i’m posting this mainly because i don’t want people to think i just fell off the face of the earth for the next couple of months, but i’ll be going on a writing hiatus. i’m balancing college and a full-time job at the moment, and writing hasn’t been coming to me as naturally as it had been the last couple of months, so i think i should probably take a break. i’ll be honest — i do this a lot, mostly because i have barely any free time left over and because i am not as imaginative of a writer as i used to be when i first started. but this is just a temporary solution while i get my shit together and hopefully survive writer’s block for the millionth time. like i always say, i will persevere!!!
thank you so much for reading my fics and supporting me. i love you guys so freaking much. bigsuki out.
hello everyone. backrooms & obsession in the same week made me extremely paranoid to the point where i have picked up my drafts once again so new fic coming soon
omg I jus finished ur fic of Jaehyun and Taesan, And I cant help but wonder how Jae was such a freaking coward!!! for not confessing to yn asap. They wouldve come so far if he did. I dont mind tho cause Taesan was way WAY better than him imo ✌️🤤
omg hello anon!! ok 1. thank you so for reading!!! and 2. yes i 100% agree with you jaehyun WAS a coward. in part 1 he literally had so many chances to confess and he kinda did at one point but it was so brushed over because in reader’s mind, it was something that couldn’t ever happen and they would always be “friends” no matter what. but reader ending up with taesan was always my plan from the beginning (even tho part 2 and 3 were written YEARS apart from part 1 😭). so yes taesan is way better LMAOAO
currently reading: textbooks (but i just finished hamlet !!)
currently watching: ohshc, saiki k, can this love be translated? (already planning my rewatch of sinners) (yes ik i just watched it for the first time last night)
currently craving: red velvet cake 🤤
last song: rocky road to dublin from the sinners soundtrack
late to the party but i read your taesan fic “before the sun” and i gotta express the absolute feelings i felt like i CRIED over that THAT FIC IS SO BEAUTIFUL
omg i’m so sorry i saw this so late but thank you so much!!! before the sun is genuinely one of the fics i’m most proud of and it always makes me so happy when people tell me they liked it like that’s my babyyy 😭😭 thank you sm for reading 🫶🏼🫶🏼
i had no idea what was going on on bndblr but i just fell down a rabbit hole and yikes… whatever that was 😬
anyway, i feel the need to explicitly state that i don’t like ai, especially not when it’s being used in writing and art. it takes away from so many talented authors and artists and it’s literally killing our planet. stop using ai in creative spaces. posting your shitty, not-proofread fics is a hundred times better than some ai-generated piece of shit.
feel free to unfollow me or block me or whatever the fuck if you support ai usage like this, i genuinely could not give less of a damn.
do not even think of interacting or coming into my blog and reading my fics if you support, interact with, AND ESPECIALLY if you use ai in your art and writing. while I am careful and kind, i don't hesitate to stick up for what I think is right and I am insanely protective over my craft. I'd rather delete my entire blog than risk my ideas, hardwork, and my soul's products be plagiarized shamelessly. have some fucking dignity before you ever think of stealing.
genre. romance, fantasy, slice of life, sci-fi warnings. mind you that all of this is fictional, and if a stranger is ever in your home report it immediately… wc. 1.4k
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TAESAN WAS MID-TEXT WHEN IT HAPPENED.
His phone buzzed once more with Jaehyun’s reply—something about instant noodles being a valid dinner choice—and Taesan snorted quietly to himself as he locked the screen. The bathroom light flickered on, casting its usual tired glow over the narrow hallway of his apartment. Midnight had settled in softly, the building humming with distant water pipes and the occasional thud of someone walking overhead.
Normal. Quiet. Predictable.
He brushed his teeth, scrolling aimlessly through his thoughts the way he always did at night. His garage room was just below him, technically part of the same unit but separated by a short flight of stairs and a thin door. It was where he kept his music equipment, storage boxes, old posters, and the random clutter of a life that didn’t quite fit in neat spaces.
He spat into the sink.
Then he heard the crash.
It wasn’t subtle. It wasn’t polite. It wasn’t the kind of noise that could be explained by a fallen box or a slipped hanger.
It was loud. Metallic. Followed by the unmistakable sound of something heavy hitting concrete.
Taesan froze.
His toothbrush slipped from his fingers and clattered into the sink. Water overflowed, but he didn’t notice. His heart had already kicked into a sharp, uneven rhythm, instincts screaming at him to move.
“Hello?” he called out, voice echoing uselessly down the hallway.
No response.
