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[beomere]

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she/her, new writer I will pretty much only write for txt and cortis, and only SFW Everything is always inspired by ethel cain I cant help it</3

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Talk to me! Anything is fine, I appreciate all feedback and interactions! Constructive criticism is wanted and very much appreciated!

⤷ Request Requests are always open, but I won't promise I'll get to them since I will only write what I find interesting. Again, I will only write for txt and cortis, and only SFW ( Kissing and suggestive is okay but I won't go too far with it )

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𓍯𓂃 Boys dont cry - c.bg

Contains angst, crying, cheating, break-ups | wc 0.4k

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The heavy patter of rain against the window of your dimlit apartment filled the uncomfortable silence. More or so the soft whimpers escaping from Beomgyu’s mouth.

An unusual chill lingered in the living room where you and he sat on the very edge of the couch. 

Almost as if it no longer served its purpose in bringing you comfort, but anguish. A place that held memories of every uncomfortable conversation or argument you guys had.

You had bought it with Beomgyu when the two of you first moved in, celebrating new beginnings, and now you’d end it with him. 

Usually when you felt the goosebumps begin to crawl up your skin, you’d melt into Beomgyu's embrace seeking to soak up his warmth. 

But tonight, all you could do was sit with it. Careful to stand your ground. 

Beomgyu had already poured out all of his emotions, rendering himself completely bare in front of you. His poor pooling eyes were his last desperate attempt at reeling you back into his arms. 

With tears streaming down his flushed cheeks accompanied by the occasional choked sobs, you honestly thought this was the prettiest you’ve ever seen him. 

Completely mesmerized by the state of the boy in front of you. 

You almost wished he had done this sooner. You would’ve loved to kiss his pretty tear-stained cheeks, hold him and whisper that everything was going to be okay. Though that would make you a liar. 

It was bittersweet really. Despite everything, you still felt an ounce of pity for him. 

Glancing down at him, you could still see a flicker of the man you once loved. Now making a fool of himself in your living room. What a sorry excuse of a man.

Always getting by with his good looks, and never having to face the consequences of his own actions. 

You’d wonder how he’d been on the receiving end of this sight so many times, with no regard for how his actions made you feel. Ruining you inside and out. 

He had no problem running off with other girls while you lay  alone, pampering him with sweet kisses when he got home after another ‘late night at work’.

But now that you were the one leaving him it was too much for his pathetic heart to handle. 

Batting his pretty soaked eyelashes up at you, searching yours for any ounce of sympathy. Lips trembling as he choked out soft pleas for you to stay, to give him one more chance.

Well, hopefully he’d have more luck with one of the girls he used to keep his dick warm. 

[beomere]

anabrain completely frying me rn

[beomere]

haiiiii baila,, i really appreciated your beomgyu x reader who struggles with food sm !! made me feel seen ლ⁠(⁠・⁠﹏⁠・⁠ლ⁠)

andddd sjjsjs if its not too much 2 ask for,,, could u pls maybe write a yj version too??? thank uuuuu ＼⁠(⁠^⁠o⁠^⁠)⁠／

hii anon, I'm really happy it made you feel seen! I truly hope you do better with your relationship with food in the future >< and don't worry! it's never too much to ask for, i've got that written and linked for you here!

I really hope you like it, forgive me it's not alot since I was running out of ideas from the bg version ><

[beomere]

Moa eats first - c.yj ⋆˚࿔

per request - TW heavy implied ed, fluff, comfort

a/n: this is not intended to encourage disordered behaviors, this is only to provide comfort and reassurance for those who are struggling

𓍯𓂃Bf!Yeonjun who's more than familiar with the toxic beauty standards and expectations of being scarily thin, given how deeply ingrained they are in the industry he works in. He'd do everything in his power to protect you from falling victim to the pressure of conforming to such unhealthy expectations.

So, of course, he quickly recognized what was going on when you started skipping meals more frequently and using the same excuse “I'm just not hungry" whenever he offered you food.

Bf!Yeonjun who is a natural caretaker, making it his top priority to ensure his sweet girl is happy and healthy. Always reassuring you whenever you feel like you're becoming a burden to him because of your disorder. Holding your hand in his as he promises that he'll always be there to work through it with you, no matter how difficult it may be. 

Even when he’s away on tour, no matter how exhausted or busy he is, makes it a part of his nightly routine to facetime you after his concerts so that the two of you can share dinner together miles apart.

Bf!Yeonjun who gently encourages you to eat even when it feels hard, reminding you that one meal isn't enough to set back your progress. 

