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When your boyfriend promises he’ll be home when you get home (you’re supposed to get off work at 4:30). Then texts you and says he’s going to help some friends “real quick” now here it is 6:15 pm I’m home and boyfriend is not home. I’m gonna spend the night by myself :( I’m fucking depressed. I had some surprise plans. But, fuck it. I’m tired. Might as well just fucking go to bed. This sort of shit always happens.

Really....if something were to happen to me I don’t thing you’d miss me. I feel like your maid. Not your girlfriend, not your partner. You say you love me but honestly I do not feel it. You love your games, your motorcycle and your phone. I just wanted some of your attention this week away from all the shit we’ve been going through. I’m fucking drowning. I’m drowning in darkness.

I feeo empty. I keep getting flickers of happiness and I hope things will get better. You laugh with your friends and then at night you hold onto me and tell me you’re sorry. But then come daylight you’re back to being an ass to me. You don’t spend time with me. Just going to the damn store with me.....would make my day.

Im alone in a relationship. I’m lonely. I’m sad. I’m depressed. I hate myself. I cry all the time. I don’t wanna die but I don’t think anyone would miss me if I were gone. This holiday season sucks. I’m not cheery at all. Fuck this holiday season.

So

apparently all the adult content is going away 😩

Well that just just makes me sad.

Sitting with you and feeling like you don’t want to be anywhere near me is......just about the worst feeling. Worrying if you’re talking to other girls every time we fight....is exhausting. Feeling like I do everything on my own is even more exhausting. You miss home....I thought I was your home.

Just sad.

I really wish I had more friends.

dangerbaby

Slide your fingers inside me and then keep going with the conversation like you’re not knuckle deep inside me reminding me who I belong to.

apocryphalstories

i love getting kissed on the forehead so much it’s like they’re saying “hey i’m gonna show you affection but i’m not trying to get anything out of this, i just want you to feel happy”