โ she's the kind of girl who'll smash herself down in the night. she's the kind of girl who'll fracture her mind til it's light. she'll break her own heart and you know that she'll break your heart too so darling, let go of her hand. โ
Ben took a drag from his own cigarette, contemplating her proposition. โWe can do both. The entire night is ours, babe.โ He sat on the part of the couch that was free from her legs.ย โIโll do whatever you want me to do.โ
โ ambitious, i like it, โ she said, smoke blowing out of her lips with a laugh.ย โ are you sure you want to put yourself in that position ? give me that much power ? โ she lifted her head to look at him as he sat, now bringing her can of beer to her lips for a sip.
โhey, bea!โ sheโs just gotten off stage, sweat ran down her temples, and her breath is just slightly labored as she catches it,ย โdo you even watch?โ she asks, truly not caring about the answer. it wasnโt as if this was the first time bea had shown up for her performance. besides, some people liked the music, some people liked the high that came after. isis felt pretty certain sheโd figured out where beaโs views leaned. as she chugged water from a bottle, she catches up with the other woman,ย โyou gunna help me find something stronger or what?โ [ @beadcnovan ]
there was just something about going to shows that got beaโs blood pumping in a way nothing else could. it wasnโt about the music, but just being there, surrounded by people who were sharing the same experience, all gross and sweaty and alive produced a high that was yet to be matched by any pill or powder bea could consume.ย โ i watch,ย โ she assured the artist. her makeup smudged, but that was the furthest thing from her mind. now she just had to let the momentum carry her onto whatever was next. โ what are you thinking ? โ
Johnathan texted exactly two people when he arrived in La, his brother and Bea. He didnโt actually know if Bea was also in LA at the same time he was and was just taking a chance on it so he was pleasantly surprised to learn she was. Bea was one of the only people Johnathan knew in the city so of course he asked to meet up with her and the beach seemed like the perfect place to go. Who doesnt love getting tan and drunk at the same time.ย
โHey Queen Beeโ He greeted with a smile pulling the girl into a quick hugย โIโve missed you, how long have you been back?โ
โ john !! โ the younger girl squealed in a pitch that threatened the limits of the human audible range. the main reason why she moved to los angeles ? the people. visiting her brother, sheโd made so many new friends that made her friends in the uk dull in comparison. here, the people were so much more interesting, life was ten times more exciting. she couldnโt get bored in la, and there was nothing beatrice hated more than being bored.
the man sheโd engulfed in a hug was one of her favorite people in the states, even if she didnโt get to see him as often as the others, seeing as he was usually a visitor. โ a month or so, i think. ryanโs just about to kick me off his sofa, โ she replied with a laugh.
โIโm in the mood to fuck some shit up.โ Ben declared after taking a sip of his beer.ย โCare to join me? We could steal a shopping cart from the store or something stupid like that.โ
โ if itโs something stupid you want, you could always do me, โ she replied with a teasing smile, legs sprawled lazily over the length of the sofa.ย โ or we could steal a trolley, that sounds like fun too, โ she added before bringing her cigarette to her lips and taking a drag.
talk about dumbass bitch energy...now posting from the correct blog, its ya girlย LARA with nobodyโs favorite trash baby BEA. sheโs a lot. so iโll keep this short and just say sheโs the worst and leave it at that.
( BENEDETTA GARGARI, CISFEMALE, SHE/HER ) i hear that BEATRICE DONOVAN has a link to CRASHING CORNERS. rumor has it, the TWENTY-ONE year old is RYAN DONOVANโS SISTER. her life is sure to change now that the bandโs fame is rising. she is said to be FUN-LOVING but also UNAMBITIOUS. i wonder how theyโll handle it ?
โ โ HISTORY
you are the SECOND child, which is to say the baby. which is to say, a reason to stay TOGETHER. you had a mission, a quest assigned to you without your consent from the moment you were born. you were set up for failure, so FAILURE shadows you for the rest of your life.
youโre a normal kid with BEAUTIFUL green eyes ( which no one forgets to point out ). nothing else about you stands out. thereโs no other reason for anyone to look your way.
your BROTHER is a bright boy and a fast talker whoโs words bounce off the walls of his mouth and out of his lips in an melody you canโt quite understand, but enjoy listening to.
perhaps because of this, itโs your brother gets all the ATTENTION. good or bad, itโs his. youโre just a girl who lives in the shadows and blindspots. you donโt mind too much.
youโre EIGHT when your failure is confirmed. your parents SEPARATE. you leave your childhood home with your brother and mother. having failed your mission, you realize not WORTH much more. youโre always on the sidelines, so you make the best of it.
you have the ability to slip in and out of focus; no one is EVER watching you too closely. you always find ways to entertain YOURSELF. you learn that you can do WHATEVER you want.
youโre an AVERAGE kid at school. always come in the middle of the pack. you never excel, but your shortcomings are never a cause for concern. not even your failure is spectacular.
as a TEENAGER, you learn how to touch people, and let them TOUCH you. you learn that boys will LOOK with their fingertips on your skin and your green eyes SHINE once more. teenage boys can marvel at you. you mistake EYES for hands, windows, mirrors.
the boys at school all know your NAME. youโre almost proud of that.
you finish high school EMPTY handed. even your friends are TEMPORARY. you donโt even take a stab at UNIVERSITY, and it doesnโt matter. no one expected you to.
as you GROW, men continue to curl themselves into a question mark around you. you BELIEVE yourself the answer.
your BROTHER leaves your hometown. leaves the country. you look at him with STARS in your eyes, and think heโs just fucking COOL.
you work odd jobs here and there. you live with your MOM who still doesnโt think much of you. you find a few MEN who think youโre just oh so PRETTY. they give you cash to buy yourself something NICE.
LOS ANGELES calls to you with the banging of drums and electric guitars, you follow your brother, because his friends are cool. you VISIT as much as you can, familiarizing yourself with the city of ANGELS. you have FUN with his friends, his band and everyone that surrounds him.
LA equals fun, and parties, and music, and everything youโve always reached for. so you move. you pack up everything. you land in LA. youโre here to stay.
โ โ PERSONALITY
โ i destroy myself repeatedly then wonder why iโm the way i am. โ
ZODIAC SIGN: scorpio ( october 29th )
PERSONALITY TYPE: esfp โ the entertainer
ENNEAGRAM: type 7 โ the epicure
TEMPERAMENT: choleric
HOGWARTS HOUSE: slytherin
MORAL ALIGNMENT: chaotic neutral
PRIMARY VICE: sloth
PRIMARY VIRTUE: n/a
ELEMENT: earth
MORE STATS HERE !!
ok so let me tell you about my trash daughter beatrice. letโs start with this:
that single text tells you pretty much everything about bea.
iโm not gonna beat around the bush, finding positive traits for bea was a struggle. other than being generally fun to be around, kinda funny sometimes, and kinda resourceful, she doesnโt have a lot going for her.
sheโs loud, obnoxious, not very smart, capable of fucking her way in and out of any mess. sheโs lazy, unmotivated, unambitious, irresponsible, reckless, tactless, selfish, and i could definitely keep going. sheโs an unapologetic disaster whoโs coming to la to steal her brotherโs cool friends, flash a few bands and score free tickets and backstage passes.
sheโs a trainwreck. sheโs trashy. sheโs messy. if the song tik tok were a person, it would be beatrice donovan.
she functions on survival mode 24/7, she only does what sheโs required to do to survive. not really a passionate person. sheโd save herself above anyone else ( except ryan ). she doesnโt like relying on other people, except she kinda does because she has sugar daddies in la and in england who pretty much paid for her move to los angeles. still. she did get those sugar daddies on her own. i guess.
she doesnโt care about anyone but herself and ryan. and she doesnโt even care that much about herself. sheโll put herself in dangerous situations all the time, because she lives for that sort of thrill.
sheโs extremely apathetic, just kind of coasting through life. just here to have a good time. at least thatโs whatโs written about her in the bathroom stalls at the satellite.
she smokes like a chimney and drinks pbr like itโs water.
currently crashing on ryanโs couch, but sheโs ready to start looking for a job, and her own place.
โ โ EXTRAS
THEME SONGS: you know iโm no good โ amy winehouse | donโt threaten me with a good time โ panic! at the disco | cigarettes & alcohol โ oasis | fluorescent adolescent โ arctic monkeys | tik tok โ kesha |
PINTEREST: xx
PLAYLIST:ย xx
hereโs a bonus picture of bea in her natural habitat:
โ โ CONNECTIONS
your character and bea dated for a pretty long time, at least by her standards. they both fell pretty hard for each other, enough to power through the distance every time she went back to england. eventually beaโs self-destructive tendencies kicked in, and she ended things in the worst possible way [ taken: orion / harleyโs 2nd character ]
your character canโt stand bea. for whatever reason, they abhor bea. they think sheโs obnoxious, annoying, and gross. bea knows, and just doesnโt care, and wonโt waste any opportunity to make this person feel even more uncomfortable around her [ open 0/1 ]
your character is, just like bea, at a crossroads at their life. for one reason or another, they need a place to live. just like bea. already friends through the la music scene, theyโve decided to find a place together [ taken: macy rhyes ]
your character kind of has a crush on bea ( for whatever reason ), but she has no idea [ open 0/1 ]
your character and bea are just good friends. she doesnโt have a lot of friendships who are purely platonic, so bea values this friendship very much, even if she doesnโt say it [ open 0/1 ]
your character cares enough about bea to help her get her shit together. theyโre a positive influence in her life. sometimes they can take on a role of savior because, well, beaโs a disaster who sometimes canโt stand on her own two feet [ taken 0/1 ]
your character and bea havenโt slept together yet ( shocker ), but whenever theyโre in the same room everyone can feel the sexual tension. for now, theyโre just enjoying flirting incessantly [ taken: ben odell ]
your character and bea work together ( or will, eventually, once she gets a job ) [ open 0/?? ]
your character and bea hooked up once, or more than once, or they still hook up every once in a while [ open 0/?? ]
your character and bea dated for a few months, but ended things before she moved to la. they always had fun together, and despite having a bit of unfinished business, they still enjoy each otherโs company. they still sleep together sometimes, but theyโre not together anymore [ taken: knox kennedy ]
your character is an artist beaโs been a fan of for a while. she went to a show once, while she was visiting ryan, and found her way backstage, as she always does, where she made a friend for life [ taken: isis ]
literally anything else you can think of, iโm open to any and all connections !!!
