school trip romance- lamine yamal
summary: you go on a school trip to explore the vast beauty of barcelona, spain. what you don’t expect, however, is falling for lamine yamal in a series of secret hang outs over the course of your trip.
pairing: lamine yamal x reader (no use of y/n)
this was also cross-posted on my ao3! @bestiemads
a/n: i wanted to make this because i obviously love lamine but also i wanted to highlight that he is still pretty young! lamine is only 18 but he’s been in the public eye since he was about 15. so i wanted this story to highlight the deep emotions of being young and in love but also touch on being in the spotlight so young. i hope i achieved that with this! (originally posted on 7-4. updated on 7-19.)
A school trip was always fun. A school trip to Barcelona, Spain: beyond that.
On a dewy April morning of my junior year, two brunette girls in the grade below me aired on the school announcements. Their tired expressions turned joyous when their announcement for our high school’s annual international trip was their next talking point.
“Now, the news you’ve all been waiting for. Our school’s international trip location next year is… Barcelona, Spain! Applications open up tomorrow at 8 AM, and more details will be in an email sent later tonight. Have a good rest of your Tuesday!”
Upon hearing the news, my friends and I couldn’t contain our excitement. We looked around at one another in our first period, squealing and shrieking towards each other. All of us had promised we’d apply for whatever trip the school chose for our senior year. Now that we knew it would be in Spain, we were ecstatic.
I filled out the application by the end of the week, but the only remaining obstacle was my parents. They were hesitant about the projected price, but I assured them I would work my ass off to pay for the trip myself. After some deliberation between my mom and dad, they agreed to let me go on the trip. Their signatures on the form almost secured my spot on the trip: now I had to wait to see if I was one of the chosen ones.
About a month later, the email confirming whether we had gotten into the trip dropped during my pre-calculus class. Amidst my teacher's boring lesson about the domain and range, I hesitantly opened the email. I was instantly elated, however, when the word “Congrats!” was the first word I read on my screen.
“I got in!” I exclaimed quietly to my friend on my right. She joined in the joyous celebrations because she, too, had gotten in. Life couldn’t get any better than this.
“We are currently descending upon our destination of Barcelona, Spain. Please fasten your seatbelts as we do so. Thank you,” the pilot announced over the intercom. I followed the pilot’s instructions and clicked my seatbelt into place. As I did so, I looked out my window and was greeted with the view of the vast expanse of Barcelona, Spain.
“Wow, it’s so beautiful,” I commented to my friend, who sat in the aisle seat adjacent to my window one. She peered over my shoulder, also gawking at the beautiful foreign city below us.
After a smooth descent, we finally landed in Josep Tarradellas Barcelona-El Prat Airport on the outskirts of Barcelona. We wheeled our luggage through the massive building, trying to decipher signs that read in their native language. When we finally made it to the exit of the airport, our tour guide’s bus was waiting at the terminal for our arrival. They were taking us straight to the hotel, since we reached them at 6 PM.
Once we arrived at our hotel, my teacher stopped the group of 20 of us before we could exit the vehicle. He informed us we had the freedom to go anywhere for dinner that night and explore a bit, but we had to be back by 10:00 PM. Their explanation was wrapped up by handing us 20 Euros each for our dinner expenses that night. If we went over, we had to use our own funds.
My friends and I quickly put our bags in our rooms after they dismissed us from the bus so we could head out in the unfamiliar town. We decided to eat at this restaurant/bar combination that had high Google ratings, but was additionally only a few minutes' walk from the hotel.
The other and biggest reason my friends and I chose this spot is that on this trip, we had vowed to each other to have the best time. This included having a good time at the bars at night. I mean, in the grand scheme of things, our plan wasn’t illegal. The legal drinking age in Spain is 18, which the 6 of us are. Drinking on the trip, however, is strictly against school policy. So, all we had to do was just be secretive about our night outs. That’s all.
The bar was pretty separate from the restaurant, so our dinner wasn’t mingling with the bar-goers. After our delicious Spanish dinners in the restaurant portion, we headed to the other half of the establishment, the bar.
The bar was full of chatter, Spanish music, and many people our age. It seemed to be a popular bar in the area for people our age, which we were pleasantly surprised about. We scanned the drink menu and decided to get some fizzy, fruity drinks that were also common finds in the US: a nice way to ease into the new country.
