grief. The fact you could get tests this close to a tornado and stay relatively safe was astounding. How much research had you missed out on because of your fear? What have you been doing the past few years?
"I can't believe you were terrified two seconds ago and here we are! I'm with a different person!" he responded. You reached over to him as far as you could encased in the safety harness and frogged his shoulder. He let out a loud laugh.
"You're such an ass! I have a great reason to be scared!" you responded with a light chuckle, the tornado beginning its torrent on the land next to the truck.
"How about we see your readings?" he asked, once the tornado inched quite far away. You nodded, taking a deep breath before pushing the door of the truck open.
The air felt different, more moist, more pressure, colder than it had. You eyed the tornado in the distance as it tormented the ground.
The equipment had thankfully come out with only a few scratches. You brushed the dirt and debris caked to the first one, pulling a small notebook from the truck, then recording the reading. You did that for every piece, then packed them back into your bag. You entered them into your model, seeing how they may affect the man now sitting back in the truck with you.
You closed the top of the laptop and let everything upload. The rest of the entourage met behind the truck, everyone getting out and spouting about how amazing the tornado was. You had a feeling they did that every chase. Every single one couldn't be the same. There had to be something unique about every single chase.
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Later that evening, you emailed your professor in the safety of your motel room, telling her about the events of the day, minus the freak out of course, and updating her on the tests you did. You asked what tests you should add that would be beneficial to the department's research and shot it off.
A knock wrapped on your door and you got up, smoothing your clothes down and running fingers through your hair before opening it. Tyler's eyes met your own, Lily and Boone on his tail bounding up the stairs.
"And what can I do for you this fine evening?" you asked, bearing your weight to a single hip. He laughed in response and Lily and Boone had made it up the stairs. Before Tyler even had a chance to answer, Lily answered for him.
"Come to the bar with us! We gotta celebrate your research!" she shouted, an arm thrown around Tyler's shoulders. You didn't do anything crazy today, just got some readings. Actually, judging your initial reaction, even getting readings was a step ahead of what you usually got to do. And you felt that reason enough to celebrate.
"Give me a second to change and I'm all yours." you responded, your eyes still attached to Tyler's as you responded to Lily's statement. He gave you a typical Tyler smile and you shut the door, quickly pulling on a pair of shorts and a button up shirt over the tank top you already donned. You pulled on the pair of boots you thrifted before coming here and brushed through your hair with an actual brush before opening the door once again.
You rode in the passenger seat of the red truck once more on the way to the bar, answering any question Tyler threw your way about your chosen field of study.
"That seems so boring though. Why would you want to do that? Isn't it kind of an outdated idea that weather messes with the body?" he asked. Your eyes rolled in response. That was the usual response and then no one ever wanted to hear you talk bout your major again, even your family members.
"No, the idea that it's outdated is outdated. It's actually very relevant. The barometric pressure does a lot to people's bodies. Tinnitus, vertigo, joint pain, etc. etc." you responded.
"You don't even have an idea why you're here though." he responded. You sent a glare his direction and he laughed.
"Blunt much! I'm figuring it out! There is a reason thank you!" you crossed your arms, feigning your annoyance and he laughed. "Even if it isn't for my major, I have my own reasons."
"You're cute when you're angry city girl." he responded, pulling the truck into a parking spot. You threw the door open and jumped out, meeting with Lily and Boone instantly. They each threw a respective arm over your shoulders and led you up the familiar wooden steps of the bar you'd been to the evening before.
They told you stories of their craziest chases between rounds of pool and you wished you could counter with a chase you'd never been on before with the exception of today. You'd tell the story of your hometown tornado, but you didn't want to bring down the vibe. They were truly a fun and unique group to be around and you were glad they were the ones you could research with. You told them so after a few more beers.
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The next morning as you got ready, a knock pounded on your door and you opened it as you braided your hair back, nearly ready to chase whatever was in store for the day. You learn late into the night at the bar there was a particularly promising storm system moving through the next day.
