Like gold and silver twining.

Recognising and rejecting truths daily. Ben || he/him || rereading: fool’s errand

[radiohyo]

aaaaaaammmmmbbbbbbeeeeerrrrr

[11no1ideas11]

[princessofcairhien]

Remember when I read these lines and had to do several excited laps of my kitchen. god who is doing it like them.

[littlestpersimmon]

we are whole

[princessofcairhien]

sometimes i feel sickly sad thinking about how much joy fitz and beloved could bring each other with such incredibly simple actions. if fitz verbalised the things he says about beloved in his narration, if beloved could phrase how unconditionally and completely they love fitz in a way he truly understands... the moment fitz calls them 'beloved' even momentarily is like. an unexpected blessing which they're prepared to let feed them forever... if they could just spend a day together happy it would be such a balm for everything wrong with them both. but we aren't at the FE cottage and they can't!

[catsvkis]

more wife (amber) drawing because. BECAUSE.

[fitzbeloveds]

fitz is so funny for being like "i'm not gay, i don't like men, i can never be with you, fool" but whenever it's even suggested that beloved had sex with a woman (or anyone) fitz wants to kill everyone in the room and then himself. get a grip!

[meapymeap]

beloved through the years

[traderoftrouble]

Was it casual when I could not even enact my revenge for doing so would mean putting your body as damaged as she made it, on the ice for a moment.

Was it casual when we both howled out the same name close to death?

Was it casual when I used all my powers as the Catalyst to walk away with my dream in my arms.

Was it casual when I used the Skill which had been poisoned out of me to transport your body to safety, even though I was in truth the one who was dying at that moment.

Was it casual when the man I had been would not survive this loss.

Was it casual when I changed the entire course of the world because I could not accept that my role was to be witness to this grief??

Was it casual when I put my own soul into the corpse of you so that my body might be a better house for your soul?

Was it casual when it was your turn to die, and my turn to bring you back?

Was it casual when I gave you back your life and your body, and you gave me back my heart?

[dykefitzchivalry]

So completely sick twisted and fucked up that every reference to Amber from literally anyone in Liveship talks about how weird-looking she is and how offputting her affect is and how she couldn't put on a flattering outfit to save her life and the MINUTE Fitz claps eyes on her looking way weirder than she did in Bingtown due to torture and wearing some fuck ass mothball-smelling outfit she literally pulled out of his great-uncle's drag closet he immediately has to locate the nearest fainting couch and starts talking about how fetching she is and the dainty turn of her heel and shit like Okay man.

[belovedfitzchivalry]

Do you think that if Fitz hadn’t already been pulling away, Beloved would’ve kissed his hand here?? I like to torture myself and think so.

[brbarou]

hey so *trips and falls* *dozens of pictures of amber rote fall out of my pockets* oh shit

[mviji]

I planned to post this art later, but I don't have the patience 😁

[silberkuste]

[laterkiss]

i have [gestures vaguely] my tendencies

[belovedfitzchivalry]

Literally ten pages later and they’re literally sharing a personal language only the two of them can interpret. I’m sick.

[quelmdn]

"I long to be that complete"