「deuce 」

pfp + header creds to milaxan7 〜♪

[beat0heartofmine]

intro post type shi ⁎⁺˳✧༚

→ aki, deuce, or any name of my favs (in bold below cut). nicknames heavily encouraged.

→ minor, mixed black/white, aspec, bi, genderfluid. dating my epicsauce boyfriend. he/she preferred but they is ok i guess.

→ baby jirai + yanblr adjacent. blog contains sensitive topics such as sh, disordered eating, sui ideation, and general depressive thoughts.

→ i am not new to tumblr. my main blog is out there, catch it if you can.

tags ↓

→ 「this is my story」 = general talking tag

→ 「do i want to live? do i want to die?」 = vents

→ 「a person lining up fine sounds」 = reblogs

→ 「i'll rip it apart with my bare hands」 = crashing out/rants

→ 「you who stood next to me」 = asks

→ 「youthful love under a veil」 = bfposting ♥︎

→ q ⁎⁺˳✧༚ = queued/scheduled posts

interests and such ↓

→ project sekai , vocaloid , milgram , gachiakuta , fragaria memories , alien stage , doki doki literature club , needy girl overdose (anime mostly) , umamusume , class of '09 , sonic the hedgehog , searching for a world that doesn't exist , witch hat atelier , the summer you were there , a howling song for a husky girl , even the introverted gals want to get out there! , gyaru x gyaru yuri , + many other yuris i love gl

→ iyowa , kikuo , vivd bad squad , leo/need , mitchie m , tyler, the creator , harumaki gohan , maretu , illit , aespa , unchild , hearts2hearts , jeff buckley , pearl jam , nirvana , megan thee stallion , foo fighters , olivia rodrigo , aiobahn +81 , rebzyyx , charli xcx , femtanyl , ayesha erotica , chase icon , otetsu , utsu-p , deco*27 , mitski , slayyyter

→ akito shinonome , haruka kiritani , amo empool , yuri , hyuna , luka , megurine luka , gumi megpoid , sakura chiyono o , curren chan , daitaku helios , tuxam , jecka , rouge the bat , hachiware , tetia , utowin , nechika sama , mikoto kayano , p-chan , kuran

dni + byf ↓

→ basic dni + mizuboy believers + i block freely. idgaf. long dnis piss me off so this is it. do NOT bring discourse to my blog.

→ i am not diagnosed and am not one to self diagnose but there is certainly something irregular here. suspected autism + anxiety + depression and perhaps a personality/mood disorder on the side.

→ i struggle with tone a lot but forget to use tone tags, so if i say something that seems off just ask me to clarify

→ i'm generally really lighthearted and cannot be serious for very long. i also suck at comforting people for this reason.

→ i'm bad at holding conversations and interacting first. if you wanna talk please reach out in asks/dms.

→ don't @ me in tag games, please.

stamps, blinkies, userboxes/bars ↓

[wuthering-on-ur-ashes]

Younger me is so disappointed

[beat0heartofmine]

why doesn't anyone talk to me anymore

[beat0heartofmine]

I'M GOING TO LOSE IT. MY VOICE IS FADING NO NO NO COME BACK PLEASE WHY ARE YOU HURT AND STRAINED OW STOP PLEASE COME BACK THIS IS ALL I GOT

[mar1-san]

My ass after crying my eyeballs out about my weight 🥲

[kosmogrl]

not a caller not a texter but a secret third thing

[beat0heartofmine]

i'm convinced mitski brainscanned me and then turned it into i'll change for you

[beat0heartofmine]

i'm incredibly unlovable ！！！

[beat0heartofmine]

drink water！！！

[pienpup]

i’ve embraced my inner chud and so should you

[beat0heartofmine]

i always be losing something.. today it's my favorite mascara. sighh

[reiofthedarkness]

people with hot voices are so skfhakhfiakfbak like do NOT talk to me omg /hj /pos

[hauntedidolshield]

Become mutuals with

1) Unironic Tumblr users

2) Tumblr users with 50 different mental problems

3) Yandere obsessed Tumblr users

4) Yaoi/Yuri obsessed Tumblr users

5) Impulsive Tumblr users

Your connection is your worth.

[beat0heartofmine]

one week until my execution (school starts) </3

[beat0heartofmine]

one week until my execution (school starts) </3

[dpdsua]

IM GONNA CRY MY BSF JUST TOLD ME

"When our friendship really hit off, i started wearing seatbelts, and looking both ways on the street. this might sound weird, but i want to be around as long as i can, because whenever im with you, i really do have a great time. I started wearing helmets when doing stuff because, well, i didnt want to worry you."

SHE BASICALLY SAID "YOU MADE ME WANT TO LIVE AGAIN"!!

ok well im sobbing. she dropped that out of nowhere while she was half asleep like shes been wanting to say it for a while but caught herself.. i love her so oh so very much

[x-kangelkawaiii-x]

❥ 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑚𝑦 𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑜 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝐼 𝑟𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑎 𝑔𝑓 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 ♡♡