“Guys,” I addressed the group of my closest friends, “I can order for the 6 of us at the bar. We can just split the bill at the end of the night to keep it nice and easy.” My offer was one that my friends happily agreed to. I approached the bartender and ordered 3 raspberry White Claws, 2 blackberry ones, and one strawberry one. The bartender agreed to my order and then disappeared into the back bar to retrieve the drinks. I began to scan the drink selection above the bar to plan my next drink, but someone interrupted my thoughts before I could even start.
“Pretty creative drink selection,” a man commented on my right. He had also just finished ordering from the bartender and was now awaiting his drinks.
“What’s wrong with a couple of White Claws?” I sarcastically replied. The man chuckled, a toothy grin accompanying the laugh.
“I mean, there are so many good mixed drinks they make here. But, since you’re a tourist, you’re too intimidated to try them. Am I right?” he smugly inquires, obviously knowing the answer.
“Ok, well, you’re right about the tourist thing. But you’re wrong about the intimidation part. It’s only night 1 of our school trip. We need to ease our way into the local favorites,” I reply with equal smugness in my voice as his eyes widen.
“Your school’s letting you drink on a school trip? You must be in uni or something,” he asks, bewildered.
“No to both, actually. We’re doing the number 1 thing our high school told us not to do. But as long as these drinks and talk of them don’t leave these walls, we’re good,” I reply, motioning to the bar around us. I looked over at the stranger, an amused smile etching his face.
“I like you. If I were in your shoes, I’d never have the balls to do that. Plus, my school is super strict too. They’d have access to every security camera in the city to track us down,” he replies, breathily laughing at his own dramatic, but not far off, phrasing. I look at him, confusion stretching across my face.
“Wait, you’re in high school, too?” I turn my body to fully face the man, questioning if he was the same age as me.
“Here in Spain, we call it bachillerato, but yes, I am,” he also turns his body to completely face mine as he responds. I raise my eyebrows in shock at the new information. Before I can say anything else in reply, he sticks out his hand towards my torso and cuts off my reply.
“Lamine,” he introduces himself, slightly shaking his hand to signal he was expecting a handshake. I gladly accept, linking our hands together and telling him my own name. As we do so, our respective bartenders hand us our drinks. He only had one mixed drink, showing he was here by himself. He offered to help me bring my drinks over to my group of 5 friends at a table in the corner. They absentmindedly thank me, not even noticing Lamine helping me with the drinks. After dropping off all 5 White Claws, Lamine and I spot an open two-top and decide to take a seat there.
The rest of the night, I talk to my new friend, Lamine. He tells me all about bachillerato, and I tell him all about high school. The summary of his many inquiries were if American high school was just like the movies portrayed it, yellow school bus and all. He explained to me how he played soccer- or as he called it, fútbol. He went into immense detail to me about how it was his one true passion and how he’d been kicking that ball around since he could walk.
“The last time I played soccer competitively was when I was like 8. I only played ‘cause my league gave out donuts afterwards,” I confess, which erupts Lamine into fits of laughter.
“I’m assuming ones with sprinkles, right?” he questions further.
“Oh, you know it. Once they ran out of sprinkles, and I was so mad I made my parents get me Dunkin on the way home,” I recall, which makes him erupt in laughter again, and I join him. Our conversations had flown exceptionally well throughout the night, as if we had known each other before tonight’s meeting.
Then, amidst another one of our conversations, my friend tapped my shoulder. I turned away from Lamine to face her, and she informed me that we needed to leave so we could make it back to the hotel on time. I turned back to face Lamine, a sad expression making its way to my face.
“Sorry, Lamine, I gotta go. It was amazing getting to know you, though,” I said, slowly but surely rising from my seat at our two-seater table.
“Me too! Before you go, though, let me give you my Snapchat so we can keep in touch. Maybe we could meet up another time while you’re still in town?” he suggests. I nod in agreement, handing him my phone so he can input his information. After quickly typing in his username and adding it, he hands my phone back to me. He pulls out his phone and immediately accepts the friend request he sent in.
“Well, I hope to see you soon, Lamine!” I waved to the man as I left the table and exited the bar with my friends. He waved back, an adorable smile sweeping across his face. A similar one etched across mine, as well.
“So, who was that cutie you were chatting with at the bar?” My friend, who’s also my roommate, asked once we had gotten settled for the night in our room. Her question was anticipated, but it still made me blush due to the memories that flooded my head at his mention.
