[beaniesandmachetes]

Hi you’ve reached the voicemail of MONROE. If you’ve stumbled upon this blog then listen closely. This is Jacoby Dean Rawlings. My very FIRST original character . He was an idea that was born all the way back in 2007 as a joke mainly and blossomed into just this amazing powerhouse that i love. His origins were in HP and then in TWD when i brought him to tumblr in 2013. I’ve been on hiatus with him for over a year and this is a test run to see if I can get him back up and going again while updating and modifying his backstory. He might be more Marvel based. 

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[beaniesandmachetes]

damn i haven't posted on this account in 3 years? what is wrong with me?

[beaniesandmachetes]

I just wanted to say that you were one of the very first people I rped with on my very first ever account here and I randomly found your blog again and still love it just as much as I did from day one ❤️

dang! i haven't logged into this blog in so long and i don't even know if you're still around since you sent this a couple months ago but wow this makes my day! thank you so much! one day i'd love to get jake up and going again i really really would.

[promptfairy]

𝐎𝐖𝐋 𝐂𝐈𝐓𝐘    (   𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐈   )   ♡   𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

    some lines modified to be more usable.     change any gendered language to your needs.  ♡

𝐌𝐀𝐘𝐁𝐄 𝐈’𝐌 𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆   (   2008   )

“   are   you   there ??   ” “   cold  nights  make  staying  alert  so  hard .   ” “   for  heaven’s  sake ,   keep  me  awake .   ” “   i’ll  find  a  place  to  stay .   ” “   i  feel  your  heartbeat .   ” “   the  feeling  of  letting  go ,   i  guess  we’ll  never  know .   ” “   we  should’ve  known  that  we’d  grow  up  sooner  or  later .   ” “   she  was  everything  to  me .   ” “   everything  was  my  fault .   ” “   when  you   &   i  are  alone ,   i’ve  never  felt  so  at  home .   ” “   do  you  wish  we’d  fall  in  love ??   ” “   when  we’re  apart ,   whatever  are  you  thinking  of ??   ” “   if  this  is  what  i  call  home ,   why  does  it  feel  so  alone ??   ” “   we’ll  get  a  head  start  on  the  day .   ” “   relax  your  back   &   let  the  noise  sing  you  to  sleep  in  my  arms .   ” “   if  you  awake  before  we  arrive ,   i  will  carry  you  down .   ” “   i’m  just  a  shell  as  far  as  i  can  tell .   ” “   i’ll  meet  you  there .   ” “   i  tend  to  disappear ,   here   &   there .   ” “   open  your  eyes   &   see  everything  you  can  be .   ” “   you’re  not  alone .   ” “   it’s  quite  clear  that  i’m  stuck  here .   ” “   am  i  awake ,   or  is  this  just  a  dream ??   ”

𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐀𝐍 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒   (   2009   )

“   i’ve  been  dying  to  leave .   ” “   i’ve  had  just  about  enough  of   ‘  diamonds  in  the  rough   ’ .   ” “   i  won’t  even  look  back .   ” “   you   &   i  left  our  troubles  far  behind .   ” “   i  still  have  just  one  more  question  on  my  mind .   ” “   with  friends  like  these ,   well ,   who  needs  enemies ??   ” “   you  make  me  blush .   ” “   it’s  plain  to  see  that  we  were  meant  to  be .   ” “   sing  me  to  sleep ,   tonight .   ” “   i’d  rather  pick  flowers  instead  of  fights .   ” “   somehow ,   i  still  get  the  chills .   ” “   don’t  have  a  fit ,   this’ll  just  pinch  a  bit .   ” “   i  say  the  stupidest  things .   ” “   i  can  finally  see  that  you’re  right  there  beside  me .   ” “   please  don’t  let  me  go .   ” “   i  desperately  need  you .   ” “   everything  is  never  as  it  seems .   ” “   please  take  me  away  from  here .   ” “   i  feel  like  such  an  insomniac .   ” “   i’m  far  too  tired  to  fall  asleep .   ” “   i’m  weird  ’cause  i  hate  goodbyes .   ” “   my  dreams  get  real  bizarre .   ” “   i’ll  keep  you  warm .   ” “   you  keep  me  warm .   ” “   i’ll  do  whatever  it  takes  to  change .   ” “   i’ll  miss  your  arms  around  me .   ” “   it’s  not  the  same  without  you .   ” “   the  spaces  between  my  fingers  are  right  where  yours  fit  perfectly .   ” “   i  haven’t  slept  in  two  days .   ” “   when  i  think  of  you ,   i  don’t  feel  so  alone .   ” “   as  many  times  as  i  blink ,   i’ll  think  of  you .   ” “   i  swear ,   i  won’t  forget  you .   ” “   i  wish  i  could  cross  my  arms   &   cross  your  mind .   ” “   i  forget  the  last  time  i  felt  brave ,   i  just  recall  insecurity .   ” “   you  make  my  frown  turn  upside  down .   ” “   close  your  eyes   &   cuddle  close  to  me .   ” “   thank  the  lord  i’m  not  going  bald .   ” “   i  can  still  feel  your  heart  beat  fast  when  you  dance  with  me .   ” “   do  you  feel  alive  ??   ” “   if  my  heart  was  a  compass ,   you’d  be  north .   ” “   i’ll  catch  you  if  you  fall .   ” “   if  my  heart  was  a  house ,   you’d  be  home .   ” “   all  my  clothes  smell  like  you .   ” “   i  swear ,   i  heard  you  scream .   ”

𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐁𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓   &   𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐈𝐅𝐔𝐋   (   2011   )

“   reality  is  a  lovely  place ,   but  i  wouldn’t  wanna  live  there .   ” “   you  smile  with  your  eyes .   ” “   i’d  never  leave ,   if  it  were  up  to  me .   ” “   tell  me  again ,   was  it  love  at  first  sight  ??   ” “   got  the  sense  i  was  not  her  type  by  a  black  eye   &   bloody nose .   ” “   give  me  a  smile  or  give  me  a  sneer ,   ’cause  i’m  trying  to  guess  here .   ” “   i’m  sorry  i  ever  tried .   ” “   you’re  a  deer  in  the  headlights .   ” “   if  life  was  a  game ,   you  would  never  play  nice .   ” “   maybe  i’m  just  a  dreamer .   ” “   i’ll  miss  you  with  all  my  heart .   ” “   i’d  rather  be  alone .   ” “   i  don’t  want  to  leave  without  you .   ” “   boy ,   i  need  a  hug .   ” “   there’s  something  about  you  that  makes  me  feel  alive .   ” “   then  i  knew  that  i’d  always  love  you .   ” “   i’m  not  afraid  to  die  alone .   ” “   you’re  the  only  north  star  i  would  follow  this  far .   ” “   i  was  never  afraid  of  the  darkness  again .   ” “   i’m  never  letting  go .   ” “   i’m  scared  to  death  that  i’ll  never  be  afraid .   ” “   i  wish  we  could  sail  our  sad  days  away  forever .   ” “   let  go  of  the  world  you  know .   ” “   i  don’t  know  what  to  think .   ” “   i  wish  plant  life  would  grow  all  around  me ,   so  i  won’t  feel  dead  anymore .   ” “   heaven  knows ,   i  could  really  use  a  friend .   ” “   i  don’t  feel  dead  anymore .   ” “   i’m  not  afraid  anymore .   ” “   i’ll  never  forget  you .   ”

[beaniesandmachetes]

‘ close your eyes and try to get some rest. ’

love starters  / /  @ofpsalms

         how many days has he gone without sleep ??  even jake isn’t quite sure right now . the worry and anxiety won’t let him and every time he closes his eyes it’s one bad thing after another . tired joints ache and a heavy hand lifts to rub from the fatigue from sagging eyes . ❝  you know you don’t have to worry about me . . . i’ll be fine . ❞ except he wont, but just as always even if he can’t HE HAS TO . it’s how jacoby is WIRED in the worst way . always has been. always will . already his lids grow heavy and thankfully she’s here with him . 

[beaniesandmachetes]

thunderbringer​:

vhsmeme​:

* love ♥ starters

‘ want me to stay? ’

‘ we’re almost home. ’

‘ you should be in bed. ’

‘ we can share it.’

