historectomie

t-worded my last account. sw: 44kg cw: 42.5kg gw: 38kg

[billytheh3ro]

OH MY FUCKING GOD I FEEL THE F4T GROWING UNDER MY SKINN EVERY TIME I E4T SOMEBODY SEDATEE MEEEEEEEEE

(it’s all chill we’re all okay!!)

[billytheh3ro]

i think i need to stop taking l4xs i think in fucking up my digestive track.

[billytheh3ro]

i’m f4sting till friday i fucking h4te my self

i just need to be skinny for monday.

[billytheh3ro]

i love how the 4n4 community is the sweetest collection of people out there. more sane ppl would definitely think we’re all evil to each other but it’s all internalized 💗

luv yall frrrr

[billytheh3ro]

omg falling in love has been the greatest 4ppet1te suppressant

like i think abt him and i get butterflies so hard im no longer hungry i love this so much

[billytheh3ro]

jst posted on insta in a crop top and im getting so many dms from my friends complementing my b0dy like my 4n4’s heart and soul has never been more fueled!!

[billytheh3ro]

idk why it’s been so hard to f4st lately but i’ve jst been getting so faint it’s weird?? maybe the summer heat lwk but it’s affecting my workouts too bruh like what is a girl meant to do??

[billytheh3ro]

i can’t e4t till after my concert on friday. i think i ate 12,000 c4ls yesterday. these l4xs wont even help keep me skinnny i just wanna sleep

[billytheh3ro]

seeing the sun come through ur windows after youve been saying one more episode is kinda the most euphoric thing

[billytheh3ro]

why tf do i gain 80lbs the minute after i e4t i look like a pig who jst rllllly loves slop!!

lol time to take some l4xs!!

[billytheh3ro]

i feel sick my mom made me split an eggplant parm sandwich with her for dinner and the bread was like 75% of the meal

i can’t get it out of my system bc i’m traveling with family. i hate this.

[billytheh3ro]

at work tdy one of the little girls i take care of ran up and gave me a hug and told me “wow you’re rlly sk1nny” lwk never won more in my life

[billytheh3ro]

boutta go on a 72 hour f4st for the weekend i just hope my family won’t make me e4t

[billytheh3ro]

can’t tell if it’s the body dysmorphia or if my legs actually look okay today

[billytheh3ro]

holy fuckk my stomach hurts so much

[billytheh3ro]

omg my arms have gotten so bulky by working out any tips to reverse it?? 🫩