elysia

the most beautiful moment in life

[belchyra]

࿔‧ ֶָ֢˚˖𐦍˖˚ֶָ֢ ‧࿔˖ ֹ Ely.ᐟ twenty-one. ♑︎. she/he/they. bisexual. genderfluid. multifandom. mainly jjk, hsr & gi ೀ

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⤷ Newest work: without fanfare〢megumi fushiguro

© belchyra 2026. all rights reserved. pics from @/kchoirei

[belchyra]

Hi okay so I need to do this bc idk how to end the fic....

PLEASE

sad ending (character death)

sad ending

bittersweet ending

Remaining time: 23 hours 56 minutes

No happy ending bc imo reader and yuta don't deserve it

lso if any writer sees this and would be okay w discussing the fic w me pls lmk 😭😭 i kinda need help

[belchyra]

when you can't sleep (because I can't)

ᯤ very short

Yuuta was already asleep.

You could tell by the way his breathing had gone deep and slow, his chest rising and falling beneath your cheek in a steady, hypnotic rhythm. One of his hands was tucked loosely in your hair, like even in sleep he couldn't bear to let go.

But you? You were still counting the cracks in the ceiling.

Third one from the left looked like a rabbit. The fourth one looked like your sleep schedule. A mess.

You sighed, trying not to move too much. You didn't want to wake him. He needed his rest. He always looked a little less haunted in the morning when he slept well, the shadows under his eyes fading just slightly.

You were so focused on being still that you didn't notice his breathing change.

"Baby?"

His voice was barely a whisper. Sleep-drunk and soft around the edges.

You froze. "Did I wake you? I'm sorry, I tried to—"

"S'okay." He didn't even open his eyes. His hand just slid from your hair down to your cheek, his thumb brushing back and forth in a motion so tender it made your throat tight. "Knew you were still awake."

"How?"

"I can hear you thinking," he murmured, and you could hear the fond, sleepy smile in his voice. "Can hear it. Buzz buzz buzz."

You huffed a quiet laugh despite yourself. "I don't buzz."

"You do." He pulled you closer, tucking your head right under his chin, and you were suddenly surrounded by nothing but Yuuta. Warm skin and slow heartbeat and the faint scent of the lavender soap he used because you once said you liked it. "Little bee. My little bee. Always buzzing."

You felt him press a kiss to the crown of your head. Soft. Lingering. Like he had all the time in the world and wanted to spend every second of it right here.

"I'll be your flower," he continued, the words slurring together with exhaustion and sincerity. "Bee can land on me. Rest."

Your eyes were stinging. "Yuuta..."

"And I'll be your honey," he added, impossibly softer. "So you don't have to make any. Just... be. Just sleep."

His hand found your back again, but this time he wasn't drawing stars. He was just holding you. Like you were something precious. Something worth protecting from even your own cruel mind.

"You're the best thing that ever happened to me," he breathed, and it was so quiet, so unguarded. "Want you to be happy. Want you to rest. Please rest, baby. Please."

Something in your chest cracked open, honey-warm and aching.

"Okay," you whispered back, your voice wobbly. "Okay. I'll rest."

"Promise?"

"Promise."

You felt his whole body relax at that, like your promise was the only thing he'd been waiting for. His heartbeat under your ear slowed further, steady and sure.

"Good," he mumbled. "Love you. Love you more than... than all the bees. All the flowers. Everything."

And before you could even process the sweetness of that half-asleep declaration, he was gone again, slipped back into dreams with you cradled against his chest like a treasure he'd guard forever.

You closed your eyes. Wrapped in Yuuta's arms with his love settled around you like a second blanket, you felt your buzzing mind finally, finally go quiet.

Because how could you not fall asleep, when your personal lullaby was the sound of his heart whispering I love you, I love you, I love you against your ear?

