Vin

just a vent blog I might not put correct/any tws, this is a vent blog, be careful <3

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I just like intro posts I like making them so

He/him

Vent side-blog

I apologise in advance

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i dont want to do it anymore i dont want to do this anymore

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i wish i wasnt alive

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Why couldn't I have died last night

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Please

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I don't want to do it anymore

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I don't want to wake up ever please please please please please please I don't want to this anymore please

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In just out here causing issues for fucking everybody it's so stupid I want to die so bad

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I really wish I was dead I really wish

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i hate myself so bad i acctually hate myself so fucking bad so badly i hate myself i hate everything about myself i dont want to live i just want to fucking die i cant do this idk who i thought i was kidding

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i dont want to be alive

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i hope tonight is the night where i dont wake up in the morning

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Oh my god I really don't want to live

It feels like I just don't hit in the stomach with it

I don't want to live what am I doing what am I acctually doing what the fuck I hate myself so bad I hate EVERYTHING I am nothing oh my god everyone would acc be so much better off what the fuck? I am nothing I am nobody I can't breathe

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im just tired and i dont wanna do it anymore is it even fucking worth it

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i dont want to live

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I know I should be proud

It's pride month for gods sake but I'm not proud of myself and who I am I'm not

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What does it even mean to jave internalised homophobia or transphobia

I am not homophobic or transphobic to anyone ever

But I can't tell if it's just ordinary dysphoria type thoughts or what