EM ETAH I🥀

[being-a-loner]

What do you choose when reality is so hard that even your imaginary world shatters.

When every option means you'll loose

When you know you are right but then everything goes wrong.

When you can't decide what will be less scary

When you don't know how escape how to disappear

What do you do?

Do you fight for something better?

Or just fight to survive another day?

[being-a-loner]

Wanna leave for self peace but can't bear to hurt him

Never felt this confused in life before

I wish I left at his first sorry 😶

[being-a-loner]

And the frustration when u can't make people understand your POV

[being-a-loner]

How do I trust again?

[being-a-loner]

Sucks to be me!!!

[being-a-loner]

How much more can a heart hold ... before it finally gives up???

[being-a-loner]

Can't even have one day of happiness

No matter how hard I try something always ruins my day ....

I mean I was literally happy this morning after a long time ...and in evening I'm there crying again

Why God why ....why can't you let me be happy atleast for a day

[being-a-loner]

And disappointments from close ones hurt ...

[being-a-loner]

I wish I knew what to do😔

[being-a-loner]

It's getting bad again

[being-a-loner]

I wish I knew how to unlove people

[being-a-loner]

Can someone tell me a perfect escape without dying 🙃

[being-a-loner]

My life ....

Happines for a very less time just like blinking eyes and it disappear

And the sadness like doesn't go away even after sleeping whole damn week

[being-a-loner]

The phase between end of teenage and start of adulting is so damn hard ....🙃

[being-a-loner]

Slowly understanding what its like....when you have too much to say but remain silent and let it fuck u up..... because u know no one's gonna understand u....😶

[being-a-loner]

Don't know what's going on 👀

[being-a-loner]

I have friends ....but it feel like my friends have other friends whom they would always choose over me...

Feels like I'm not important to anyone