"Brought a coffee. How you feeling?" Tyler asked. You walked away from the door, placing yourself back in front of the small wall mirror and he let himself in, letting the door close.
"Feeling pretty good. I hope I can get some good stuff today." you responded, tying off the braid and taking the coffee from him. You tilted it towards him in thanks, taking a large sip. It was most definitely the best motel coffee could offer but you would take what you could get.
"So what's the plan?" you asked him, shoving your feet into a pair of hiking boots, the last of what you needed to do before heading out. You walked out the door with him, occasionally sipping at the coffee as he told you the plans for the day. The storm system was already making itself known, thunder rumbling far in the distance, a breeze in the air, and complete cloud coverage taking over a large chunk of the sky.
You took your place in your provided truck rather than his own with more heavy duty testing equipment in tow once the team discussed everyone's place. You'd follow along with Tyler in your truck, going wherever he went to. It sure would be a fun day if his driving yesterday was anything like today would be. As far as you were aware, your truck could withstand a good storm.
You took off once the storm system considerably developed, shaking your nerves away the best you could. You had tuned to the radio channel Tyler had advised you to, giving it a test.
"Just wanna make surely radio works before we drive into this thing." you decided to say and received a cacophony of answers that resembled a 'yes'.
The clouds grew darker and the rain became heavier the further you drove into the system. You'd been driving about a half hour as you watched the system develop. You could feel the wind bullying your windows, although a heavy duty truck, you didn't feel quite as safe as you would if you were in Tyler's truck with his expertise. You shook your nerves away, remembering the trust you already developed for Tyler in keeping you safe.
You followed Tyler's truck as he took sharp turns down whichever was advised to be the direction best suited to getting you closer to the possible tornado. You'd been advised on where there was already developing rotation and listed off the equipment you had in your head and exactly where it was in the truck, keen on spending the least amount of time outside as possible.
One more sharp turn and some speeding later, Tyler slammed the brakes to his truck and you followed suit, finding the rearguard was no longer behind you.
"Watch the sky." Tyler bossed you. You did so without hesitation, eyeing the funnel cloud swirling in the distance. He could boss you around in this circumstance.
"Should I place my equipment now? Where should I put it?" you asked, hoping he couldn't notice the shakiness lining your voice.
You stepped out of your truck, your whole body shaking, from fear. The now torrential rain pounded down on you as you pulled your equipment out and placed it where you were advised to. Tyler helped where he could.
"Does your truck have any of the fancy shit that mine does?" he shouted in question, the funnel cloud now making it's descent towards the ground. Particularly the augers you assumed. You shook your head. It was just a truck. You were supposed to drive away from the storm once you placed your equipment was what you thought you were supposed to do.
"Get out of here." he responded. You nodded, jumping into your truck, not even placing the seatbelt as the descending cloud met the ground. Your eyes met his truck as you made sure he was safely in and turned the key to your truck. You put it in reverse, pressing the gas, your tires spinning out.
"No no no!" you shouted, shifting it back in to gear once more, attempting to reverse. The tires shot mud into the windshield and windows. You didn't think it could get worse.
"Guys, I think this tornado is a higher rating than we initially thought it would be. I'd back up a bit. It's looking like a two or three." Boone's spotty voice came over the radio.
" My truck is stuck!" you responded. You put the truck into drive, met with the same response. You eyed your rearview mirror, the now much larger tornado stalking towards you.
"What do I do?!" you shouted, the panic evident in your voice. You watched as a farther out piece of equipment shook in the wind and was picked up. Your eyes widened. You were so fucked. Could you make it to Tyler's truck? Would the wind pick you up? Were his doors even unlocked? You didn't have time to think about it.
"What's going on city girl?!" he shouted into the radio, edge evident on his voice.
"My truck's stuck!" You shouted in response. You watched as the augers of his truck drove into the ground and you knew you didn't have time to make it. At this point all you could do was drive your tires as far as you could into the ground and hope for the best. Get the cab as close to the ground as possible.
You pressed your foot to the floor, driving your tires deeper into the ground, mud slinging up and all over the truck. All he could do was watch it unfold.
