sorry for craving your attention 24/7 and making you the most important thing in my world do you still want me

oozey mess

#extradirty
Jules of Nature
occasionally subtle
wallacepolsom
Alisa U Zemlji Chuda
Cosmic Funnies
hello vonnie

pixel skylines
"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"

Kaledo Art
RMH
Sade Olutola
$LAYYYTER
cherry valley forever

祝日 / Permanent Vacation
Today's Document
KIROKAZE
Aqua Utopia|海の底で記憶を紡ぐ
Not today Justin

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@bennumere
sorry for craving your attention 24/7 and making you the most important thing in my world do you still want me
Going on a Date in different Genres
FANTASY
going for a walk in the royal gardens, where the court's entertainers are practicing for the banquet later that night
going for a scenic ride on dragonback during sunset
sneaking into a royal masquerade ball and dancing among the rich and powerful
having a picnic in the enchanted forest, watching magical beings flutter by
drinking mead and dancing on tables at the tavern until they fall off and share a messy kiss between giggles
SCI-FI
watching a meteor shower out the window with a blanket on the cold, hard floor of a space station
racing through the neon lit lower levels of a city planet on a hover bike
sharing a wild dance in zero-g
visiting an alien street market where about half of all foods might melt organs
exploring a new moon and finding pretty stones to gift to each other
HORROR
wandering the ruins of an old church
taking a ride in an abandoned amusement park
going ghost hunting together
running through a corn field as though they're the only ones in there
picnic on the graveyard, listening to ghosts' stories
POST-APOCALYPTIC
doing the water run together and playfighting in the river, splashing water and shoving each other
eating canned food in the ruins of the city's most romantic restraunt in clothes they scavanged from a mall
scaling one of the few remaining skyscrapers to watch the sunset from the top
learning about the old world by exploring old museums and getting wildly inaccurate ideas about what the world used to look like
finding a meadow of flowers and spending precious resources to preserve the ones they like the most
Train Garuda
@edlingsbjorkman sorry I'm tagging you here but I can't message you or send an ask 😭 I hope you're ok
Go write that fucked up fic.
fan fic authors be like yes i know this will flop however i simply have too much love for this character and my very niche headcanons for them. and i think that is so fuckin sexy of us
I'm not phone addicted. I'm friend addicted. It's not my fault that for some cruel and senseless reason my friends live in my phone
Oh I see. So that's how I got suddenly blocked for no reason. I'm not in a fandom discord, idek who the fuck that is, all I know is I blocked bleachedblues for being disgusting about intersex people by comparing then to hermaphrodites (in deicide she tagged it originally as "intersex Clive" when Clive was a functional synchronous hermaphrodite).
Idek who the person she's talking about is, honestly. It's kinda funny she'd not even try to check.
But I do remember the blog she called a Zionist terf. I looked it up back then, and all that person wanted was to free the hostages and free Palestine. If this is Zionism then damn, that's insane to hate on.
Calling me a terf is also a reach when I'm agender and asexual, two things they don't believe in.
Wallahi girl is bizarre.
Please do wax poetry about barnacid
listen. Ok. I have so many emotions about this. But like. Where do I even BEGIN??? From Barnabas' thoughts about cid being "the one who got away..." ??? From Cid realizing what Ultima is and saying "I won't let you have him too" when Ultima comes closer to Clive [and like even Clive/cid is kinda implied to be thought as a thing by characters but that's another story]. Like. He said it with so much emotion (SO many props to Ineson btw!!!) or maybe I should start with how Barnabas trusted Cid enough to be his Lord Commander after only three years of knowing him?? When Cid was merely 21 ??? And around the same time he also gave up his free will to Ultima, Idek if there's any confirmation what happened before but regardless!!! Barnabas stops aging, cod keeps aging and he remains with Barnabas for so long (17 years!!!) before leaving, and leaving not because of Barnabas himself but rather because if the awful treatments of bearers in Storm?? And!! The way Barnabas speaks of him!!! In English it's not fully clear (aside from his tone maybe) but