Hello everyone (・・;)ゞ
I finally managed to find some time to properly introduce my mc in more depth ♡
Sorry if i’ve been spamming her a bit lately, she’s just one of the quickest things i can post right now (uni hasn’t really given me time to finish my sebinis drawings)
So i thought i’d take this chance to talk a little about her, and i’ll leave some images with extra details 🐝🍯🌿
Random Info
🖤 She has a small collection of acorns… she’s not sure if it’s the shape, the color, or the size, but there’s just something about them that draws her in 𓍢ִ໋🌰✧˚🍂 ༘・🍁 ⋆
🖤 I picked “Say yes to heaven” because it just feels like her. it’s soft and warm, but there’s something a little deeper underneath that you can’t fully explain. it reminds me of the way roxann notices everything quietly, and how she feels things more than she says.
🖤 She usually wears comfortable clothes since she spends most of her time out in the grounds, collecting things and wandering around 🌿
but truthfully, she enjoys dressing a bit more formal when she can, it makes her feel like a “proper young lady” in a way she secretly likes...
🖤 Ever since what happened with ominis… she’s been spending more time with poppy, and taking on small errands for garreth more often, just to keep her mind busy 🍯
I've been a little absent this week because I only have one month of classes left, and I'm currently wrapping up the semester, so I've been focusing a lot on my grades 📚
But it's basically the weekend already 🤭
Something that has really caught my attention these past few days is that, for some reason, you've all been interacting a lot with my AO3 👀, so I've been motivated to work on some writing projects I've had pending for a while JAJAJA (🎻🎹). I've also been working on finishing a drawing that I've been having so much fun making (🩸🖤).
I'll have some updates for you all very soon!!! ✨
Thank you for your patience, your support, and for sticking around. See you soon! ❤️
Hello lovelies, i need a little help, a few days ago my discord got hacked and i ended up losing my account. the problem is that i was in a sebinis server and now i have no idea how to get back in 💔
does anyone happen to still have the invite link lying around somewhere? it would help me out so much.
These days i want to enjoy my temporary freedom lol, so i’ve been trying to loosen up a bit and relax through drawing, starting with a few sketches of mc roxann (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)
these are just simple little sketches of her sleeping, freshly waking up, and trying to tame that impossible mane first thing in the morning. her hair is a little chaotic, which is why you’ll almost always see her wearing messy buns… we don’t want herbs, flowers, or who knows what else getting lost in all that hair 🌿🍃
these drawings are quieter and more everyday-like, but that’s exactly why i grew attached to them ♡
Lying there completely naked, waiting with zero patience left… I can already hear the sass in his voice.
Sebastian better hurry up before his Slytherin snaps.
Hey everyone 🥰 How are you guys doing?
I’m finally back! ✨ As of today, I officially have a full week of rest ahead of me (well… they still gave me a few assignments but I’m mostly free and that counts as a win 💛)
A while ago I posted a drawing of Ominis with long hair, but some things happened and I had to take it down lol. So here I am risking it again because… honestly, I don’t really care anymore
Sending lots of kisses and hugs to all of you!! Thank you so much for all your sweet messages, they really made me happy.
Can’t wait to share more art with you guys this week~
These past few days i’ve been feeling strangely disconnected from myself. at the same time, i’ve been overwhelmed with assignments, exams, and deadlines. honestly, i still don’t understand how teachers somehow manage to coordinate perfectly just to torture everyone with tests all in the same week.
because of that, i think i’ll be stepping away from tumblr for a little while.
it’s a little sad to admit, because i still have so many unfinished translations, half written thoughts sitting in my drafts, and drawings i abandoned halfway through. i wanted to finish all of them so badly, but lately i just haven’t felt like myself.
i think i need some time to breathe and rest without feeling guilty for it.
at least my recess week starts on the 18th, so i’ll finally have one free week to hopefully sleep properly, clear my mind, and come back feeling lighter and a little more stable again.