“Oh, that’s Lamine. We met at the bar when I was getting our first round of drinks. He’s the same age as us and from Barcelona, too. He’s so funny and incredibly sweet; he even gave me his Snapchat so we could keep in touch. He actually texted me like 5 minutes ago and said he wanted to see me again this week,” I relayed the 1-minute night recap to my friend.
“Aww, that’s so cute! But the real question is, did you stalk him on socials yet? You know to make sure he isn’t a creep or anything?” she asked. I quirked my eyebrow in thought. That idea wasn’t the first thing I thought of doing when I met Lamine, which is quite unusual for me.
“To be completely honest, I didn’t even think of doing that,” I replied, opening Snapchat to stare at his bitmoji and profile. It was a normal Snapchat for all accounts. His snap score, however, was a bit high, but I didn’t dwell on that too much.
“Why not try? Better to be safe than sorry,” she said, absentmindedly scrolling through her photos app as she sorted through her photos from tonight.
“You know what, I agree. I’m gonna do it now,” I replied, swiping out of Snapchat and opening my Instagram. I typed his name into the search bar, not expecting to find anything. What came up, however, was the last thing I was expecting.
My mouth hung agape as I scrolled through his Instagram. I assumed it would take me a while to find his account, but it instead took me mere seconds. We also had mutual followers, like a lot of them.
“Oh. My. God,” were the only three words I could formulate.
“What? Is it bad?” my friend asked, placing her phone down and looking over at my phone screen from her bed.
“I mean, no, I don’t think so. He just has like 40 million followers because he’s a famous soccer player for Spain’s World Cup team and FC Barcelona,” I frantically explain.
“You’re fucking kidding.” She got out of bed to take a closer look at my phone screen. My brain couldn’t wrap around the fact that the man I had been so easily talking to all night was a professional soccer player. And a really good one for that matter.
Almost on cue, Lamine texts me on Snapchat, asking me what my schedule is so we can plan our next hangout.
“This is actually out of a fucking movie. Holy shit. You were flirting with a World Cup soccer player all night! Happy first day of the trip to you!” my roommate squealed, flopping herself back onto her bed.
“Yeah,” I sat there in complete shock. This amazingly kind stranger I hit it off with at the bar was a soccer superstar. I couldn’t wrap my head around the fact.
The rest of the night, I stalked him on every social media platform I could find: bad idea. He had been in public relationships with a some stunning women in the past. He didn’t have the photos with them on his Instagram anymore, but TikToks about his relationship timelines still had all the evidence. All I did was sit and overthink our night together.
Was he just being friendly? Did I misread his signs as flirtatious? Wait, I shouldn’t be thinking like this at all. I mean, for God’s sake, I had only spoken to this man for a few hours at a bar! I barely even know him!
In between my stalking, I was texting Lamine on Snapchat. Pretty creepy, I know. We genuinely talked for so long, and each flirty text he sent made my heart flutter.
This was gonna be a long week.
Lamine and I decided to meet up the next evening. We had free time before we had to meet up for nightly check-ins, so he took me to a park he recommended. We got some fun smoothies at a place he liked, and walked around the park with those drinks.
“This place is beautiful,” I said, looking around the park.
“It’s my favorite place mi madre used to take me to when I was a kid,” he said, taking a sip of his perfectly concocted drink.
“That drink you ordered sounds so good. I mean, I would’ve never thought to combine guava juice with strawberry puree, but it sounds incredible,” I note, looking at his pink and orange-colored drink.
“You wanna sip?” he asks, tilting his cup towards me.
“Oh, sure,” I reply, surprised. I wasn’t expecting him to offer me a sip, but I gladly accepted. The drink tasted just as good as I imagined.
“Holy shit, Lamine. That’s good,” I say after I swallow the liquid. I felt his lingering stare on me after I drank the smoothie, which made my face heat up.
“Is there something on my face?” I ask, wiping around my face to feel if anything was truly on my face.
“No, you just look beautiful,” he commented. If my face wasn’t already red, it definitely was now.
“Lamine, stop it,” I said, hitting his shoulder playfully. He gasped like my hit actually hurt him.
The next day, we went to brunch at a local spot. The day after, we went night swimming in the Gulf of Valencia. Were we supposed to be swimming? No. Did we get caught? Also no. So, no harm, no foul!