The wind soon shook your truck, the roar becoming overbearing. You thought your eardrums would burst and you didn't want to know what it was like outside. You truck rattled, and your panic was at its highest. Your foot continued to push the pedal as deep as it would go into the floor. You faintly heard Tyler shouting over the radio, but couldn't understand a word of what he said. Your second day and you were a fuck up again. Tears watered your eyes and your breathing worsened.
The truck rattled loose as you heard Boone admit over the radio very loudly that the tornado was most likely a three or four and you should really be getting out of there. Too late for that one Boone.
The truck began to drag through the mud, across the terrain, still upright along with what you thought was the edge of the tornado. It wasn't as fancy as Tyler's truck, but it was still not only heavy, but heavy duty. All you could do was scream, and before the tornado left you to your own vices, you found yourself flipped upside down, the roof crunched down as it flipped, your eyes screwed shut, your screaming the only sound you could hear, hail shattered a window at some point, and the rain pelted your skin like needles.
Your breathing was heavy as the tornado receded, furthering itself from you. Your eyes remained shut, you gripped your seatbelt tight as it dug into your hands. If your episode yesterday was a panic attack then this was something far far worse.
You finally opened your eyes, your shaky hands reaching to unbuckle the seatbelt. Your head and back hit the roof of the crunched car, but you couldn't find it in yourself to care about the glass embedding itself into your hands and back.
You heard Tyler shouting your name over the radio as you shuffled around, trying to crawl out of the vehicle. You opened the middle console, its contents pouring next to you and grabbed the window breaker, slamming it into the corner of the driver's side window. He'd made it to the window, attempting to aid your escape. The glass shattered after a second hit and you crawled over it. You needed to walk off this adrenaline.
You turned from Tyler once you were standing, wiping at your eyes, walking away from your truck and him. You heard tires on the dirt around you, the vanguard pulling up in the distance. You turned back to Tyler once your crying had ceased, walking back to take in the sight of your truck. An EF3, possibly, tornado, and you made it out without being thrown from the ground by some sort of miracle. You were a good distance from his own truck. Probably a few hundred feet. He'd run from that far so quickly. You eyed for the trenches you'd dug with your tires. You deemed them deep enough.
"What. The. Fuck." you said to yourself. Your hand grazed over your flipped truck.
"Help me flip it over." you said. You didn't know if you'd have the strength to push it over, but you'd try. If only the top was smashed, it was surely still drive-able once it got a couple new windows. The vanguard helped to push your truck back to its tires. You tried the key, and it didn't turn over. Tears already met your eye line again and you huffed out in frustration.
You hopped down from the driver's seat and popped the hood, your radiator smashed to pieces from being dragged along the terrain.
"You're hurt city girl, we need to check you out." Tyler said, quiet, tall enough to meet your gaze as you sat in the driver's seat of the truck once more.
"Please, please just stop. I'm not even from the city Tyler! I moved there after my brother died in an EF4 tornado in my college town. I didn't want to be around this shit again." you responded, waving your hands as you talked in frustration before bringing them down to the steering wheel.
"It's the only way I could get a scholarship to finish school."
His eyes met your own, and you felt a little bad for bursting, your chest rapidly rising and falling, but the city wasn't in your roots. This was. You realized your equipment was still out. Or what may be left of it.
"I need to check my equipment." you said. He nodded, no answer to your previous statement in mind as you began the trek to his truck and your equipment.
Once you got there, you were more than delighted to find it had all survived. You pulled your notebook from the pocket of your pants and began to diligently record the readings they had. Surely you could get great readings from this tornado.
Tyler began to load up your equipment as you recorded the readings into the laptop you had excavated from your truck. You made Tyler's passenger seat your own again as you all had heard the tornado would hit a small town and you wanted to be there for relief efforts.
You made the decision to leave your truck and have it towed once it was safe to do so and the tornado was off of the ground. He set off towards the town that was hit.
"You need to get checked out once we make it there. I know it isn't bad but it's worth getting any glass out." he said.
