Hello my dear, sweet, talented, kind, amazing followers who I appreciate so much (although I never seem to show it lately). I want to apologize for randomly going off the radar for what has stretched on to a pretty long time. With The Sims 4 coming out, I felt the same "threat" as I did when Sims 3 came. Starting from scratch with something new, always wanting to deliver something beautiful and interesting to you guys, it becomes a weight. A weight that shouldn't be there, it's "just" a game after all, and this simblr was supposed to bring excitement and joy and pride to myself and, I hoped, some of you. You know how EA is, and it seems that all I end up doing is bitching, struggling, coping with their continuous piece-by-piece scattering of quality and evolution of the games. Also, I have my personal difficulties. Depression, stress, perfectionism, being hard on myself in general, being self-conscious. Keeping up with this blog feels more like a chore always at the back of my head now, rather than a pleasure and something I do for fun. I'm not deleting my blog or anything. That's not what this is about. I just want to say I'm sorry for being so absent. For not keeping up with you guys, what you've been up to, what your Sims are up to these days, how you've developed your gameplay style and all the creative loot there is. Also for not providing you with downloads, maybe I had a sim that you were especially interested in that never got an update to their story, all of that. I made so many friends here, some within the Sims category, some with whom I discussed life and everything grim and great about it. It was never my intention to bail out on anyone. You're in my thoughts, dear Sims community. I miss the way you gave me ideas and cheered me up and motivated me to try and make something worth sharing. I guess I just don't have it in me right now. I'm turning 20 next year, and there's a lot of things bringing me down. Responsibilities and all that. I don't have the juice (or time) to allow myself to ignore it all for a few days anymore. I can't play Sims and take screenshots and Photoshop for hours and think of all these stories and hunt down the best CC possible, without feeling stressed and guilty and like I shouldn't be doing it. I hope it won't be too long before all that passes. I believe it will, though. tl;dr - I'm sorry for disappearing, and for not giving you all the likes and reblogs and comments and PMs that you deserve, that I'd love to give. Adulthood comes creeping, and I'm trying to grab it by the horns. Unfortunately, at the cost of my time spent here, in this frickin' awesome community full of frickin' awesome people. I love you all. I believe I'll be back, but there's no telling when. So, let's just toast to improved core and mind-blowing EPs, yeah? *clink* I love and miss you guys! When I have some spare hours to play Sims, I promise to stream it every time! See you in the future. 💋
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