Charlotte

20. Really awesome you should be my bestie. Beautiful puppy disorder and pawtism keep that in mind. Marxist Leninist but like really chill about it. Dating https://www.tumblr.com/the-peoples-puppy

[beautifulprincessdog]

Hey I’m Charlotte I’m a disabled 20 yo trans woman trying to make ends meet. I make functionally 5 dollars an hour doing door dash and work a 50 hour week. Anything you can donate would go a long way. PayPal links below.

Go to paypal.me/CharlotteTaylor9595 and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries

[beautifulprincessdog]

It’s been pointed out to me a few times when I use the argument that liberal academia lies about the Soviets and other socialist projects that doesn’t that logic also apply to the Nazis? And liberal academia DOES lie about fascism, its entire constructed narrative is a complete distortion of the historical facts! Now they don’t lie about fascism in the same way they lie about socialism, instead of distorting hope into horror they take the already existing horror and distort it for their own means. They kill by silence the (correct) Marxist analysis on fascism. They revise the history of fascist crimes to fit the narrative of history they wish to create. They wish to tie socialism and fascism together and combine it into a unified “authoritarianism” or “totalitarianism” when the two ideologies are so completely different, and in doing so they often reduce the true horror of fascist atrocities in the process. And most importantly, liberal academia desperately tries to erase how liberal nations happily supported fascism right up until the point where it exploded in their faces, how they armed and supported the fascists when the fascists we’re simply focused on killing socialists.

They lie about fascism because of the true history if fascism was understood by the public it would be a slam dunk for socialists. Monstrous reactionary regimes propped up by liberals for the sake of combating the growing communist movement that turned out to be rabid dogs the moment they became too powerful. States that due to the initial support by liberals carried out horrific atrocities against their own minority population and the civilians they butchered in the counties they invaded. States they were ultimately only able to be defeated due to the brutal struggle of communist nations who ultimately took the brunt of the casualties. Of course they have to lie about them, it’s their greatest shame!

[beautifulprincessdog]

Yeah the spiderman movie was good.

[beautifulprincessdog]

Like, it has the politics of a superhero movie, I honestly think accepting the libertarian bs is just part of the suspension of disbelief when watching a super hero movie.

[beautifulprincessdog]

It’s a solid 7/10 for me which is about the highest rating a super hero movie can achieve for me. I had a good time, it’s a good way to spend an evening.

Spoilers below the cut

The “mutans are minorities” allegory isn’t exactly original but it was well executed.

I really liked how the girl saved herself instead of being saved by spiderman.

I groaned hard when I learned the punisher was in this movie but I actually think he was used really well here. The movie didn’t make him seem badass or just use him as comic relief, they made him an actual character while also showing him to be as pathetic as he actually is.

The hulk was kinna tacked on and the movie could have gone by perfectly without him but it didn’t take away from anything.

Spiderman’s arc was well executed.

[beautifulprincessdog]

Yeah the spiderman movie was good.

[beautifulprincessdog]

Like, it has the politics of a superhero movie, I honestly think accepting the libertarian bs is just part of the suspension of disbelief when watching a super hero movie.

[beautifulprincessdog]

Yeah the spiderman movie was good.

[beautifulprincessdog]

Despite being on opposite sides of my head, my straight sadistic fugoshi headmate actually gets along really well with my bisexual but gay leaning man because he resents the last 6 years of facing brutal transmisogyny headmate.

[beautifulprincessdog]

Hey I’m Charlotte I’m a disabled 20 yo trans woman trying to make ends meet. I make functionally 5 dollars an hour doing door dash and work a 50 hour week. Anything you can donate would go a long way. PayPal links below.

Go to paypal.me/CharlotteTaylor9595 and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries

[beautifulprincessdog]

Finally getting my straight alter on romance after finding her a boyfriend in my girlfriends head.

[beautifulprincessdog]

We’ve reached so far into transfeminine gender exploration that my new male alter who came into his own properly by getting really invested in fucking my girlfriend “boy” alter is experiencing gender dysphoria from existing in a feminized body and is having to work through that,

[beautifulprincessdog]

People on the site that regularly purges all accounts not made by a white person: I’m noticing a lot of the people I disagree with here are white.

[the-peoples-puppy]

One of the prestige unlocks for a close enough BDSM relationship is a special sidegrade for aftercare where you instead do literary analysis of the underpinning metanarrative of your scene to make the next one hotter.

[beautifulprincessdog]

Hey I’m Charlotte I’m a disabled 20 yo trans woman trying to make ends meet. I make functionally 5 dollars an hour doing door dash and work a 50 hour week. Anything you can donate would go a long way. PayPal links below.

Go to paypal.me/CharlotteTaylor9595 and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries

[beautifulprincessdog]

I do ultimately think any serious youth liberationist must recognize a mid point between child and adult which is legal adult that is still financially dependent on their parents.