‘ stay there. i’m coming to get you. ’

‘ shh, shh. you were dreaming. ’ 

‘ grab my hand. ’

‘ i’m just going to pick you up. ’

‘ everything okay? ’

‘ i won’t leave you behind. ’

‘ don’t worry. better out than in. ’

‘ who did that to you? ’ 

‘ sit down and rest. ’

‘ sweetie, i would never think that. ’

‘ come lay down in my lap. ’

‘ i know you think you’re all alone out there, but you’re not. ’

‘ call me when you get home. ’

‘ we should change those bandages. ’

‘ you’re safe here. ’

‘ honey… ’

‘ of course we love you. ’

‘ wait here. i’ll go run a bath for you. ’

‘ take my bed for tonight. ’

‘ i promise. ’ 

‘ you’re always welcome here. ’

‘ don’t talk like that. ’

‘ bad dream? ’

‘ talk to me. ’  

‘ it’s okay to cry. ’

‘ you need to be more careful.’

‘ we should hug this out. ’

‘ i worry about you. ’

‘ can i hold your hand? ’ 

‘ because i care about you. ’

‘ it made me think of you. ’ 

‘ take care of yourself. ’

‘ put your seatbelt on. ’ 

‘ where did you go? ’ 

‘ i didn’t mean to worry you. ’

‘ i made breakfast. ’

‘ sing something for me? ’

‘ open it and find out. ’

‘ how long have you been like this? ’

‘ you look nice. ’

‘ here, take my jacket. ’

‘ close your eyes and try to get some rest. ’

‘ focus on my voice. ’ 

‘ i meant every word. ’

‘ i was here all night. ’

‘ look both ways before you cross. ’

‘ you don’t have to talk. ’ 

‘ this is your favorite, right? ’

‘ you’ll feel better in the morning. ’

‘ you have a nice laugh. ’

‘ here, take my jacket. ’

‘ you could stay here. with me. ’

‘ we’ll figure it out together. ’

[positivexcellence]

genpadalecki: Don’t throw old socks away when you can use them as mittens

[let-me-be-your-home]

From Cordell Walker to Duke | Walker 1x05 | Duke

[phoebejanes-deactivated20210415]

JARED & GENEVIEVE PADALECKI as Cordell & Emily Walker WALKER (2021)

[beaniesandmachetes]

lays down here. i was so excited about getting jake back up and running but then my mouth went all whackadoo and now i dunno what i’m doing. 

[angel-e-v-a]

Sam Winchester

↬ Being an actual ray of sunshine in 08x05

[beaniesandmachetes]

me realizing i might have to rewrite a lot or most of jake’s bio if i want to fit him into going to S.H.I.E.L.D. academy . although i could just have him become an agent later in life. maybe he comes a s.h.i.e.l.d case while on a regular case as a detective. but i do like the possibility of him escaping his home life for the academy tho. decisions decisions. 

[longestnight]

your old self is left behind somewhere in that childhood home, somewhere where your first ideals were made. don’t look back on it. where you’re going, it can’t follow

[beaniesandmachetes]

being a S.H.I.E.L.D agent means having extensive weapons training and being extremely skillful in hand to hand combat and me just imagining jake training for this kind of stuff has me all !!!! 😍😍

[lemondropsonice]

The “my little random moments of pleasure” series: N°4 Yet an other softness and beauty attack

[beaniesandmachetes]

                                       @soulstcne​​ said :  “  get some rest.  ”

                                                  protective prompts . 

               at the end of a tough day , all he wants is a good beer  ( just one. never more than one ) and to loosen his tie and relax . today was rougher than usual when dealing with threat of the world .  another mess of the avengers to clean up which usually ends in increased acitvity with inhumans . he never can understand the correlation , but he’s long past trying .  the fatigue must be written all across his features since he looks up and sees the concerned look on her face . it results in a sigh from the S.H.I.E.L.D. agent and a shake of his head as he sits down in the chair at the conference table . ❝  i will . . . i will .  just gotta finish up a few things here and i’m gonna head home . ❞

[jarpadandjensens]

jared || inside of you podcast  [”happy” by request]