The day after our night swim, Lamine told me he could only hang out in the early afternoon due to practice in the morning and a cousin’s birthday party in the afternoon. I, however, was busy during the early afternoon due to my school’s pre-planned excursion to Mercat de la Boqueria. The Mercat was an infamous market in Barcelona, so we were going there to learn about the place and its history.
When we entered the expanse spance, I was taken aback by its pure being. The market was gorgeous. All the food smelled delicious. The jewelry and knick-knacks they sold were stunning. I was beyond ecstatic to explore the space and what it had to offer.
My friends and I were walking through the market with our tour guide as he explained the extensive history of the establishment. We gawked at basically everything we saw as the guide explained whatever it was to us.
As I examined one of the Medetarrian stands from afar, I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned to see which one of my friends it was, but I was instead met with the beaming face of Lamine.
“Fancy seeing you, here,” Lamine continued to beam, a sly tone present in his voice. My eyes widened in shock, since he was truly the last person I was expecting to see when I turned around. I immediately grabbed his bicep and pulled him to the back of my group before I responded, making sure he was generally out of my teachers’ line of sight.
“Lamine! What are you doing here?” I whisper-yelled at the man.
“I’m just here to shop!” he lied straight through his teeth, the smug smile continuing to tug at the corners of his mouth.
“For what?” I interrogated, becoming more playful now since I knew no teachers saw him when he arrived.
“Hmm, let's see… some bread, carrots, and… bananas?” He began to list random foods off the top of his head to continue his obvious lie. We both giggled at the stupidity.
“You never told me you were gonna meet me here! If my school finds out you’re here to see me, they’ll be pissed,” I reply.
“Wow, what makes you think I’m here to see you? I just told you I was here to buy bread, cheese, and bananas, and I just happened to run into you, beautiful.” He grazed over the affectionate word as if it were the most natural thing in the world, even as my stomach erupted in butterflies.
“Umm, you actually said carrots, not cheese,” I teased as he rolled his eyes.
“They both start with ‘c,’ they’re basically the same thing,” he replied as I playfully slapped his shoulder.
Throughout the rest of the afternoon, Lamine continued through the market with me. He never left my side, even when my friends gave me knowing, smug glances or when strangers recognized him as we passed by. He listened to our tour guide speak about the market's historical significance with such focus that you would think he was my peer. When we could explore on our own, he stayed attached to my hip through every market we went to. I mean, he didn’t even leave my side when I stopped at a fish market where they skinned fish directly in front of you.
“This is fucking nasty,” he commented as the butcher took his knife and skinned the fish with experienced precision. He got very close to me, wrapping his arm around my waist so he could get his side as close to mine as possible. When the butcher eventually decapitated the fish, Lamine buried his face into the crook of my neck, gagging as he did so.
“If you throw up on me, I’ll genuinely sign you up to butcher fish. And I’m not even kidding,” I jokingly reply, bringing up my hand to rub the back of his neck in comfort.
After a few hours in the market, our teachers informed us that we had to depart. Once I heard this, I pulled Lamine to a corner of the market where there were very few people. He stood right in front of me, taking both of my hands in his own as I explained to him the news. The stance we found ourselves fell into place so naturally, one that we didn’t even notice we were in until after the moment passed by.
“It’s alright. I’ll text you tomorrow to see how we can coordinate to see each other again,” he said, rubbing his thumbs along my knuckles absentmindedly. We were looking deep into each other’s eyes as both of our hands were grasped in the other’s. The look in his eyes told me he wanted to kiss me, and I wanted to, too. We both, however, didn’t know how to say it. So, I mustered up the courage and did it myself.
“Perfect. I’ll see you tomorrow then,” I said with a sweet smile. Immediately after I replied to his statement, I leaned up into him and placed a kiss on his lips. He wasn’t fully expecting the kiss, so he didn’t immediately kiss me back. I thought I had misread the signs he had given me, so I began to pull away. As I began to do so, he immediately placed his hand on the back of my head, pulling me back in. His gesture showed me I had definitely not misread the signs. Thank God. We became lost in the newfound kiss, smiling and laughing in the moment, too.
Once we pulled away, he pulled me into a hug. He leaned close to my ear and whispered, “I’ve been wanting to do this since we met at the bar.” I couldn’t help but giggle at his confession as my face grew pink.