in Japanese Barnabas uses a specific form of "Him/he" when talking to benedikta,,,, like it's clear he doesn't hate him, but he does feel betrayed (in English I felt that he's not jealous but kinda protective or sad or smth to me personally idk!!!!) at any rate, he's NOT full of grudge!! He's hurt more than anything!! And THAT LEADS ME to how agaisnt Clive in the last battle Barnabas somehow gets freed from Ultima's thrall (probably the joy of battle, and maybe Ultima thinking there's no need for it anymore??? Like no need to closely follow and direct him???) and THAT SHOWS THAT 1. Giving up your free will to Ultima is likely not necessarily permanent or at least, strong emotions can change your situation. Why's that important?? I'LL TELL YOU. it's because. It means. BARNABAS EVEN IF UNDER ULTIMA'S INFLUENCE COULD STILL FEEL STRONG FEELINGS. AND!!!! and here is where I get a bit more headcanonish because like, we don't know devs' opinions. But like FALLING IN LOVE IS NOT NECESSARILY A CHOICE TO BEGIN WITH and then it means that EVEN UNDER ULTIMA BARNABAS COULD STILL HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH CID during his years as his lord commander. And like. Again, cid stayed even though your king not aging is sus af. He doesn't know a lot about Ultima if at all until he finally sees him in drake's whatever in sanbreque (pls don't kill me I always forget the mother crystals' namesss) and CONNECTS THE DOTS that this, whatever it is, is what caused Barnabas to turn insane and shi!!!
Also Cid calls Clive pretty but says he's not his type and here I think it shows he finds black hair and blue eyes pretty, maybe even attractive, but Clive's like too young or whatever, but if it's anything to go by regarding what he sees as pretty, the only other guy we know about who's that is Barnabas
ALSO regarding making Cid his lord commander after THREE years of knowing him:: HE REPLACED SLEIPNIR WITH CID. SLEIPNIR, HIS LITERAL EGI, A BEING THAT IS TIED TO HIM. sleipnir, who appears o the waloedi coat of arms, that has statues of his horse form around waloed iirc.
I LOVE BARNABAS AND CID SO MUCH AND THIS ESSAY IS MESSY BUT IDC I LOVE THEM
@edlingsbjorkman we do know the years!!! In ultimania there are character pages and a timeline!
Barnabas was born in 808, cid was born in 829; Cid arrived on the coast of Ash aged 16, and was a mercenary until he primed for the first time at 18, which is when Barnabas finds him, and recruits him. Three years after this, Barnabas gives himself up to Ultima, it is 850, when Joshua was born too.
want to wax more poetry but I'm tired and have a mobile game even in like 23 mins. With that in mind tomorrow during class I'll write more of the barnacid fanfic I'm working on. The one that's gonna be apparently a 20k oneshot if I play my cards right. Is it even readable.
all on my own again.... why's my timezones got no ffxvi fan.... 😭
"(if you don't mind)" girl @nutcraxker im already in love w u (/platonic; /hj)
“online fandom bestie that you once shared intense intimacies with but don’t really talk to anymore simply bc we drifted into new blorbo obsessions” is such a specific type of relationship that has to be impossible to explain to anyone who hasn’t experienced it
So many things I need to work on and this is none of them but here we are
Barnabas: "blah blah destiny mythos" type shii
Clive: will-less ahh take ts pmo sybau unc
I started ffxvi
all on my own again.... why's my timezones got no ffxvi fan.... 😭
Final Fantasy XVI caps
Available for anyone who wants to use them, no credit needed but super appreciated. All these caps are 3840x2160. Some of the characters have sub folders to divvy up the caps into more manageable downloads, but if there are any issues, please feel free to let me know!
In this folder, you will find: Aevis | Annabella | Bahamut | Barnabas Tharmr | Barnabas's Mother | Benedikta Harman | Blackthorne | Byron Rosfield | Charon | Cidolfus Telamon | Clive Rosfield | Dion Lesage | Edda | Eloise | Elwin Rosfield | Garuda | Gav | Goetz | Hanna Murdoch | Harpocrates | Hugo Kupka | Ifrit | Imreann | Isabelle | Jill Warrick | Joshua Rosfield | Jote | Kihel | Konrad | L'ubor | Marleigh | Martha | Midadol Telamon | Natalie | Nektar | Odin | Olivier Lesage | Oscar | Otto | Philippe | Phoenix | Quentin | Ramuh | Rodney Murdoch | Shiva | Sleipnir Harbard | Sylvestre Lesage | Tarja | Terence | Theodore | Tiamat | Titan | Torgal | Tyler | Typhon | Ultima | Vivan | Wade
Folder can be found [ here ] Buy me a [ ko-fi ] if you’d like! Footage credit [x]