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Silly little blog for a silly little guy. Byakuya - He/Him

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Woah, a pinned post?!

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My name is Byakuya!

He/Him, please don't use they/them for me.

I am a Minor.

This is intended to be a Kin/Character Blog for Byakuya from Under Night In-Birth. I might post some in-birth doodles here and there, also.

I do not pair up Byakuya and Tsukuyomi/Strix romantically. We are siblings.

I will post bugs or spiders every now and then. The tag for those creatures is "Insects". "bug talk" for imageless text about bug biology

I do vent a lot on this blog sorry. Tag is byk.vnt

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People are so hasty to say that an asian character's experience isn't that of a person of color's because they're asian...? not once have I been treated the same way a white person has while growing up.

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I'm sooo sleepy and I should definitely be writing this when I'm more coherent but anyways. some people don't realize that asians are marginalized people as well... And you absolutely should NOT be generalizing the actions of a few people to be that of a whole group.. and act like an entire group of people are heartless monsters because of the actions that other people of that group may do because these generalizations hurt people. I dunno its kinda like this is a justification that has been used several times througout history in order to target certain groups of people.

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Thwy call me thw woker because I havw purple hair and pronouns.

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Irls keep forgetting I'm a TRANS man and that my family is CONSERVATIVE!!! This is gonna get me killed one day, I swear!!

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Hartford Courant, Connecticut, March 9, 1906

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I'm lucky to have found myself at a young age. To have people around me who would support me, so I could live as the boy I am. But how much longer do I keep pretending? When will I truly be safe? When can I truly be myself?

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Man I fucking hate white guys (lost in sf6)

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ive grown and changed as a person. I'm ambivalent about white guys

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Theres just stuff you recognize because your part of or friends with ppl of a certain demographic and when you point it out because it's harmful and you explain why and the people around you just doesn't get it...

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"They're gonna have to accept you eventually."

They won't. I remember talking to my mother about trans people when I was 10. Of course I didn't have the words for it then, but I asked "can girls become boys?" It was met with a 20 minute long lecture about religion and "God's intended purpose." I hear my siblings call trans people "it" constantly. I just feel like I'd actually die somehow if they found out the truth. I love my family despite it all, so I really don't know what to do. Thinking about the future scares me because this kind of stuff WILL come up. I still have the whole life ahead of me, but even then..

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I never really thought about why people emphasize puberty blockers for trans youth until now. I always thought the puberty I'm experiencing rn didn't really affect me but ohh boy was I wrong

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I'm getting older by the year which means my body is changing.. Birthdays are great and all but I start to fit less and less of my clothes, and some clothes are tight and accentuate the exact points I'm dysphoric about, and it just gets worse and worse each year but there's nothing I can do about it, really.

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Gender dysphoria is kicking my nuts again, I might just chop off a good chunk of my hair tomorrow

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yes try forcing your introvert child to go to an event he's clearly expressed distaste in going to several times and has blatantly stated he doesn't want to go. Yes you should blatantly lie to him about the event and it's participants just so he feels better about going even though you don't know shit about the participants

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And when he calls you out on your bullshit punish him by not allowing him to go out with his friends

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yes try forcing your introvert child to go to an event he's clearly expressed distaste in going to several times and has blatantly stated he doesn't want to go. Yes you should blatantly lie to him about the event and it's participants just so he feels better about going even though you don't know shit about the participants

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Got over the whole crush thing but it's really funny when he says "oh you HATE ME" (as a joke, hes not manipulative) because well. I asked him out.

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This morning I had a dream I was butt naked in bed eating strawberry yogurt. Is that something I can post on here or is that too weird

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Working with fabric from walmart reminds me why I fucking hate walmart fabric but a boy has invisible time limits he invents for himself on these cosplays so it's like. The second best thing I guess.

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There's also a good chance I messed this up big time because I didn't bother measuring anything but it's ok because It's just a shirt. for now.

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I also could've bought a premade shirt and then modified it but tackling a cosplay like this is already really difficult and I'm a "I need to learn how to do things so I can become a better cosplayer!" person so its not all that bad I guess!