I’ve had these drawings finished for quite a while, but I had to wait before posting them because…
TA-DAAAA ✨ I forced @pollorabioso to turn them into keychains with jewelry 😈💖
(unfortunately they don’t ship internationally because the last time they tried, one got lost on the way 💔 but if you’re from Chile we can talk 👀 they’re 5,000 CLP with jewelry and 2,000 CLP without it)
There’s literally nothing of Omi and Sebby sold here, so I had no choice but to force someone else to fulfill my whims 😇
🖤Promise Me You'll Come Back (Alternative universe Sebinis)🖤
It was a Tuesday night in October. The air already smelled of dead leaves and smoke from distant chimneys — a scent they had always loved, but which now pierced them like a reproach.
They had escaped like so many other times, but this time there was no laughter or jokes.
They sat in their usual corner, backs against the stone wall. Sebastian took out the pack of Players Navy Cut, but his hands were shaking so badly that the cigarette slipped from his fingers twice before he managed to bring it to his lips and light it. Ominis heard everything, the clumsy rustle of the paper, the tremor in his breathing, and above all, the heavy silence settling between them.
“Don’t smoke if you don’t want to,” Ominis murmured, his voice broken.
Sebastian let out a dry laugh that sounded more like a choked sob.
“I need something to keep me busy… If I don’t smoke, I’m going to hug you and never let you go again.”
Ominis moved closer without saying a word and rested his head on his shoulder, just like so many nights before, seeking the warmth that would soon be taken from him.
“Don’t go,” he whispered against his neck. “Please, Seb… don’t leave me here alone.”
Sebastian squeezed his eyes shut tightly as the cigarette burned forgotten between his fingers. The smoke rose in slow spirals that neither of them paid any attention to.
“I have to go,” he said at last, his voice breaking on the final word. “My father is coming to pick me up at dawn, and the ship leaves at sunrise… Anne… she can’t wait any longer. And the job over there pays enough for her treatment… but I… fuck, it sounds selfish… but I don’t want to leave. I don’t want to leave you, Omi.”
Ominis lifted his head, letting the tears that had been running freely down his cheeks show — hot, silent, but unstoppable.
“Don’t leave me,” he begged, his voice a trembling thread. “I don’t know how I’m going to breathe without you. The days are going to feel endless… and the nights… God, the nights are going to be unbearable. I can’t imagine Blackmoor without you, without your laughter, without your kisses, without your hand in mine when no one is looking.”
Sebastian threw the cigarette to the ground, not even having enjoyed it, and pulled him into an embrace so fierce it was almost violent — as if he wanted to melt him into his chest and take him with him. Ominis clung to his back, sobbing against his neck, his hands shaking uncontrollably.
“Don’t cry…” Sebastian pleaded now, even though his own voice was drowning. “Please, don’t cry. It kills me when you cry like this.”
But Ominis shook his head, unable to stop. His tears soaked Sebastian’s shirt.
“I can’t stop… I don’t want you to go. I don’t want this to be real. What if you don’t come back? What if the work swallows you and you forget about me?”
Sebastian took his face gently between his hands, his thumbs trying to wipe away the tears that kept falling from his cheeks.
“How could I ever forget you…” he whispered, his voice broken and pleading. “You’re the only good thing I have in this damn life, Omi. I love you. I love you so much it hurts just imagining my life without you.”
His voice cracked and he had to draw in a breath before continuing, pressing his forehead against Ominis’s.
“I swear I’ll come back for you. Even if I have to swim across the ocean, even if I have to leave everything behind… I’ll come back. I’m going to write to you every day, not because it’s an empty promise, but because you’re the only thing that’s going to keep me alive over there. Every letter will be to remind you that you’re mine and that my heart stays here with you.”
Ominis let out a choked sob and nodded, even though the pain still gripped his chest tightly.
“And I’ll write back, I swear,” he whispered. “I love you, Seb. More than anything in this world.”
They kissed then with desperation — a kiss salty with tears, clumsy and urgent, filled with a fear that squeezed their chests and a love that overflowed. Ominis responded with the same fierce hunger, tangling his hands in Sebastian’s hair as if he could keep him there forever. The kiss grew deeper, tongues seeking comfort, breaths ragged, bodies pressing together as if they could stop time through sheer force of will, through the sheer fury of their love.
The smell of Players Navy Cut tobacco, that scent they had shared so many times in secret, clung to Sebastian’s clothes and skin. For Ominis it was hypnotic and devastating at the same time. That smell that had always made him feel alive, safe, his… now it hurt him to his very core, because he knew that for days, maybe weeks, that same aroma would be the only thing he’d have left of him. He clung tighter, burying his nose in his neck, inhaling deeply as if he wanted to keep it inside his lungs forever.
