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[norseblooded]

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[oldladyisms]

well…here we are. and it is time for me to go, and for you to stay. in the past few days- really…the past few months- in spite of my best attempts, this place has just become too toxic for me to function in. i’m unhappy when i log into any of my blogs, writing has become stressful, and piling drafts and replies owed have just reached a point where it’s obvious i need a break.

what does this mean? i’m stepping away. from my muses on this platform, from the platform in general. i’m putting these blogs to rest until either i can handle them and this place again, or until i shut them down permanently because it’s clear i’ll not be back.

does this mean i won’t be writing and rping at all? fuck no. as i always have, i will be writing and rping with partners via skype, telegram and other messaging platforms. i’m available almost everywhere under the moniker harleenisms. if you want to write with me and are comfy writing in a more private setting, please don’t hesitate. all of my muses are on offer, any muse you’ve ever known me to play. 

that said…i honestly wish all of you the best. the friends i’ve made have been great, the partners i’ve made have become some of my best friends. i am horrifically weak, and undoubtedly will be back. whether here, on this or one of my other old muses, or on something new. if i do make a new blog in a new fandom…i won’t promo it here. promise you won’t have to deal with that. and i do love you all. i promise i do. and if you need me, my support or reassurance…please find me on one of the messaging systems, and you will always have it.

[corruptedgavel]

‘Shit, I better go get my dick sucked. I’m starting to sound as whipped as you.’

[oldladyisms]

PSA - Mini hiatus thing??

starting monday morning 6/20 through wednesday afternoon 6/22, i’ll be out of town at disney world. i know, how awesome is that? ♥♥ in anY CASE, i will not be bringing my laptop with me, and i’ll be running around the parks tomorrow and tuesday, so clearly, not only will i be entirely mobile/non-iconed/asks and text only, i will also be bound to a single blog, to help keep the battery on my phone from draining, which it does when i’m running three browsers so i can keep track of multiple blogs.

if you need- @destrxctive OR @cunningpride OR @bubblegumxmallets OR @bikersblackwidow OR @invulncrable you can get to me about them via @junkiewhcre 

i appreciate everyone’s patience, etc. it’s been a weird month for me, on vacation and then at work with a bunch of shit happening and then back on vacation. my muses have been in and out, and my focus has been crap, and i’m so, so grateful for everyone who’s stuck around for me to get myself focused again. i’m not even sure how i’m going to pull that off, but when i figure it out, i’ll let you all know. in the meantime, you can check @junkiewhcre for updates from my disney visit- i’ll be tagging everything #the adventures of izzie and opie - walt disney edition (yes, funko pop opie will be with me. ♥♥)

[civismundisum]

I will be wild. I will be brutal. I will encircle you and conquer you. I will be more powerful than your boats and your swords and your blood lust. I will be inevitable.

Iphigenia, from A Memory of Wind by Rachel Swirsky. (via penseesduchoeur)

[oldladyisms]

ok. all the cool kids are doing it. lets have a blog list. izzie’s foolish children:

wendy case ( sons of anarchy ) @junkiewhcre​

gemma teller ( sons of anarchy ) @bikersblackwidow​

ima tite / jane jones ( sons of anarchy ) @invulncrable​

rogue ( x-men / marvel ) @destrxctive​

harley quinn ( batman / dc ) @bubblegumxmallets​

siggy, wife of the earl haraldson ( history’s vikings ) @cunningpride​

[bikersblackwidow]

alt!

let me talk about my other loves/muses || @rationedwell || accepting !!

name: Maria Estella Corina Reuda, ‘Ella’ status: fandomless ocfc: Alexa VegaElla was adopted very young- her mother was only at the beginning of a 40 year sentence for the brutal murder of Ella’s father, a married man with a family of his own. Unfortunately for Ella, the adoption was more or less a manipulation- a political move by a man maneuvering into power, gaining the vote of the local Latinx population by taking in a child bred in violence. She spent a great deal of her childhood paraded around by the O’Sullivan clan, kept neatly penned in, denied any access to her heritage, absolutely denied access to her mother or information about her mother more than the knowledge that her mother had killed her father.

A lifetime of being used as a pawn, a tool, for others tainted Ella’s sense of self. She has a difficult time being alone, being without direction. She’s extremely dependent on others to define who she is, adapting at will to any situation, something she sees as an asset, but which others recognize as her being false, or fair weather, decidedly easy to use.