“Me too, Lamine. Me too. But, I gotta go now,” I say as I begin to walk away from the soccer player’s embrace. Before I can get even 2 steps away from him, he grabs me and pulls me into another kiss, which I don’t hesitate to accept. When we pull away, he continues to attack my lips with a lot of repetitive little pecks. I can’t help but smile at his antics.
“Lamine! I’ve got to go! Stop it!” I exclaim, pathetically trying to push the man off of me, as I continue to erupt in fits of giggles.
“Fine,” he dramatically sighs as he places a final, longer kiss on my lips.
“I’ll text you when I get back to the hotel, okay?” I inform him, and he nods in response. I finally leave his embrace, waving bye to the man as we head our separate ways.
Once I made it back to the group, my teacher was already giving me a knowing look. I was a few minutes late to the group, which held everyone else up from leaving.
“Sorry, I got… lost in the crowd,” I lied. The teacher nodded passive-aggressively in my direction, then turned around to lead us out of the market.
“Lost in the crowd? More like lost in Lamine's mouth!” my friend whisper-exclaimed into my ear. I gasped at her comment and hit her arm. She grabbed it in mocking pain, a faint “ow” escaping her lips.
“Shut up!” I yelled at her in anger, even as a small smile etched across my lips.
Each time Lamine and I hung out after that day, it was like I was living out a dream. Even if our hangouts lasted 3 hours or only 1 hour, we made the most of each one. I think I experienced more of Spain’s authentic culture through Lamine than what my school showed me. Through these hangouts, he eventually opened up to me about fútbol and his fame that came along with it. I just listened to him, allowing him to tell me everything- the good and the bad. He told me countless times how he liked how I just listened, and didn’t give my opinion on every part of his public career. I was just glad he trusted me enough to open up like that.
On the last day, Lamine and I had very conflicting schedules that didn’t allow us to hang out until the evening. We were sad we only had a little time to hang out, but it's what we had to work with.
Little did Lamine know, however, that we would see each other before that evening.
See, a part of the trip’s itinerary was to take us to a fútbol game because the sport was such an important part of the country’s culture. This game was Deportivo Alavés versus FC Barcelona, aka Lamine’s team. I decided not to tell him and make my appearance a surprise.
For the afternoon match, I decided to wear a shirt Lamine had given me. It was an FC Barcelona t-shirt that resembled a jersey, with his name and number on the backside.
I came out of the bathroom after I had finished getting ready, and my roommate squealed once she saw my top.
“Oh. My. God! Does he know we’re coming?” she asks, touching up her eye makeup.
“He has no clue,” I smugly reply, texting Lamine, “good luck,” as I tell her.
“Girl, this is the hottest thing you’ve ever done. Showing up to his game unannounced in his jersey? Fuck, if I were him, I’d faint on the field,” she said, putting his makeup away into her bag since she was finished with it.
“If I didn’t know any better, I’d think you were in love with me,” I heartily laughed in reply, and she joined in as well. Conversations like this weren’t unusual in our friendship dynamic, making it just that much more hilarious.
We arrived at the stadium early, so our tour guide could give us a tour. During the tour, he explained the history and significance of fútbol concerning Spanish culture. Every detail was fascinating, but my mind was focused on one particular person the whole time. I mean, it was hard not to think about him when his face was plastered all over the walls of the arena.
After our brief history lesson, our tour guide brought us to the field for warmups. We approached the barricade so we had the opportunity to watch the players on both sides warm up. I immediately spot Lamine’s curly hair in the crowd of players, juggling the ball with practiced ease. We weren’t the only fans watching the players warm up, however. Many other fans surrounded us on the barricade, screaming his name and his teammates’, trying to garner their attention.
“Come on! You gotta yell for him to see you!” my friend nudges my shoulder, fixing her vision toward Lamine.
“I don’t want to; it just feels rude. Plus, he won’t hear me over all these other fans,” I reply, my eyes still fixated on number 10 on the pitch. My friend nods in understanding as she relays her focus back to a guy on Deportivo Alavés who she thought was cute.
The hope that Lamine would see me before the game began to dwindle as the warm-up continued. I mean, it was partially my fault because I made no effort to make my presence known. But that just felt rude to me. So, I resorted to waving profusely every time he turned towards my direction. Could that be seen as even more obnoxious? To some, maybe, but I’d rather be waving than yelling.