When they finally pulled apart just enough to breathe, foreheads pressed together and noses brushing, Sebastian managed to whisper against his lips:
“Don’t forget this,” he whispered against his mouth. “Don’t forget that you’re mine, that it’s us against the world.”
Ominis could only nod, holding onto him even tighter.
They kissed again, slower this time — kisses laced with tears that tasted of final goodbye. Sebastian kissed his wet eyelids, his tear-stained cheeks, the trembling corner of his lips, as if he wanted to carry every part of him etched into his memory.
“Promise me you’ll come back,” Ominis murmured between kisses.
“I promise,” Sebastian replied, hugging him so tightly it hurt. “I’ll come back for you. I swear it on Anne, on everything I am. I’ll come back and we’ll leave this place far behind… together.”
Ominis buried his face in his chest, sobbing silently while the forest wrapped around them, indifferent to their pain.
They stayed locked in each other’s arms for a long time, crying in silence, their bodies trembling against one another. The forgotten cigarette on the ground burned out on its own, sending its final thread of smoke between them.
Sebastian was the first to move, though it cost him the world to do so. The cold was already creeping into their bones, but he knew it wasn’t just the weather freezing him from the inside.
“I have to go…” he murmured against Ominis’s hair, his voice barely a whisper. “My father arrives in a few hours… If I stay even one more minute, I won’t have the strength to leave you.”
Ominis shook his head desperately and clung even tighter to his shirt, digging his fingers into the fabric as if he could embed himself in him.
“Stay a little longer… just a little, please…”
Sebastian closed his eyes tightly, fighting the brutal urge to pull him close again and never let go. His hands were trembling when he took Ominis’s face between them one last time.
“I love you,” he whispered one final time. “Never forget that. You’re the most important thing I have.”
“I love you… more than anything,” Ominis replied, tears still falling uncontrollably.
They shared one last kiss full of a love that hurt too much.
Sebastian pulled away with superhuman effort. He stood up, but his legs barely responded. He took one step back, then another, never taking his eyes off Ominis, who sat shattered against the stone wall.
Every step he took tore another piece of himself away. He wanted to run back, he wanted to scream, he wanted to stay. But he couldn’t — not for Anne, and not for both of their futures.
When the forest finally swallowed the sound of his footsteps, Ominis allowed himself to completely fall apart.
A violent sob tore through his chest, so raw and deep it felt like it split him in two. He doubled over against the cold stone, hands pressed tightly against his heart as if trying to hold together the pieces breaking inside him. The pain was physical, brutal — as if someone were ripping out something vital.
He cried uncontrollably, mouth open, his whole body convulsing. It was no longer just sadness… it was emptiness — a black, unbearable void that left him destroyed against the cold forest floor.
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I don’t know what my obsession with suffering is. I’m not sure if it’s because it’s one of the emotions that has marked my short life the most, or simply because it’s one of the few things that moves me so deeply, reaching straight into my guts and hitting me in the rawest parts of my being.
This is a fragment from a fanfic I wrote months ago but still haven’t had the time to finish. Lately, this scene has been living rent-free in my head, so I ended up making a quick little drawing to go with it.
I hope you liked the writing, even if I’m a bit rusty and my English isn’t the best.
Oh, and here’s a song that inspired me a lot while writing this.
Finally, Ominis
@cassianicolevale your request is done.
I can tell my coloring of a naked male torso is getting better. The main thing is just not to forget how to draw clothes again...
Iiii actually started going around stealing cool people's cool OCs to draw and made the ones of Roxann and Harper yesterday, and the one of Maeve today! ( I couldn't resist drawing her after you commented on the challenge Cait 🙈)
I hope y'all don't mind that I drew them- I just think you're cool and your OCs have sick designs and I lowkey wanna be friends okay bye-
Thanks to @izaya-art for this fun challenge!! the moment I saw their post (Here) I got really excited to join, so here’s my result (roxann sneaking some snacks)
I used a random cat from pinterest, not because I don’t have pets, I just didn’t feel like showing them (I like to keep my children’s privacy qwq). maybe one day I’ll share them haha!!
