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im having the most disastrous grocery shopping trip and im waiting for the bus covered in soda and milk and it's awful

#im literally abiut to freak out ocer fucjing spilt milk #food mention #swearing #it's so awful

i'm trying to like perfect my blog before i finally move but im soo tired im just gonna take a nap and finish it later

i've been home for only 15 minutes and i feel so much better!!! i'm gonna just gonna do comfort stuff, hmu if anyones bored and wants somebody to talk to !

#i will literally give you me cellphone number #lms please #i love being at home!!!#time mention

my therapist came to my school and i managed to calm down and now he's talking to the administration people so they actually accommodate me because theyre sooo much more likely to listen to an old cis white british guy than somebody like me

#sorry bout that last post #school mention #therapy mention #i've had a panic attack every day this week

i cant breath i litarely cant breath and no ome in ghis building cares and tey wont let me go home cause my family is too poor to have a a car and im freaking out and i cant breath sorry sorty sorry sorry sorty

#sorry about this post #repetition #suffocation mention

maybe if i tried to kill myself everybody at school would take me seriously and not just ignore everything i say unless it's to punish me

#sorry #suicide mention #school mention

i'm miserable and i only eat every 14 hours and i literally cant focus on class work i just wanna cry and tear off my skin

#food mention #time mention #school mention #crying mention #self harm mention #gore mention

i didnt have a test in bio today but i feel really sick

#it's probably because i havent in like 14 hours #food mention #school mention

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wow i’m like trying really hard not to cry cause i wanna kill myself and i have a test and im gonna fail everything and just ajkabdqj

bipolarmaximoffs-moved

why the fuck did you reblog this from me

#suicide mention #school mentio #swearing

i cant even focus how the hell am i going to not fail this test that i didnt even study for because im fucking stupid and useless and awful

#negative #swearing #ableist language #test mention #sorry

wow i'm like trying really hard not to cry cause i wanna kill myself and i have a test and im gonna fail everything and just ajkabdqj

#suicide mention #crying mention #negative

i have a test in my first period today that i didnt study for because i was busy with the sat yesterday im so screwed why did i come to school

#im crying which is pretty common #school mention #i wanna throw up #emetophobia

my therapist is supposed to go to my school to advocate for me so i'll probably get called to the principals office so they can punish me for being mentally ill again

#sorry #negative #school mention #therapy mention

i just feel really useless because all my classmates can manage to do work and all i can do is physically be in class and make mistakes

#sorry #negative #i'm just upset #school mention

i just realized that it doesnt matter if i go to school or not because i'm gonna fail either way

#sorry #negative #school mention #i'm just upset cause i literally cant to school work #failure mention

i'm going to school but i feel terrible and wont be able to complete any work

#i dont understand #school mention #i cant stay home cause they get pissy #but it's the only time my brain can actually function #i'm too on edge at school to focus #lms please #sorry

i am,, exhausted and just want to sleep

#i have to get up for school but my nightmares were really bad

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