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this is me :3

my name is dolly and i’m 21 !

i looove asks ! but please be respectful. thank u :)

selfies are under #me and asks are under #asks 🐾

warning for gory stuff and sexual stuff

difficult topics // triggering pics etc

i really just want to be loved. i don’t know why i never feel loved. i’m the common denominator so i guess i’m likely the problem. it’s all in my head or whatever. i know i’m a difficult person but i don’t behave like this on purpose. i wish i could just be easygoing but i have no reassurance. is it his responsibility ? absolutely not. but don’t you wish to reassure someone you love ? love shouldn’t be an obligation , you should want to love someone. you should choose to love me , not just say you do. actively love me. please. every single day. forever. i can’t live without that. without love. it’s terribly lonely. i find myself lonely always , no matter what.

it’s hardly worth it to seek the love of just one person. they always let you down. no human can ever live up to the expectations we set for or standards we require of each other. i truly do want to be the whole world’s girl. if i’m never enough , i’ll give only the right parts of me away , never leading anyone to want more. i’ll keep everybody satiated just enough that they never peek behind the soft cutaneous curtain. i can’t disappoint anyone who expects that little of me , surely.

who am i kidding ? of course i can. i do nothing. i feel nothing. i am nothing. all i do is disappoint. i always wonder who i am , i have a shaky sense of self. but maybe it’s just that simple. i am what i am to you and you alone. an experience. i’m not a person myself , but i am defined by the way i affect others. if i disappoint you so , so be it. i am a disappointment. if i let you string me along this way , so be that too. i am a dog. a manic pixie dream girl , only useful for a short time and never truly her own person. take meaning out of me , strip me of myself and leave only what we had for that time , for it’s all i am.

i will never have this

Add me on Snapchat please

Snap: dorian_corsa

I would like to send you money in exchange for a photo of you, please.

Don't answer this question so others don't see it, just add me on Snapchat

hm.

#asks

Hey, Don't reply to this message. I'd like to send you money to help you out, and in exchange, I'd like some sexy photos 🔥 Here's my Snapchat: dorian_corsa and my Discord username: dyylan666. I'm waiting for you to send me a message because I'd like to help you by sending you money 💋

hm.

#asks

bikinigoldbaby

I really like you as a person and I want a little financial challenge by sending you money. ❤️

ummmmm…

#asks

I just checked out Clapper, it's a live streaming app. Do you often stream there?

you do not need to ask me the same thing more than once every single time…

#asks

I saw that the Clapper app is for doing live streams. Do you often do live streams there?

yes but a little less recently

#asks

You already told me you had Discord and Clapper, but I don't have either of those apps. What other app can I add you on?

NONE. STOP

#asks

I don't have Discord, so tell me which app you use for live streams so I can message you there and get your PayPal information.

clapper… you do not need to ask me things twice , just wait for a response… and you can donate directly to my clapper , no need for a paypal , i just cash out using paypal.

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Tell me where and on which app you stream so we can talk and you can give me your PayPal

clapper. same username.

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Can I send you my Snapchat so you can add me, please?

i. do. not. have. snapchat. learn to read my god…

#asks

I would really like to talk to you

ok but you’re anonymous… you are all testing me today

#asks

Hi 🤗 I don't have Discord, but can I give you my Snapchat so we can talk, please? 🫶 I would love to talk to you so much, I really love you very much

i don’t have snapchat and i don’t know you. be like… normal ? you don’t love me , you don’t know me. don’t be parasocial.