the look on her face says everything he needs
to know about what she wants to talk about.
his first thought is to avoid this. step back from
the problem , even if it’s always the biggest
elephant in the room whenever they’re in the
same place at the same time. he hates it, but
he needs it. he doesn’t want to have ❛ the talk ❜
& lose her. he does not want to lose haven.
that much he knows, but he still can’t bring
himself to tell her that. he doesn’t have the
right to do something like that to her. he
won’t be the one giving the final death blow.
❝ do we? i’d we okay
not having this
talk at all. ❞
she can’t keep doing this — whatever this was.
it’s s e l f i s h, perhaps even wrong in a way, to
ask him to choose. to choose her. she knows
that isn't an option, not where isaac is concerned.
they'll never have the healthy, loving relationship
she craves. they weren't designed for happily
ever afters & story book endings. they were
always meant to fall apart, even when they
couldn't see that.
she doesn't W A N T to let go,
but she H A S to.
her chest constricts, a lump forming in her throat.
she's never been good with goodbyes, and isn't
that exactly what this is? an ending, a goodbye.
it's not perfect & sweet, not romantic & picture
perfect. there's no credits to role with a promise
of a sequel. it's real & raw, stomach in knots &
tears threatening to show her weakness. he'd
a l w a y s be her w e a k n e s s.
❝ i can't do this anymore. i can't.
i've T R I E D. i've given this everything.
but it's not fucking working.
it's never going to fucking work.
& we're wasting our time. you're wasting your time. ❞
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