i ♡ lawlight

lawlight connoisseur⠀♡⠀my name is 3033 ao3⠀✧⠀recs⠀✧⠀asks⠀✧⠀my fics current projects⠀♡⠀atrophy ⠀(tw self-harm)

[beyondkami]

“ Light, l'll see you on the other side.

Let us explore the world of nothingness together. ”

hi guys! this is a second attempt at an intro to my blog. my old intro can be found here!

i am alex/alexa/3033, whatever you prefer to call me :-) ru/en, but i prefer english ♪

im sapphic, aromantic, and on the ace spectrum. she/they is fine to address me with! i am extroverted as FUCKKKKK, very emotional, and i feel things very deeply; especially for things i love. i get HYPER when lawlight is mentioned! keep in mind i post a lot of random updates alongside my serious ones. i tag everything, though <3 just keep it in mind if you follow/moot me!

i am a huge, HUGE lawlight lover. i am serious when i say lawlight is a ginormous part of my life, therefore i'd prefer if lawlight antis don't follow me, since i post about them alllll the time and it makes no sense for them to want to see that content (why are you even here if you don't like lawlight?)

my ao3 is ilovelawlight3033 - i read and write lawlight fanfiction quite often! my current focus is on atrophy, my multichapter <3 it explores quite dark topics so be careful if you want to read it!

i enjoy fluff, crack and angst quite a lot; i don't read or write explicit fics. i loveeee domestic lawlight, AUs where light isn't kira, suicide/self harm related concepts, sickfics, and fics where you can practically feel the love between L and Light because it's just so strong and palpable <3

don't even hesitate before sending me recs!! please send them...

a redirectory to my tags, some of which can be found in my bio already:

my writing/fic update tag ✧ important notices

random/personal ✧ long posts/rants

lawlight posts of mine ✧ asks

catboy L scenarios ✧ atrophy related posts

fic ideas/scenarios ✧ fic recs

i am a multishipper! aside from a couple of specific ships i dislike, i am a huge liker of a lot death note pairings! some of my favorites include beyondlawlight and the pairings between them, beyondkami, mikalight, kiyohalle, remisa, mellolight (they're funny to me), and a bunch of others!

my death note blorbo is L (and Light, ofc. they are my precious, special guys) but i love love loveeee Beyond, Mello, Halle and Near! i basically love everyone though haha

death note has been my main, precious interest and it still is, and alongside it i am an enthusiast of britney spears, art, writing, psychopathology and angels of death! i also like alnst and hoyo games here and then. my taste in music is versatile (points a finger at britney, i-dle, f(x), loona, have a nice life, chernoburkv, lana del rey, molchat doma, avtostopom po fasze sna - kishlak ++) so don't hesitate to ask me for recs or YOU rec me stuff.. i like new songs..

this blog is mainly lighthearted but considering my writing, there of course will be mentions of self-harm, suicide and such. i don't go too far regarding that, though. for that reason, i use the following tags. please block these if you are uncomfortable:

tw self mutilation, cw/tw self harm, tw/cw suicide.

if you're a moot/follower and have a specific tag that doesn't touch on these subjects that you'd prefer tagged, send me an ask or message and ill try seeing what i can do <3

please do not follow if any of these apply to you:

pro-oppression (including being pro-russia), radqueer/xenosatanist

follow your own dni <3 i block liberally !

i hope we get along! i love everyone and everything so please don't hesitate to send me asks/interact with me. i love asks os much. and especially if you're a reader of atrophy i WILL hug you until you get sick of me because you are my goat. thank you for reading this mess of an intro <3

i also have a rare thing called "can't shut my ass up about lawlight" beware. moot me up if you also have "can't shut my ass up about lawlight"

[beyondkami]

the fact that in the last year atrophy has gained over 400 kudos is genuinely mind blowing to me and i feel like i might cry

[beyondkami]

