I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone

I long for that feeling to not feel at all The higher I get, the lower I'll sink I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim

[mascara-massacres]

~ If He Had Been With Me, Laura Nowlin

[tearinducingafternoons]

“I used to say to myself that I just have to get through winter, that I just have to wait. That things would get better then. And I know that winter is supposed to end, but things are not always the way they are supposed to be.”

-“If He Had Been with Me” by Laura Nowlin

[chillinwithmytrauma]

Maybe we loved too much too young and burned so bright that we had to fade out

[remanence-of-love]

[ravenclaw-timelord]

Taylor Tomlinson: Look at You

[ravenclaw-timelord]

Taylor Tomlinson: Look at You

[ravenclaw-timelord]

Taylor Tomlinson: Look at You

[mae0x]

ew why did i let you know me like that

[sassassngrass]

when all is said and done you’ll believe God is a woman

free OF / vip OF 🤍

[mockiatoh]

You can’t deserve a person’s love. You’ll drive yourself crazy thinking like that. They either love you, or they don’t. That doesn’t mean you weren’t good enough for them to love you, because love isn’t something you earn by being good enough. It isn’t something that can be quantified or doled out. Don’t blame yourself for not being loved how you need to, just teach yourself how to look for love where love lives.

[mockiatoh]

This isn’t just about romantic love, or even skewed towards romantic love, although it does apply there too. One of the hardest things I’ve ever had to accept is that my mother simply wasn’t someone who was capable of loving me, and there is no version of me that I could have ever been that would have earned that love. But with acceptance came healing. I was able to love myself more instead of resenting myself for not being more than any one person could be.

[mockiatoh]

Are you listening? Even love for yourself isn’t earned. It is a kindness you give yourself.

[jovemcarioca]

[love]

[heavyrain-dc]

“Promise me not to hide yourself when you’re in pain, it’s unfair that we laughed together but you cried alone”

— Unknown

[realhumanbaby]

How do you know what you should do

You pay very close attention your body because it doesn’t know how to lie to you, and pay very little attention to your mind because it is lying to you all the time

[xeptum]

heart cat !!!

[anditslove]

Matt Haig, The Comfort Book

[marvelouspenny]

mood after watching vol. 2: