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sometimes i wonder how many people end up here from the end notes on my fics on ao3

say hi or like this post so we can scream into the void together -- no ones ever asked for a list of my favorite fics ive written but im putting one together for you anyway (espec if you come on here after reading 1 of my stories only to realize i have 58 fics and are like..what the fuck erika)

The More We Give, the More Abundance We Experience (DC Sladick): It's a cannibalistic retelling of The Little Mermaid featuring Rainbow Fish (Dick) -- part 3 has been in progress for 2 years and i promise shes coming eventually but the number of times i have reread this thing has me feral and i need everyone to know about it

#maybe i'll pin this post #erika liveblogs writing #if you actually view this list and are swayed to read a fic because of it pls come scream about it with me #most of these are fics that for whatever reason dont get read as much as my others and i need yall to understand why i love them sm

see ya next time atlantic city

#had an orchestra performance at a conference in AC today so that’s been fun

fejoam

depressionmaxing

lacetulle

Joli Poli Couture

did a routine self-google and discovered a website that basically is all about pirating ceus in my field, sharing them without a paywall etc, and honestly I respect that so hard

but my issue is the fact that the “guide” that “pulls from” my presentation reads like my video was uploaded to an ai engine and a written summary was spat out

and I am so not okay with my intellectual property, with my actual likeness in full audio visual display, being thrown into ai !!!!!!

#I wrote them an email requesting any items created with ai that pulled from my presentation to be pulled down. let’s see what they say lmao #like they link back to the original talk for people to watch and pay to get CEUs but my issue is the text copy literally reads like ai slop #it’s bad enough that people try to upload and scrape my written fic and uploading photos to an ai engine is absolutely horrid to me #but an actual video with my everything included??? nope nope nope nope nope

new sleep paralysis demon downloaded

#I was laughing for a solid 5 mins last night when B put Piplup on my shoulder and I looked over and it was just like.#oh Piplups plotting my murder okay this is normal.#so ofc I had to take a photo in the middle of the night #where in which erika pretends to be artistic #sure let’s throw it in that tag #Pokémon meme

san francisco museum of modern art | may 2026

#where in which erika pretends to be artistic #sfmoma #let’s see if I can finally upload these!!!!

officialpenisenvy

robin gets a bat-abortion

pupwiboy

I keep trying to post photos from my trip and tumblr keeps bugging out everytime what the fuck

I’m just tryna show off the cute and fun photos I got from the San Francisco museum of modern art like goddamn

#I fly home Tuesday but like cmonnnnn I wanna post them nowwwwwww

spikedaily

Scanned photos from the makeup department of Buffy the Vampire Slayer. (credit / x)

okay so I say this fully knowing I am 2.5 margs and 2shots of absinthe deep but

I’m about to leave the restaurant I’m at bc (I know my limits and finishing a third marg is not one of them) (also the second marg was topped off so really I was served like 3.5 margs ok)

And I look over and the tv I Haven’t Noticed All Night is playing like professional poker

And I just freeze

Bc

100% of my teen years watching tv with my dad was either spent watching: law and order, mash, espn, or professional poker

And I’m not usually the kind of person to be like. Oh my god I saw a cardinal I saw a butterfly it’s the dead person looking at me!!!

But I’m in San Francisco to give a two hour workshop on Ttrpg and social skills at a national conference, which is kick starting the “””Erika world tour””” and my dads best friend of 35 years texted me yesterday to see how I was and said my dad would be so proud of me when I mentioned the international talks im doing this year and just

Imma believe in fate for the rest of tonight okay

Don’t ask me to admit to it tomorrow or the next day but for tonight. For tonight I’m a believer.

#did anyone else’s brain start playing the Shrek soundtrack at the end there or was that just me #or just me or the margs and absinthe talking lmao #ok goodnight sanfran