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@betreybrained
I don't know how tumblr works but this acc is where I post things from my brain. ive got something wrong with me I think
i have a good time everyday but the second im alone all i want to do i kill myself. i hate myself i want to hurt myself
I have been granted heaven. O lover , who art in heaven, love you till our grave. I'll kiss and kiss and kiss and our skin won't ever go cold
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I hate you
four months and you are heaven
today I saw my favorite flowers on a bike ride today and I thought about you
RIP Jesus, you were a real one, sorry that happened to you king🙏
Smoking is good for you
stay safe out there y’all, dry hump
I will always love more than be loved
this is dramatic as fuck girl shut up
I genuinely think I might be the fucking worst I am itching to kill myself I am hated
I will always love more than be loved
i think im depressed
jan 8th 2025
will I ever be free from the guilt of existing
jan 19th 2025
love me , love me not. pluck out my eyelashes , pick at my lips, break all my fingers and rip out my organs. love me, love me not, love me. gore me so I can feel something past pain. gore me so I can be okay. I'll hurt and hurt and maybe I'll be okay
feb 1st, 2025
I love you
feb 19th, 2025
there's a blood stain on my bedroom floor. only I know it's there, a small red splotch near my dresser. I stare at it forever, tell myself I love it. I'll think about making another, and another, till my room floods and my jacket stains. I am ever so nice to myself, nicer than I should be.
I am not depressed
I'll trace my fingertips down the bridge of your nose, down and across your lips, to your chin and your adams apple. my knuckles will graze against your cheekbone and I will wonder if it's the closest I'll ever be to your bones.
he is beauty itself, I'll mutter in a voice note on my phone, sculpted in gods image. I carve away at you with a chisel and reveal your marble insides, untouched by anyone but me. I've been granted you.
you look gorgeous in the snow
oh my baby. my baby my baby. I pray with a cross to my lips and a beaded rosary wrapped tightly around my wrists. so tight it cuts off the circulation to my hands and my fingertips slowly go red. I pray that I can hold you in my arms forever, to undo all that has been done to you, to make february easier. I pray that your eyes stay shut, you may not see what I have done to myself, and what I will do to myself. if god, father of all, gives me strength and listens to my prayers, you will not notice how I am not nice to myself. please do not let my baby know all I've done. my baby, my baby, my baby.
sometimes in moments i see you and him like how trail camera sees animals, completely natural, utterly themself. i see you two like wolves play biting in long grass, a flock of birds leaping to the sky’s at a blink of an eye. J LOVE YOU I LOVE MY FRIENDS AND IM HAPPY THAT MY FRIENDS ARE HAPPY!!!!!! yayaya