✿ Hello everycambrian! I am Behoimi, also known as Tobben Bloodstain, xXjellyfishl0vrXx, Tobben Ketsueki, sp4rky_eyez or medusario, but Behoimi is preferred.
I use it/its/he pronouns AND neopronouns. I am aracial Caribbean n mixed (Nicaraguan n British), I'm punk n anarchist (also emo and overall alt), I'm chronologically an adult though I am an ageless adulteen !! ^_^ I'm an Cambrian jellyfish bio therian, and of course Behoimi IRL, also completely non human, godkin, soulbounder, familial objectum and oneironautic :3
Because I'm godkin I have my own religion called Oneirolianism (Deviantart post about it [link]), but it isn't my main focus as I'm a very passive god, but offerings are welcomed
I made this blog to talk about my relationships! (fictosexual, fictoromantic, fictoplatonic, fictofamilial), I live in the Dream Realm, where I created this space called DreamSea, is a space deep in my mind where I live with all of them <3
I do not identify as a yume nor selfshipper, because for me they are real, my relationship with them is very real, but sometimes I use those tags
✿ My main interests are...
Oneirology, paleontology (Cambrian, Ordovician, Silurian), psychology, meme animation community, anime, surrealism, old cartoons, Undertale, deltarune, fnaf, Vocaloid, beanie babies, bad fanfiction, mary sues, fanimes and cringe culture in general! Specially 2010s internet (ノ^_^)ノ
✿ My relationships!! + sharing status, type n media ★
Otaku Hero - NON SHARING - boyfriend (Magical Destroyers)
Media - NON SHARING - girlfriend (Pani Poni Dash)
Gaslight - sharing - bio dad (OC)
Slenderman - sharing - adoptive dad (creepypasta)
Cooking Mama - sharing - adoptive mom
Yamato - non sharing - actual adoptive dad (Naruto)
Amante - non sharing - brother (plushie)
Sushi - non sharing - sister (plushie)
Ticci Toby - selective - brother (creepypasta)
Puff Puff Humbert - sharing - brother (YFM)
Shikamaru Nara - sharing - cousin (Naruto)
Steve - non sharing - son (plushie)
Oswald - non sharing - son (OC)
Dear Santa - non sharing - son (gachiakuta)
Bendy - selective - son (BATIM)
Mihael Keehl - selective - son (Death Note)
Kurohana - non sharing - fan children
(+ Luffy D Monkey and Tobi Uchiha are my non official adoptive children)
I been diagnosed with StPD for like a year now, and I think I never really cared to know what that was, I guess after fighting for like 5 years to get my autism diagnosed I really didn't care about any other diagnosis I got or could get, and I has only now started learning about my other disorders, and I'm like "yeah that makes sense, why I didn't thought about this?" Then I remember I was TOLD ABOUT THIS but I didn't listen
so many people are quick to remove the "trans" descriptor when taking about trans men.
"you don't experience discrimination/bigotry based on your gender, you're a man."
"you couldn't possibly understand how women are objectified, you're a man."
"you don't face medical misogyny, you're a man."
genuine questions for people who believe this: what do you think trans means? how do you think most trans men lived a significant portion of our lives? do you truly believe we're treated the same as cis men, even when we are visibly trans? do you believe that trans men aren't actually trans, or that we're not actually men?
𖣯⋆ imagine f/o cradling you after a physically or mentally draining day…
𖣯⋆ softly caressing you while they hold you in their arms…whispering sweet praises…commending you for getting through the day…slowly but surely drifting off to sleep with you…
𖣯⋆ you don’t need to worry about any stressors or problems or anything anymore…you have them…and that’s all you really need right now…
Flaming hot take apparently but if another trans person’s body causes you dysphoria you need to grow the fuck up and keep your mouth shut. I can’t stress this enough it is not their problem to deal with and YOU need to work on that.
