“A Confused noise from within”

Rebecca/26/She/Her

[intensional]

One thing about me is I am not doing so well

[evilbeast-moved]

moodboard for when you have to make phone calls and send emails and be professional

[blessingsofbabylon]

4 days until wet rat wednesday

[blessingsofbabylon]

3 days until wet rat wednesday

[blessingsofbabylon]

1 day until wet rat wednesday

[blessingsofbabylon]

happy wet rat wednesday

[public-universal-sister]

Despite all my wrath I am still just a rat in a bath

[healingwillow-deactivated202311]

Eating toast for dinner instead of cooking is better than not eating anything at all.

Using mouthwash instead of brushing your teeth is better than not taking care of your teeth at all.

Wiping yourself with a damp cloth or baby wipe instead of showering is better than not bathing at all.

Doing only one out of five assignments you need to turn in is better than not submitting anything at all.

Talking to a loved one on the phone is better than not talking to anyone at all.

Playing your favorite video game, listening to good music, or reading a book instead of "grinding" is better than not doing anything at all.

Don't beat yourself up for not being "productive enough". A little productivity is still productivity.

[beckie-d]

Tired and I want to go to sleep and also cry and also scream and also disappear

[beckie-d]

Sad

[sailorbrazil]

Iphs mygh bothrday

[11990904]

You will make mistakes, you will act irrationally. You will commit some wrongs that cannot be fully righted. People will dislike you and misunderstand you for all sorts of reasons. None of these things make you a bad person. All you can do is try your best to be kind, to learn and grow.

[ofthefog-deactivated20241127]

flexing on people with executive dysfunction by doing the dishes even though i don't feel like it

[the-real-numbers-deactivated202]

[moss-wizard]

What a year this week has been.

[we-dont-matteratall]

It’s Monday.

[jacuwi]

It sure as hell is.

[actualaster]

The earlier in the day Monday you reblog the funnier this gets

[beckie-d]

Fucking sick to death of everyone atm

[dumbfuckryn]

i want to live above a bookstore café and have a little balcony garden you can see from the street that is all

[unbotheredmuse]

[ritikajyala]

There'll be a moment when you realise you're 27 when yesterday you were just 17; and you wouldn't be able to tell how a decade passed away and your life got divided into before and afters. The fury of youth will subdue and nothing will really change but everything will feel different when you look at old photographs and blurry videos taken on cheap mobile phones. Scents will remind you of childhood and certain friends you don't talk to anymore, hangouts will become reunions and mom's burnt pie will become the best food you ever had. And I know on some days you won't be able to show anything of those 10 years but I hope you remember to breathe, and let go of the knot in your chest. I hope you go out in the sun and live a little, because tomorrow is 37.

Edit- I added the visualizer for this piece on my YT, check it out here

-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The Flesh I Burned

[beckie-d]

Sad sad sad sad sad sad sad

[pocoamante]

ADHD be like:

while simultaneously being like:

[urparty]

being in my 20s is like I understand more of my mother and less than i ever have. My childhood friends are strangers to me and there’s no one i know better. i want to drink wine. i never stopped wanting to climb trees. i know more than I’ve ever known before. I don’t know anything at all. i’m seven years old and sixteen and twenty nine and seventy. I can’t tell when i'm happy. I think the only thing that will make me happy is to be little again. i want to be really old. i go to the ocean and feel like nothing matters more than that. in my bedroom everything matters so much. I go to the grocery store every day. i know how to cook a lot of things but the only thing i know how to eat is fried eggs. I can take care of myself but i want to be taken care of. i want to go home and I don't know where that is. i think it may be somewhere inside of me but i’m not sure