Little Birdie

20 Block don’t report pls!

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Introduction ⭐️🌸🐷

You can call me birdie

I’m 20

This is a ed blog pls block I am pro recovery (just not for me)

About me:

I live in a sorority house and I study environmental science

Favs: pink, all things girlie, the sims, studying, Lana del Rey, long walks

Things I post: aesthetic girl blogging, check ins, rants, goals

Stats

I classify as atypical @n@ rn but one day. Been on my journey for almost two years but I’ve hit a plateau and I need help locking in. Also have history of binges obvi when you see my start

Height: 6’1

Sw: 290lbs (disgusting I know)

Cw: 221 lbs

Gw1:190lbs

Gw2:170lbs

Gw3:140lbs

Idk what my ugw is tbh im more focused on looks cuz i know im tall and that plays a role still wanna be 🦴🦴🦴🦴

I wanna make some friends so pls feel free to message me we can be mutuals

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24hrs back at home and my mother has already

Told me I am smaller than I was at 14 (barely but 🤪🫦)

Told me if I drank zero sugar soda I’d gain all the weight back (love that not gonna try and correct her)

Said and I quote “you are getting small for a woman of your stature” (STATURE I mean fe fi fo foom)

Commented on my thighs and my love handles

I genuinely can’t decide if she thinks I’m fat or skinny. Like I know I was obese like two years ago but I’m not even skinny yet.

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Why am I trying on my swimsuits when I am already anxious today and I overate.

Because I genuinely don’t know how to have a good day I swear

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Thought I was looking really cute went to take a photo then the mirror turned evil and I cry

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Ed summer plan/updates

Long post lol

So as soon as I finish taking my finals on Tuesday I’m driving home with my dad. Then the next Monday I am flying across the country to be a camp counselor for a girls sports camp. I really excited for it especially cuz I will have lots of time to over exercise without suspicion cuz it’s literally my job to play volleyball. But I also can’t be consistently skipping meals because I eat with the kids and I’m not about to give little girls eds cuz I have my own issues. Especially because I’m going to be with girls 8-14 which is the time frame that this developed in me. So the plan is to eat healthy semi low calorie meals when I can and then hopefully exercise into a deficit. I genuinely will crashout so bad if I happen to gain in these two months……

Then after that in August I’m going to be home doing nothing so the diet will resume I also plan on starting to run with my dog and go to the gym. Hopefully my parents won’t enable me to binge because they are bingers themselves. My bf also might be going to basic (army things) and won’t be able to talk to me much so I will be lowkey depressed and hopefully just bedrot.

I genuinely have to lose weight before school starts again in the fall because that’s when rush happens and one of the outfits I bought for it is too small rn so gaining is not an option literally because I will be fined if I don’t wear it 🤪

I also plan on taking before pics and measurements before I leave to camp because I might end up maintaining but still losing body fat because I’ll be eating and working out

I def won’t be that active posting at camp but to any of my moots still reach out I just might not get back to you in a bit

🫶🏻🫶🏻

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The idea of posting my before and after on here is genuinely the only thing keeping me going. My befores are disgusting so I know it gonna be good

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Losing 70lbs and still being in the 200s is genuinely so embarrassing. “Omg you lost so much weight what are you at rn” “220lb ☹️🔫”

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Cool girls have a very complicated relationship with the movie sharing a secret

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I know I’m definitely mia but part of me thinks that just means failing ana. Gotta make ana proud and then the cycle continues

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I keep buying things slightly too small so that I have a more physical sign of weight loss. Today I bought vintage yoga pants and a button up to both cute both I barely fit in.

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Bought a pair of unforgiving pants in a size to small for my sororities recruitment in fall. They better fit by then so motivation

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Computter how do I make rib flare go away quickest route no borax

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I love when my shopping cart gives @n@ like yes I did walk the mile here just to get Diet Coke an Apple and sugar free gum

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My sorority is having a pool party on Saturday and I’m literally gonna kms. I have to go and wear a bathing suit…. I don’t have a bikini but I have a one piece but everyone else is gonna be in bikinis and look all perfect… and then they going to want to take photos for the instagram. I know none of my sisters are gonna make comments but a lot of them are literally thinspo so they won’t have to

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So constipated purging feels like the only way to get anything out

Any tips welcome I’m dying

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I’m sick of Mia Ana take me back plz

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I’d be so skinny if I lived alone