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*consumes a NewTM piece of media & immediately connects it back into an interest I already love*

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#look I'm not saying Takopi would actually have been ABLE to successfully help anything #but considering Jax's whole main issue is Not Talking About Things....... 😐😐🙃#anyways. had to drop all pretense of artfight tonight to scribble this down instead hdjdbdfb #but back to the ol grind now #TADC #TADC Jax #Jax #🐇#takopi's original sin #arte #waxing nutty

oh my god *head in hands* since Jax was the one to name Gangle when she first entered the Circus, does that mean Gangle gets to choose Jax's new name when/if she ever decides to change it?

#not an original thought by a long shot I'm sure since I haven't been in TADC mode but ough #Jax after having done a lot of reflection & actual growth finally deciding to offer an apologetic olive branch to Gangle... 😵‍💫🥴#I'll probably do something more with this later but it just hit me out of the blue earlier & made me woozy orz TwT #ribbun #girlfriends who named each other........... *rattling the bars of my cage*#waxing nutty

*wakes up technically late for work bc my brain decided to be too busy with some bats[$#!@]t TADC dreams this morning instead*

#bro there was so much... & god I'm so eepy still 😭😭#waxing nutty

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But maybe you believe that in the end you will be better off that way...

just having some thoughts about The Key GuyTM............ 🗝

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🚬 ... and they Really Did too in the end, didn't they? TwT

#if you remember seeing this but looking Worse almost a year ago—don't worry about it <3 #I still wish I woulda drawn it better but I tweaked the coloring a little at least #*grabs him by the keyhole shirt collar & pulls him down to my eye level* :) 8))))))#...anyways =w= feeling quite emo abt her tonight apparently vgfhfbdnc #reboop #waxing nutty #🐇

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there's something about the fact that Jax has the only perfectly symmetrical design out of the main cast but I can't discern what exactly that's supposed to mean send tweet

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....it's because she was missing her bow all along,,,,,,

#brb crying throwing up rn #I made this belated realization at work today & it made me woozy TTwTT #tadc finale spoilers #🐇#waxing nutty #edit: this was this blog's 300thpost waow TwT

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idk some people just feel threatened by anyone being unapologetically themselves even when they aren’t hurting anyone because it brings up the possibility that the rules are made up and the points don’t matter and that’s an uncomfortable thought

#I know this is about The Real WorldTM & so I hope reblogging it to the fandom blog doesn't make it appear like I'm diminishing it #but. I just. feel like I want it on This blog. for no particular reason. :)#🐇#reboop

/sloooowly & pensively rubbing my hand across my forehead as it Just Now registers in my mind that Kaufmo's abstraction was the first one that Gangle and Zooble had ever actually witnessed

#like... they'd only ever heard about it in stories from Ragatha probably? maybe Kaufmo too in the earlier days #but they never actually SAW one in person until the pilot...... that's so wild to me. with the way they react to it ig dhsnsns #and Zooble's casually flippant 'I thought You'd be next Kinger' comment is just like 👁👄👁#Ragatha saying 'we like to have a funeral' when the 'we' in question that's left now is just??? her & Kinger who barely remembers?? bro.....#(since Jax didn't go to Kaufmo's funeral & I doubt he went to Ribbit's either with all the drama they had in the leadup)#man..... *Ribbit* was the first abstraction *Ragatha* ever saw...................#*rubbing my temples* g o d this show makes me want to chew glass (positive??)#tadc #tadc finale spoilers #waxing nutty

...made the mistake of casually deciding to listen to Not Supposed To Love Me like it wouldn't have me in absolute shambles

#🚬 ........................#it's one of those ones that sounded weird/off to me at first but it grew on me quite quickly #waxing nutty

What's your analysis on ribbun now

endlessly rotating them in my mind. as complicated & messy & intriguing as ever 😩💀 foaming at the mouth etc. etc. with currently-still-not-fully-processed emotions.

i s2g with the way the scenes were set up i thought at first that it was gonna reveal that Gangle did something that was "the reason" Jax abstracted & I was like OH THAT IS DIABOLICAL DON'T DO THIS TO HER???? but thankfully that wasn't the case 😂😂😭

god why did the finale have to release in June—too much of my brain bandwidth is being taken up by ArtFight on the horizon so I don't have any time left to analyze my amazing digital blorbos the way they deserve!!!! 😭😭

aough. let me leave this percolating on the back burner for now & get back to you sometime in August dhsjdbd—that Might be enough time for me to get some kind of coherent thoughts to manifest from within the current state of Sisyphean clawing at the walls of my cell??? TvT

#the parallels. the contradictions. the questions. *the parallels........* ;;;;orz #every time they have a parallel I throw up another lung. how do I have so many lungs???? i must be regenerating them somehow #d[%$!@]n it Jax....... 😩😩😩#I need to put Jax under a microscope. the scenes we got in the finale weren't enough I need More actually #*grabs her in my mouth like a chewtoy & SHAKES her until all the remaining lore fluff falls out & I can investigate every single strand*#man. I hope Marissa feels at least a small bit vindicated. considering... *gestures at That SceneTM*#anyways. sorry it's a non-answer I'm still processing TwT extra slow mode re: the aforementioned lack of bandwidth #ribbun #I guess?????????????????#asks #waxing nutty #tadc finale spoilers

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I'm pretty sure I already made a post like this a while back but inb4 if the final episode is just titled "Pomni" I am going to openly weep and I am not joking even a little bit about that,,,

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[screaming crying throwing up blood etc.]

(for those unaware: "Pomni" translates to "Remember" 🥲🫠)

#this doesn't count as spoilers imo but if anyone disagrees lmk & I'll tag it #reboop

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Two Bugs.

#honestly? yeah #wish he'd do that to me 😔#like not even in a weird way dhsjsbsnd if that can even truly be applied to this baseline-weird situation #reboop #🎩#🃏#🎩🃏#?????? sure why not lmao

🚬 man.... the AYRO animatic's gonna really hit different post-Ep9 huh hdjshsbdndbs

#this is vague enough to not need the spoiler tag I think since y'all don't even know what the animatic is lmfao #but aoughhhhh TwT #man why's this timing gotta be so bad 😂 I'm busy doing ArtFight prep I don't have time for fandom stuff!!!! 😭💀#waxing nutty

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I keep having this vision in my head that in Ep9 we get a little montage segment showing off the cast rebuilding the world of the digital circus 'in their own image' together, and in one of the scenes Jax enters from offscreen with a very minimal visual change to his model design—like, wearing the winged eyeliner again or his overalls having a skirt instead of pants—and whoever else is in the scene turns to look at him & he just crosses his arms & is like "What??" & the other character(s) just kinda smile but don't say anything & go back to whatever they were doing—and then it's never brought up again or ever explained How exactly Jax got to this point between timeskips; she just decided that she Looks Like This Now and the other characters now refer to her with she/her pronouns sometimes 😂

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[Ep9 Spoilers under the readmore]

god...... GOD, we were So Close to getting this actually (visually speaking, at least)—except then we just had to slam a full 180° & do an acrobatic pirouette off the handle into the void instead, huh? TTwTT

#*gurgles EmotionallyTM*#anyways. back to work fhsjsbdn #TADC finale spoilers #waxing nutty

man........ still can't believe that [SPOILER]................... like that Actually happened...... on screen in that movie theater................................. dude 😂😂😂

#if u woulda told me that was gonna happen I Wouldn't have believed you dhsndvsbdbd #waxing nutty