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#beyoursanctuary / a private and mutuals only Jinu of the Saja Boys from Kpop Demon Hunters. Canon & heavily headcanon based. MINORS DNI. Low to medium activity. An exploration of shame, guilt, manipulation, power imbalances, redemption, friendship, consumption, love, and more.

Idolled by FAUST.

RULES 🎤 CHARACTER 🎤 INQUIRE 🎤 WISHLIST 🎤 HEADCANONS

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I live to get under rumi's skin :')

#✘┊ mobile.#Jinu speaking but also this is crack #✘┊ crack.

jinu in a leather jacket with a thin cigarette between his lips, demon eyes peering from the shadows, and a crooked smile showing just one ivory fang.

Hey, hi, I'm still alive. Just Going Through It.

Work has resumed and my creative well took an emptying nosedive. I also lack confidence in writing Jinu — which — I know practice will do me good on that front and it doesn't matter as long as my friends still enjoy interacting with me and I'm having fun. But sometimes the brain is Mean. Anyways, I'll try to be around some this weekend!

( especially if it means witnessing rumi's epic sinday fails. )

#✘┊ faust speaking.#✘┊ mobile.#tbd.

◆ My apologies for the inactivity over here! Work has started back up for me. I also took a bit of time to tend to my primary blogs, where I feel most comfortable. I will do my best to come around this weekend, though!

#✘┊ faust speaking.#✘┊ mobile.#tbd.

Alucard just raises his eyebrows at this kid, then offers his hat to him.

unprompted / always accepting

The patterns against his skin flicker, easily missed if one didn't know what to look for. He stands, unmoving as a statue next to the vampire. The red, large brimmed hat is dropped atop the idol's head; Jinu looks ridiculous in it, but silently accepts the accessory nonetheless. An arm rises, thumb pointing up to indicate approval. He has no idea what he has done to earn such an exchange, or whether or not he should comment on it, but he has to do something. "I wear it with. . . honor."

#✘┊ ANSWERED.#doublejango #HEEELLP this is the GOOFIEST image ever xDD #he has a weird lil smile and the thumbs up sdkfgl

I am running errands at the moment & mobile bound. Miiiight jump into inboxes if anyone is wanting of that. Otherwise, I will be around later to answer & reply to things! ☆

#✘┊ faust speaking.#✘┊ mobile.#tbd.

me; I am going to spend time on another blog today

kairi, in my inbox; oh really???? :)))

#✘┊ faust speaking.#✘┊ mobile.#tbd.#HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH hello i exist sort of #needed a break the last few days; having a hard time in my head #will slowly be interactinf again!

Jinu prefers rainy days. The sun is lovely and warm, and perfect for outings, sure. . . but there is something refreshing about the rain; cleansing, even. Rainy days are a balm against all of the ways in which he strikes back against the world and himself. The soft pattering of it against surfaces, or the hard strikes of a storm - both are equally adored and enjoyed.

They are also an excuse to curl up with a cup of tea, or bury one's self in bed. He is not opposed to going out and standing in the pouring rain, either. It feels good, clears his mind, and reminds him that he can feel things other than pain.

#✘┊ HEADCANONS.#just a small casual less important thing #wearing a favorite hoodie and standing on a porch / under an awning while watching the rain? yes.

Perhaps a Sin Eater might be able to help you... or is it too late for that?

unprompted / always accepting

Help him? The idea of being helped is laughable. The sound bubbles in his throat, escaping before Jinu can lock it away behind his lips. The patterns along his skin flicker, shining with that violet and iridescent hue, golden hues and slitted pupils narrowing. There's a wicked little flash of fangs before her curbs the smirk and tampers his emotions.

"Why would anyone help me? The last time I prayed for help, I got exactly what I wanted, and then what I deserved." His arms open in a vague gesture. "What will this Sin Eater do? What will I do, after supposedly being helped?" The world was different now, and his family was long gone. He has no one. He abandoned the ones he loved most when they needed him, and now, time has continued moving while he remains. Not entirely himself, and yet, Gwi-Ma could not be presented sole blame for what he has become. This is the root of who he is, isn't it? Deceitful, cruel, selfish. . . . He deserves to be chewed on by shame and guilt; let it gnaw his bones until he turns to dust.

"It is too late for a lot of things."

#✘┊ ANSWERED.#this was interesting to have ;; he l l o #✘┊ ANONYMOUS.

Rumi was making some sandwiches for lunch as she looked over to her room. She had just gotten him back last week. Both. Of them still adjusting. She sighed walking over to him and sat on her bed. Gently putting a hand on his " Jinu. Are you doing ok?"she asked concerned. "Oh. And if you do somehow jump in front of an attack like that again. That's crazy"she teased lightly trying to ease the tension.

unprompted / always accepting

Rumi wasn't weak; she was the furthest thing from it, and yet, he couldn't help himself. He doesn't meet her gaze when she returns, but the touch is welcomed. Hesitantly, Jinu threads his fingers into the spaces between her own and gives her hand a small squeeze. He tries to brush off the heavy topic with a soft laugh, passing her a fond smile. But even as he does it, he knows it won't work on her.

"I'm fine." A partial truth. Honesty was easier to come by now, but still something he struggled with leaning into. So much of his life was spent wrapped in lies like spun silk. "What? Me? Do something so foolish? I would never." He touches his free hand to his chest, as if her words had wounded him.

"I. . . am sorry if I worried you. It felt like the right thing to do. I just keep thinking, wondering how many times I missed an opportunity to do the right thing. Before, you know?"

#✘┊ ANSWERED.#familybeforeall

Until I get my ass in gear and spend the time making icons, I'll use some of my original ones / work iconless! Just a heads up. I'm gonna' take my time and focus on the writing aspect tbh, especially since Jinu is a new muse for me.

#✘┊ faust speaking.#demons? not new. but kpdh and him? new for me.#tbd.

Shame on you for being such a pretty twink! Look at you, beautiful and talented and your voice is like silk. Uh, shame! So much shame! <3

unprompted / always accepting

He won't attempt to beat the allegations; may as well deceive them all! Let them think he's just some pretty boy. . . And when they're in his grasp at last, when they are finally his. . . .

"The weight of my shame is nothing compared to my will to survive."

#✘┊ ANSWERED.#this was supposed to just be a goofy response. but then i added the last bit.#FINALLY MY COMPUTER IS COOPERATING #✘┊ ANONYMOUS.

it's over for everyone (especially myself) when I edit the perfect icon for this ask from last night. and I have a hunch to who sent it. . . maybe. ajdkfgl;

#✘┊ faust speaking.#tbd.#i swear. i know exactly which frame to use. just gimme a hot min.

online for a bit, but uncertain of what my activity will look like. dealing with a dip in my mood / some anxiety. appreciate the patience! <3

#✘┊ faust speaking.#tbd.#luuurking and might reblog some things.