VerminTrap

He/They Autistic + Chronically Ill I post my art and stuff here tee hee proship dni

[lunives22]

I do not “study anatomy”. I do not “learn color theory”. I do not “do warm up drawings”. I FREEBALL IT. And if it looks like shit, I DON’T POST IT.

I hate art I hate it I hate it I hate it why do I need to actually practice and put in effort to become better that’s so stupid

[bearbytess]

When Xmen 97 is peak but I have to share a fandom space with people who say shit like "rogue should've took one for the team" with apocalypse and "Logan diesnt care for morph at all" (etc)

[taelusive555]

imagine if you woke up and your name was your url and you looked exactly like your icon

[bearbytess]

[testosterone-would-save-them]

Charles Xavier

Testosterone would save Charles Xavier from the X-Men Franchise!

[bearbytess]

hate when a website changes its title to "no :[ come back" when I click off HEAVENS NO SUCUBUS!!!!!

[bearbytess]

being autistic is so crazy, you'll be like "hi" and then be like fuckfuckshitttt did I do it wrong

[bearbytess]

people really lump trans and intersex people with pericis people and then say they’re punching up when they call for their deaths

Exactly.

[bearbytess]

Artfight prep dump

[bearbytess]

You can tell most transandrophobes are white because they have the "you asking for rights and bringing up your issues is threatening to our rights and issues' mindset

[bearbytess]

Last post about this for now. Following my last few posts about anti transmasculinty, I've met a few people who proved my point. I'm keeping the posts up cuz it's important to me but I won't lie and pretend that when I post seeking solidarity I immediately get hit with claims that I'm lying, don't know what I'm talking about, or other negativity. I've been told that I don't face oppression for being a man and I understand where their coming from, and it's partially true, I don't experience oppression for being a man, I experience oppression for being a trans man. No, the transphobia I faced was not because I was mistaken for a trans woman, it was because I was a trans man. I don't intend to change anyone's viewpoint because I can't. But trying to argue with me about how trans men are evil, that we don't experience transphobia, or misogyny won't really work because I've lived it. No amount of papers written by terfs or hate online can change what I've lived. I've been sexually harassed by cis men, both as a woman and as a trans man. I've been bullied by cis women, once again as both people, and now I've been belittled by my own community, the community that once helped me feel brave enough to be myself. Arguing with me on how transmascs are not oppressed is not going to work because I've lived it, and I've watched my friends live it. Geniunley get offline and engage with your community, were not as different as you think

[bearbytess]

Nothing sucks more on this hellsite then finding an awesome poster who's a transfemimist and talks about the struggles transfems face beyond the view of cis people and then immediately finding out they actually have a violent hatred towards transmascs

[starman-waiting-in-the-sky07]

"If you say shit kill all tmes i will treat you like someone who is advocating for the death of a minority" What in the fuck do you think tme means thats the exact opposite of that statement

[bearbytess]

I can't lie I might've used it wrong, I'm not really interested in arguing so I'll just admit I probably made a mistake. I worded it that way cuz I've seen people use it as a substitute for transmasc instead of its actual meaning. I've seen alot of people say it under transmascs just posting about their identity. But yeah I probably fucked up the wording. Also transmascs are still oppressed, even though we don't experience transmisogyny we experience transphobia, ableism, racial discrimination etc. Transmascs do not have cis male privelige, we are still minorities. Saying that doesn't negate the specific oppression the transfem community faces, multiple issues can exist at once

[starman-waiting-in-the-sky07]

I think any instance youve seen of people "using it as a substitute" is coloured by the fact that on tumblr the most vocal TMEs who will like use that term are transmasc, so on tumblr, "The TME's have found my post" Is gonna mean trans men. Not cause thats what they mean, cause thats what the enviorment is.

And yeah you are opressed just not for being men at all. "Misandry isnt real" Doesnt mean "No man has ever faced opression"

[bearbytess]

Okay well I cannot change the way you think. and that is fine. No matter what I say your going to find a way to say I'm wrong, so there is no reason for this conversation to continue, have a nice day.