"Yeah." you murmured softly, eyes continuing to analyze the data you entered into your computer.
"I'm sorry about before. Your town getting hit. And for the record, your major isn't dumb. It's pretty badass." he responded. You huffed out a small laugh in response, shaking your head.
"No. I was full of adrenaline. Who gets out of that without a truck all souped up like yours?" you asked. He shrugged in response.
"You did. Maybe your college should provide better equipment." he responded, lips drawing to a taught line.
"Not everyone can have an insane truck without a head like yours to think it up, Tyler." you responded.
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You pulled up to the town and the devastation was like nothing you'd ever seen before. Clearly there hadn't been a good warning system for this town. Did they even have sirens?
You hopped out of the truck, transported to the day your brother died all over again, destruction all around. Your boots crunched the remnants of homes torn to shreds and littered across the pavement. Your eyes raked the path ahead of you in lieu of finding anyone who may need help. Your brother.
Your gaze was torn back to your vehicles as Boone announced the tornado had finally rescinded. They began pulling out the food and water they stored from donations for situations such as this.
You let them do that part and focused on what you knew as your eyes scoured the terrain for anyone in need of help. Your ears began to ring, tears gathering at your eye line as you were brought back to your search for your brother.
You didn't realize you had made it a quarter mile down the straight shot street, your cars nearly dots in your vision. It didn't look like anyone had made their way as far as you had yet. You heard a shout for help, your eyes scanning the terrain before you saw a mop of dusty dark hair peeking through the rubble. You ran, hopping over debris, doing anything to make it to him. Your breath heightened, and you almost called out your brother's name, your breath caught in your throat.
"I'm here!" you called out instead, in hope, continuing your barrage through the rubble with no concern to if it was hurting you or not. You made it to what once was the second story roof of the house, climbing up the remnants. You made it to him.
Besides dust, and not a way out, he seemed alright. A young boy peered at you through a sturdy window, blocked in to the sturdy walls of a room he chose to hunker down in. Smart boy. Strong room.
"Are you in here alone?" you asked. He nodded.
"My mom and dad are at work." he responded tearily.
You nodded, hands feeling across your pockets for your window breaker. You were glad you'd kept it on you. You pulled it from the large pocket on the front of your overalls where you'd earlier discarded it.
"Get back as far as you safely can. I'm gonna break the window okay?" He nodded in response, slowly backing away from the window. You peered inside, awaiting a thumbs up or confirmation from him. You nodded in return to his own.
You reared the window breaker back, slamming it into the corner as hard as you could. You flinched away from the cracking glass as it shattered. It was as loud as a gun shot. You felt small pieces hit your arms. Must've been some pretty strong windows.
You fisted your palms, punching away at any large pieces that remained amongst the frame until you deemed it safe for him to get through. Yours were already bloodied from the glass earlier, may as well keep it going for the better of humanity.
You beckoned him forward with your hands, holding your arms out to come to you. He slowly stepped over the many pieces of what was once his home, making it to you. You grabbed at his hand, squeezing it tightly and pulling him to you. He couldn't have been more than five or six years old.
You stood, haphazardly, careful now that you had cargo. You eyed the distance where everyone had been and found familiar faces making their way towards you.
Once you made it to solid ground you paced quickly to them. Someone, anyone that could help more than you could. Boone had made it to the two of you first, reaching his arms out in question. You stared into his eyes for a long time, assessing, before handing the boy off to him. He began to run, presumably towards EMS so the boy could receive medical attention. You hoped his parents would return soon.
Lily gave a strong few pats to your shoulder, allowing you praises for noticing the boy before jogging to Boone. You watched as Tyler continued to run to your location. You began walking toward him; meet him halfway.
Your boots hit a piece of the rubble and you tumbled down as quickly as the house next to you had. Two large hands encircled your upper arms and your eyes met his shortly after in realization, widening.
You're brought back to the day your brother went missing. Died. Something about Tyler had felt familiar, an inkling settled into the back of your mind that hadn't quite pushed its way to the front. It was definitely him that day.