Another sound followed—softer this time. A shuffle. Something scraping against the floor.
Taesan didn’t think. He just ran.
Barefoot, pajama-clad, toothpaste still on his tongue, he bolted down the stairs two at a time. The door to the garage room was already ajar, light spilling out at an odd angle like the room itself had been startled awake.
He pushed the door open fully.
And then he stopped breathing.
In the center of the garage room—his garage room—was a large, half-crushed cardboard box. The kind used for shipping furniture or appliances. One side had caved in completely, and from that broken opening—
Two legs.
Human legs. Bare feet. Dusty. Unsteady.
They stuck out at an awkward angle, knees bent like whoever owned them had fallen straight through the box instead of stepping into it.
Taesan stared.
His brain offered him nothing helpful.
No explanation. No rationalization. No “this is probably just—”
Because nothing about this was probably just anything.
“Uh,” he said, intelligently.
The legs twitched.
Something shifted inside the box, followed by a soft, confused sound—not quite a word, not quite a noise. The cardboard rustled as a figure slowly, carefully pushed herself upright.
First came your hands, gripping the torn edges of the box like you weren’t sure the floor would hold you. Then your head lifted.
And Taesan’s entire reality tilted.
You are… human-shaped, at least. That helped. Somewhat.
Your hair was a mess of soft, unfamiliar texture, like it had never met a brush in its life. Your clothes didn’t look like clothes so much as approximations of them—fabric that followed the idea of shirts and pants without committing to the concept fully.
But it was your eyes that made Taesan’s stomach drop.
They were wide. Sparkling. Not in a metaphorical, “wow, pretty eyes” way.
In a literal, light-catching, almost reflective way—like starlight had gotten lost and decided to stay.
You looked around the room slowly, taking in the concrete floor, the shelves, the old guitar leaning against the wall, the faint glow of the ceiling bulb. Your expression wasn’t fear. It wasn’t curiosity either.
It was… blank.
Like someone who had woken up in the middle of a dream and wasn’t sure which parts were real yet.
Then you looked at him.
Taesan forgot how to speak.
They stared at each other in silence, the air thick with disbelief. His heart pounded so loudly he was convinced you could hear it.
“Okay,” he said finally, because his mouth needed to do something. “This is new.”
‘New’ was a way to put it.
You tilted your head.
That was it. No words. No sounds. Just a slight, inquisitive tilt, like you were trying to align your vision with his reality.
“Are you…?” He gestured vaguely at you, then the box, then the room. “Did you… fall?”
You blinked.
Then you nodded.
Once. Slowly. Carefully.
“Right. Okay. Good. You fell. Into my garage. In a box.”
He swallowed.
“Do you… know where you are?”
You shook your head.
Not dramatically. Not panicked.
Just… no.
“Do you know who you are?”
Another shake.
Something cold slid down Taesan’s spine.
He ran a hand through his hair, trying to wake himself up through sheer physical motion. “This is either a prank, a dream, or the beginning of something I’m not emotionally prepared for.”
You watched him intently, eyes tracking every movement like you were studying a new species.
“Can you talk?” he asked gently.
Your lips parted, like you wanted to try.
Nothing came out.
You frowned at yourself, brows knitting together in quiet frustration, then shook your head again.
Nonverbal. Great.
Taesan let out a breath he didn’t realize he’d been holding. “Okay. That’s okay. We can work with nodding. People nod all the time. Very functional.”
He crouched slightly, keeping a respectful distance. “You’re not… dangerous, right?”
You stared at him for a second.
Then you shook your head.
“Good. Because I’m very bad at fighting.”
That earned him something new—a small, uncertain smile. Like the concept of humor had just been introduced to her and you were deciding whether to keep it.
Taesan felt his chest tighten.
You climbed carefully out of the box, movements slow and deliberate, like gravity was a suggestion rather than a rule. Your feet touched the concrete and you looked down at them, fascinated, wiggling your toes as if checking they were real.
“You’re… very sparkly,” Taesan muttered.
Your eyes lit up.
You nodded enthusiastically.
Of course you did.
“Is that a yes to ‘you’re sparkly’ or ‘you agree with my assessment’?”
You nodded again.
“Right. Communication is going to be a journey.”
He glanced at the destroyed box. There were no labels. No shipping information. No explanation. Just torn cardboard and the lingering impression that something impossible had happened and left its evidence behind.
“So,” he said carefully, “you don’t know where you are, who you are, or how you got here.”
You shook her head.
“You can’t talk.”
A head tilt. Unsure.
