Hiii 😓 I know I haven’t posted in literal months but lowkey scary and random I got to be an extra on stranger things .. and it was like really jarring seeing all the people I’ve looked up to since I was 11?!? And also like holy shit seeing the actors up close made me realize they’re very much real, and very much human and it was so alarming LOLLLL I’m so sorry I haven’t posted but like lowkey face reveal when the show comes out LMFAO
hi babe! we’re mutually but i just wanted to come on here and let you know that im deactivating my account! i haven’t blocked you or anything if you try to get onto my account it just won’t be active anymore!! just wanted to let you know
hiiiii!!!! I don’t know who this is😣😣 if you’re still around (I can still hear her voice..) message me!!😣😣
MISSED U TOO 😘 i havent been active on tumblr recently because my academic and social life have been stressing me out agh. BUT OMG YESS??? that kiss is so cute and romantic my GOSH. 😢
im actually dealing with boy issuses rn, do u have any advice on making or setting healthy boundaries 😭 I thought i was comfortable with physical touch but it's actually very overwhelming :( how did you figure out what u were comfortable with and when u were ready to kiss babes this is all too confusing ☹️☹️☹️
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Oh my GODDDDD I just saw this I’m so sorry my asks literally buried it UGH.
I hope ur not still having boy issues BUTTTT im here to help. I’m the same way 100%. When we almost kissed I was like holy shit this is scary and that’s probably a reason we didn’t, but I knew I was ready when he was making me comfortable and not rushing or pushing anything and I was like yeah .. yeah this is it LMFAO I’m ready
can u do something w james potter? a transfer student from america comes to hogwarts and he’s all love at first sight😭❤️do anything u want w it :)
Short n sweet but a good way to get back into writing<3
Your new friends are splayed in the room in front of you. Sirius is sprawled over Remus on the couch, watching him, very lackluster, doing his homework. Mary and Lily are squished into an armchair across from you and James, tangled limbs and giggles as Marlene lay on the rug in front of the fire with Dorcus, tired after supper feast.
The Scottish highlands were a drastic difference from the America you knew. The shops, the people, the boys. Everything seemed so hard to squeeze into. Your accent pushed you away from the people, and your culture pushed you away from fitting in. But they helped. The silly band of tired teens in front of you never once let you stand outside the circle of friendship they’d had formed years before your arrival.
“I could take you to hogsmeade? You know, to look around.” James looks up at you from where he leans against your arm. You sit higher than him, leg draped across his own. It makes his skin tingle.
He’s been a nonstop stream of words ever since supper, only pausing to stuff dining hall food into his mouth. He swears he doesn’t know what he’s going to do when he graduates, the dining haul being a necessary location in his schoolboy life.
He adds factually. “You know they actually have-“
“James,” Sirius snaps, a rubber band stretched too far. “Please.”
“What?”
Sirius only sighs. He doesn’t mean to be cruel to his closest friend.
James’ eyes flit around the room self consciously. All of his friends stare. Very unimpressed.
“What?” He repeats again, a little more desperate, a little more whiny.
“James,” Remus says gently. “Let her breathe.”
James looks to you suddenly, flames coloring his cheeks in the hue of orange light flickering off the grand fire.
It’s apparent James is embarrassed. His silence works its way into the cracks between Mary and Lily, the lulls in conversation between Remus and Sirius, until it becomes too much to handle. Sirius feels bad, he really does, but the way Remus shakes his head disappointedly fills him with something stubborn.
The vibe of the room is ruined subsequently. The boys go up to the dorm, Mary and Lily slip into their own room, shared kisses following, and you find the tangle of girls In front of the fire asleep, Marls arm tugging Dorcas closer.
“It’s okay,” you rush once everyone’s gone. “Hogsmeade sounds fun.”
“Are you sure?” James is insecure, quiet now, away from his friends ears.
You nod adamantly. “We didn’t have anything fun at Ilvermorny.”
He’s out of it now, heated in the face and embarrassed. He doesn’t mean to turn himself away from you, but his friends gnaw at him. They were well-meaning, but that doesn’t stop the green rumble of insecurity coursing through his body. He feels it so intensely he fears he may need to slip upstairs and go to sleep.
“Hey,” You murmur quietly searching for his eyes. When he gives them to you, you look up at the flushed boy through your eyebrows. “Just you and me?”
He stutters for the first time since he met you. “Yeah- uh, yeah, just me and you, sounds cool.”
You nod, leaning over to kiss the side of his mouth sweetly. He reels.
“Don’t be embarrassed.” You whisper, slipping out of the armchair.
“I’m not.” He insists.
You smile, squeezing his arm. “I know.”
He watches you walk up to your dormitory, a hunger in his eyes and a part in his lips.
“We’re not asleep.” Marlene grins. Dorcas snores and Marls opens her eyes. “Well, maybe she is.”
in awe of your writing skills i wanna be u when i grow up
AHH this is so nice thank you lovely. I feel bad cause I haven’t posted in awhile, but I have been writing recently cause it’s summer!!!! So maybe you’ll get something soon🫶🏻
the idea of standing in between a man’s legs who’s just been in a fight and is all bruised and battered while tending to his wounds …. all while his hand (a hand who id usually rough and malicious) is gently placed on the back of your thigh, just below your ass …. he’s looking at you as if you’ve hung the moon in the sky ……….. it gets me going
KISSED ? any cute fun details for ur fans? 🤭 How was itt (if u don't mind sharing obviously 😭)
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OH MY GODODODODO
I will share.
ok so I need to admit that when I was writing about kissing in my fics.. that shit was my imagination 😭😭 I DIDNT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THAT??????? but in like .. multiple of my fics (sorry I abuse this situation) I write that the boy will like kiss your cheek, then the corner of ur mouth, then ur lips.. and that was me being like isn’t that a cute idea .. BUT HE LITERALLY DID THAT TO ME?????? I DIDNT KNOW THAT WAS REAL I GENUINELY THOUGHT I LIKE MADE THAT UP OMG