silver lining

— ❝ silver rays ricochet, and dance across the [ g o l d e n ] floor. silver rays you can stay, and let me drift away from shore. ❞ //

[biancafck]

wesidc:

technicalities aside, admit it, you enjoyed last night. and you probably would’ve left if you didn’t basically pass out on that rooftop.

ok, it might have been fun. i don’t remember a lot of it, though, and i’m kind of worried about what i did. oh come on, i didn’t really pass out, did i?

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fukjay:

ah, I got it. those stories are wild, I mean I’ve seen some written about us with people we haven’t even met yet but hooray for  creativity, I guess? hey now, most drugs are bad, not all of them. and don’t worry about never seeing that picture because trust me, you won’t. I would rather spend a whole day with tara than see that picture become public. 

the people writing it are barely older than children, jay. i feel like i should call their parents or something... let’s be real, there should be a limit to creativity when it becomes this creepy. are you trying to encourage me to do drugs, jay? i expected better from you. oh my, that picture must be horrible. are you two ever going to stop fighting, by the way?

[crackshipshq]

Barbara Palvin and Sebastian Stan.    ↳ requested by anonymous.

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wesidc:

could’ve sworn it was you who was following me last night to sneak out to that party. my mistake, b.

following you? please, i didn’t follow you. you invited me, wes. and i would have probably left if you took off all your clothes.

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fukjay:

what did you find? if you don’t mind me asking but if it makes you feel better, I can relate to this. I got real high one night and decided to look through my google search and found this weird drawing of wes and I doing…. something I rather not repeat but I couldn’t look wes in the eye for a whole week.

it was me and a pop star i’m DEFINITELY not a fan of... i mean, i’m not one to point fingers, but that man is a pig. and that story was... yeah, i’d rather not talk too much about it. see, this is why drugs are bad. please never show me that drawing, or i might never be able to look at either of you ever again. i mean, i’ve seen wes moon people in the audience before, but that is a whole other thing. 

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wesidc:

my blog is still better than His. i post occasional artistic nudes.

and you wonder why i don’t follow you anymore...

[biancafck]

✉ MSSG  → TARATATA

TARA: hot chocolate sounds great !

TARA: thank u

BIANCA: i'll add tiny marshmallows just for you

[biancafck]

✉ MSSG  → TARATATA

TARA: i drink too much and that's an issue

TARA: but im okay

BIANCA: :(

BIANCA: are you sure you're okay, babe?

BIANCA: i can make you some hot chocolate if you want!!!

[biancafck]

I have finally learned my lesson, and will no longer google myself. As in never ever again. People out there are writing very very disturbing things, and I wish there was a way to bleach my brain once and for all. 

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✉ MSSG  → OPEN

TARA: hey

TARA: i was doing just fine before i met you

BIANCA: wait what?

BIANCA: did i do something?

BIANCA: i did give you your jacket back, right?

[wesidc-deactivated20201004]

GUESS WHO REMEMBERED THE PASSWORD TO THEIR BLOG?

[biancafck]

jesus christ, most likely. then again, i don’t think jesus would forget the password to his own blog.

[fcktara-blog]

Hmmmm, so are you sleeping with anyone? Not in the band and all. COME ON YOU HAVE TO TELL ME!! I promise I’ll keep my mouth shut. Just remember that time I made out with a nerd so he can do my homework for me my senior year of high school, and I told you! This is a good time you can return the favor.

[biancafck]

Why do you think that I’m sleeping with anyone? Why do you think that, Tara? Have I done anything that would make you think that? I don’t understand...

[fcktara-blog]

OH THANK GOD! It’s not that I’m relieved or anything, just… You can do better than Jay. You’ve still been sketch, lately… Please don’t tell me you’re sleeping with Wes… Because you can TOTALLY do better than him.

[biancafck]

Wes? Tara, have you ever met me? I promise I’m not sleeping with Jay, Wes or you. My life is completely, 100%, totally free from inter-band hook ups. I promise. 

[fcktara-blog]

You’ve been quite the sketch lately. Ok- I’m just gonna say it. You better pinky promise you won’t be mad at me. Actually, you should be mad at Wes cause he told me and basically, he’s the reason this started. Well, actually not the actual reason, because- Wait, fuck… Let me just say it: I head you’re sleeping with Jay. Which I’m totally okay with! It’s just, I just want know if you are. Just remember I’m totally okay with and it’s all Wes’ fault.

[biancafck]

What? I —No, it’s not... I think Wes is confused. I mean, do you really think I would do something like that without telling you? That Wes would find out about it before you did? That’s ridiculous, Tara  — I’ve never slept with Jay.

[wesidc-deactivated20201004]

Never tried it.

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[wesidc-deactivated20201004]

Promise next time it won’t be as rough. Drink some gatorade, take a nap and you’ll be all ready for another night out. I have some aspirin with me in case you need one, so… Yeah, you’ll survive, B. You did seem like you were having fun with your badass dance moves. 

[biancafck]

You promised me I’d be fine last night, and look at me now, Wesley. Can you really be trusted? Or are you just trying to see if my head can explode? But seriously, I can’t drink gatorade. It makes my heart beat faster, and that creeps me out. No, wait- That’s Monster... I’d really appreciate some aspirin, though, thank you. I danced?! No. I did not dance. Wes, I can’t dance. Please tell me I didn’t dance?

[fukjay]

I don’t think you should be insulted, it was just a misunderstanding.. though i get why you are.

[biancafck]

Yeah, I guess you’re right. I just hope he didn’t think that I looked like one of those crazy fans... You know, the ones who yell super inappropriate stuff at us, “randomly “ turn up wherever we’re at and get kinda physical?