#actually stpd

[gawdland]

i hate vpn ads

"YOU ARE BEING WATCHED 24/7 EVERYONE KNOWS WHAT YOURE DOING THEY ALL KNOW WHAT A FREAK YOU ARE !!! THEYRE STEALING YOUR IDENTITY!!! THEY KNOW THEY KNOW !!! EVERYONE KNOWS!!!!! YOU ARENT SAFE! YOU DONT WANNA BE FOUND OUT RIGHT?!?? NOT SAFE YOULL NEVER BE SAFE!!!! THEYRE COMING THEYRE COMING THEYRE ALREADY HERE ITS TOO LATE, unless you get this vpn with my code-"

[stpdgooglesearches]

normal person behaviors

how to do normal person behaviors

how to know if you're behaving like a human being

can you stop being human

[entity56]

people think paranoia is tinfoil hats and conspiracy theories. but no. its an island. its being surrounded by loving people with genuine intentions and being so so so painfully lonely because you're TERRIFIED of the idea that everybody either secretly hates you or wants to hurt you. and you're convinced you deserve it anyways because you're the scum of the earth but you're still avoiding it because you're a coward who can't face the truth. it's begging people to just insult you or doxx you or hit you or whatever because you just wanna get it over with instead of sitting there anticipating 'the inevitable'. it's being attracted to people who abuse you because 'they're the only ones telling the truth'.

[cluster-a-culture]

stpd culture is leaving a trail of abandoned/deleted profiles across the internet and waiting for the day someone releases an exposé on you that links every single one and doxxes you while they're at it

[schizotypalpd-culture-is]

STPD culture is “i love being a weird freak i love being strange and unique. im so fun and whimsical” and 5 seconds later its “i will never have what they have no one will ever understand my blight. this endless isolation seeps into my very being and stirs restlessly. the nights grow longer and the stars dim one by one.”

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[comqueer]

✦ . 　⁺ schizotypal personality disorder.

a flag for people with schizotypal personality disorder!

MEANINGS/SYMBOLS: the green/blue hues are meant to represent how pwStPD feel alienated or otherwise otherworldly, and the saturn symbol is a planet i chose for pwStPD as the rings revolve around the planet saturn, like how pwStPD feel like the world revolves around them due to paranoia, magical thinking, or odd beliefs!

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SYMBOL USED:

[anhedonia-melancholia]

Honestly, I dislike that when I do explain Schizotypal, people assume that it's similar to social anxiety, and while there's similar aspects, but there's a major different in the root of the reaction.

For Social Anxiety, the root is in the fear of embarrassment or negative evaluation by those around them. The fear of how others often perceive them

But with StPD the root lies in mistrust, paranoia, and distorted thinking

I don't mind being perceived by people, thats fine, what bothers me is people intimately knowing me.

[tvtimewithanttenna]

(( Before disability pride month ends:

Shout out to schizophrenics/people on the schizo-spectrum!! Shout to people who hallucinate, or deal with delusions, or deal with psychosis!! Shout out to people with low empathy!! Shout out to people who dissociate!! Shout out to people with ASPD, BPD, NPD, HPD, PPD, general paranoia, bipolar disorder, PTSD/C-PTSD, and any other highly stigmatized disorder!! Shout out to people who are treated/talked about like a danger or a burden because of others misunderstanding their disorder!!

I love you and you are always welcome on this blog!! You are always worthy of being treated with just as much respect and kindness as anyone else!! ))

- Mod