His grip eased and you squatted back onto your heels, eyeing the sunset in the glass scattered across the ground. His hand enveloped your wrists, pouring water atop the dried crimson spattering them. Tears threatened your water line and you blinked them away, you could almost laugh at the prospect.
"So it's you." he spoke to the air. You waited a long time before nodding in response.
"It's me." You watched the breeze ruffle away at his sandy hair.
"Why were you there that day?" he asks. He wanted your story. You had one to give.
"My brother died that night. There was no warning. I was in my undergraduate with my sustainability club. I was none the wiser. Thought my family was safe like always. I didn't know until we got there that it had hit my brother's place head on. He was gone and no one knew until I got there. I told my family right after I had run into you. Haven't heard from him. There was no trace. He was just… gone." you responded, quiet over the sirens. You weren't sure he had even heard.
"I'm glad I was there. To help you, I mean. I'm sorry we couldn't catch it in time for more of an advanced warning. I'll always regret it. I think it's the last large tornado I chased that resulted in deaths. I'll always remember it. My first one out East." he responded. You nodded.
"I'd have been able to call him if the broadcast hadn't cut off. It was coming for me and the path changed. I was in my safe spot. I'm not even sure he had one." Your eyes met his own for a long while before he broke contact with a nod. He eased you to your feet and you began the slow trek back to the truck.
You reluctantly sat atop the bumper of an EMS truck as you were evaluated, steri-strips applied to particularly deeper abrasions. Tyler sat next to you the entire time. You wiped your skin with a cool damp cloth, the sterility quickly soiled. You were excited to go back and take a shower. Though you wouldn't mind a beer or two first.
Your conversation in the truck was light. Before you could even call a tow truck, Tyler had already done it previously as you'd been patched up. You eyed him from the side and that same cocky smile met you in return. You made your wishes for a beer known to him and then to the rest of the group behind you.
Your professor finally obliged to email you back and you found your purpose amongst the wranglers. Certain fungi and bacteria can be unearthed from strong tornadoes that highly affect the body when breathed in. You were there to catch a trace of that.
As you sat atop the same barstool you'd claimed two days previously, you ordered the same pitcher of beer, this time to share. You carefully poured the amber liquid into your frosted glass, eyeing the dirt under your fingernails. You swiped a finger alongside your nose, but before you could set it atop the foam, you found another finger settled atop it.
You also found you didn't mind it.
Asks and Submissions
Hi everyone! I just saw on mobile in my app that I have quite a few submissions and asks and despite all my settings being on, I cannot see them. I have contacted support about it, but if you have turned in a submission I am sorry I have not viewed it! I am working on getting that fixed ASAP! My goal is to clear out my drafts, but as always graduate school is a bit of a hinderance to that.
My goal is to push drafts out first then start some part twos that I have gotten through messages, so I reckon until my submission button is fixed please message me if you have a submission and i'll tag you if you would like to be tagged!
I am sorry I have been MIA; I have had a pretty severe health issue that has affected everything in my life and taken over. I am slowly learning to live with it. I haven't written since it all really started, but I want to get back into my writing as there is a large hole in my heart without it.
Thank you all for keeping with me and I will post some drafts soon! Some may be subpar and shorter than my past works, but I just want to get my two year old drafts out!!
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2026 Hopecore Family
Sad no-nonsense lady haunted by The Horrors™ who will not stop believing in the potential of some wet cat of a man she found in an alley somewhere
The wet cat (who actually does have potential)
Sassy third party of a different species with multiple limbs whose entire personality is roasting the human race for being weird but decides to help them anyway
I wish that in the movie we got to see more of the aerospace physiology involved!!
I know it's well referenced in the book, but I feel it isn't portrayed much in the movie besides when Ryland gets off of the F/A-18F Super Hornet (I believe this is the jet used, plz do correct me if i'm wrong). If he was that affected by the jet, he would certainly (and is in the book) be more affected by the centrifugal aspect of the ship and the effects of gravity and aerospace flight!
(I need someone to nerd out with about this specific topic and no one is talking about it plz nerd out with me actually i'm dying)
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