And he’d be ever so patient with you, praising you even for taking small bites or eating small portions of your food. Nonetheless, he's just happy you're eating something. 

Littering you in compliments, telling you how beautiful you are to him and how he adores your body, reassuring you that he wouldn't want you any other way. 

Bf!Yeonjun who goes out of his way to make your favorite foods or stock up on your safe foods at the grocery store so that eating feels a little less overwhelming.

Bf!Yeonjun who, whenever he notices you've become lost in thought before a meal–presumably counting the calories in whatever you're eating–quickly distracts you and hurriedly urges you to eat before your food gets cold.

Bf!Yeonjun who listens attentively as you open up to him about your insecurities surrounding your weight. He'd always preach that communication is key when navigating recovery, pleading with you to let him know what's going on in that pretty head of yours so he can help to the best of his abilities.

Bf!Yeonjun whose hands and lips always travel to the parts of your body he knows you're insecure about, ensuring every inch of you feels loved.  Not necessarily because you told him, but because he notices the way you stare a little too long at yourself in the mirror, judgment written all over your face, or the way you pinch and wrap your hands around your skin while body-checking.

⋆˚࿔ bg ver | ty to the anon who requested this, I was really happy to write it for you!

[beomere]

𓍯𓂃 The other women 3

Parings Taehyun x reader / Slight Yeonjun x reader? Contains Established rls, mentions of proposal, cheating, cursing etc

part 1 , part 2 , m.list

Taglist! @sleepystar0304 @saccharinezennie @chocomoas @applepicker2 @kiraaa143 @tubatuxx @fairfootedflekk

[beomere]

Moa eats first - c.yj ⋆˚࿔

per request - TW heavy implied ed, fluff, comfort

a/n: this is not intended to encourage disordered behaviors, this is only to provide comfort and reassurance for those who are struggling

𓍯𓂃Bf!Yeonjun who's more than familiar with the toxic beauty standards and expectations of being scarily thin, given how deeply ingrained they are in the industry he works in. He'd do everything in his power to protect you from falling victim to the pressure of conforming to such unhealthy expectations.

So, of course, he quickly recognized what was going on when you started skipping meals more frequently and using the same excuse “I'm just not hungry" whenever he offered you food.

Bf!Yeonjun who is a natural caretaker, making it his top priority to ensure his sweet girl is happy and healthy. Always reassuring you whenever you feel like you're becoming a burden to him because of your disorder. Holding your hand in his as he promises that he'll always be there to work through it with you, no matter how difficult it may be. 

Even when he’s away on tour, no matter how exhausted or busy he is, makes it a part of his nightly routine to facetime you after his concerts so that the two of you can share dinner together miles apart.

Bf!Yeonjun who gently encourages you to eat even when it feels hard, reminding you that one meal isn't enough to set back your progress. 

And he’d be ever so patient with you, praising you even for taking small bites or eating small portions of your food. Nonetheless, he's just happy you're eating something. 

Littering you in compliments, telling you how beautiful you are to him and how he adores your body, reassuring you that he wouldn't want you any other way. 

Bf!Yeonjun who goes out of his way to make your favorite foods or stock up on your safe foods at the grocery store so that eating feels a little less overwhelming.

Bf!Yeonjun who, whenever he notices you've become lost in thought before a meal–presumably counting the calories in whatever you're eating–quickly distracts you and hurriedly urges you to eat before your food gets cold.

Bf!Yeonjun who listens attentively as you open up to him about your insecurities surrounding your weight. He'd always preach that communication is key when navigating recovery, pleading with you to let him know what's going on in that pretty head of yours so he can help to the best of his abilities.

Bf!Yeonjun whose hands and lips always travel to the parts of your body he knows you're insecure about, ensuring every inch of you feels loved.  Not necessarily because you told him, but because he notices the way you stare a little too long at yourself in the mirror, judgment written all over your face, or the way you pinch and wrap your hands around your skin while body-checking.

⋆˚࿔ bg ver | ty to the anon who requested this, I was really happy to write it for you!

