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allsudaneverything

Covers for Sudanese Women’s Magazine Alnisaa’

woman-becomer

I'm on a noble quest to feel something

woman-becomer

things felt so far:

humidity

shame

fanservice sucks bc it’s never you that’s being serviced it’s always some other really annoying fan

coquette-club

lifeattomsdiner

First you procrastinate on the task because it is not a big enough deal to get done urgently. Then you procrastinate on the task because it has become such a big deal that doing it is overwhelming. You would think that this implies a middle point where it is just big enough of a deal to get done easily, however the inherent perversity of the universe's causal geometry prevents this

capacity2

The cure to anxiety is completing all the tasks you have to finish for the day early and doing them phenomenally and being physically perfect and on everyone’s good side preferably even their favorite.

luthienne

These days, all I talk about and think about is the cognitive dissonance required to move through the world. Increasingly, I struggle to disentangle my many selves, to get on with the day. All my selves weep often. I try to have grace. I tell my friends that I’m no longer sure how anyone just drifts through the days, the months, without acknowledging the horrors. I imagine what it must be like to be able to turn off the parts of the world that unsettle you. It must feel like existing in an animated universe that adheres to cartoon physics: you fall from an inconceivable height and, landing, a cloud of dust billows up from the ground, but then you shake yourself off and keep moving.

Hanif Abdurraqib, from Zohran Mamdani and Mahmoud Khalil are in on the Joke