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As we grow up we learn that the one person that was never supposed to let us down probably will. You’ll have your heart broken and you’ll break others hearts. You’ll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you’ll forget that time is flying by. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live your life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off. Speak out, be sincere and say it with conviction… And never forget were you come from, `cause when you do… It’s a long road home

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Blacktongue - Coma (x)

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All day everyday

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One of the best deathcore bands to grace the uk luke the vocalist uses vocal chords i didn't know existed 

https://www.facebook.com/Acraniauk?fref=ts

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ROBOTS OR DINOSAURS?

Dinosaurs of course :)

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Day 1 to Day 3

I realized i'm out a lot atm so updating will most likely be not everyday, Thursday night i decided to do this now its monday morning 1.am. On friday i started my journey and what a journey its been so far.

For 3 months i have had a job I haven't actually started and the job before that was 2 hours a day which was a joke when i was offered over 30 hours a week. The lack of working made me give up and i stopped looking for work until friday when i actually picked the phone up and rang around which was a great idea as i got a interview from it go me !!!!

On saturday I went to a college open day to see if it was possible to go as i didn't think i could because of my age being 28 classes you as old, anyway i went down and asked questions about the course to my surprise i found out i was able to go and would be funded for it so in 3 months time i will be a student cannot wait.

Sunday i went to a place called tropical world with my girlfriend its like a massive green house with butterflies and birds theres also meerkats and random reptiles.

i took my camera and took a lot of photo's of everything

just being out of the house and not staying in bed all day feeling miserable and having that thought of why am i here made a difference to my mood lets just hope it stays like this.  

i also started drawing again something i haven't done in a very long time just never felt i had the patience for.

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The Begining

I made this for me to document my life and dealing with anxiety and depression and to look back on what i have achieved but I also did this that in hope others like me could see that they're not alone.

3 major things happened last week that changed me and the way i feel about my life, going on 3 years I have battled every second of the day with my illness losing friends and moving back home with my mum because I feared life and everything around it.

Last week i tried to stop someone i know from committing suicide we were both drunk and i bumped into them I believed I had stopped them and that they would go home and sleep it off how wrong I was. 

later that night they popped some pills and passed out from what I know the police found them and took them to hospital luckily there ok now.

The next day a close friend was in a state of anxiety and was at the point of wanting to hurt themselves this time I was able to stop it.

that same night my brother was in a motorbike accident he came out ok but was told if it wasn't for his helmet he would be dead. 

In just 2 day's my mind and the way I thought changed I gained confidence and and gained the motivation to do something about my situation i realized life was to short .

I noticed in the social media this 100dayshappy i like the idea but thought maybe i could make my own version of it.

My names Charlie and welcome to #100daysbeatingdepression .