Towards the end of warmups, he got closer to the stands to do some sideline drills. Now, people were furiously yelling at him and his teammates, since their proximity was much closer now.
When Lamine completed his pass in the sideline drill, he got to the back of the line. When he did so, he turned his focus to face the crowd of fans. He smiled at the group and waved back at everyone. I continued to wave too- a bit embarrassingly desperate, I might add- to get his attention. His eyes scanned from left to right as he waved at the crowd. His sight landed on me, and I waved ferociously to make sure I stood out. Lamine originally whisked his sight right over me, but almost immediately averted his gaze back to my frame after he did so.
When he placed his focus on me, he squinted his eyes to see better. Once he realized it was me, his expression glowed bright in joy. My face mirrored his as I continued to wave at him from the stands. I even mouthed a silent “hi,” which he repeated back to me.
Then, in an instant, he came up to the edge of the stands to stand directly in front of me. The fans around me went crazy, my friends laughed knowingly, and everyone else in my school’s group stood dumbfounded at the sight unfolding in front of them.
“You didn’t tell me you were coming!” he exclaimed, craning his neck up to speak to me above the barricade’s bar.
“I’m just here to watch a fútbol game. What makes you think I’m here to see you?” I mocked the reply he gave me days prior at the market. He smiled, immediately catching the callback.
“You don’t understand how happy I am that you’re here,” he replied, pink dusting my cheeks as he spoke.
“Wait,” he abruptly said before I could reply, “you guys should come on the pitch. Like, you and your whole group. You know, so you guys get the full experience and whatever.” Lamine winked towards me as he went over to the security guard and told him something I couldn’t make out. His words, however, prompted the security guard to open the gate to let us onto the pitch. Everyone in my group was both shocked and extremely excited by our new view of the warm-up. I was as well, but also even more excited to see Lamine again with no metal between us.
I was one of the last people to make it onto the field from the bleachers. I followed the crowd that stood behind a rope separating them from the main pitch and the sideline. Once I made it to the thick twine, Lamine wasted no time and embraced me in a hug. I could tell he resisted the urge to attack the top of my head in kisses during the hug, but he knew many cameras were pointing at us.
“This is the best surprise ever! I’m gonna have to play extra good now that you’re here,” he whispered into the hug.
“Yeah, you better. I can’t have you embarrassing me in front of my friends,” I teased, poking his shoulder. All Lamine could do was laugh.
“I mean, how could I not play well and embarrass you when you look that good in my jersey?” he smugly breathes into my ear; my face was beet red now. When we pulled away from the hug, his hand lingered on my arm longer than normal. Something most people wouldn’t catch, but I did.
“I wish you had told me earlier. I would’ve gotten you guys upgraded seats. Well, I at least would’ve tried to,” he informed me.
“Lamine, that would’ve been incredibly kind of you, but we’re a-okay where we’re at now,” I rub his arm in reassurance.
“Ok. Ok. Well, I gotta go before coach kills me. See ya! I’ll text you after the game,” he says as he runs off towards his teammates. I nod in response as his eyes continue to linger on me as long as possible. The second he’s back on the pitch with his teammates, my teacher taps me on the shoulder, a bewildered look etched across her face.
“I have no idea how you know him, but please extend him our heartfelt gratitude for giving us this opportunity,” she told me.
“I will, don’t worry,” I reply, giggling.
After the game, I got a text from Lamine. He told me that if I was free, which he knew I was, to meet him at this outdoor bar that wasn’t too far from my hotel. I agreed and immediately made my way towards the establishment.
Once I got there, I saw Lamine leaning against a fence, fully engrossed in whatever he was watching on his phone.
“There’s my winner! Scoring two goals is so incredible! I’m so proud of you,” I say, raising my arms in the air. My comment catches his attention, as he raises his gaze away from his phone to me.
“Ahh, stop it,” he brushes off the compliment, walking towards my open arms to envelop me in a hug. After a few seconds, we pull our heads out of the hug so we can embrace in a kiss. The kiss was joyous, passionate, and full of smiles.
“I’ve been yearning to do that since I saw you in the stands in my jersey. It was the most attractive thing I’ve ever seen,” he says after we briefly break apart, lips only mere inches from each other.
“You’re so cheesy,” was the only reply I could muster up, as my pink face leaned in for another quick kiss. We eventually begrudgingly tore away from one another, so he could lead me towards the entrance of the bar. We sat at an open two-top in the corner, where we could have as much seclusion and privacy as possible. We both ordered the same drink: one of Lamine’s favorites that he put me onto.
