my comm@nder c0ck, my boboboyfriend, my heeyaw, my protector, but most importantly, my best friend;
I met you when you were clammy with sweat
My first interaction with you was when we took the final exam noong gr 7 tayo. You saw Angel and I and you said āHala, magkapatid ba kayo?ā with a confused ass expression on ur face, I replied with āHindi noh, sa ganda kong to?ā (tangina ang cringey mehn basta in a ganon way aq sumagot). Umalis agad aq bcoz I hate small talk and I knew it would end with that.
Me from the moon, you from the stars
U and i are opposites. We often argue bcoz i cant openly talk abt my feelings, whereas u are very vocal abt what ur feeling to me. You are confrontational (even when u tell me u arent, yEs u are) kinausap mo agad sila angel nung nagtatampo sila satin bcoz of the gala shit aNd i was just fucking hiding in the classroom. U let ur emotions get the best of u (scissors + yham = panic keisha). ur tiny im toL ahshahdahsdha
BFFs on one day, enemies on another
We are each otherās mystery (Yeah, yeah)
Is that why itās even more special (Oh)
We shouldve kept count of all the times na di tau nagpansinan dahil sa tampo, selos, our stupidity, and our stubbornness. Pero I know we fight a lot cuz we love each other a lot, i mean u know i wouldnt get so worked up over u if i didnt care abt u, dba? Ive told u this so many times pero, iVE NEVER HAD A FRIEND LIKE U BEFORE. You are a mystery to me, idk why im so comfortable with telling u my secrets hELLO IM A SCORPIO IM NOT SUPPOSED TO BE SHARING MY SECRETS, pero u made me open up, and i have no regrets. One of the main reasons why i love u so much is because u never get tired of my shit. Tangina kung aq sau matagal ko nang sinukuan sarili q. U spent so much of ur time and money on me already, and so much of ur tears as well.
One day when this cheer dies down, stay (Ayy), hey
For eternity, keep staying here stay (Ayy), hey (Ayy)
Longer than numerous summers and cold winters
Longer than numerous promises and memories
I know this is very selfish of me, pero when im old i still want to feel the excitement to tell u abt some shit i find funny or a hot video of some famous guy im obsessing over. Idk if weāre still kpop stans pagtanda natin pero whether its u getting accepted somewhere job related, i wanna be one of the ppl youāll think of calling first. I want u to still be one of the ppl i can lean on when im on the verge of giving up. Im not asking for eternity, just until we die hehhehhewhh
The dumpling incident is a comedy movie yeah, ayy,
Heartfelt stories filling the school bus
Now we go out to drive together
Still the same, us of those days
Someday i hope weāre able to look back to the days when ung problems natin were passing a peta on time, or catching up to numerous cnās. Ive had memories with u that feel straight out of a movie, like u pulling on my arm para di aq ung nasa side ng mga sasakyan, or that time sa bayan when u snapped at the kid for touching me, anD the dirty looks u give sa mga nagkagusto sakin. Thereās not a single memory i can think of where di mo q napatawa o napangiti, even pag nagtatampo aq u always put a smile on my minecraft ass face. Tapos ung mga ateez mafia stories na ginawa natin na umabot ung kwentuhan natin hanggang sa finance and my dad fetched me na sdahdiuaf. I hope in the future, nothing will change.
The dreamcather in my room
Is that why itās even more special (Oh)
Ung pamaypay natin....na kay harry paren :((((((( Pero i promise u when i get it back, itāll stay with me for longer than 7 yrs. Not only that, but the keychain u gave me from baguio, is still with me, the roses you DIYād is in my makeup brushesā cup, the ikon keychain which has almost been lost several times always found its way back to me and is still on my bag, the book u gave me nung bday q nung di pa tau close is still with me, ung ikon na we agreed na maganda sya for storing makeup brushes in di q pa ginagamit and is on display is still with me, ur letters are still with me. ung mga balat ng mentos at choco choco.........nasa basurahan na hashsdhah kaLa mo nOh,,,
I know everything about you
We gotta trust each other
More than the plain āthank youā
Decided not to fight tomorrow for real
One day when this cheer dies down, stay hey
For eternity, keep staying here hey
We know everything abt each other, down to who we fantasize abt and our darkest thoughts. I trust you with my whole being, mj. I struggle with it from time to time, pero always know na i trust u so much it scares me. I hope pag nagpasukan na maglessen na ung fights natin, i want to spend our time together acTUALLY being together not in silence and awkward glances ahdaha, pero i cant promise anything either,.,,,,. I truly believe u are the Crowley to my Aziraphale, my Ragnar to my Athelstan, my Homer to my Marge, my San to my Wooyoung, my soulmate.
(im sori if nalate man to ng post, ive had this ready 2 days before ur bday pa pero di aq nagising kaninang 11:50 so ngaung 1:38 am nlng)
I may not have been the first to greet u, but im certainly the last š