[bearbytess]

Not to be a total loser on main but this pride I have felt very shitty. There's a lot of hate against transmascs on this app and I could go into that at length but something that makes me feel even worse is people saying its just a thing that happens on the web. I wish it was, I do, but its not. Being invisible in medical systems, fearing being raped or being assaulted for even thinking of using male facilities. Fearing pregnancy and no proper gyno care. I could go on. Queer people who hate trans men exist in the real world too, and even if it was just on the internet, seeing people wish death on you for existing still doesn't feel great. This isnt a pity post, please don't take it that way. But it weighs heavy on me not feeling welcome in the queer community, when I'm already not welcome in larger society. ALSO. DO NOT attack transfems over this, they are not our enemy. if a transandrophobe happens to be a transfem that does not give you permission to be trans mysoginstic. I love my transfem sisters.

[bearbytess]

I might turn off reblogs on this post and my other one on anti transmasculinity, I don't wanna argue with people who already have their opinion made up of me. Nothing I can say can change their view and that's fine, I've dealt with it with cis people when I was a woman, and I'll deal with it now. I do want to restate, I am an intersectional feminist, I always have been, the fact that I'm no longer a woman does not change this. I care about trans women and the unique issues they face with transmisogyny. Me advocating for trans men doesn't negate this, I'm not going to let people who already hate trans men try to convince me otherwise, I know who I am and what I stand for. Anyways to any trans, nonbinary, or intersex person reading this, you need to find people to have solidarity with, don't participate in the infighting, we are not eachothers enemies, learn about issues on all sides of the trans spectrum, we are stronger together. And specifically to transmascs who read this, you're experiences are valid, don't let people on the internet or otherwise, tell you they aren't. You aren't evil, you aren't hurting people by being you. Stay strong and also use content filtering and that block button

[bearbytess]

Nothing sucks more on this hellsite then finding an awesome poster who's a transfemimist and talks about the struggles transfems face beyond the view of cis people and then immediately finding out they actually have a violent hatred towards transmascs

[starman-waiting-in-the-sky07]

"If you say shit kill all tmes i will treat you like someone who is advocating for the death of a minority" What in the fuck do you think tme means thats the exact opposite of that statement

[bearbytess]

I can't lie I might've used it wrong, I'm not really interested in arguing so I'll just admit I probably made a mistake. I worded it that way cuz I've seen people use it as a substitute for transmasc instead of its actual meaning. I've seen alot of people say it under transmascs just posting about their identity. But yeah I probably fucked up the wording. Also transmascs are still oppressed, even though we don't experience transmisogyny we experience transphobia, ableism, racial discrimination etc. Transmascs do not have cis male privelige, we are still minorities. Saying that doesn't negate the specific oppression the transfem community faces, multiple issues can exist at once

[enby-creature-feature]

Transfemininity is beautiful and powerful

Transmasculinity is beautiful and powerful

Transandrogyny is beautiful and powerful

Transneutrality is beautiful and powerful

Being trans is beautiful and powerful

We are not enemies

Love your trans sisters , trans brothers and nonbinary siblings today and tonight and forever and ever.

[chazchaschad]

I do not have a "side blog”, I do not “schedule posts”. I torture my followers with random bullshit and if that doesn’t work I KILL MYSELF

[transfemme-shelterdog]

Hey so you know how people always talk about transmasc erasure? Coming across that paper on Tumblr discourse on transandrophobia reminded me of something.

When I was doing my criminology degree, I went to several professors with several thesis ideas, and all of them were denied. These were all ideas based on transmasculine crime and victimology stats. Every professor shot down every thesis I had on ideas related to transmasc victims of various crimes.

Their reasoning? There's no need for this. This is useless. Nobody is interested in reading about trans men and transmascs being victims of crimes. They wouldn't even let me do my thesis on estimating more accurate stats on transmasculine victims of homicide. Which is an INCREDIBLY important thing!

So yeah. Next time someone talks about how trans men and transmascs aren't victims as much, remember this. Researchers don't want to research this. They won't allow people who want to do so, to do so. I couldn't get anyone to advise me on these papers.

[phosphorusab]

So did anyone else see that one white trans woman on TikTok tell the trans guy from Seattle who got his teeth knocked out by a cis guy that it was his fault, because he didn’t understand a ‘male social cue’?

Was it just me? Because she’s being transmisogynistic to any trans woman that calls her out

With community like that, who needs enemies