Our conversation flowed as smoothly as it usually did. The conversation, however, was avoiding the largest elephant in the room: my last day in Spain was today. As the evening drew on, I knew I had to be the one to rip the band-aid off about the forbidden topic.
“I can’t believe it's my last night here,” I comment after a beat of silence. We had just finished talking about the market surprise again, the happy memory making us both crack up.
“Yeah, I try not to think about that,” he says, a hint of sadness lacing itself in his words. I reach my hand across the table to take his hand in mine. He absentmindedly begins to rub my knuckles with the pad of his thumb, more in comfort for himself than for me.
“I know, ‘cause I try not to, too. But, it's ok! We can still call, text, and literally everything we do now when we’re not together in person. It will be harder, definitely, but we can do it,” I tried hard to reassure Lamine- and myself in the process- but we both knew it would be very hard to keep in touch when he was always six hours ahead of me.
“Yeah, you’re right. I’ll also send you my FC Barcelona channel login info so you can watch my games from home. It’ll give me motivation to score at least two goals each game when I know you’re watching across the ocean,” he jokes, which elicits a laugh from me even in this sad moment.
“I’ll do anything that’ll help you score ‘cause it makes you happy. Seeing you happy, even if it’ll be through the screen, will make me happy,” I reply, a heartbroken smile stretching across my face. A breathy sigh escapes his lips, and I know he’s about to tell me something heartaching.
“If I’m being completely honest with you right now, these past 10 days with you have been beyond amazing. I can hardly put into words how fantastic they have been. Being with you brings out a side of me I rarely see in myself anymore. Ever since I started playing fútbol professionally, I have had little time to find simple joy in my everyday life. Your presence alone has brought that spark back. I know this sounds dramatic, but being without you every day is gonna be really hard for me. Your mere being brought that joy out of me, and I don’t know if I’ll find it again when you leave,” Lamine spills his soul out to me, the heartbreak being present in every sentence he articulated. I was taken aback by how much of an impact I had on him in just these past 10 days. I couldn’t believe I had that effect on someone at all, let alone someone I considered a stranger a little over a week ago.
A tear came down Lamine’s cheek after his confession. He tried to cover it by ducking his head away from me, but I caught it before he could turn away.
“Oh, Lamine,” I reach up my hand to his tear-stained cheek, using my hand to wipe away his tears as well as to turn his head towards my own, “you are such an amazing person, both inside and out. I’m truly moved by everything you said about me, truly. But… I think you can find that part of yourself all the time, even when I’m not here. You’re one of the best people I’ve ever met, and if there’s anyone who can find joy within themselves, it’s you.” Lamine physically relaxed at my words: his shoulders fell, and he released a deep breath he’d been holding in.
“Hearing that from you makes me feel better. Muchas gracias,” he sighs in complete relief. Once he’s settled, he grabs the wrist of the hand still lingering on his cheek. He brings the knuckles of that hand up to his lips, placing delicate kisses along each one of my knuckles. Even in tender moments like this, he always finds a way for my stomach to erupt in butterflies.
A little while later, we left the bar and stopped at a vendor on the street for some ice cream. We took our time roaming around the streets, eating our ice cream, not wanting the night to end.
“You know, I forgot to tell you about this,” Lamine broke the comfortable silence as we walked through the streets of Barcelona. His arm, free from ice cream, was draped over my shoulder as I leaned into his touch.
“There’s this internship through Spain’s National Men’s Soccer team that is taking place during the World Cup. It’s basically a communications intern where they co-run the social media team with the current social media manager. I heard about it at bachillerato, and it sounds like something up your alley. Plus, I’ll be on that team for the World Cup, so I can put in a very good word for you,” Lamine told me this information so casually, as if this wasn’t my dream job- or well, in this case, internship.
“Lamine! Oh my God! Are you kidding? That sounds like a dream!” I exclaimed so dramatically that I almost dropped my ice cream.
“I can get the link to the application and send it to you. I think they would really like you, too, especially since you speak English and live in the US. Not having to book you an international round-trip flight and knowing the host country inside and out would be ideal for them,” Lamine told me. Without warning, I wrapped my arms around his midsection in gratitude and utter joy. He was initially shocked by the sudden change in contact, but then leaned into the embrace. I leaned up and began attacking his face with kisses.