”Oh okay, you don’t know. We can work that out in a bit.”
You nodded.
“But you’re… okay?”
You nodded. Slowly. Thoughtfully.
“Fantastic. Love that for us.”
He stood there, arms crossed, trying to imagine how he was supposed to explain this to anyone.
Hey guys, can’t hang out tonight. There’s a glowing, mute stranger in my garage who might be from space.
His phone buzzed in his pocket. Probably another group chat message. Probably something normal. Something sane.
He ignored it.
“What do I call you?” he asked instead.
You blinked.
Looked at yourself.
Looked at him.
Then shrugged.
“Right. No name yet. That’s fine. We can… workshop it.”
You watched him with an intensity that felt oddly intimate, like he was the first fixed point in a world that hadn’t finished loading.
He gestured toward the small couch in the corner. “You can sit. If you want.”
You hesitated, then carefully walked over and perched on the edge of the cushion like it was an alien object—which, Taesan realized, might be true from your perspective.
You looked up at him expectantly.
“So,” he said, voice quieter now, “something tells me you’re not from around here.”
Your eyes sparkled brighter, if that was even possible.
You nodded.
Taesan exhaled a shaky laugh.
“Yeah. Me too.”
He glanced around his garage room—the clutter, the cables, the half-finished projects, the very ordinary life he’d been living just minutes ago.
Now there was a mysterious, silent, possibly extraterrestrial person sitting on his couch, looking at him like he was the anchor to reality.
mama’s gonna make a big list of all her top favorite reads (no specific number cause i can never pick a limited amount) because i’m bored and this’ll be easier than scrolling through my reads tag ( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡)
⤿ starting off with my angel leehan favs ( ⸝⸝꩜ ᯅ ꩜⸝⸝;)..
⋆˚࿔ this perv!leehan thought by @0310s
┃ when i tell you that i'm obsessed with perv leehan..i am obsessed. my first bnd read on this blog and i still think about it AUGH
₊˚ʚ pearlfish by @blue-jisungs
┃ i have such a SOFT SPOT FOR THIS ONE OMF i love anything soft and fluffy about leehan
˖ ࣪ ⊹ making out with leehan thoughts by @chewnotchoke
┃ now you know i'm weak for leehan but even weaker for anything with making out LORDDDD
⋆˚࿔ my boyfriend ! by @winteringdream
┃ why is he not mine like come on COME ONNNNNN UGH
₊˚ʚ pull and push by @winteringdream
┃"I didn't realize it at first, but it's always been you." LIKEEE?????
˖ ࣪ ⊹ cool with you by @taesanrot
┃ F.U.C.K all i have to say
⋆˚࿔ if i could by @bigsuki
┃ i love a good friends to lovers. "I don't want anyone better I just want you." like this is not good for my heart (also can't believe we're moots I LOVE YOUR WORKS SO BAD <3)
₊˚ʚ thirty days of love by @htaesan
┃ OH MY GOD this one had me sobbing when i should've been sleeping and the way it was constantly on my brain for like a week. i love torturing myself with angst I LOVE WHEN IT MAKES ME CRY
˖ ࣪ ⊹ when did you get hot ? by @pupillary
┃ just delicious fluffiness
⋆˚࿔ fruit punch and stomach bugs by @hancorys
┃ this one had me screaming cause like yes and i've said before I LOVE A GOOD FRIENDS TO LOVERS yes i do
₊˚ʚ i'll show you anatomy by @loserlvrss
┃ yes yes yes yes ye sye sye syes yes ye s yes
˖ ࣪ ⊹ attention by @blueberrybeomgyu
| i had reblogged this one on my old blog so i don't think i've reblogged it on this one yet BUT i came across it again yesterday on ao3 AND SCREAMED (and creamed) like this was just too good and juicy. the way he was just craving the reader's attention and the edging AND UGH (i also cannot believe we're moots i am moots with the writer WHO WROTE THIS TOE CURLING SMUT okay sorry)
taesan favs (ꈍᴗꈍ)♡
₊˚⊹♡ skincare and lotion by @junhanism
| just pure fluffiness and i love it
➴❤︎ everlong by @seventeensbabye
| oh you don't even know the effect this one had on me LIKEEE
♡ˎˊ˗ white lilies at 3:46 by @v4mpcartt
| big fan of slow burn like yes give me more
₊˚⊹♡ do you even love me anymore? by @4doras
| i love when taesan's the one being teased
➴❤︎ taesan as your lover by @mytaesan
| he's just so comforting GIVE HIM TO MEEEEE AUGH taesan fluff got my brain turning to mush
♡ˎˊ˗ your lipstick stain is a work of art by @tobiotaesan
| "I love your lipstick stains. Especially, when it's on me." SHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUP i will give him a million kisses and leave lipstick stains everywhere
₊˚⊹♡ pas de punk by @ihangelic
| oh girl don't even get me started on how yummy this fic was like fuck GIVE ME PUNK TAESAN ALL THE TIMEEEE
➴❤︎ keep me up at night by @4doras
| sweet sweetness
♡ˎˊ˗ nice guy by @ihangelic
| i'd want taesan to beat up an ex for me because he's in love with me too 🤲🏼
₊˚⊹♡ the worst person in the world by @bigsuki
| ugh WHEN THEY YEARRNNNN like yes give it to me (also lia i'm sorry you're gonna be on this list a lot IM SORRY your works just always hit !!! my fav yearner)
➴❤︎ midnight lotus by @coriihanniee
| oh midnight lotus what would've been of my life if i hadn't read you this one holds a special place in my HEARTTT especially with the lotus being my favorite flower for it's meaning ugh just comfort packed in a fic
♡ˎˊ˗ the softest place to land by @csenarios
| that type of fluff you read when you wish they were your bf irl
sungho favs (˶ ᵔ ̫ ᵔ ˶) ♡
⋆. 𐙚 ˚ primavera by @bigsuki
| AAAAAAAND yet another one that had me bawling my eyes out but are we surprised? also about you by the 1975 was playing coincidentally as i was reading this so emotions were everywhere
࿔*:· i always buy one extra by @lovehakie
| and will i always eat up a fic taking place in a cafe?? um yes.
˚୨୧⋆.˚ and they were roomates...yeah right by @astrae4
| god i love park sungho sigh
⋆. 𐙚 ˚ study buddy, study body ! by @pupillary
| no words besides wishing this were a real thing happening to me
࿔*:· song of bards and berries by @astrae4
| the yearning fics will always do it for me
˚୨୧⋆.˚ kiss it better by @dat-town
| yes i will kiss your boo boos for u sungho
⋆. 𐙚 ˚ ride a horse, then ride a cowboy by @ilysungho
| pretty sure this was my first bnd smut i reblogged like ever "ever ridden... a cowboy before?" LIKEEEE I WILL HOP ON THAT EVERYDAAAYYYY (also can't believe kati's my mootie?? you're telling me THEEE ceo of sungho smut is following me?)
࿔*:· my man on his willpower by @rosycanread
| this one was so funny the way he didn't think they were already dating AWEE but the smut....OOOOOO THE SMUT i need him bad
riwoo faves ♡( ˘ ³˘)♥︎
⋆˚ʚɞ si tu venais danser avec moi by @starriniqhts
| no i will not leave the angst alone i will hold it tightly
༄.° study guide to my heart by @starriniqhts
| I ABSOLUTELY ADORE THE TOOTH ROTTING FLUFF GUYS
°˖➴ this riwoo thought by @ihanzzn
| I AM A SUCKER FOR PRETTY HANDS AND RIWOO'S HANDS ARE PRETTY AND WHEN HE DOES HIS NAILS OH.
still on the hunt for riwoo fics so more will most def be added
jaehyun favs (づ ᴗ _ᴗ)づ♡
݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆ sick of being sober by @bambisnc
| MYUNG JAEHYUN COME HERE
⋆˙⟡ the sky, it falls by @bigsuki
| umm so i hurt. the unrequited love trope will always have me by the neck
♡⸝⸝ steal my girl by @pupillary
| this one was just too cute the jealousy on both sides
݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆ this jaehyun thought by @nyuworld
| i love when jaehyun has a massive crush boy COME HEREEEE
⋆˙⟡ one track mind by @lyanftw
| loser jaehyun's got a special place in my heart
♡⸝⸝ loml by @coriihanniee
| GET THE ANGST AWAY FROM ME BRO ARE U ALLERGIC TO HAPPINESS????
݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆ kisses for the taking by @taestulipss
| so this one made me freak out like give him to me pls (thank you rosy 🙏🏼)
instead of just making a whole new post every time i’m just gonna be updating this one. my library of favorites. THANK YOUUUUU to all these amazing writers for your service i love you all kiss kiss (⸝⸝> ᴗ•⸝⸝)
gang i might have to start taking requests some of you come of with the insanest plots and i lowkey gotta right these down LET ME COOK I GOT YOU 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️‼️‼️‼️
