Everything is the same in the end... Who am I? Well none of your business if you are not kindly and sincerely interested. If so, you could ask privately. I may or may not answer up to my mood. I do not have kik etc and won't have. Do not ask any of my account or submission of my birthsuit if not openly supplied by me. Come on, grow up ! We are not at high school anymore now, are we? You can send messeges in a civil way and we can chat though. I am a mum at late 40s with slightly submissive & bisexual tendencies. This is my only sanctuary where I can steam off and have fun without unhealthy societial restrictions about consentual sexual activities. I am not actively in a BDSM society or engaged in D/s relation. I just like voyuerism and get off by watching and reading. I had my moments ages ago but I do not recall them serious experiences. That does not mean I do not want to explore further. I always find the dynamics of D/s exciting and thrilling in so many ways. I am hopelessly waiting for my dominant knight with shining armour to discover, capture and throw me over the saddle of his stallion and claim me for his own pleasures😁... and also finally let me taste for once in this life what true happiness means. I prefer to chat with non judgemental gentlemen between 39-55. However I do not have any stupid prejudice towards people so anyone can communicate with me unless being under 24. If you become disrespectful you'd be ignored or simply blocked. Zero tolerance to body image humiliation, homophobia, racism, any discriminative behaviours and plain stupidity. Some posts may be offending or disturbing for the ones who do not know a shit about BDSM/ NSFW. If so, beware! +18 kind of blog. No underaged minors are allowed simply because it is illegal and purely I do not welcome that kind of perversion. DO NOT ENTER! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. Listen to good advices and behave. Walk away. You'll have plenty of time for sex after 18. Good girl/boy! 😉
“I know I’m not easy to love. I’m a chronic over-thinker. I overreact more than I should…And every once in a while, I might be a little insecure. But if I am in love with you, I can promise you wholeheartedly that you will be loved with so much passion and intensity that you’ll forget what life felt like before I came along. You will always be cared for and you will always have someone in your corner. Maybe I’m not the best at being loved - But I like to think I’m pretty good at loving.”
Been letting go of people without necessarily villainizing them. I don’t need to tell myself “they’re a bad person” “don’t know how to handle my emotions” “have xyz negative traits” “a total asshole without any redeeming qualities” to be able to arrive at the conclusion that maybe that certain person would not be a very healthy addition to my life. Idk growing up and maturing has come w seeing other people not though the lens of “u bad me good,” but more so through “we’re all imperfect in our own ways, and I can still acknowledge the good in you even as I decide it’s best to part ways.” People will always be tricky to navigate, it’s just a matter of asking yourself “do I have the capacity or time for this? Is this worth it?” and the answer can still be no even if the person you’re removing from your life isn’t an evil caricature of who they actually are
i’d say the best thing i have learned this year is to just let people be who they naturally are. no psychoanalyzing them, no overthinking my actions, no asking what i could possibly do to keep their presence in my life. i just bring my best self to the table and always move from a place of love and respect. how that person responds is ultimately up to them. if that causes them to exit my life, i just let it happen. i will never be in the business of changing people. people are only ever ready to change when they’ve made the conscious decision to. all i can do is check myself and be kind always.
The point is to laugh into a kiss, to laugh at yourself, to laugh w the world but not at it, to share your dreams w people who listen to them, to realize when you’re wrong, to apologize even if it’s years later, to eat the bread that comes w dinner, to dive into the sea even when the water is cold, to forgive yourself but not be blind to your self, to remember your friends birthdays, to look for luck everywhere, to be sentimental and unashamed of it, to admit when you don’t know, to hold a shell to your ear and listen for the ocean, to hold your own hand and not shy away from someone else’s, to stop and smell the roses and the night blooming jasmine and the freesia, to live outside your head, to know how to cook for when you’re joyous and heartbroken and ravenous and lazy, to not crush the spider but help it outside, to always rediscover who you are and allow room for others to do the same, to watch the sunrise, to keep flowers in your house, to not let hopelessness poison you
stop thinking forever or never-ending and reaching for milestones so fast they are forgotten as soon as they happen .. look around you, at nature, the scenery, the history the peolpe you are with , the music you are listening to ..the adventure at this time…
and learn to appreciate the moments you have now these are the memories you take with you these are the moments to fall in love with….the unforgotten journey ღkmarcigrace .
I never told you this, but sometimes I just sit there and imagine all the little scenarios of us in my head. Basic things like watching movies, cuddling, doing late night food runs, have deep conversations, and taking random trips. I just miss you and want to be with you.
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