[beomere]

Moa eats first - c.bg ⋆˚࿔

TW heavy implied ed, fluff, comfort, suggestive (not really at all)

a/n: this is not intended to encourage disordered behaviors, this is only to provide comfort and reassurance for those who are struggling :) I always find myself comforted by idols telling fans it’s okay to eat when Im struggling with my ed so I js wrote this little bit, it's not alot im so busy sorrry ><

𓍯𓂃 bf!beomgyu who noticed your eating habits- or lack thereof- before you could find the courage to talk to him about it. Quietly observing you for days, wondering how to approach the subject respectfully without making you uncomfortable. 

bf!beomgyu who wished you would’ve confided in him about your insecurities sooner, wishing his love alone was enough to make you feel full, unable to comprehend how you could see yourself in such a negative way.

bf!beomgyu who gently encourages you to eat but is careful not to force or overwhelm you, understanding that recovery is a slow process that only you can choose for yourself.

Offering you small portions at first to make food feel less intimidating, gradually increasing the sizes as you become more comfortable. 

Cooking balanced, nutritious meals to ensure you're fueling your body in a healthy way, making up for the nutrients you've been missing. Anything that could help relieve the not so glamorous side effects of your disorder, like the constant fatigue and weakness he can't help but notice weighing you down.

bf!beomgyu who gives you endless reassurance and praises, telling you how perfect your body is, and that even so, it doesn’t define you. 

Whether that be flooding you with compliments when he catches you staring at your frame in the mirror a little too long

or pressing featherlight kisses down your body, stopping at your stomach to show it extra care and attention. Kissing and sucking all over, his teeth ever so softly grazing your skin while he litters you in pinkish purple bruises. 

bf!beomgyu who scratches out the calories on the back of food labels so that you won’t feel the pressures of numbers hanging over your shoulders.

bf!beomgyu who always offers to share his meals with you, making a mental note to order something you both like everytime he gets takeout.

bf!beomgyu who places a soft kiss to your cheek, and tells you it’s okay if you truly can't bring yourself to eat today, you can always try again tomorrow. 

⋆˚࿔ is this cringey guys #mightdelete igs I was feeling self indulgent

[beomere]

Moa eats first - c.yj ⋆˚࿔

per request - TW heavy implied ed, fluff, comfort

a/n: this is not intended to encourage disordered behaviors, this is only to provide comfort and reassurance for those who are struggling

𓍯𓂃Bf!Yeonjun who's more than familiar with the toxic beauty standards and expectations of being scarily thin, given how deeply ingrained they are in the industry he works in. He'd do everything in his power to protect you from falling victim to the pressure of conforming to such unhealthy expectations.

So, of course, he quickly recognized what was going on when you started skipping meals more frequently and using the same excuse “I'm just not hungry" whenever he offered you food.

Bf!Yeonjun who is a natural caretaker, making it his top priority to ensure his sweet girl is happy and healthy. Always reassuring you whenever you feel like you're becoming a burden to him because of your disorder. Holding your hand in his as he promises that he'll always be there to work through it with you, no matter how difficult it may be. 

Even when he’s away on tour, no matter how exhausted or busy he is, makes it a part of his nightly routine to facetime you after his concerts so that the two of you can share dinner together miles apart.

Bf!Yeonjun who gently encourages you to eat even when it feels hard, reminding you that one meal isn't enough to set back your progress. 

And he’d be ever so patient with you, praising you even for taking small bites or eating small portions of your food. Nonetheless, he's just happy you're eating something. 

Littering you in compliments, telling you how beautiful you are to him and how he adores your body, reassuring you that he wouldn't want you any other way. 

Bf!Yeonjun who goes out of his way to make your favorite foods or stock up on your safe foods at the grocery store so that eating feels a little less overwhelming.

Bf!Yeonjun who, whenever he notices you've become lost in thought before a meal–presumably counting the calories in whatever you're eating–quickly distracts you and hurriedly urges you to eat before your food gets cold.

Bf!Yeonjun who listens attentively as you open up to him about your insecurities surrounding your weight. He'd always preach that communication is key when navigating recovery, pleading with you to let him know what's going on in that pretty head of yours so he can help to the best of his abilities.

Bf!Yeonjun whose hands and lips always travel to the parts of your body he knows you're insecure about, ensuring every inch of you feels loved.  Not necessarily because you told him, but because he notices the way you stare a little too long at yourself in the mirror, judgment written all over your face, or the way you pinch and wrap your hands around your skin while body-checking.

⋆˚࿔ bg ver | ty to the anon who requested this, I was really happy to write it for you!

