BEHAVIORAL EVENT NETWORK SYSTEM = B.E.N.S

🧿🧿🧿🧿Asks and requests open. Pfp by skyesu. 24 years old. Daija/DC. DID System.🧿🧿🧿🧿

[benilos]

New pinned post.

Hi. I'm Daija. I'm a recovering asshole who is learning how to balance letting myself live my life how i want and also not be an insensitive beyotch all the fucking time.

I am 24. I am agender, I use all pronouns. I am a DID system, polyfragmented and lacking in knowledge of the intricacies of the studied forms of DID and system inducing disorders. I am just freeballing it and living my life how I want to. I am not an educator.

Again, I am not an educator. I'm an ahole who likes to argue with people on Tiktok and tumblr, I'm a know it all who refuses to use google to see if information I once knew is now outdated cuz im an arrogant prick when it comes to wanting to be smarter than everyone. I am here to learn and live and have fun and show off the things I love to create.

I am not going to give you good info on drama, Im here to be entertaining and have fun. I will not be perfect, I will not be censored. I will not be good and non problematic and unerringly well behaved.

I am tired and stupid and angry and everything in between and I think we should all, have more fun. Who cares? Let's have fun.

I am working on many things, fandom and not related. Original works, AUs, etc. I primarily create within fanworks, my AO3 is also benilos.

I am an artist and a writer, I will post both. Fuck the special tags, I'll try to organize as best I can but im a lazy bitch.

Please be appropriate. If you are under 18, dont send me inappropriate asks. I dont really care about watching for ppl following me i just cant keep up with that lmao. Just be appropriate and use your common sense, cuz ill just block you. Im not worrying bout that shit anymore.

Have fun dont die.

[thelensart]

Make my day

[stunningpicture]

Failed panoramic.

[ianre-d]

define failed

[lonelovebird]

dude

[roguesquirrel]

the dream is collapsing

[trashpocket]

and the wip is done! :3 (now back to work on comms)

[aisatsaa]

[whitepeopletwitter]

[nynehells]

YOU FORGOT THE BEST PART

[benilos]

so anywayz i got to learn drama that im NOT involved in and with people i DONT know for once from a friend so thats a breath of fresh air and a phenomenal reminder why i avoid the fuck outta you links meet doofuses. i love yall and i love the community but i am SO sick of it lmao

[cloudabserk]

when i was 14/15 somebody on the internet wrote rpf about my older brother and i freaked out and told my parents and was like “we have to track them down and kill them.” and my parents were like “this reaction is understandable but honestly you need to mind your own business”

[cloudabserk]

and they were right!

[wolvesintheflowers-deactivated2]

I laughed to hard at this fucking thing.

[nattousan]

[pastrnk]

[sparrow-va]

And now we have come full circle.

[decafcuppajo]

[einsteinbrosofficial]

[ask-unwell-once-ler-blog]

Christ

[prinncox]

[chloegrrrl]

oh my gosh this got better

[motokidoki]

jesus why

[pimento-playing-hopscotch]

@hellsite-hall-of-fame

[benilos]

Plain Jane

[benilos]

reblogging this cuz ill never get over her

[wifegideonnav]

“bits to use in everyday conversations”

[benilos]

As much as i adore the incredible Links Meet au authors, never will i ever go back onto a Links Meet au server. Im so done with the weird cliquey codependent parasocial shit yall be doing. The amount of times id randomly whine about something so insignificant or offhandedly mention something and someone wOULD GO INTO SOME RANDOM KIDS ASKBOX AND HARRASS THEM??? THAT SHIT WAS SO WEIRD. WHAT DO YOU MEAN YALL ARE BANNING AND YELLING AT PPL FOR BEING "TOO FRIENDLY" AND MAKING THEM FEEL LIKE WEIRDOS BECAUSE *YOU* WERENT SMART ENOUGH TO TELL WHAT WAS GOING ON??? UGH LMAO Like fr yall have got to grow up and realize how you fucking sound. Theres a reason i dont speak the way i used to. Theres a reason yall dont see me in the capacity you used to because i finally recognized how i was acting and CHANGED IT. Just cuz you get your coping mechanisms from tumblr doesnt mean youre qualified to become a fucking therapist. Go to a doctor and get on some fucking prozac and take a week with 0 internet im actually begging yall

[benilos]

Hey so hot take. Dont date the owners of the servers you go into, as someone who did it multiple times lol and stop dating server members as the owner of a server. Youre weird lol

[kibumkim]

If this is real they need to do it again

[segamascott]

thank you dua lipa

[littleguysdaily]

[crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington]

hello! i am crumb cat!

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