© belchyra. All rights reserved. Do not republish, translate, steal, or feed my work to AI. dividers by @/uzmacchiato

[cannibal-anon]

Be like a woman to me

Pairing. Okkotsu Yuuta/Reader

Tags. Established Relationship + Hurt/Comfort + Fluff + Yuuta Okkotsu has a Gender Identity Crisis + Making Out + Eventual smut

Your hair is stuck to your forehead, and the black pools in your eyes could rival a cat's hunting, piercing stare. You pant, "Oh, God."

"Yeah," he mumbles, and his now-longer dark hair falls on his face, cascading down his shoulders, while he tucks the strands covering your face behind your ear. "Got hit by a curse… Ieri-sensei told me it'll last a week."

Yuuta got turned into the most drop-dead gorgeous woman you've ever seen, straight out of a model's magazine—dark, long, silky, pin-straight hair and stunning navy blue eyes.

Or also: Yuuta gets turned into a "woman" for a week, and he projects his own insecurities on how you treat him, even though you love him just the same at the end of the day.

( ( read on ao3 ) )

[belchyra]

im sorry if this is a very weird question but you talk about yuta so much yet you write for megumi more, you say most of your works are for yuta and you just don't post them but you have time to write for megumi too, why do you not post your yuta fics?

Hello anon

First of all I do not know how to answer this at all 😭? I don't find it weird that I can write for multiple characters at once, especially because megumi and yuta are my fav jjk characters so their characterisation comes easily to me (compared to others)

2nd, I will be honest and say that I write for megumi because people request him more, in my comments, tags and also in my anon reqs, which I do not mind! At all!! I will write megumi because I both enjoy him and because it brings more engagement.

3rd hmmmm, I'm not sure why but with yuuta I am much more comfortable writing him because I can also touch on some questionable human behaviors while also not worrying about making him ooc, because in certain situations yuuta would react like that. I do not post them because I am worried it will bring on some type of engagement that I do not welcome.

If it makes you feel any better, my next fic is 100% a yuuta one and it is about infidelity, I will not say much but some of the characterisation i gave him there would be considered somewhat manipulative from a lot of people but as a writer first I see it more as a result of the way he was brought up rather than his nature. (Nature VS nurture)

Yuuta is in my opinion a very intriguing character and I just like dissecting his personality im sorry, he's my personal lab rat...

I hope this answers your question? I feel like i may have went way out of context w this idk

[belchyra]

// tw gore (?)

I think yuuta is the type of partner that asks why at first then he tries to fix if applicable.

I'm currently watching a therapist play a psychological horror and one of the characters in-game tore off her own nails, multiple streamers initial reaction were "what the hell is that" or "what the fuck that's gross" but this one is the only one whose first thought "why did you that to yourself girly?"

I know it is because he's kind of programmed to think that way as a therapist but idc yuuta would do that too because I said so

[stqrgumi]

⋆˚꩜｡ dating yuta okkotsu headcanons

cws: none, just fluff. gn!reader

- one of the gentlest lovers of all time. being a special grade sorcerer, yuta knows that he's incredibly strong, but with you he drops all of that. he treats you with genuine sweetness, respect, and soft affection

- he goes out of his way to ensure that your needs are always met. he would hate for you to be dissatisfied

- he remembers all the little details you tell him. every favorite you've ever mentioned, he keeps it stored away in his memory for later. he'll often bring you a favorite food or drink when he sees that you've been neglecting to take care of yourself

- similarly, he is good at gift giving. he's incredibly thoughtful, but again he just remembers everything about you. he sees the way you look at stuff that you want but won't buy. somehow those items always become a gift whether it's random or for a holiday, birthday, or anniversary

- he is incredibly protective of his lover. not necessarily possessive, but he will do anything to keep you safe

- he is deathly afraid of losing you, the thought sickens him. as long as you're his you can rest easily every night. yuta is dedicated to being by your side

- he can be a bit obsessive sometimes, but it's just because he loves you so much. he is completely head over heels in love. that boy would do anything for you

