eternal bimbo

Full time bimbo and loves esoteric shit venting a bit much

[bellepeony]

Happy pride month btw I wish we had a great community for lgbt queer people in the country that I live in…

[bellepeony]

Oops I forgot to post… I was manic and then depressed

[bellepeony]

Day 1 of my period woke up sweating god help me

[bellepeony]

Deleted all social media except here I’m gonna try praying and working

[bellepeony]

@bellepeony in daily sketch group community

Animation rough sketch its not over yet

Didn’t sleep so I made this before bed I hope y’all see the vision cause when I finish this I think it will look really cool

[bellepeony]

Doing yoga since I was 3 I’m that bitch

[bellepeony]

Ovulation dreams are something different bcz wym it’s horny but giving horror

[fizzytoo]

“party in ipanema, baby”

[bellepeony]

Watched rio again and I remembered how I was in love when I first saw Nico. 15 years later still feel the same he is daddyyyyy…

[bellepeony]

Plucked my eyebrows realized I’m actually hot we’re so back

[bellepeony]

Realizing I was only 21 when I went to rehab and got clean like I was a literal baby and thought I lived so much now I’m 24 and feel like a dinosaur. 2 years from now on I’m gonna say I was such a baby.

[bellepeony]

listening to songs I listened when I was 17 and I can definitely say I was on some shi cuz now all I listen is what’s trending on tiktok

[bellepeony]

don’t have class today so I’m not gonna waste it there’s this animation assignment due to Friday I have to make. It’s 6pm but I’m not gonna sleep so instead of scrolling I can work. I don’t like working when somebody’s home but hey it’s an excuse…

[bellepeony]

I feel like a teenager again

[bellepeony]

Fuck living with fomo. Nobody is niche. We all are the same.

[bellepeony]

Being an ex addict and meeting new people etc is so fucking weird like I was a literal junkie and I don’t know how to communicate without drugs. I try to keep my past secret but my personality is still the same and eventually they have to know that I was an addict and they’ll feel different about me.

[bellepeony]

I envy people that can live with constant anxiety I really don’t know like rawdogging mental illness without harming or numbing yourself how tf anyone can do that? Teach me your ways fr