“I didn’t know you would be so excited about this,” Lamine managed to get out in between my pecks.
“Are you kidding? I would get to see you for almost 2 straight months and work for a World Cup team. You should be shocked I’m not more excited,” I say, ecstatically. Lamine just replied with a toothy smile.
Eventually, Lamine and I made it to the front of my hotel. This is where we had to depart for an unforeseen amount of time. He reached out and grabbed both my hands, looking longingly into my eyes.
“I guess we have to say goodbye now,” he says, swaying back and forth on his heels in anxious anticipation.
“I guess so,” I reply. We sit in silence for a moment before he leans down to engulf me in a kiss. This one was different from all the ones we shared before; this one was reverent, like he was memorizing me and my lips.
“Te amo,” he whispers, our lips inches from each other. The two words were barely audible, but I still managed to hear them. I was bewildered and almost taken aback by those two words.
“I’m sorry, I know it's so early, and we’re not anything official. But if this is the last time I see you for a long time, I don’t want to regret that I didn’t say it now,” he confesses as his forehead rests against my own. My heart swells at the admission.
“Yo también te amo,” I reply, recapturing his lips in another kiss. The words weren’t a binding phrase or a classic case of love-bombing, but more of an expression of deep gratitude for the impact we had on each other’s lives in the past few days.
Once we pulled away, we said our final goodbyes as I walked into my hotel. I sighed as tears brimmed in my eyes. The thought of tonight being the last time I saw Lamine ever in person tugged at my brain. I didn’t want it to be, but it was a very real possibility.
I eventually snuck my way back into my room and got into bed. My roommate was knocked out, not even turning when I walked into the room. I got a text on WhatsApp from Lamine, which was the link to the internship application. I couldn’t contain my smile at the unserious texts we sent back and forth following the link he sent. After a few threads of messages, I set my phone down and went to sleep.
The next morning and flight home was a blur. All I could think about was Lamine and the memories we made during the trip. During the 9-hour flight, I had time to complete the application for the internship. After I submitted it, I texted Lamine to tell him. He was so happy and said he was going to put in “as many good words as possible” for me. After a while, I was so exhausted that I passed out in my crammed seat. The next thing I remember is my friend shaking me awake, telling me were about to land back at home.
In the last week of April, during my lunch break, I got an email from the Spanish internship I applied for. I was sitting at the table with my friends as we all talked, ate, and studied for our upcoming classes. I clicked on the email, thinking it would be another update about how my application was still “being looked at” and how I would get an answer “in the next couple of business days.” This email, though, was not one of those.
“Holy shit. Holy fucking shit. I got it! I got the internship!” I freaked out, reading the email which informed me I had, in fact, gotten the spot as the social media co-intern for Spain’s World Cup soccer team.
My friends also began to freak out for me, congratulating me and celebrating alongside me.
“You need to tell Lamine,” my one friend, who was sitting to my left, told me after the initial uproar wore down.
“Oh my God, you’re so right,” I replied, immediately pulling out my phone and opening up his contact on WhatsApp so I could video-call him. It was about 6:30 AM there, but I knew he was up since he had lifting at 7.
He answered almost immediately, rubbing his eyes in exhaustion. He was sitting at his kitchen table, eating his breakfast and sipping on a protein shake.
“Seems like your good words worked!” I exclaimed, turning my screen around to show him the email displayed on my computer. It took him a minute to read and process what I was saying, but once he did, he was beyond ecstatic.
“No fucking way!” he exclaimed, getting up out of his chair as he began to run around his dining room in celebration. I laughed so hard as he quietly cheered since Keyne and his mom were still sleeping above him.
“I think you’re way more excited than I am,” I told him once he sat back down in his dining room chair.
“We get to see each other in a month from now! I’m elated,” he said, the smile on his face never faltering.
“Me too, Lamine. This is about to be the best summer ever! Maybe you can even convince your mom to stay in the US after the World Cup so we can hang out even more,” I proposed.
“Maybe, but all that matters now is that I get to be with your beautiful face in a month,” Lamine said, and my face became a familiar shade of pink. A chorus of “awws” was heard from my friends, and my face grew even hotter.
“Ok, Lamine, I’ll let you go now so you can lift. Te amo,” I said, blowing him a kiss.
“Te amo,” he replied, blowing a kiss right back at me.