??? ohmygod its700 now

[foreverstoney]

catboy L puppyboy light send post send POST SEND POST

[foreverstoney]

fffah

[methampheridone]

@beyondkami

[nicolenick]

Human washing machine :p

[foreverstoney]

huge art dump .. hey guys winks

[still-alive4now]

Someone bully me into drawing lawlight as alnst characters

(also tell me who to draw them as bcs rn I don't really know which dynamic they fit..... Bleh)

[waxalas]

when amazon is funny

[thebigmeaty]

Crappy

[vullixart]

lawlight week day 1 - revive/restart

[nicolenick]

this prompt strongly reminded me of Frankenstein, so I wanted to create a short comic to illustrate that! :D

L does remind me of the creature - a strange collection of lanky limbs, thin with jet black hair and lips, wide watery eyes that stare uncomfortable out of a pale face <3 — there’s also his isolation and difficulty blending seamlessly into society. A Lonely Monster

[chewtakesover]

for lawlightweek 2026, for the first prompt i ran out of time, so here's some wips of one of my animations for you for the prompt of revive/restart :) i can't wait to show you the finished version soon!

[beyondkami]

siren light yagami x lost fisherman L who knows he's fucked but lets himself get enchanted anyway. send post

[tinnyfoxts]

[beyondkami]

fandom shit is tough when im a brainless dumbass who can barely formulate a boundary lol

[fishinspacey]

this is all part of L’s genius plan

[lightyagummyy]

Average female sleepover experience

[kiyomitakada]

[death note drama 'verse | @lawlightweek2026 day 1: revive/restart | also on ao3!]

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Sticking only your upper body out of the tent to lie on your stomach is not the best move because it leaves you mostly defenseless, but you’ve never had to worry about attacks from within before; no one you mistrust has ever gotten close enough. This clean, sterile, germ-free (germ-free, Watari) territory is yours and yours alone. Also, you never did take up Halle’s invitation to capoeira classes. So. Your legs being trapped is hardly a loss, combatively speaking.

You lace your fingers together and stare.

In your little cage of video, Light Yagami takes a potato chip and eats it.

Again, you think, and click to replay.

Every time: the plunge, the prolonged twitching of the hand within the bag, the withdrawal. A robber dies in an alley in Kyoto without surveillance cameras. A chip dashes itself against the shore of Light-kun’s teeth. July twenty-first, forty seconds past eight. You could measure his muscle contractions with your eyes closed by now.

Again.

It’s ridiculous what murder investigations come down to, sometimes. A college student with a heretofore unused talent for ambidexterity. Your friend eating consommé chips. For the first time this does not strike you as very funny. For the first time none of it seems funny at all.

It used to comfort you, that a video always plays out the exact same way. It used to feel like having control for once.

Again.

This clip does rank very low on the list of evidence damning Light. Everything you have is circumstantial, but odd movement within a potato chip bag is, what, a circumstance of a circumstance? You’ve never bothered with lawyer terms. Moving on. There are much stronger points in your case — has the entire task force forgotten about Light vanishing from the surface of the Earth days before turning himself into confinement, you wonder; well, no, not Yagami-san — but this is the only piece of it you have frozen so solidly in amber. (And that conversation with Amane, but you’d rather not dwell on that.) Here: the image of Light Yagami under your thumb. Your home-grown mass murderer. You will never trap him in a way that matters.

You miss him. You watch him reach into the bag. You wish the miniature Light would turn to face you the way he did on the last day of surveillance. You wish the script would break. You’ve never wished for anything this much ever since escaping your irrelevant long-dead childhood and the debt must have accrued because you feel you could choke on it, drown in it, collapse tomorrow suffocated with blue light and wanting. Would he want to watch you die? If so: how many times?

Why are you doing this? you ask him in silence. Your only friend. Don’t you know you’re doomed? Don’t you know all you’re doing is soaking the world in blood? Can you hear me in there, Light-kun?

He’s a hopeless murderer. He’s unsalvageable. The chip snaps in half and you press replay.