[beomere]

𓍯𓂃 The other women 3

Parings Taehyun x reader / Slight Yeonjun x reader? Contains Established rls, mentions of proposal, cheating, cursing etc

part 1 , part 2 , m.list

Taglist! @sleepystar0304 @saccharinezennie @chocomoas @applepicker2 @kiraaa143 @tubatuxx @fairfootedflekk

[todoggukie]

*cuddles intensifies*

[beomere]

my hearts exploding im throwing up omg i cant 💔

I could be a good mother 💔

[beomere]

𓍯𓂃 The other women m.list

Parings Taehyun x reader / Slight Yeonjun x reader? Contains Established rls, mentions of proposal, cheating, cursing etc

𓍯𓂃

Part 1 epiphany

Part 2 setting the stage

Part 3 better sooner than later

tba ⋆˚࿔

feel free to leave suggestions and ask to be added to the taglist!

[beomere]

𓍯𓂃 The other women 3

Parings Taehyun x reader / Slight Yeonjun x reader? Contains Established rls, mentions of proposal, cheating, cursing etc

part 1 , part 2 , m.list

Taglist! @sleepystar0304 @saccharinezennie @chocomoas @applepicker2 @kiraaa143 @tubatuxx @fairfootedflekk

[beomere]

I think i actually forgot how to write TT i had so many ideas but I just cant 😢

[beomere]

haiiiii baila,, i really appreciated your beomgyu x reader who struggles with food sm !! made me feel seen ლ⁠(⁠・⁠﹏⁠・⁠ლ⁠)

andddd sjjsjs if its not too much 2 ask for,,, could u pls maybe write a yj version too??? thank uuuuu ＼⁠(⁠^⁠o⁠^⁠)⁠／

hii anon, I'm really happy it made you feel seen! I truly hope you do better with your relationship with food in the future >< and don't worry! it's never too much to ask for, i've got that written and linked for you here!

I really hope you like it, forgive me it's not alot since I was running out of ideas from the bg version ><

[beomere]

Moa eats first - c.yj ⋆˚࿔

per request - TW heavy implied ed, fluff, comfort

a/n: this is not intended to encourage disordered behaviors, this is only to provide comfort and reassurance for those who are struggling

𓍯𓂃Bf!Yeonjun who's more than familiar with the toxic beauty standards and expectations of being scarily thin, given how deeply ingrained they are in the industry he works in. He'd do everything in his power to protect you from falling victim to the pressure of conforming to such unhealthy expectations.

So, of course, he quickly recognized what was going on when you started skipping meals more frequently and using the same excuse “I'm just not hungry" whenever he offered you food.

Bf!Yeonjun who is a natural caretaker, making it his top priority to ensure his sweet girl is happy and healthy. Always reassuring you whenever you feel like you're becoming a burden to him because of your disorder. Holding your hand in his as he promises that he'll always be there to work through it with you, no matter how difficult it may be. 

Even when he’s away on tour, no matter how exhausted or busy he is, makes it a part of his nightly routine to facetime you after his concerts so that the two of you can share dinner together miles apart.

Bf!Yeonjun who gently encourages you to eat even when it feels hard, reminding you that one meal isn't enough to set back your progress. 

And he’d be ever so patient with you, praising you even for taking small bites or eating small portions of your food. Nonetheless, he's just happy you're eating something. 

Littering you in compliments, telling you how beautiful you are to him and how he adores your body, reassuring you that he wouldn't want you any other way. 

Bf!Yeonjun who goes out of his way to make your favorite foods or stock up on your safe foods at the grocery store so that eating feels a little less overwhelming.

Bf!Yeonjun who, whenever he notices you've become lost in thought before a meal–presumably counting the calories in whatever you're eating–quickly distracts you and hurriedly urges you to eat before your food gets cold.

Bf!Yeonjun who listens attentively as you open up to him about your insecurities surrounding your weight. He'd always preach that communication is key when navigating recovery, pleading with you to let him know what's going on in that pretty head of yours so he can help to the best of his abilities.

Bf!Yeonjun whose hands and lips always travel to the parts of your body he knows you're insecure about, ensuring every inch of you feels loved.  Not necessarily because you told him, but because he notices the way you stare a little too long at yourself in the mirror, judgment written all over your face, or the way you pinch and wrap your hands around your skin while body-checking.

⋆˚࿔ bg ver | ty to the anon who requested this, I was really happy to write it for you!

[beomere]

𓍯𓂃 The other women

Parings Taehyun x reader / Slight Yeonjun x reader? Contains Established rls, mentions of proposal, cheating, cursing etc

part 1, part 2

a/n: short part i'm on vacation guys, sorry for the wait I was lowkey going to abandon this but hey I didn't (pls lmk if this part is messy or ygs are confused and ill do better next post)

Taglist! @sleepystar0304 @saccharinezennie @chocomoas @applepicker2