- physical touch is one of his favorite love languages because he cannot get enough of showing you how much he loves you. he insists on kissing you as often as possible: good morning, good night, hello, and goodbye. everything calls for a quick kiss. yuta often finds himself reaching for your hand in public, his fingers needing to intertwine with yours. when he returns from long missions the first thing on his mind is being in your arms. he wraps you in a tight hug before pulling you in for a kiss. the rest of that night will be spent with him holding you in his arms and talking until you both drift off to sleep

- cuddling brings him a sense of relief and safety that he never felt before you. when he's with you he can completely melt into your touch and stop worrying about being a strong sorcerer. all he needs to be right now is your sweet boyfriend

- sleep comes easily for him when he's with you. he spends his days filled with unease and constant stress, but once he crawls into bed with you all those feelings melt away and his eyes feel heavy. you don't even need to be in bed for him to fall asleep against you. there have been several occasions where he has dozed off with his head on your lap or resting against your shoulder. he really needed the rest and you are his anchor of peace

- yuta frequently verbalizes his love for you. sometimes he fears he says, "i love you," too much, but he needs you to know it's true. before every mission he tells you he loves you, just in case it is the last time

- he can very easily pick you up, and often will pick you up, squeezing you with near full strength before realizing that he needed to tone it down. 95% of the time he is the most gentle boy you will ever meet, but that 5% of the time... it's almost scary how strong he is. most of the times he's done this were out of pure excitement, he'd been gone for a while and couldn't hold back the energy once he got to hold you. he profusely apologizes after and spends the next hour softly kissing your entire body and whispering sweet words to you

- in conclusion, yuta is the softest lover ever and he's completely addicted to you

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💌 : : i am genuienly half asleep writing this but im trying to be consistent ish with my posts also tysm for 700 followers good golly i am so joyful i love you all so much and i lowkenuinely shed a tear at all the support you guys give me...

[stqrgumi]

⋆˚꩜｡ dating yuta okkotsu headcanons

cws: none, just fluff. gn!reader

- one of the gentlest lovers of all time. being a special grade sorcerer, yuta knows that he's incredibly strong, but with you he drops all of that. he treats you with genuine sweetness, respect, and soft affection

- he goes out of his way to ensure that your needs are always met. he would hate for you to be dissatisfied

- he remembers all the little details you tell him. every favorite you've ever mentioned, he keeps it stored away in his memory for later. he'll often bring you a favorite food or drink when he sees that you've been neglecting to take care of yourself

- similarly, he is good at gift giving. he's incredibly thoughtful, but again he just remembers everything about you. he sees the way you look at stuff that you want but won't buy. somehow those items always become a gift whether it's random or for a holiday, birthday, or anniversary

- he is incredibly protective of his lover. not necessarily possessive, but he will do anything to keep you safe

- he is deathly afraid of losing you, the thought sickens him. as long as you're his you can rest easily every night. yuta is dedicated to being by your side

- he can be a bit obsessive sometimes, but it's just because he loves you so much. he is completely head over heels in love. that boy would do anything for you

- physical touch is one of his favorite love languages because he cannot get enough of showing you how much he loves you. he insists on kissing you as often as possible: good morning, good night, hello, and goodbye. everything calls for a quick kiss. yuta often finds himself reaching for your hand in public, his fingers needing to intertwine with yours. when he returns from long missions the first thing on his mind is being in your arms. he wraps you in a tight hug before pulling you in for a kiss. the rest of that night will be spent with him holding you in his arms and talking until you both drift off to sleep

- cuddling brings him a sense of relief and safety that he never felt before you. when he's with you he can completely melt into your touch and stop worrying about being a strong sorcerer. all he needs to be right now is your sweet boyfriend

- sleep comes easily for him when he's with you. he spends his days filled with unease and constant stress, but once he crawls into bed with you all those feelings melt away and his eyes feel heavy. you don't even need to be in bed for him to fall asleep against you. there have been several occasions where he has dozed off with his head on your lap or resting against your shoulder. he really needed the rest and you are his anchor of peace