In a lot of ways, she’s very childish, but her propensity for being used extends to a great deal of other things- she lost her innocence in general very young. Still playful, she presents as very sweet, but under that veneer is a fractured girl who drinks too much and parties too hard, and is painfully ignorant of her blood family on either side.

[bikersblackwidow]

Were Gemma and Clay friends back in the day? Like before they were ever a couple?

in as much as the guys WERE friends with the ladies hanging around them, i think it’s extremely likely that they were friends. 

i think at the very core of them, they’re very much alike. and the mutual attraction would have been obvious to at least gemma. but the entire thing, i suspect, was very much a tragic comedy of poor timing- gemma ended up with jt, and clay was pushed to the side for a little bit, before jt’s mismanagement of his wife opened the way for clay to swoop back in.

and i mean, that’s clearly a very simplistic view of what happened. there was a lot more to it, i suspect. whether or not that included gemma’s ambitions, i can’t rightly say- i would actually guess she didn’t begin to develop the level of her ambition in regard to the club until she had a taste of being a president’s old lady. so it’s more likely a whole series of other, interesting things, that i would actually need to bounce against someone else to develop fully. ♥

but yes. i am willing to speculate that they were friends.

[bikersblackwidow]

where’s that meme where you all send me 'alt!’ and i share a bit about my other muses? meh, regardless, send me that and i’ll l do the thing while i answer these questions about gemma.

[bikersblackwidow]

Where to begin? My favorite part about you is the way that you nurture other writers. I don't think people consider that enough honestly. It's a godsend to have someone there at each step to give advice and support, listen to ideas, recommend changes, share constructive criticism, and just gush over things, especially when first starting out. You're the person, for not just me, but for a number of others, and that means the world. Don't ever doubt that.

favorite things? || @shesboundtolose || accepting !!

         i’m not emotional. you’re emotional. 

honestly, though, more than any other compliment i could possibly have been given, this means the most to me. it is so important to me to be the most encouraging, most positive person i can be. ♥♥

[jinxproof]

photo: Corinne Day THE FACE (October 1990)

[bikersblackwidow]

                 [ gemma teller — sons of anarchy >> canon & au like the road is long ]                  [ selective & discerning — adult themes and nsfw present — mun 21+ ]                                                  [ written by izzie ]

[bikersblackwidow]

You are my everything. My best friend on this stupid site. You are a goddess and an imaginably good writer and word smith. What you write is actual gold. You listen to my bitching and never complain, even when I'm tired of my own bitching. Your characters are very well written, in more than a few instances better written by you than by their own writers. Your girls always put up with my boys just like you always put up with me. You are my air, I love you. Don't leave me. Ever.

favorite things? || @thenorthernbear​ || accepting !!

           ilu so much. never leave me either. ♥♥

[slothblog]

please fuel my ego and tell me what your favorite thing about me is

[bikersblackwidow]

"There's just no way to win with you, is there?"

misc sentence starters || @h-opewinston || accepting !!

          “ I’ll stop questioning your choices when you stop making questionable ones. ” She sighed, her lips forming a thin line for a moment, shaking her head. “ Look, baby, I know you’re hurting. But you should think long and hard before you get too caught up in porn pussy. ”

[bikersblackwidow]

[ rollo ]

“So you like playing hard to get then,” 

she looked like trouble, a girl with a woman’s body. && everytime she batted those eyes he found himself wanting to chase her. He had been drafted anyway, might as well have some fun before he died in a god forsaken jungle. 

          “ I’m not hard to get, I’m hard to keep. ” 

Were those song lyrics? She couldn’t remember if they were or not, where they came from, if they were her words. But they were true, she wasn’t keeping material. She had no direction, no purpose, no focus. But in a place like this, a smokey bar, noise filled room, wanting more than a moment or two of fun in the shadows of an alley or on the worn springs of a motel mattress was more than enough to get by on.

[bikersblackwidow]

"What made you think that was a good idea?" -Jax, obviously

misc sentence starters || @redwoodteller || accepting !!

         " What makes you think you get to question me? " It wasn't a club matter- it was a club women matter, and there were some things that were under her purview.