[the-peoples-puppy]

It is a bit of a bitter pill but like, it's really genuinely excruciatingly difficult to try to be friends with girls who aren't communist transfeminists because they just like haven't gotten their vaccinations against rancid, festering bits of mainstream ideology that tell them that they and other girls hurting themselves and letting themselves be hurt is no big deal, so then like every other conversation with them is to the tune of 'hey I'm being treated like shit by someone in my life that makes me chronically stressed' 'wow they sound like a piece of shit' 'oh no they're not that bad they did something else good for me and really I'm a bad [daughter][partner][friend] anyway so they deserve to treat me that way' and you just like. Sigh really loud as you go through the process of wrestling a stray down for a vaccination.

[the-peoples-puppy]

This also makes any attempt to give any of your other friends advice a quick time event before the mainstream friend can reinforce their imbibed self hatred. Self respect doesn't just affect the self, it affects the way you see everyone around you, what you think they deserve, the advice you give them, the beliefs you reinforce in them. If you don't respect yourself you will innately respect everyone around you less, because you won't be able to see the horrible things that happen to them clearly, since the same happens to you and you think you deserve it.

[the-peoples-puppy]

Mixed opinions on these tags, but I'll let the coin land on heads and offer some encouragement. As a man, your voice inherently weighs more than ours as far as society is concerned. You should be telling any woman who feels obligated to conform to misogynistic standards or expectations that it's fucked up of the male centered society she lives in to do that to her.

If you're really serious about this, you should read feminist and communist literature, absorb it, and parrot it. I recommend starting with, as I am a transfem, Julia Serano's Whipping Girl - and as I am a communist, at the bare minimum the communist manifesto. There are legions more books on so many more topics, but I do not have time to list them all. For some words to get you going in the right direction, try googling "transfeminism" "youth liberation" "antipsych", and "decolonization".

It will not cast your social class favorably, and you must swallow the desire to qualify yourself as different from those other men, as it will undermine your efforts. It will likely put you in conflict with other men in your life who passively or actively choose to benefit from the way the women around them are expected to act. You will not be rewarded with sex for doing this, and many women will plausibly be traumatized enough by men that they might never feel safe around you for saying all this because they expect you to pull the rug out from under them.

I have allowed one, singular man into an otherwise transfem only space specifically because he listens to the things I say about my experience in my life and always has my back. This is not something he considers a right, but a privilege.

To be considered safe is not something you earn and then have, it is something you prove you are worthy of with every interaction, and have no say in. It is handed out to you by those weaker and more vulnerable than you, an inversion of the typical power structure you are used to in your daily life. It might be frustrating, infuriating even to be cast as inherently unsafe. You might find it unfair that some women will simply never feel entirely safe around you, because they project the trauma their life has dealt them onto you.

It is still worth it.

[beautifulprincessdog]

My man alter is doing yaoi with my girlfriend’s “boy” alter and my fugoshi alter went “YAY!” very loudly in head space.

[pissvortex]

[beautifulprincessdog]

I do begin to feel like gaster denialism and gaster obsession are equal levels of complete disinterest in deltarunes actual narrative.

[beautifulprincessdog]

Like you’re not actually playing attention to the actual game you’re playing if you think the climax of deltarune will be giant gaster boss battle penumbra phantasm lore dump extravaganza but you’re also not remotely paying attention to the game if you just think gaster is funny undertale mystery man who serves zero importance when we literally get directly spoken to by him both at the beginning and the mid point of the game and he calls it “my deltarune.” This image is once again proven completely correct.

[beautifulprincessdog]

Gasters presence in the game has been already extremely substantial.

1: the games website for a long time was just a quote from the prophecy in wingdings.

2: the demo was first announced by faster taking over the undertale/deltarune twitter page

3: he speaks to you in the goner maker segment at the start of the game and gasters theme plays so you know it’s him

4: he talks to you in the chapter 1 menus

5: he talks to you after you die in the knight fight and allows you to retry it

6: he talks to you after chapter 4 to call the game his deltarune.

Yeah gasters significant to ignore this is burry your head in the sand. But on the other hand half the fandom treats gaster like he’s golden Freddy and deltarune like it was made by Scot cawthorn.

[beautifulprincessdog]

Come to think of it the gaster denier position also treats Toby like he’s Scot cawthorn. Have enough faith in Toby’s writing not to assume he included a character as meaningless theory bait but don’t insult Toby’s writing by saying gaster, friend or egg man are more important than the actual main cast of characters.

[beautifulprincessdog]

To make a comparison to another indie game I really like. Acting like lucipher is entirely insignificant to ultrakills narrative is silly but acting like the final boss of the game will be lucipher is just as silly. Gaster is a hundred times more significant to deltarune than lucipher is to ultrakill.