- yuta frequently verbalizes his love for you. sometimes he fears he says, "i love you," too much, but he needs you to know it's true. before every mission he tells you he loves you, just in case it is the last time

- he can very easily pick you up, and often will pick you up, squeezing you with near full strength before realizing that he needed to tone it down. 95% of the time he is the most gentle boy you will ever meet, but that 5% of the time... it's almost scary how strong he is. most of the times he's done this were out of pure excitement, he'd been gone for a while and couldn't hold back the energy once he got to hold you. he profusely apologizes after and spends the next hour softly kissing your entire body and whispering sweet words to you

- in conclusion, yuta is the softest lover ever and he's completely addicted to you

🏷️ : : @izuruverse @buginthegalaxy @evanescingsghost @belchyra @vanillaapples @v4mp1r3b4tzz @insanjity @megumisrighttoe @mayegasm @yujismissingfingers @xiaoderrrr @welovenoor @serpenttine @eilishsgf @evfers @sugerfilled @dreamydaredevil @mrskamikazekaito @regalrxse @texas-bitch-yee @yutaxme && join taglist

💌 : : i am genuienly half asleep writing this but im trying to be consistent ish with my posts also tysm for 700 followers good golly i am so joyful i love you all so much and i lowkenuinely shed a tear at all the support you guys give me...

[yutaxme]

happy pride month ft yuta🥹💓

[belchyra]

this is in no way a critique i’m a big follower of yours but i always wondered if u copy paste your drafts through scan text or something? bc i always see y’s as v’s or g’s as q’s

Hi!!

I dont scan (?) them but take screenshots a lot when I discuss my early drafts w my friends on mobile (my early drafts are in my phones notes and the actual fics in my Google docs on pc bc i use diff emails). So i just copy the text from my screenshots w them and send it to myself.

Im pretty sure it's not the full thing though because most of my fics are written manually on my computer, and it's just snippets that might have it bc sometimes my friends or I will be discussing and then they/I come up w sth that i end up liking so I use it.

You have a good eye tho I never noticed them when I read my fics like 5 or 6 times before posting 😭 i guess im too used to them

[levitonin]

Haven't you had enough of gojo satoru ?

[belchyra]

ima be real real stupid here but howd u make a post on 2001

Noooo its not stupid at all!! If you're on pc you can edit when you posted sth!

You can do it on mobile but you have to be logged in through Google and not the app then u enable desktop site

[belchyra]

Haii this is rlly random but your account kept getting recommended to me and so I clicked on it and read through your byf. I just wanted to say I thought the “flee/linger” option that actually leads to/away from your page is so cute and cool omg >o<

Thank you!! 🥹

[belchyra]

i’m so sorry about your car, i bet they had a great life ❤️

Thank you anon, I miss her lots and this was a really beautiful message 🩷 I hope she enjoyed it w me too

[belchyra]

Is this how I find out there's a limit...?

I am a bit confused though, I've seen some authors post their 30k+ works on here and I'm pretty sure the story doesn't even reach 10k by this point.

Is it pay walled?

[an0neemouse]

Write whatever you want. Write that incredibly niche thing that only two other people on earth will get. Write the super indulgent cliche thing that makes you kick your feet giddily. Write the angry rage story that whumps them all and makes people cry.

Whatever it is that YOU want to write. Write it. Because only YOU can.

[radioactive-earthshine]

Not sure why it's a new trend among fic readers to assume if the fic has not been posted within the week it's inappropriate to comment on it, like the fic has to be hot out of the oven to give feedback for.

I got a comment on a fic that is less than a year old and it was mostly an apology for being a comment on an "old fic" and how late they were in commenting.

Just comment on the fic. Doesn't matter how old it is.

[mysteryteacup]

Fandom is not social media.

Fandom is not trends.

Fandom is a cross between a library and having a slumber party with your friends.

"Old" means nothing to fic.