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Rooster | Responds from leosdiscontinuedmain | He/him | Dysphoric Transman | Autistic and proud| biromantic asexual | pagan

[beaniebabyworm]

@girlpog I am have depression

[beaniebabyworm]

It has been 4 long years since I laid eyes upon tumblr.com, I return to my blog to reminisce I find this post. It holds true.

I firmly believe that the Claude from Hair obsession was the deepest foreshadowing of how this year would turn out for me. Every night for the past week I have dreamed that I was tripping mega balls on acid, it is calling to me from my stash bag it says “Leo! Leo! Don’t pack up your apartment! Lay on the flooor, watch the rainbow ceiling, experience the vast cosmos that live within your own mind!” And I have to say “no bitch I’m so busy”

[beaniebabyworm]

[beaniebabyworm]

Sometimes, I do hate being trans. I want to find the love of another gay man, a cis gay man but I cannot. Cis gay men do not want me and I do not blame them. Still I want to be loved and I don’t know why I am treated as the villain for that

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My post got 1 like… So here it is. Jonathan Sims from The Magnus Archives reading “Man Door Hand Hook Car Door” like a statement. See you all again in like 3 years. Edit: this kind of blew up and I’ve noticed a lot of people aren’t seeing the OG post. So for clarification: This is a text-to-speech bot I trained

[pseudomantis]

Seriously so haunting when an adult is proud of not liking vegetables

[beaniebabyworm]

On fire throw blanket 2022

[beaniebabyworm]

Throwing it out there the only reason I posted this is because I accidentally lit my throw blanket on fire making it

[beaniebabyworm]

On fire throw blanket 2022

[beaniebabyworm]

I can’t keep hating myself like this, I don’t want to do this anymore and yet I have to?

I just want to be a person, why do I have to live like this, the people I want to love me never will and the people who do love me, don’t see how horrible I truly am.

I just want to be art to be admired to be wanted to be seen and idolized by all those around me. But instead I’m just a hideous narcissistic bully entirely devoid of humanity.

And yet i don’t want the pressure of being loved, because inevitably I will let them down

[husbandwife-deactivated20230108]

“People who oppose trans healthcare rely on fear-mongering language around gender affirming surgeries, using words like “irreversible” and “sterilizing” and making comparisons to mutilation. But bodies go through irreversible changes all the time, from puberty and aging to appendectomies and tonsillectomies. “It’s a fantasy that the cis body is some sort of organic, naturally developing body that just perfectly unfolds according to nature’s plan, and never undergoes any sorts of significant changes,” says Gill-Peterson. “The human body is fundamentally biologically plastic.””

— Kait Sanchez, The bad science behind trans healthcare bans (via probablyasocialecologist)

[beaniebabyworm]

Always takes me making my way to a different state to remember I have a PittsburghXAppalachian accent that confuses New Englanders

[harger]

instead of posting a vent i am posting picross 3d

i love picross

[the-kennsterrrr]

[beaniebabyworm]

[robothell]

are we really doing this

[gayteensupreme]

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[asundergrowth]

The implication that these people think “human” doesn’t include nonbinary people is telling.

[flippertygender]

[yekkes]

Was just talking abt this w/ a friend but people will say they support the destigmatization of addiction and that they have compassion for addicts but turn into McGruff the crime dog in .5 seconds lmao.

[yekkes]

Me: sometimes people take drugs other than ouid for fun and are allowed to talk about it

People on this website:

[yekkes]

The way people who use drugs and addicts are posting in the tags how terrified they are to like, exist in any way in online spaces without people acting like cops towards them is uh. Terrifying? Why are you saying ACAB if you're treating addicts like you're a cop 😑

[beaniebabyworm]

Actually trying to do the whole day job / pro theatre life in 2022

I’m… a real adult

[beaniebabyworm]

Internalized transphobia is kicking my ass this holiday season 🤪

[beaniebabyworm]

Origins-2021

[beaniebabyworm]

@girlpog I am have depression